I Lost My Memory After She Was Moved - Chapter 96
“Dana, where are you working now?”
Yu Jiao also noticed that Deng Na had been staring at Cen Luo next to her, and after finishing the conversation with the opposite professor, he asked out loud.
If it wasn’t for the fact that this was Yu Jiao’s blind date, Cen Luo would have left.
Because Deng Na’s eyes were too obsessed, she couldn’t accept it.
After graduating from junior high school, she and Deng Na never saw each other again, and even the contact information was added by push when she went back to Miancheng to attend the class reunion last time.
After that, Dunna did talk to her for a few days, but because of the different living environment, the two had nothing in common, so they didn’t get in touch after a few quick greetings.
But Dunna did send her a message that she was coming back soon, and asked her if she had time to get together.
At that time, Cen Luo was busy taking care of Jian Mu, so he casually replied, let’s take a look when the time comes.
No matter what Ren Cenluo thought, he didn’t want to understand why Deng Na was suddenly so attentive to her when we met again.
“I worked in a foreign investment bank before, and now I’m leaving.”
“has resigned?”
“Well, I’m going to go back to cotton city to work, or go to cloud city.”
Dunna’s words sounded like she was answering Yu Jiao’s question, but anyone with eyes could see that Dunna was looking at what Cen Luo said.
As if it was deliberately told to Cen Luo.
Yu Jiao twitched the corners of his mouth, glanced at Cen Luo, and saw a slightly impatient expression on her face.
Although she did guess before that Deng Na might like Cen Luo in junior high school, but she didn’t expect it to be to this extent?
It’s hard not to wonder if Deng Na’s meaning is implying that Cen Luo is willing to stay with her in Cotton City or go to Yun City with her.
“Cough, no matter where you go, you will definitely have a good future.”
“thanks.”
Cen Luo listened to the chat between the two and took a sip of the orange juice in front of him.
Just then the waiter came to serve the food.
Finally, she can have something to do when she is bored.
But what she didn’t expect was that Jian Mu was also walking in front of her with the waiter.
Yu Jiao chatted with the professor again, but did not notice Cen Luo’s abnormality.
Cen Luo felt uneasy subconsciously. Although she was only here to accompany Yu Jiao on a blind date, it is difficult to explain the situation now, right?
Also, isn’t she staying at home? Why did he suddenly appear in the restaurant?
She won’t come and take her back, will she?
At this moment, Cen Luo had forgotten that the two had broken up, and only felt that he was embarrassed and uneasy about being caught cheating.
But she obviously didn’t do anything.
But Jian Mu just found a place to sit down and started looking down at the menu.
The sitting position is right in front of Cen Luo, and there is only a narrow aisle in the middle.
He didn’t look at Cen Luo the whole time.
This made Cen Luo, who was in an already uneasy mood, even more uneasy.
“Xiao Luo, do you want to eat fish balls?”
Hearing Yu Jiao’s reminder, Cen Luo came back to his senses and put two fish **** into the bowl.
Although the aisle is narrow, you can’t hear the chat between them, right?
“Where are you working now, Xiao Luo?”
Cen Luo raised his head suddenly, not understanding why Dunn called her so close all of a sudden.
“I heard Yu Jiao call you that, you shouldn’t be angry, right?” Deng Na asked with a friendly smile.
Cen Luo glanced at Jian Mu, who was motionless, sitting on pins and needles.
She didn’t want to misunderstand Jian Mu on purpose.
No matter what happens later, at least the separation should be decent.
And she really didn’t want Jian Mu to misunderstand.
“Xiao Luo and I have been good friends for more than ten years before we call her that. I don’t mind if you call her that.”
Yu Jiao understood Cen Luo’s mood and took the initiative to answer.
But I didn’t expect that Dunna didn’t plan to go down the steps, but wiped the corner of her mouth with a tissue and explained in a gentle tone:
“Actually, I have liked Xiao Luo since junior high school. I have been working hard all these years to be worthy of her. Now that I return to China, I feel that the time has come, so I will return to Cotton City.”
“Perhaps my previous behavior was too direct, and it bothered you. I apologize to you, but please understand my heart.”
I liked it in high school…
Yu Jiao blinked, if she didn’t know that Cen Luo had someone she liked, she would help match him.
However, Cen Luo still likes her ex-girlfriend.
And if nothing else, the ex-girlfriend likes her too.
It’s 100% compounded!
It can’t be destroyed by Dunna.
Cen Luo didn’t understand how this home game suddenly became her and Dunna.
Even the professor who had a blind date with Yu Jiao was making a match.
“I……”
As soon as Cen Luo spoke up, before he had time to refuse, he heard a cold and indifferent voice suddenly coming from beside him:
“Sorry, she has a girlfriend.”
Yu Jiao opened his mouth with surprise written all over his face.
When did Cen Luo’s ex-girlfriend come?
And Cen Luo was stunned for a few seconds because of Jian Mu’s words.
“Are you still eating?”
Jian Mu asked in a warm voice.
Cen Luo mechanically shook his head, and after a few seconds he understood what Jian Mu meant.
Compared with this embarrassing scene, it is better to stay with Jian Mu.
So Cen Luo said to the people at the table, “Sorry, I left beforehand.”
Yu Jiao nodded: “Go, go, your girlfriend should have been waiting for a long time.”
Until Cen Luo and Jian Mu left, Dunna was still mumbling, “It’s just a girlfriend.”
Yu Jiao glanced at Deng Na and reminded her, “I advise you to give up, they are in a good mood.”
After having known Cen Luo for so many years, it was the first time Yu Jiao saw that Cen Luo cared so much about someone.
Even Cen Xi’s room let him sleep.
You can see the unusual degree in her heart.
Because of Deng Na’s words and deeds, Yu Jiao, who had a good impression of the professor, lost his mood instantly.
“I’m leaving too, you guys eat slowly.”
Cen Luo followed Jian Mu out of the restaurant, thinking about how to explain what happened in front of him.
But what made her feel embarrassed was that their current relationship didn’t seem to have to be explained.
Time passed in a tangle, Cen Luo was thinking about whether to explain to Jian Mu, but Jian Mu was thinking about how Cen Luo would respond to that person’s confession if she spoke a little later.
She was afraid that she would not dare to gamble, and at the risk that Cen Luo would be angry with her, she finally spoke up.
Maybe she shouldn’t have been worried that Cen Luo was angry and waited there for so few minutes.
In this way, maybe Cen Luo won’t hear the other party’s confession.
The two walked side by side for a while.
In the end, Jian Mu spoke first:
“Are you still hungry?”
Cen Luo shook his head and asked again:
“Did Xiaoran tell you?”
Jian Mu didn’t answer, but Cen Luo knew it must be.
When Jian Mu knew her flight information, Cen Luo determined that it was Xiao Ran’s message to Jian Mu.
But doesn’t Xiao Ran dislike Jian Mu? Why would you tell Jian Mu your information?
Compared with anger, Jian Mu’s heart is more afraid of fear, which is an inevitable problem after breaking up.
Zen Luo will fall in love with other people again.
Without thinking of this realization, Jian Mu will always feel uncontrollable heartache.
She can stay by Cen Luo’s side, but she can’t stand the fact that Cen Luo likes others.
If one day Cen Luo said that she fell in love with someone else, it would be inappropriate for her to follow Cen Luo with a cheeky face.
“I…” Cen Luo pursed his lips, and finally swallowed the words, smiled and asked, “When are you going to return to Yuncheng?”
“Do you really want me to go back?”
Jian Mu suddenly stopped, looked directly at her and asked.
Terribly quiet.
Cen Luo was stunned for a moment, and nodded while holding back his emotions: “I have to go back anyway.”
Jian Mu hummed, not sure if she had listened to her words.
“In the future, you will start your new life in Yuncheng, and I will also live well in Cotton City.”
“What new life?”
“…you will meet someone you like.”
Jian Mu suddenly closed her eyes, and a deep sense of powerlessness surged from the bottom of her heart.
What should I do to stop Zen Luo from saying such things.
What to do with Cen Luo to believe that the new life she wants is enough for them to be together again.
How to do.
“Do you really want me to like someone else?” Jian Mu murmured to herself, her voice as thin as a mosquito.
But as soon as the words came out, before Cen Luo could answer, Jian Mu laughed at himself again: “Forget it.”
“It’s all my fault, I deserve it.”
The sound was inaudible.
“I left beforehand, I’ll find you later.”
As soon as Jian Mu finished speaking, she turned and left.
Mingming said he would find her later, but Cen Luo felt that Jian Mu would not come.
Even this turn, the two may never see each other again.
Cen Luosheng resisted the urge to hug her.
Soothe yourself over and over again, this will be a good ending for Jian Mu.
But he still couldn’t contain his sadness.
If she had understood the truth that love doesn’t have to be possessive a few years earlier, or if she had understood the fact that she couldn’t get Jian Mu to open her heart a few years earlier.
Will the ending be much better now?
At least, Jian Mu won’t be sad because of the sudden change of habits.
Cen Luo breathed a sigh of relief, not planning to go home and going to walk around.
I just didn’t expect this, so I walked back to the entrance of the junior high school.
“Cen Luo!”
Just as Cen Luo was about to enter a milk tea shop at the door, he heard the voice of Yu Yan, the head teacher of the junior high school.
“Mr. Yu.”
“When did you come back? Why didn’t you tell the teacher?”
Yu Yan was very happy to see Cen Luo again.
After all, after graduation, the classmates went their separate ways, and few students returned to their alma mater to see her.
The two entered the milk tea shop together, found a seat, sat down, and chatted for a while.
Most of the content of the conversation is some junior high school past.
Who was the most naughty back then and what is he doing now, who is the best and what is he doing now.
Although a lot of it is what they talked about before, the two can still talk for a long time.
Suddenly, Yu Yan suddenly paused and changed the subject: “Do you remember the last time I told you about the classmate next door?”
“The classmate next door?”
Cen Luo just remembered that when she lost her memory, Yu Yan had mentioned the classmate next door to her.
Seems to be called Jian Mu too?
“The last time I saw her, on TV, she seemed to be the president of a company,” Yu Yan hesitated for a moment, then remembered her full name and said, “It’s called Jianyi Technology.”
boom–
Something suddenly exploded in Zen Luo’s mind.
“Are you sure?”
“Well, I’ve confirmed it.” Yu Yan didn’t notice Cen Luo’s abnormality, and sighed, “I’m relieved to see that she’s doing well now. I feel guilty for not helping her at that time.”
“Why don’t you help her?”
Cen Luo thought that she and Jian Mu met in the first year of high school, but she didn’t know that Jian Mu was so close to her in junior high school.
What’s more, if she could get to know Jian Mu earlier, she might be able to help her earlier.
Ever since she knew what happened to Jian Mu when she was a student, she has regretted many times why she hadn’t met her earlier.
If we had met earlier, maybe Jian Mu would not have suffered those hardships.
Yu Yan was stunned by her question, and sighed: “I was really incapable at that time, and I feel guilty until now.”
Cen Luo couldn’t describe his feelings, regretted and annoyed.
Maybe she once had the opportunity to help Jian Mu.
On the way back from school, Cen Luo was a little lost, and asked himself over and over again why he helped Jian Mu at that time.
How big can a campus be, how could it not be encountered.
Cen Luo forced himself to recall what happened in junior high school. In the recollection over and over again, Cen Luo finally found the vague memory that belonged to that time.
——The first place in the math test this time is a new student from the next class, named…
——Oh, it’s none of our business if we do well or not in the test. Are we going to the video game city?
The first place at that time was Jian Mu.
Why wasn’t she curious at that time?
Cen Luo didn’t know how he finally got home.
The soil in the garden has been turned over, and the watering can is on the raised platform by the door.
The door was also locked well.
After opening the door, Cen Luo sat on the sofa in the living room for a long time.
A light noise outside would also make Cen Luo get up and run to the door.
When he saw that there was no one outside the door, he walked back slowly.
Has she returned to Yuncheng?
Cen Luo went back to the room and opened the drawer after thinking for a long time.
There was a star jar inside, which she put into the suitcase and brought back when she came back from Yuncheng.
It was a gift that Jian Mu gave her when she was in the hospital.
Suddenly, something flashed in Zen Luo’s mind.
—Did you play with an invisible pen when you were a kid?
——When writing, it is colorless and odorless, and the words on it can only be seen through the irradiation of ultraviolet light.
She knew that Jian Mu has never been a person who likes to talk nonsense.
So she means…
Cen Luo looked at the star jar in his hand, and an idea suddenly popped up from the bottom of his heart.
Cen Luo went out and searched a street but couldn’t find the kind of toy pen she mentioned.
Finally, at the prompt of the vendors, Cen Luo went to the stationery store near the school and found the invisible pen and purple light that Jian Mu said.
With an uneasy mood, Cen Luo returned home, opened the star jar, poured all the stars in it onto the ground, squatted down and slowly opened the stars one by one, and spread them out on the ground.
The purple light was turned on again, and the light was slowly projected onto the flat sheets of star paper.
The handwriting above came into view, and the strokes were timeless and clean.
[During the time I was in the hospital, I thought about it for a long time, when did I start liking you? Maybe it was ten years ago when someone always mentioned your name in my ear, or maybe it was that evening when you stood At sunset, when I see the splendor in your eyes. 】
[I always feel that you shouldn’t like people like me, as warm as you should meet someone who is kind, sunny and full of vigor, not a loser like me who is emotionally poor and pitiful, timid and cowardly. 】
[I am paranoid that as long as I don’t want it, I will not be abandoned. I have been avoiding my feelings for ten years, hoping that you can find your own happiness but I am afraid that you will leave me. 】
[I have done a lot of things to hurt you, but you have always stood firmly by my side and tolerated me, telling me over and over again that I can love you, don’t rush and take your time, you will not leave me. 】
…
…
[I thought about it for a long time, what can I use to apologize to you, maybe there is only this life that is not so valuable, and it may be the best choice to be forgotten by you when you don’t love it. 】
So at that time, did Jian Mu save her with such thoughts in mind?
How could it be the best option.
Even if she didn’t regain her memory, she would die of guilt.
Why does she have such an idea…
[Today I will confess everything to you, maybe you will stay away from me and hate me, this is what I deserve. 】
[If one day, you discover the secret of the stars, please don’t tell others, let me leave room for fantasy. 】
At that time, she didn’t regain her memory, and she didn’t have such deep feelings for Jian Mu. You can imagine how determined Jian Mu was when she planned to confess everything to her, and even prepared herself to stay away from her.
[It may be a little late to say this, or you may not want to hear it or believe it, but I still want to say that I love you in the past, present and future. 】
[Cen Luo, I love you. 】
After reading all the words on the star paper, Cen Luo was already weeping.
She never thought that Jian Mu was struggling with her feelings in those days. Maybe during the time she hadn’t noticed, Jian Mu also tried to respond to her.
Only at this moment did she dare to be sure that those coincidences were not illusions.
She always said that she was noisy, but she never changed her place to endorse, and was always in that corner of the playground, so that she could find her as soon as possible.
The homework is always done before the self-study class. During the self-study class, no matter how low-level her question is, she will help her to explain it.
Although his face is cold.
When he was kissed by her, he was angry and told her not to come to the library tomorrow, but the next morning he would send a message and tell her that the library was not allowed to occupy a seat for a long time.
During her menstrual period, Jian Mu’s thermos cup was always filled with warm red dates and wolfberry tea, and she never drank cold drinks.
Because she knew that she would grab her things to drink.
And when she was in Rongcheng Town, those stops were not accidental. She knew that she liked food the most, so every stall she stopped at was something she liked.
Those unsure past events slowly emerged in Cen Luo’s mind at this moment.
Those loves are too obscure, it took Cen Luo ten years to see.
At that time, Jian Mu’s mood was probably the same as she is now, and she hoped that the other party could run to a better and more suitable person.
By doing so, she is not repeating the same mistakes.
Let Jian Mu go through the pain she has experienced.
Thinking of this, Cen Luo suddenly woke up and put all the star papers back into the star jar.
Get up and run out the door.
She only had one thought, to find Jian Mu.
“Are you coming out to meet me?”
Hearing the familiar voice, Cen Luo raised his head suddenly and found that this was not an illusion, Jian Mu was standing at the door not far from her.
“You can’t guess that I just went fishing by myself, and I caught three fish. I can eat boiled fish and grilled fish at night…”
Jian Mu had just raised the bag with the live fish in her hand, and before she could finish speaking, she saw Cen Luo running towards him and suddenly hugged her.
When she felt the strength of Cen Luo holding her, Jian Mu’s body stiffened.
The author has something to say: The front is written as a laser pointer. After checking it, it should be an invisible pen. My childhood memory ah ah ah.
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