I Love You As Much As You Do - Chapter 12

After Xiangyang got up, he saw a chubby little boy playing with a car in the yard.

He pulled a chair and sat backward, holding the backrest with both hands swaying like a wooden horse.

Jinming took an old red car and slid around on the concrete floor, with the sound “Didi, Didi” in his mouth, “I’m coming over”, playing by himself.

Xiangyang rarely watched it with gusto. Jinxiu was not at home. He sat silently and watched as the kid amused himself.

Jinming got tired from playing, stood up and turned around, and suddenly saw a tall man sitting there looking at him. He was startled at first, patted his chest pretending to be calm, and then walked away pretending not to see anyone.

Xiang Yang looked at the child awkwardly, and continued to shake the chair and shouted, “Hey, kid.”

Jinming is not to be outdone: “Eh, lame.”

Xiangyang: “…”

Hey~ this brat.

“What is your name?”

Jinming turned his face to one side and said angrily: “I don’t want to talk to you, Axiu was beaten because of you.”

A embroidery? The call is pretty nice.

Xiangyang stopped shaking the chair, walked to him and squatted down, looked into his eyes and asked, “Will you protect Axiu?”

Jinming stiffened his belly: “Of course.”

Xiang Yang patted him on the shoulder and said, “If you are a man, you must do what you say.”

Jinming looked proud: “Of course I will do it.”

Xiangyang held Jinming’s little hand: “Then, shall we protect Axiu together?”

Young Master Jinming also shook his hand again: “Okay.”

What Jinxiu saw when she came home was one big and one small head next to each other, not knowing what she was doing.

Li Meili glanced at it and walked away with a sneer.

Jin Gang wanted to help people build a house, but didn’t go home.

Regardless of Li Meili’s attitude, Jinxiu walked behind them and stretched out his head to see what they were doing.

Unexpectedly, the two people were tinkering with Jinming’s toys together, and no one found her after Jinxiu stood for a long time.

Jinxiu couldn’t help but finally asked, “What are you doing?”

Jinming looked up and saw Jinxiu, and grinned, “Axiu, Brother Xiangyang is amazing, he can let my toy car walk by itself.”

Yes, he is so amazing, his whole person is shining. Gentle, humorous, omnipotent.

Jinxiu glanced at Xiangyang, the big boy’s Dan Feng picked her up, and the corner of his mouth slightly pulled upward.

Jinxiu couldn’t help feeling a little hot and her ear tips were reddish. She said, “Eat dumplings at night, and I will wash my hands later.” Then she walked away slightly messy.

For some reason, every time she looked at Xiangyang, she felt that she had gone through a looting. Her heartbeat will speed up uncontrollably, her chest will be a little stuffy, as if her breathing are about to slow down, and she will be restless.

Occasionally in the evening, he would dream of Xiangyang. He was walking in front, and suddenly turned his head and stretched out his hand at her: “Come here, Axiu, Axiu,,,” The voice was soft and reverberating in his ears,,,

Obviously things that have never happened, but they often dream of him holding her hand and running forward and running, and then they jump together, spin together, and laugh together.

After dinner, they took books and went to study in the yard, because Li Meili said that lone men and widows were not decent in a room, and let the neighbors know that they were going to be poked.

So take a small table, bring two high chairs, and turn on the street lights, and there is a warm atmosphere in the moonlight.

Jinming saw that they were reading, and he took out the book decently.

Jinxiu discovered that Jinming actually liked Xiangyang.

I stuck to him all day, and I had to sit next to Xiangyang when I had dinner, and I didn’t writhe like I usually do. As if deliberately to behave well, Xiangyang was shown the positive side of his meal.

Now I have to follow along when I read books, and I will come up with one or two questions to ask Xiangyang.

This person has such magical powers. As long as he wants to, it will make you approach him unconsciously and be affected by him.

Later, it was too late, and Li Meili asked Jinming to sleep in the room, but he refused. I was crying and making noises and said I could not leave, the homework was not finished yet. Xiangyang had promised again and again that he would leave with reluctance to take him tomorrow.

After Jinming left, they were left.

It was past 11 o’clock in the evening, and the village had calmed down, only occasionally a dog barked. Few people’s houses showed the light of the windows, accompanied by the moon in the sky.

Jinxiu writes physics papers. If you encounter questions that you really don’t know, Xiang Yang will only give her a direction for thinking, and will not directly tell her what the answer is.

Xiang Yang took the novel and flipped through it at random, and he didn’t know whether it was faster to read the book or not at all in the novel.

The surrounding area is quiet and peaceful, so that the heart also settles down and calms a lot.

Prepare the test papers, and Xiang Yang will help to check them.

His voice was warm and pure, and came slowly, like a clear spring in a mountain stream, gurgling in her ears.

In the ear, in the heart, hovering around.

Jinxiu put his cheeks on, looking at him with admiring eyes, shining on him with moonlight, as if covered with a layer of soft light. Without the sharpness during the day, he is more intimate under the moonlit night.

Seeing him stop and glanced down at herself, Jinxiu recovered her senses, and hurriedly bowed her head, responding softly.

Xiang Yang glanced at her helplessly, did not say anything, and continued to explain the topic.

After the explanation, Xiang Yang asked two more questions. Seeing that she really understood, he didn’t talk about the topic again.

He looked at the lights around the village and asked Jinxiu in a low voice, “Should we go to enjoy the moon?”

Jinxiu’s eyes are full of light, as if there are twinkling stars hidden.

She nodded, her voice was cheerful, and she had some expectations: “Okay!”

Because Xiangyang’s foot was just right, it was not suitable to go far, and in the end they just went to the top of the building.

Jinxiu fried some peanuts and some dried fish to bring along.

They didn’t speak, but they didn’t feel embarrassed, and they even appreciated the warmth of the cold moon.

It was also a sudden interest to watch the moon, and the two chatted casually. From all the embarrassment when I was a child to the various rewards I got after studying, from the family situation to the friends at school, what to think of and what to say.

Xiangyang tells Fairview what the world outside looks like. Fairview tells the children in Xiangyang Mountain to get up before dawn and walk a long mountain road to school.

Jinxiu knows that Xiangyang’s parents divorced very early. He has always lived with his mother and never knew who his father was since he was a child.

Xiangyang also knew that Jinxiu was an adopted child by the Jin family. She always wanted to behave well to win her parents’ love, but she was always rejected by her parents.

Xiang Yang folded his hands behind his head and lay directly on the roof top: “Do you hate your biological parents?”

Fairview shook his head: “Don’t hate.”

After thinking for a while, he continued: “They gave me life and brought me into this world. Although my life after birth has nothing to do with them, it made me know a lot of people, Xiao Ming, Teacher Gao , Teacher Liu. “And you.

Xiang Yang turned his head and glanced at her, without saying a word, looking up at the starry sky.

The night is fine tonight, the moon is not very bright, but it is really like a cradle, and the sky is dark blue.

The stars are scattered in the sky, making the moon more bright and beautiful. The breeze is blowing, bathing in this starry sky, there is really an illusion of sleeping in the cradle.

Xiang Yang closed his eyes and thought, it would be better to have a lullaby at this time. Without the hustle and bustle of the city, without the red, green and green neon lights against the backdrop, such a starry sky is pure and peaceful. Even the next seven years will be unforgettable.

Jinxiu looked at Xiangyang without a sound, and realized that he had closed his eyes, as if he was asleep.

Jinxiu asked him gently: “Are you tired? Do you want to go back?”

Xiangyang still closed his eyes and did not answer.

Jinxiu held the dried fish and chewed in small nibbles, suddenly a little embarrassed and at a loss.

She was afraid that Xiangyang would catch a cold when he fell asleep and was wet by the dew, and was afraid that it would be too hot on the roof where he was lying in the sun for a day.

Xiang Yang opened his eyes and looked at Jinxiu’s aggrieved little face, and laughed: “Axiu, do you want to go somewhere?”

Jinxiu was taken aback suddenly. I don’t know if it was because of his sudden utterance or because of his “Axiu”.

“I didn’t think about it.” She paused and replied.

She really hadn’t thought about it. She couldn’t imagine what the outside world looked like, and she didn’t know what kind of people would live outside.

Xiang Yang opened his eyes and looked at Jinxiu, who was more gentle in the moonlight.

She sits on the ground, bending forward with her feet together, hands folded on her knees. The corners of her mouth are curved upwards, and her entire face is relaxed, as if she is in a good mood now.

There was a sweet smile on his face when he was not speaking.

“How about going to Lin City in the future?”

Xiangyang ghost made the gods speak out in his heart.

He was conflicted in his heart. He wanted Jinxiu to go to Lin City, but he was afraid that she would go to Lin City.

He thought for a long time, he wanted to go to Lin City with Fairview, and when the time was right, he would tell her his own thoughts. He wants to be with her forever.

However, he didn’t know when they could be together, or when it would be suitable to be together. He was afraid that she would wait too long, and he was afraid that if she didn’t say anything, there would be no chance in the future.

Jinxiu did not hesitate for a second, she revealed the dimple and nodded gently, “Okay.”

Without asking why, I trust him completely.

But now that he has already said it, Xiangyang does not regret it, nor does he want Jinxiu to regret it.

I hope you can always keep your innocence and kindness, and I hope you are happy and can always do what you want to do.

It doesn’t have to be great, you don’t need to look at others high or unhappy, and you don’t need to bear such a heavy responsibility.

Jinxiu bit her lip, thinking for a long time, still asking, “Are you leaving?” With a hint of sadness and a little temptation.

Look, the courage is still so small. They all dared to agree to go to Lin City, but didn’t dare to ask “Can you stay?”

One sentence brought the situation of the two people back to reality, and Xiangyang choked his chest, and his voice was dumb: “Not yet.”

Fairview did not speak.

She knew they were going to be strangers after all, and maybe they would never see each other again. Maybe I will smile and say hello when I meet again, “Hi!” Like a long-lost friend, but there won’t be too many intersections.

They have known each other for more than a month, but there are very few exchanges like tonight. Jinxiu still wants to ask, but there are some things that I can’t say or ask. Once I say it, it’s nothing.

Like being angry with herself, Jinxiu didn’t say anything at all.

“I will be here for a while.”

Jinxiu raised her head in surprise, she looked at Xiangyang: “Is it because of me?”

Xiang Yang shook his head, “I have other things to solve.” There are some things that can’t be said, and it’s not suitable to say at this time.

Jinxiu glanced at Xiangyang again before continuing to lower her head.

She buried her face in her lap, and her voice was unclear: “I’m already very happy for you to say that. You still have to study. I don’t want to delay you because of me.”

Xiang Yang really wants to rub her hair, how come she looks so good.

He raised his mouth slightly, “I quit school, not because of you.”

Jinxiu raised her head: “You…”

Xiang Yang said: “At a young age, thinking about it, I’m fine, and you won’t delay me.”

Jinxiu’s mouth opened and closed.

Xiang Yang flicked her forehead lightly: “Fool.”