I Lost My Memory Before the Divorce Was Agreed - Chapter 60

There was no emotion in the cold words, and in Lu Yuanbai’s eyes, what happened during this period of amnesia was involuntary.

Looking back on the sweet memory only made Lu Yuanbai feel bitter and absurd.

There is no one more ridiculous than him at eighteen.

Stupid and ignorant, he grew up in a sugar jar, and he felt that everything in the world was beautiful without seeing the suffering in the world.

The cowardly look he hated and bored was what he looked like at eighteen.

If God gave him a chance, he would never return to the age of eighteen, even if he thought the world was beautiful and happy at that time.

“I hope you can help me hide it.”

Lu Yuanbai’s voice was very soft and weak.

There was a medical white bandage wrapped around his head, there was no blood on his cold and fair face, and his peach blossom eyes were half-drooping, as if he was very tired just saying a word now.

The words coupled with the current state made Lu Yuanbai look pitiful.

Doctors naturally have compassion, and looking at the patient who is sitting by the bedside at this time, the doctor is also very entangled for a while.

“Aren’t Mr. Lu and Mr. Duan a legal partnership?”

After hearing this, Lu Yuanbai smiled bitterly, “The day I got into the car accident, I was actually going to get a divorce.”

There is no such thing as the outside world between them.

But Lu Yuanbai’s words only went so far. He didn’t say the specific reason for the divorce between the two, but just gave the doctor a key point, a reason that could persuade the doctor to hide it for him.

After hearing this, the doctor was in a tangle as Lu Yuanbai expected. There were quite a lot of reports on the day Lu Yuanbai had a car accident, and there was indeed news about Lu Yuanbai carrying a marriage certificate with him.

The report at that time described Lu Yuanbai and Duan Yu’s affectionate relationship. The doctor was surprised when he saw it, and even thought it was a bit exaggerated.

While it may sound absurd, it has a basis.

At that time, I couldn’t help but sigh that there is such a beautiful love in the world.

However, it is inevitable that the parties concerned will feel surprised and shocked when they tell the truth, and even have some gaps in their hearts.

The doctor looked at the person on the hospital bed in disbelief, “You mean that on the day of the car accident, you and Mr. Duan were actually going to get a divorce.”

Lu Yuanbai nodded.

Hearing that the truth was involuntarily combined with Lu Yuanbai’s sentence, the doctor instantly made up a lot of things.

Lu Yuanbai straightened his back slightly leaning against the head of the bed, “Doctor, I am different from Mr. Duan. We have different powers, different positions, different classes and thoughts. It is normal that we cannot reach the end.”

“It’s very difficult and tortured to live with two people with different ideas, so I hope you can help me, doctor.”

Then Lu Yuanbai bent down and bowed to the doctor with difficulty, “Please.”

Those so-called feelings are poisons that erode people’s hearts and cannot be touched.

He Lu Yuanbai doesn’t need those things either.

He didn’t want to have anything to do with anyone, even if he couldn’t help but feel pain when he opened his eyes and saw the man’s embarrassment, Lu Yuanbai still told himself soberly.

To him, it wasn’t a so-called relationship, it was just an absurd past.

He will soon forget it, and the agreement between the two has expired. As long as he goes to the Civil Affairs Bureau to go through the divorce procedures, the two will have nothing to do with each other after that.

After all, Duan Yu didn’t love him either.

What he loves is only Lu Yuanbai, who is eighteen years old.

And he has long lost half of his youthful appearance.

The doctor hurriedly stepped forward to straighten Lu Yuanbai’s bent body.

“Mr. Lu, what are you doing?!”

Lu Yuanbai’s expression was indifferent, this bow was a request to the doctor and the price he paid for what he did three months ago.

The meaning of Lu Yuanbai’s bow is also obvious, there is no chance for him and Duan Yu to get along.

The doctor was very embarrassed, and finally asked, “Lu Yuanbai, do you really not love him?”

It is not necessary to say who he is referring to.

After all, when Lu Yuanbai was hospitalized, he went to check Lu Yuanbai’s recovery every few days, and every time he would see Lu Yuanbai stretched out his head and looked out the window.

At that time, the doctor couldn’t help but ask, “What is Mr. Lu doing?”

“I want to see if my wife is here.” Lu Yuanbai laughed shyly at the time, and said a little embarrassedly, “I miss him.”

At that time, Lu Yuanbai was very young, but his expression of feelings was unexpectedly direct and burning, and he did not hide his nostalgia for Duan Yu.

After that, every time the doctor went to reexamine Lu Yuanbai, he would talk about Duan Yu in the chat.

He still remembered that he asked Lu Yuanbai if he felt scared and disturbed if he had memory loss.

Lu Yuanbai also nodded honestly, and then replied very disappointedly: “I don’t want to forget those.”

“I don’t want to forget the past experiences with my wife.”

In his eyes, emotion is a precious thing, and Lu Yuanbai regrets the loss of such precious memory.

However, it now seems that those memories are a kind of pressure on Lu Yuanbai, so that he can’t breathe and wants to escape at all times.

“You can tell my mother and my friend about my situation, but I don’t want Mr. Duan to know.”

This sentence Mr. Duan carries apathy and alienation.

At this time, Lu Yuanbai couldn’t get in touch with the person who woke up from the car accident.

When faced with a dilemma, people will unconsciously favor the weak.

Compared with Duan Yu, Lu Yuanbai is indeed at a disadvantage, playing the role of the weak.

The doctor didn’t know what caused the relationship between Duan Yu and Lu Yuanbai to break up before the car accident, but it was definitely a heart-breaking situation.

“Okay, I promise you, but you have to answer my questions truthfully in the next diagnostic question.”

When compared to Duan Yu in the hospital, Lu Yuanbai seemed to have given more affection. He always smiled when he saw Duan Yu, but Duan Yu was always indifferent.

It seems that he didn’t visit Lu Yuanbai a few times during the first month he was hospitalized.

The split between the two should be real.

Lu Yuanbai nodded, and there was no joy in asking the doctor for success on his face.

It wasn’t until half an hour later that the doctor walked out of the ward with something.

Duan Yu was standing not far from the door of the ward. He was upset and planned to smoke a cigarette. Since Lu Yuanbai urged him, he has not touched tobacco for several months.

For Duan Yu, this is also a way to relieve stress, but after Lu Yuanbai broke into his life, Duan Yu also began to lightly quit this habit.

And just now, he was obviously very anxious, but remembering that Lu Yuanbai didn’t like the smell of smoke, Duan Yu held back abruptly.

After the doctor came out, he took the initiative to step forward.

Duan Yu saw the doctor asking, “How is he now?”

The doctor turned over the symptoms recorded on the medical record and gave a summary, “Mr. Lu will be fine if he recovers from the suture injury on the back of his head, but Mr. Lu’s memory loss is still not very optimistic.”

Duan Yu frowned after hearing this.

“Mr. Lu now has obvious symptoms of dizziness and neuralgia, and when I asked about some important things that happened to Mr. Lu in the past few years, Mr. Lu also gave a very vague outline and couldn’t remember the details at all. It is a manifestation of memory recovery, but it does not mean that it is a good thing, because Mr. Lu did not remember it completely, which means that the symptoms of intermittent amnesia may still occur in the future.”

The doctor told Lu Yuanbai’s situation truthfully, “Intermittent amnesia is also called transient complete amnesia, and it is not easy to judge what happened.”

Then the doctor took a sip and looked at Duan Yu, “And Mr. Lu doesn’t remember the memory of this time.”

Duan Yu froze when he originally planned to open the door of the ward.

“do not remember?”

The doctor felt a little guilty, but nodded, “According to the diagnosis just now, Mr. Lu really doesn’t remember.”

“Mr. Duan, if Mr. Lu has any discomfort, you can come to me at any time.”

When the words fell, he went to the attending physician who had given Lu Yuanbai before to verify the situation.

He was invited by Duan Yu, and he should stay in this small county until Lu Yuanbai was discharged from the hospital. Duan Yu also arranged a place for him to live in order to facilitate the diagnosis of Lu Yuanbai at all times.

Looking at the tall figure standing in front of the ward door, the Duan family’s personal doctor stepped forward, “Sir, do we still need to go in for a diagnosis?”

“No need.” Duan Yu looked indifferent, “You guys go back.”

This is not to let a private doctor go to a hotel in a small county town, but to go back to Duan’s house.

Lu Yuanbai is now quite rejecting them. Since Lu Yuanbai let them out just now, Duan Yu has given up the idea of ​​asking the Duan family’s personal doctor to see Lu Yuanbai.

If Lu Yuanbai is unwilling, he will not force the other party to do it.

After the private doctor left, Duan Yu stood alone in front of the ward for a long time.

Then he pushed the door and walked in.

In the ward, Lu Yuanbai had already lay back on the hospital bed because of exhaustion. When Duan Yu came in, he saw the thin back of the other party.

It looks very fragile, as if a slight touch can hurt the person.

Lu Yuanbai looked at the dark night outside the window. He knew that Duan Yu had come in, but he didn’t look back.

At this time, the ruby ​​ring that Duan Yu had brought to Lu Yuanbai had already been placed on the small cabinet by the bedside, and the hot milk on the side had long since become cold and untouched.

Duan Yu stepped forward, then picked up the ring and brought it into his left ring finger.

“Do you think the ring is pretty?”

Lu Yuanbai: “It’s okay.”

Duan Yu looked at him, “You bought it for me.”

This time, Lu Yuanbai was silent for a while before he said leisurely, “I don’t remember.”

“It doesn’t matter.” Duan Yu, “You don’t remember…it doesn’t matter.”

Lu Yuanbai is Lu Yuanbai, even if he doesn’t remember what happened between the two, he still loves him.

“It’s getting late, Mr. Duan, go back first.”

Lu Yuanbai issued an expulsion order when he opened his mouth, calling Duan Yu indifferent and alienated.

Duan Yu sat down on a chair, “You have no one to accompany you.”

Although Lu Yuanbai’s injury is not serious, he has also had stitches. He needs to pay attention to the injury situation at all times, and there can be no one around.

This time Lu Yuanbai didn’t speak again.

If Duan Yu wants to stay here, let him stay. When the novelty and patience are exhausted, the man will naturally leave.

There is nothing permanent in this world, just like the eighteen-year-old Lu Yuanbai treats his feelings with sincerity and loyalty, and feels that there is nothing more precious than the feelings between people.

But now that I think about it, those so-called emotions are as cheap as the junk piled up at the disposal station.

Lu Yuanbai felt bored at a glance.

Most of the so-called couples end up in a sad mood.

To say that he didn’t feel anything about Duan Yu after waking up would be a lie, of course.

When he woke up and saw the man, his heart began to feel tight and painful. Lu Yuanbai knew that this was a normal phenomenon. After all, he had been intimate with the man for the past few months.

But he only attributes this relationship to what happened in his unconscious stage, and he does not recognize the relationship with Duan Yu.

In Lu Yuanbai’s eyes, emotion is the most unreliable thing. He believed it before, but in the end, he had learned how to be embarrassed and absurd.

He is not an eighteen-year-old Lu Yuanbai, and when he exhausts the innocence of eighteen-year-old Lu Yuanbai in a man’s heart.

He could guarantee that Duan Yu would not look at him again.

Duan Yu guarded Lu Yuanbai all night and observed Lu Yuanbai’s state at all times. Although he had been in a coma for two days before, Lu Yuanbai fell into a deep sleep late at night.

It wasn’t until Lu Yuanbai’s breath was steady that Duan Yu got up slowly from the seat, and then walked to the side opposite Lu Yuanbai’s side.

A pair of eyes stared at Lu Yuanbai carefully, and he could see that Lu Yuanbai was very protective of himself now, as if he didn’t want to have anything to do with him at all.

Duan Yu stepped forward and pinched Lu Yuanbai’s cheek slightly with his slender fingers, his strength was very light, for fear of waking the sleeping person.

“Forget me twice.” Duan Yu squeezed lightly with a full sense of punishment, “Little has no conscience.”

Duan Yu stayed beside Lu Yuanbai all night, and in the early morning Lu Yuanbai was thirsty and fed him several times.

Duan Yu didn’t have time to rest until the nurse came over in the morning.

The nurse didn’t know the situation of the two of them. Seeing that Duan Yu had been guarding Lu Yuanbai, she slightly envied: “Mr. Lu, your husband is so kind to you, and guards you every day.”

The nurse is a little girl in her early twenties. Lu Yuanbai has naturally known this famous actor when she has been popular in recent years. She also often reads the love news reports of Lu Yuanbai and Duan Yu.

Then I couldn’t help laughing, “Your husband guarded you for three days, and we began to persuade people to rest after the first day. There are nurses in the hospital, but your husband insisted on guarding you. Our hospital is so safe and didn’t know that he thought that he was afraid of you being attacked. People are kidnapped.”

Lu Yuanbai glanced at the nurse and said nothing.

After changing the medicine, the nurse also stayed in Lu Yuanbai’s ward.

“Miss nurse, if you have something to do, you can go first. I don’t need an **** here.”

The nurse was a little embarrassed after hearing this. She did have something to do, but she also promised Mr. Duan that he would guard Lu Yuanbai until the other party came back.

“but…”

Lu Yuanbai shook his head, “It doesn’t matter, I just suffered from a simple skin injury and it doesn’t affect anything.”

After hearing this, the nurse hesitated for a while, and after confirming again and again that it was okay for Lu Yuanbai to be alone, she pushed the dressing cart back and forth and walked out of the ward.

Before leaving, he did not forget to instruct, “Mr. Lu, if you have any inconvenience, ring the ambulance bell, and I will be there soon.”

Lu Yuanbai nodded, until the figure of the nurse disappeared at the door of the ward, Lu Yuanbai leaned slightly and took down the mobile phone placed on the bedside, then skillfully flipped through the contact record, and broadcasted the call.

The phone was busy on the first call and was not answered until the second call.

The voices coming from the opposite side were very loud and obviously busy.

Lin Mu looked at the caller ID on his mobile phone and quickly asked, “Brother Yuan, are you okay now?”

Three days ago, the assistant had already told the agent Lin Mu the news of Lu Yuanbai’s accident as soon as possible.

The news of Lu Yuanbai’s injury during filming has spread widely, and now the staff in the studio are also dealing with the matter.

“fine.”

Lin Mu was relieved after hearing this, “It’s fine, it’s fine.”

Lu Yuanbai looked at the clock on the wall of the ward, “Come and find me as soon as possible in the next few days.”

Lin Mu was stunned after hearing this, “Did something happen to Brother Yuan?”

“No” Lu Yuanbai’s voice was flat, “I need someone to **** me in the hospital now.”

The assistant has been trying his best to communicate with the crew over the past few days, and has to call Lin Mu remotely every day to report the situation. After all, Lu Yuanbai was injured and it was inevitable that the filming would be put on hold.

But Lu Yuanbai’s assistant was the only one who was obviously too busy.

“Okay, Brother Yuan, I’ll go there as soon as possible. Can you hire a nurse now?”

“Yes” Lu Yuanbai: “But I don’t want to have too much contact with outsiders.”

Lin Mu noticed the strangeness of Silu Yuanbai and asked tentatively, “Brother Yuan, are you alright?”

“Very good.” Lu Yuanbai’s eyes were indifferent, “I have remembered everything that should be remembered.”

Lin Mu’s heart sank suddenly after hearing this, “Brother Yuan, I will rush over as soon as possible, and try to arrive tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.”

Not long after Lu Yuanbai hung up the phone, Duan Yu also came back.

After the man left, he went back to the hotel to wash up and change his clothes. Today was a cloudy and rainy day, so he deliberately wore a dark coat.

Before entering the door, he was still on the phone to deal with the work. He had completed a lot of work in advance so that he could spend a few more days with Lu Yuanbai in the small county.

But because of these unpredictable accidents, three full days have passed now, and today is the fourth day, originally he was going back tonight.

But because he was worried about Lu Yuanbai, the time was delayed.

Lu Yuanbai sat on the sofa by the window, watching the light rain outside, a transparent glass window ajar, and he could smell the smell of the soil in the rain.

Duan Yu didn’t know how long the wind had been blowing by Lu Yuanbai’s window before he came back. After he entered the door and took off his coat, he saw this scene and hurriedly stepped forward to close the half-open window, and then touched Lu Yuanbai’s shoulder with both hands, with obvious signs. coolness.

“You are not in good health now, don’t blow the wind for too long.”

The warm touch came from his shoulder, Lu Yuanbai glanced at it, then raised his hand and took Duan Yu’s hand off his shoulder.

“Mr. Duan, let’s talk.”

Lu Yuanbai looked at Duan Yu, and there was not the slightest ripple in his eyes.

Duan Yu threw his coat over Lu Yuanbai’s shoulders, and it was obvious that Lu Yuanbai wanted to resist, “If you don’t put it on properly, we have nothing to talk about.”

After Lu Yuanbai heard this, he stopped his original move of taking off his coat.

Seeing that Lu Yuanbai was obediently wearing his coat and stopped moving, Duan Yucai took a chair and sat down opposite Lu Yuanbai.

Looking at each other, “What do you want to talk about?”

Lu Yuanbai said straight to the point, “Mr. Duan, you don’t have to come to see me in the future. My injury is very stable now, so I don’t need to trouble you.”

Duan Yu was the same as yesterday, “You can’t be without someone to accompany you now.”

“I have informed Lin Mu, he will come over as soon as possible.”

The meaning of rejection in Lu Yuanbai’s words is very obvious.

“A big boss like Mr. Duan must be very busy. If you waste time here, you should be able to handle a lot of things in Duan.”

In the eyes of Lu Yuanbai, Yu was also a very busy person when he didn’t have amnesia. The two were bound together because of the agreement and sometimes had to get along in the same space.

At that time, Yu Yu seemed to have nothing to do except work, and there were a lot of documents sent by the assistant.

Duan Yu’s time can’t be said to be more valuable than others, but it must also be valuable.

Duan Yu: “You want to drive me away?”

Duan Yu’s words were very straight, and a pair of dark eyes stared at Lu Yuanbai.

Lu Yuanbai also looked at him at this time, “Yes.”

“Mr. Duan, with our relationship, you don’t have to do this.”

Duan Yu: “I am a legal partner.”

Lu Yuanbai: “It’s fake.”

Duan Yu: “It has legal benefits.”

Lu Yuanbai: “The marriage agreement is also available.”

Every time Duan Yu uttered a sentence, Lu Yuanbai could answer very calmly. This kind of Lu Yuanbai and Duan Yu were all too familiar. He was always calm. .

This is also one of the reasons why Duan Yu chose to marry Lu Yuanbai by agreement.

“Mr. Duan, I don’t know what happened to you during my memory loss, but it’s obvious that you seem to have misunderstood our relationship and relationship now.”

Halfway through speaking, Lu Yuanbai coughed slightly, and his heart ached when he spoke, “You and I have always been in a cooperative relationship based on interests, it’s only during the period when I have an accidental amnesia that there will be deviations. .”

This sentence is heart-stopping, and the reason why they were tied together at the beginning was only out of impure interests.

“And I don’t think Mr. Duan likes my feelings either.”

Duan Yu frowned slightly after hearing this.

“It should be out of a habit. After all, I can understand that we have been together for three or four months, but now…” Lu Yuanbai lowered his eyebrows and stopped looking at Duan Yu, “I hope the relationship between the two of us can return to normal, just It’s just a simple contractual relationship, you are the employer and I am just a recruiter.”

Duan Yu looked at the person opposite, his face was no longer as calm as before, “You can tell the difference.”

Lu Yuanbai: “I don’t have the memories of Mr. Duan Yu, so I should be more sober when I live naturally.”

This sentence is very heartbreaking. In one sentence, it negates the past with Duan Yu for more than three months, but it is absurd because he is not sober.

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai sullenly, “How about my three months?”

How does Lu Yuanbai and his three months count!

“Mr. Duan, you are rich and powerful, what kind of person do you want?” Lu Yuanbai, “These three months…”

Lu Yuanbai paused, his heart beating violently in his chest, making him unconsciously grab onto the hospital gown on his body.

“You’re just playing around.”