I Lost My Memory Before the Divorce Was Agreed - Chapter 91
The young man standing in the sun was listening to what the people around him were saying, and then Lin Mu, who came to deliver water to Lu Yuanbai, looked around unintentionally, and at a glance turned to the direction of Shen Ciwen.
The smile on Lin Mu’s face instantly collapsed.
Of course he knew who the young man was standing not far away, wearing a trendy brand.
Shen Ciwen.
Lu Yuanbai’s illegitimate son.
At this time, he was dragging his suitcase and looking at Lu Yuanbai’s direction without blinking.
Lin Mu looked in the direction of Shen Ciwen with disgust, and it didn’t take long for many staff to notice the character Shen Ciwen.
Although Shen Ciwen’s appearance is not as good as Lu Yuanbai’s brother, but he is also very superior, standing there like a son who is out to play.
And when Lu Yuanbai turned his head, he found Shen Ciwen.
Lu Yuanbai originally listened to the staff talking about things. Although there was no expression on his face, he was not so indifferent. However, after seeing Shen Ciwen, his eyes that originally reflected light sank.
He almost looked at Shen Ciwen and looked away.
On the contrary, this brief meeting of eyes brought a hint of joy on Shen Ciwen’s face.
“Brother Yuanbai!”
Shen Ciwen stood not far away, looked at Lu Yuanbai’s figure and shouted loudly.
However, the back figure did not turn around because of his call.
Shen Ciwen looked at it, and couldn’t hold back the ups and downs in his heart. After all, he hadn’t seen Lu Yuanbai for more than half a year.
It can be said that this is a relatively long time for the two of them to meet.
Shen Ciwen has been living by Lu Yuanbai’s side since he was born.
Shen Ciwen consciously began to tell him Li Hanwei’s relationship with Lu Yuanbai.
The little snow dumpling who was very popular at school was his half-brother, but he was also the bad boy who stole his father’s love.
Li Hanwei has always instilled such thoughts in Shen Ciwen.
The glory and wealth that Lu Yuanbai enjoyed in the Shen family were actually theirs, but they were taken away by Lu Yuanbai and Lu Wanfang, so they couldn’t live with their father, so when they were children, children laughed at him for not having dad.
Gradually, Shen Ciwen also began to think so. He regarded Lu Yuanbai as the enemy who took away his father, as a competitor, and he was always compared and stronger.
However, it may also be that Lu Yuanbai didn’t pursue his goals when he was a child, and his grades were not very good. Even if Shen Ciwen won the competition, he would not feel any sense of accomplishment.
Because no matter whether he compares Lu Yuanbai or not, the other party doesn’t care, and Lu Yuanbai lives happily every day.
Because the naive young master didn’t even know that there was a hidden family outside his father, and that family had another woman and child.
Naturally, there is no such person as Shen Ciwen in Lu Yuanbai’s eyes.
Even though Shen Ciwen was fighting against him behind his back, but the other party was always singing a one-man show, Lu Yuanbai didn’t care about this illegitimate son who was two years younger than him.
It was not until he was in junior high school that Shen Ciwen pretended to be friends with Lu Yuanbai, and the two gradually got to know each other.
Only then did Lu Yuanbai gradually notice Shen Ciwen.
In this way, Shen Ciwen has been getting along with Lu Yuanbai as a friend, but behind the scenes he has caused trouble for Lu Yuanbai.
Even have the intention to guide Lu Yuanbai to smoke and learn bad.
At that time, Shen Ciwen called Lu Yuanbai to the toilet, saying that he had something good for him.
At that time, Lu Yuantian was really simple, and he really thought there was some great treasure, so he followed without thinking.
Who knew it was a pack of cigarettes.
Lu Yuanbai was stunned when he saw it.
Fortunately, Lu Yuanbai was very timid at that time, and he didn’t dare to do things like smoking.
After all, when she was in junior high school, Lu Wanfang, as a mother, gave Lu Yuanbai a lot of education. She smiled and told Lu Yuanbai that she should study hard, make good friends, don’t fight, don’t smoke, or her legs will be discounted.
Lu Wanfang has always been a loving mother on the surface, but she is determined not to let her son offend on the issue of principle.
It can be said that the most hateful words are said with the gentlest expression.
At that time, Lu Yuanbai looked at the cigarette in Shen Ciwen’s hand, and the fair little bun instantly wrinkled, then looked like a thief to see if there was anyone around, and then hurriedly grabbed the cigarette case from Shen Ciwen’s hand, “You… How can you have such a thing in your hand!”
As he spoke, he wanted to throw it into the trash can, but he was afraid that some teachers would find out and threw it directly into the toilet.
Lu Yuanbai looked at Shen Ciwen with a wrinkled white face, “It’s not a good thing, it’s something that hurts people. If you smoke too much, it will…will…”
Lu Yuanbai was timid and didn’t dare to speak for a while, and then looked at Shen Ciwen with a worried expression, “Have you ever smoked?”
Seeing Lu Yuanbai’s peach blossom eyes staring at him nervously, what Shen Ciwen planned to say instantly got stuck in his throat.
Finally, he shook his head erratically.
Seeing it, Lu Yuanbai smiled and said, “That’s good, I’m afraid that you’ll feel uncomfortable if you **** it.”
As he said that, Lu Yuanbai took Shen Ciwen and told the other party the disadvantages of tobacco in the sacred place of the toilet, in the way of Lu Wanfang.
Shen Ciwen was very disdainful after hearing this, but Lu Yuanbai’s words came out every time he wanted to smoke after that.
Gradually, Shen Ciwen never smoked again.
During the three years of junior high school, Shen Ciwen had always tried every means to make Lu Yuanbai study bad, but the young master was too timid to do anything. Even if he sent Xiao Song Zhao, he began to skip school and surf the Internet. Lu Yuanbai never participated because he was afraid that his teacher had never participated.
After entering high school, Li Hanwei was even more afraid of Lu Yuanbai’s mother and son, because Shen Kangyong promised her before that she would bring her son into Shen’s house soon, but three years later, she never even touched the door of Shen’s house.
So that every time Shen Ciwen came home from school, Li Hanwei would ask about Lu Yuanbai, and Shen Ciwen had to pay more attention to Lu Yuanbai.
Gradually, I got to know Lu Yuanbai better, and found a lot of good things about Lu Yuanbai.
Every day, Li Hanwei whispered in Shen Ciwen’s ear that Lu Yuanbai stole his things.
Shen Ciwen regarded the beauty of Lu Yuanbai at that time as something that belonged to him, and it was all his, but it was snatched away by Lu Yuanbai.
In high school, Shen Ciwen would stare at Lu Yuanbai from time to time. Later, Lu Yuanbai had long hair, not to mention how happy Shen Ciwen was.
Lu Yuanbai finally learned badly, but it is undeniable that Lu Yuanbai regarded him as a friend, and when he asked him if his long hair was suitable, Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai’s smiling face, and said something appropriate.
Then came Lu Yuanbai’s eighteenth birthday.
On that day, Shen Ciwen made up his mind to take back everything that belonged to him and his mother.
The glory and wealth of the Shen family, the position of the young master of the Shen family, the love of his father’s name, and being sought after and admired by others, all of which he will take away from Lu Yuanbai.
Just as he thought, Lu Yuanbai at the birthday party rushed towards him like a mad dog after seeing his gift, and the two scuffled together. Shen Ciwen thought that he had finally waited for this day, but looked lost and sat down. Lu Yuanbai, who collapsed and cried beside the destroyed birthday cake, didn’t seem to have the pleasure he wanted.
The crying eyes were swollen and the road with a red nose was far white, making people look pitiful.
At that time, he regarded such emotions as Lu Yuanbai’s hostility to him, and it would be unpleasant to squeeze it out for too long.
He always remembered the scene when people laughed at him when he didn’t have a father when he was a child, all of which were caused by Lu Yuanbai.
The reason why he is unhappy now is just because Lu Yuanbai is not miserable enough.
After a few months before the college entrance examination, Shen Ciwen began to keep looking for trouble for Lu Yuanbai.
And the other party will just stare at him coldly.
Such eyes gave Shen Ciwen a great sense of contrast. In the past, Lu Yuanbai was always smiling, and his eyes seemed to have dazzling stars in the sky, but now he looked at him with indifference and even disgust.
After that, Shen Ciwen also fought with Lu Yuanbai several times, but none of them felt any pleasure. Instead, he felt uncomfortable when he saw Lu Yuanbai, who was wiping his nosebleed and leaving in embarrassment.
Until Lu Yuanbai took Lu Wanfang away from Shen’s house, and waited until the night when the college entrance examination ended.
Shen Ciwen had a dream, the person in the dream was Lu Yuanbai, and the other party came to play with him with a smile, saying that he was going to swim.
The two came to the pool, and Lu Yuanbai began to take off his upper clothes…
When Shen Ciwen woke up in the morning, there was a sticky body under him.
Shen Ciwen sat on the bed in shock.
Only then did I understand that the restlessness in Lu Yuanbai’s heart was not boredom when he looked at Lu Yuanbai in adolescence.
The beauty in Lu Yuanbai was not stolen from him, but Lu Yuanbai’s own.
And what Shen Ciwen had coveted for a long time was never the position of the young master of the Shen family. What he wanted from the beginning to the end was Lu Yuanbai.
The childhood when he was secretly competing, the junior high school where he became friends, and the restlessness of the youth in his youth when he was together every day after high school.
Shen Ciwen was shocked that he had such unethical feelings for Lu Yuanbai, but at the same time he was eager to get the other party’s attention.
Just like when he was a child, he secretly compared with Lu Yuanbai, but the other party didn’t know him.
Obscure greed.
Immediately afterwards, he was sent by his parents to study abroad, but Lu Yuanbai could not be forgotten in his mind, and he secretly sent someone to inquire about Lu Yuanbai’s movements.
Every once in a while, he would run back to peek at Lu Yuanbai. If he was found, he would pretend to show off and look at Lu Yuanbai in front of others. If he didn’t find it, his eyes would become very dark.
But Shen Ciwen is an ambitious person, he knows that his feelings for Lu Yuanbai cannot be known to anyone, especially Li Hanwei and Shen Kangyong.
When he took over the Shen family, no one could restrain him, and it would not be too late to bring Lu Yuanbai to his side.
But what Shen Ciwen didn’t expect was that Lu Yuanbai would marry Duan Yu.
After receiving this news, Shen Ciwen smashed things in the room like crazy.
The bright and beautiful Lu Yuanbai, he secretly peeked at the corner since he was a child, for fear of being discovered, the Lu Yuanbai that he had always longed for, and had been looking forward to, became someone else’s thing in the end.
All his plans were ruined by the appearance of this man, Duan Yu.
Even if he takes over the Shen family in the end, even if he has the status of Shen Kangyong in the future, it is impossible for him to get Lu Yuanbai.
Even if he sat in the position of power in the Shen family, he would not be able to compete with Duan Yu.
Lu Yuanbai belonged to someone else, and all his hopes and fantasies in his youth belonged to someone else.
Jealous vines grow wildly in the heart, as if to break through the chest.
After that, every time Shen Ciwen went to look at Lu Yuanbai secretly, sometimes he would bump into the two of them together.
Lu Yuanbai and Duan Yu walked into the hotel front and back. This scene stabbed Shen Ciwen’s eyes, and even if he didn’t want to watch it, the news of their love often appeared on entertainment news.
But Shen Ciwen’s feelings for Lu Yuanbai did not disappear, but intensified.
Hearing that Lu Yuanbai lost his memory before, Shen Ciwen ran to the hospital almost ecstatically. Lu Yuanbai lost his memory, and his chance came.
He first discussed with his father about coaxing Lu Yuanbai back home this time. Shen Kangyong, a man, always had Lu Yuanbai’s place for the eldest son in his heart. Without Shen Ciwen saying anything, he asked Shen Ciwen to go to the hospital to inquire about Lu Yuan. In Bai’s situation, if possible, Lu Yuanbai would be tricked back to raise him.
However, what made Shen Ciwen miscalculated was that Lu Yuanbai only lost his memory for seven years. All the bad things he did to Lu Yuanbai in the third year of high school were remembered by the other party.
At that time, Shen Ciwen was standing in the ward as if a bucket of ice water had been poured over his head, but he quickly found psychological comfort for himself.
Lu Yuanbai is only eighteen now, which means that he has not met Duan Yu yet, and he has no memory of Duan Yu at all.
However, the development of the situation was contrary to what Shen Ciwen thought. Lu Yuanbai took the man as his wife after seeing Duan Yu at first sight. No matter how he slandered and transferred, the 18-year-old bright and beautiful boy The young master was unmoved.
Shen Ciwen gritted his teeth, even if Lu Yuanbai lost his memory, there would be no place for him.
This thought made Shen Ciwen extremely uncomfortable.
Lu Yuanbai and Duan Yu were married for five years. He endured it for five years. Lu Yuanbai lost his memory. He thought he had a chance, but it was far from what he thought.
For the next six months, Lu Yuanbai lived in Duan’s house for a while, and he couldn’t watch it. After a while, the crew was closed for filming, and then Duan Yu came over for two months.
Shen Ciwen had not seen Lu Yuanbai for half a year.
I heard that Duan Yu was back yesterday, so he packed his luggage and came over.
Shen Ciwen looked at the figure of Lu Yuanbai leaving and wanted to keep up, but was stopped by the crew on the side, “Mr., the front has been rented by the crew for filming, and other people can’t enter.”
Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai’s figure, “I’m here to find brother Yuanbai, I’m his younger brother.”
Having said that, the staff looked at Shen Ciwen a few times, as if they really had a three-point resemblance to Lu Yuanbai.
Just when the staff hesitated, Lin Mo stepped forward and said, “Don’t let him in, Brother Yuan doesn’t know him.”
Shen Ciwen clenched his teeth for a while after hearing this, what kind of thing is Lin Mu.
After hearing Lin Mu’s words, the staff turned Shen Ciwen away.
Shen Ciwen stayed at the filming location for a while, and then decided to find a hotel to stay first.
I originally planned to find the hotel where Lu Yuanbai stayed, but the room was full, and almost all of them were given to the crew and actors. Now there is no room for Shen Ciwen at all.
Shen Ciwen was desperate for a while, so he could only find a small hotel to put down his luggage.
Then he went back to the hotel again and waited for Lu Yuanbai to come back.
Sure enough, at nine o’clock in the evening, Lu Yuanbai got off the elevator on this floor.
Shen Ciwen finally saw Lu Yuanbai, whom he had been thinking about for half a year.
“Brother Yuanbai.”
Shen Ciwen stood in front of the door and looked at him.
Lu Yuanbai raised his eyes and glanced at him, those peach blossom eyes were flat and unwavering as if they had seen nothing, and walked straight past Shen Ciwen.
Shen Ciwen watched Lu Yuanbai leave, and almost subconsciously reached out to pull Lu Yuanbai.
However, before touching Lu Yuanbai’s arm, Lu Yuanbai took the first step to avoid his approach.
“Brother Yuanbai.”
After Lu Yuanbai heard it, his delicate brows wrinkled slightly, “Who allowed you to call me that.”
The person in front of him had a cold face, a cold voice, and a pair of eyes looked at him with disgust. Shen Ciwen froze in place almost instantly after seeing Lu Yuanbai’s eyes.
Eighteen-year-old Lu Yuanbai looked at him. Although he was full of disgust, he was not so indifferent, because Lu Yuan was angry with him at that time and could not ignore the existence that he hated.
But now Lu Yuanbai’s eyes seem to be looking at someone who has nothing to do with him, but there is something he hates about this person.
Since when did Lu Yuanbai start to look at himself with this kind of eyes, maybe twenty years old.
In that year, Lu Yuanbai’s eyes looked at him from disgust and hatred to more and more dull, as if he appeared in his heart and could no longer cause any waves.
Shen Ciwen suddenly had an ominous feeling in his heart.
“Yuan…Lu Yuanbai you…” Shen Ciwen was a little uncertain for a while, but still asked tentatively, “How are you?”
Lu Yuanbai didn’t look at him, but stepped forward to move forward.
And this bored silence was Lu Yuanbai’s best answer to Shen Ciwen.
Shen Ciwen’s heart skipped a beat almost instantly.
But it soon turned into a provocative look, “Why, you don’t want to see me so much now?”
What he was most afraid of was that Lu Yuanbai didn’t have him in his eyes. He was eager to get Lu Yuanbai’s attention, just like he hid in a corner and peeked at Lu Yuanbai secretly throughout his youth.
Even if he gets the attention of the other party in a way that Lu Yuanbai hates, that’s fine.
He wanted Lu Yuanbai to see him.
“You don’t want to see me, but I’m not as good as you want. I just want to see what the young master of the Shen family was like in the past.”
After saying that, Shen Ciwen caught up with Lu Yuanbai and stood in front of him.
The superior-looking facial features sneered, “Look at what you look like now. For a film, you are closed for filming, and you are injured and hospitalized. Thinking about it is embarrassing.”
“If you had gone back to the Shen family early in the morning and there were still so many things, it’s not that the Shen family couldn’t tolerate you, it’s that you were narrow-minded.”
Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai’s cold face, and spoke harsh words that the other party didn’t want to hear the most. There are mood swings.
He didn’t want Lu Yuanbai to look at him like a stranger.
He wanted to communicate with Lu Yuanbai.
“If you want to go back to Shen’s house now, you can beg me, and I’ll go back and say a few good words in front of Dad, maybe you can go back in despair. Life is lingering on filming sooner or later.”
“You just go back…”
“Shen Ciwen.”
Shen Ciwen’s words were just halfway through, when the indifferent voice of the other person cut off his words.
Hearing his name uttered from Lu Yuanbai’s mouth, Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai almost excitedly.
“What, are you tempted?”
However, at this time, Lu Yuanbai’s eyes were indifferent, looking at Shen Ciwen as if he was watching a clown jumping on a beam, “Don’t you think you are funny?”
The smile on Shen Ciwen’s face froze.
Lu Yuanbai stood tall and straight across from him, “Since the day I left the Shen family, I never thought about going back.”
“Those thoughts are just what you and Shen Kangyong came up with.”
“I don’t care about the glory and wealth of the Shen family or the position of the young master of the Shen family.”
“There is only disgust in my heart. I dislike the Shen family, I dislike Shen Kangyong, I dislike your mother, and I dislike you at the same time.”
Shen Ciwen stood almost stiffly.
Immediately after, Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai and wanted to say something, and the next moment he heard the indifferent voice:
“You think I really can’t see it?”
Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai’s eyes, and for a while dodged for some reason.
Do not…
Don’t say it.
“Your nasty thoughts about me.”
The indifferent words entered his ears, and Shen Ciwen’s pupils shrank suddenly.
Lu Yuanbai looked at him. Since he stepped into the dirty big dye vat of the entertainment industry, Lu Yuanbai has seen almost all the ugly faces in the world.
The ability to see people naturally also grows.
And the ability honed along with these experiences also allowed Lu Yuanbai to see Shen Ciwen, who had been crawling beside him.
The other party’s eyes looked at him vaguely. Lu Yuanbai didn’t know it before, but the painful experience at the age of 20 made him see Shen Ciwen again, and saw through the other party’s inner thoughts at a glance.
And then immediately made Lu Yuanbai feel sick for a while.
The illegitimate son of the dove occupying the magpie’s nest has feelings for him.
This relationship is not ordinary family or friendship, but a very obscure love that violates ethics.
After Lu Yuanbai was gone, every time he saw Shen Ciwen again, he would feel disgusted. This person who plundered his life had a humiliating mind towards him.
absurd.
Simply absurd.
Shen Ciwen looked at Lu Yuanbai in shock, almost unable to refute.
“How did you know!” Shen Ciwen stepped forward and looked at Lu Yuanbai.
Lu Yuanbai: “If you only want me to know, then put away your disgusting eyes.”
Shen Ciwen didn’t know what to do for a while, but his feelings for Lu Yuanbai became more and more turbulent.
“Brother Yuanbai, I like you. I’ve liked you since high school. I always regarded my feelings for you as hatred, but after doing a lot of things to you, I found out that it wasn’t, I…”
Saying that, Shen Ciwen wanted to raise his hand to touch Lu Yuanbai.
However, Lu Yuanbai flashed sideways.
“Brother Yuanbai, I’m jealous, I’m jealous of Duan Yu marrying you, I’m really jealous to the point of going crazy.”
Now that Lu Yuanbai already knew his feelings for him, Shen Ciwen no longer avoided it.
“I’m jealous that Duan Yu can stay with you every day, eat with you, and…”
When Shen Ciwen thought of Duan Yuneng and Lu Yuanbai’s closeness, he didn’t want to talk any more.
Who knew that the next moment, I heard Lu Yuanbai say: “We kiss, go to bed, Duan Yu and I have done all the dirty things in your mind.”