I Lost My Memory After She Was Moved - Chapter 97
“What’s wrong with you?” The fish in Jian Mu’s hand fell to the ground when Cen Luo rushed towards her, making a soft sound.
Jian Mu raised her hand and put it down. Facing Cen Luo like this, she was a little nervous: “Is there a fishy smell on my body? I just caught a fish and it jumped on me.”
Cen Luo did not answer Jian Mu’s words, but called out, “Jian Mu.”
“Um.”
“You hug me.”
Zen Luo’s voice sounded muffled.
Jian Muyuan wanted to say that there was some residual fishy smell on his hands, but he felt that Cen Luo was holding him tighter and tighter, so he didn’t say anything.
Instead, he reached out and hugged her gently.
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In the kitchen, three fish are swimming freely in the basin.
But Jian Mu and Cen Luo stood in front of the water basin and stared at them.
“Can you kill fish?”
After a while, Cen Luo made a sound.
Jian Mu pursed her lips and said warmly, “I’ll try.”
Cen Luo took a step back, reserved a place for Jian Mu to come out, and made a gesture of invitation.
“…”
“Scrape the fish scales first? I think that’s what the fishmongers do.”
Jian Mu murmured in a low voice as she stretched out her hand to grab the fish.
“Mmmmm yes.”
Cen Luo nodded sharply and looked closer.
Jian Mu caught the fish, put it on the cutting board, and gestured with a knife on the fish, as if looking for an opening.
Because of leaving the water, the fish swayed restlessly, and Jian Mu got some water stains on her body.
When he was about to cut the knife, he glanced at Cen Luo.
Thinking that Jian Mu wanted to encourage her, Cen Luo made a fist gesture to her and said softly, “Come on.”
In the past, when she went to buy fish, she would pick them out first and then ask the fishmongers to kill them.
So in terms of killing fish, she really can’t.
Not to mention Jian Mu, scenes of killing fish are rare.
However, the moment Jian Mu stabbed the knife, the fish jumped out from between her fingers on the cutting board and fell to the ground.
The fish jumped on the ground.
Jian Mu: “…”
Cen Luo: “…”
“Shousheng, I’ll try again.”
Jian Mu was a little annoyed, why didn’t he think of killing the fish when he came back.
“Otherwise,” Cen Luo glanced at Yanyu, his voice paused, then looked at Jian Mu and said, “Let’s keep it for two days?”
“I don’t think they are so plump. Besides, you need to let them drink water for two days for ordinary fish, right?”
Jian Mu glanced at the fish that weighed about five pounds, and nodded without changing her face: “Then keep it for a few days.”
Naturally, it was what Zen Luo said.
In the end, the two of them did not eat fish, but made two random dishes.
Neither of them mentioned anything about Fang Cai.
After holding her for a while, Cen Luo released her and asked her if she was hungry.
Seeing her happy later, Jian Mu didn’t mention anything about her just now.
But in his heart, he secretly guessed what Cen Luo meant.
After dinner, it was already dark.
“It seems to be getting late.” Cen Luo looked out the window and muttered.
Jian Mu thought that Cen Luo wanted to drive him away again, and just as she was about to ask what she meant just now, she heard Cen Luo’s words again:
“There should be a lot of stars tonight.”
Jian Mu was puzzled for a few seconds, then reacted and said, “Really? I don’t believe it.”
Cen Luo moved his brows and smiled: “Then let’s take a look.”
“Come here and move the rattan chair with me.”
“In the past, Xiaoxi and I usually spent summer and winter vacations at my grandma’s house. At that time, when night fell, my grandma would take out her rattan chair and sit here to enjoy the shade and watch the stars.”
Cen Luo moved the rattan chair out of the room and placed it in the courtyard, and said softly,
“The second one was bought by Xiaoxi and I, who were pestering my grandma. At that time, the two of them huddled together on a rattan chair and listened to my grandma telling stories.”
“My mother used to tell me stories when I was a kid.”
While talking, Jian Mu put down another rattan chair next to Cen Luo’s rattan chair.
Cen Luo saw it but didn’t expose it.
Just sat down and asked her: “Then what story did your mother tell you?”
Jian Mu sat on another rattan chair, and when she heard this, she looked up at the star-filled sky:
“She said that everyone is a star left in the world, and when the time comes, they will return to their place.”
“If one day I miss her, I will look up and count the stars in the sky, one, two, three, and the third is her.”
“I didn’t know much when I was a child. I thought my mother forgot to tell me where to start counting, so I counted from left to right, front and back.”
The result is self-evident. When Jian Mu was young, the Jian family did not tell her which hospital Bai Shuang was in.
In those years, Jian Mu had not seen Bai Shuang.
Even when she was thinking of her mother, she was still suffering from the psychological torture of others.
From campus to home, no place really belongs to Jian Mu.
No one was really on Jian Mu’s side either.
She has survived until now thanks to her willpower.
Thinking of Jian Mu’s WeChat profile picture and nickname, Cen Luo suddenly understood.
It turns out that Jian Mu has been missing her mother all these years.
After Jian Mu finished speaking, she saw Cen Luo looked at her distressedly, turned her eyes away, and said softly, “I will tell you everything you want to know in the future.”
“Jane Mu.”
“Um?”
“Do you know how big this rattan chair is? When I was a child, Xiaoxi and my grandmother used to squeeze on a rattan chair,” Zen Luo paused, then moved to the side, and patted the vacant seat on the left, “You Want to try it?”
Jian Mu got up without hesitation and sat beside her.
Even if she was pitied by her, Jian Mu was willing to accept it.
“There were two trees here before. Xiaoxi and I made a swing here. The two of us quarreled a few times over each other. Grandma didn’t help anyone, just watched us quarrel.”
Cen Luo tilted his head against Jian Mu’s shoulder and pointed to the garden in front of him.
“Actually, it was fine when I was young, and Xiaoxi was very sticky to me. After all these things happened, Xiaoxi didn’t stick to me very much.”
Jian Mu listened quietly and asked, “What happened?”
Cen Luo raised his head, glanced at the starry sky, and sighed: “Xiaoxi’s grades were not very good when I was a child, and my parents often compared me with her.”
“When you think about it like this, my sister is indeed a failure.”
Jian Mu could imagine Cen Luo’s mood at the moment, she glanced down at the hand she put on her side, and attached it gently:
“No, Xiaoxi must like your sister very much.”
“Well, you’re right, she must like me very much, but she’s just stubborn.”
Cen Luo can still remember the interview he met with Liang Tiantian a few months ago.
“There was an interview with the elementary school classmates who met Xiaoxi before. She told me that Xiaoxi always showed off to them that she had a very powerful sister.”
…
Cen Luo talked a lot about Xiaoxi, and Jian Mu sat quietly and listened patiently.
Occasionally and twice.
Cen Luo probably said that he was tired, so he stopped and didn’t speak for a while.
Jian Mu looked at Cen Luo’s profile, and remembered that her eyes were brighter than the stars in the sky when she spoke just now.
“Cen Luo…”
“Um?”
Jian Mu suddenly reached out and supported the other side of the rattan chair, and when Cen Luo raised his eyes to respond to her, he kissed her lips.
Cen Luo froze for a moment, then closed his eyes.
Different from the previous deliberate restraint, Jian Mu’s kiss was hot and eager, as if looking for something.
It made Zen Luo a little breathless.
After feeling Cen Luo’s response, Jian Mu’s kiss was gentle for a long time.
After a long time, when Cen Luo was confused, Jian Mu lightly bit Cen Luo’s lower lip, looked into her eyes, and her voice was a little hoarse:
“Do you really want me to love someone else? Even kiss like this…”
Before Jian Mu could finish her words, Cen Luo suddenly kissed her lips again and answered her question with action.
She doesn’t want to.
She doesn’t want Jian Mu, who she likes, to love others.
The moonlight poured over the stars, and all the wind and bird chirping witnessed their love again.
From the courtyard back to the living room.
Cen Luo pointed to his room and the room next to Cen Xi, and asked Jian Mu:
“Which room do you sleep in?”
Jian Mu hugged Cen Luo without thinking, and rubbed her neck: “I want to sleep with you.”
Cen Luo chuckled lightly, remembering that he asked her back before, “Didn’t you still sleep in separate rooms with me before?”
Jian Mu’s body stiffened for a moment, and she said regretfully, “I’m afraid I can’t control it.”
“No wonder you always tell me that you can’t sleep, you couldn’t control it at that time?”
Jian Mu nodded dumbly: “Well, I miss you. I slept with you before you got up.”
Cen Luo: “…”
She said why she always put her hands on Jian Mu’s waist when she was half asleep and half awake, and her head was still pressed against her skin.
Cen Luo thought it was because he didn’t sleep well, so he deliberately stayed away from Jian Mu for fear of disturbing Jian Mu.
When she woke up, Jian Mu had already gone to work, and she didn’t know what happened when she woke up.
Hearing Cen Luo’s faint sigh, Jian Mu kissed her neck and asked, “What’s wrong?”
“I just think it would be great if I could think of other ways.”
Jian Mu understood what Cen Luo was thinking, and she should be the one who should regret.
“It’s all my fault, fortunately you didn’t leave me.”
When Jian Mu thought of Cen Luo’s decision at that time, her heart ached.
“Cen Luo.”
“Um?”
“I love you.”
“I love you too.”
“I love you Zen Luo.”
…
…
Jian Mu repeated “I love you” over and over again in a low voice, as if she wanted to tell her all her unexpressed love over the years.
Cen Luo took the trouble to respond to her over and over again.
After a long time, Jian Mu finally calmed down.
“I want to go to sleep.”
“Then go take a shower.”
“I don’t want to wash alone.”
After Jian Mu said this, she stared straight at her.
Cen Luo was silent for a few seconds, then tentatively asked, “You don’t, do you want to wash with me?”
“is it okay?”
Jian Mu’s expectant eyes made Cen Luo unable to refuse.
“Yes, yes, but…”
Cen Luo was interrupted by Jian Mu before he could finish speaking: “Then let’s take a shower and sleep.”
Jian Mu took her hand and walked towards the bathroom.
“Wait, get your clothes.”
When Cen Luo thought of taking a bath with Jian Mu, his face suddenly became hot.
But think about it, although they haven’t bathed together, it’s not that they haven’t seen Jian Mu’s body. She blushed.
They’ve been together for so many years, and they’ve seen everything they should see, what’s so hot.
“I bought a lace nightdress with suspenders before. It’s a bit too big, and I’ve never worn it.” Cen Luo rummaged through the clothes in the bedroom closet. The moment he opened it, he couldn’t help but imagine Jian Mu in his mind. The way you wear this dress.
“Cough, there are newly bought underwear and unused bath towels here.”
Jian Mu had been standing behind her, when she suddenly heard her light cough and noticed something unusual.
Cen Luo didn’t hear Jian Mu’s answer, and didn’t look back. The next moment, he felt Jian Mu’s hand wrapping around her waist, hugging her from behind, and pressing her face against hers, as if she was testing her body temperature, and whispered. Ask: “Cen Luo, why is your face so hot?”
Can Cen Luo say that she was thinking about something just now?
“I……”
Cen Luo’s body suddenly trembled.
The way of expressing love between lovers is like the drizzle in spring, which is densely spread among the vast grass and mountains.
In response to the spring rain is the gentle whistling of the spring breeze.
In the lingering wind and rain, let go of love and longing.
“Jane Mu…”
“Um.”
Originally wanted to tell Jian Mu that it was time to take a bath, but all rational feelings disappeared in the lingering wind and rain.
She misses her so much.
The light blue sheets on the bedroom bed were just put on by Cen Luo when he came back yesterday. The neat and clean sheets left folds and the mark of their love at this moment.
Cen Luo couldn’t remember how they went from the bedroom to the bathroom and then from the bathroom to the living room.
Even when Jane Mu was drying her hair in the living room, she didn’t know how she fell on the sofa.
It wasn’t until late at night that Cen Luo fell asleep.
When Cen Luo fell asleep, Jian Mu opened her eyes again, helped her tuck the quilt, and kissed her eyes lightly.
Then he held his head and looked at Cen Luo, who had fallen asleep for a long time.
Jian Mu wanted to sleep but didn’t dare to sleep, she was afraid that it was just a dream.
If it’s a dream, let her keep dreaming.
Let her live in a world with Zen Luo.
Suddenly, a drop of crystal clearness fell on Cen Luo’s eyebrows before Jian Mu could react.
Lost and found, very happy.
It turned out that what they said about crying with joy was true.
Jian Mu thought that this kind of thing would never happen to her.
She lowered her head and kissed the tear between Cen Luo’s eyebrows.
The confession that had been said countless times rang in Cen Luo’s ears again.
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