I Love You As Much As You Do - Chapter 24

Everything is fruitless.

The relationship between the two people has always been so inferior, Chen Yao thought that Jinxiu was angry, and for so many years, he should be angry.

Jinxiu thinks that she is not good enough to be worthy of such a good Chen Yao. She is avoiding Chen Yao and also avoiding her heart.

Chen Yao seems to be busy these days. He came back very late, and sometimes she knew in her heart that she would not come back today before she heard the doorway.

Wang Yi will still bring breakfast here. The patterns are different every day, but they are all Jinxiu’s favorite flavors, and the amount is not much, just enough to be beautiful.

Jinxiu also tactfully suggested that she didn’t need to give it to her, she would make it herself or go out to eat. Wang Yi said embarrassingly that he was only working part-time and doing things for his boss. She could raise any questions with their boss.

Talking to their boss, isn’t it just talking to Xiangyang, Xiangyang, eh, forget it, she is not ready to face the relationship between two people!

He said he would give her time. But some things cannot be changed by time.

For example, they are not people of the same world, and they are born with a big gap there.

Xiangyang was born in a big city and was also the top student in the college entrance examination. Now he has another identity, the president of Sheng’an.

And what about yourself?

A little girl in a mountain village was abandoned by her parents since she was a child, and her adoptive parents disliked it. Later, fortunately, she met Xiang Yang to free herself from the sea of ​​suffering and was able to be free now.

In the third year of high school, Li Meili came to make trouble several times.

She cried and yelled when she arrived at school, saying that Jinxiu was ungrateful, and she was getting a big money from a big city, and she was going to be a college student, but kicked away the family who raised her.

Principal Liu and Teacher Gao tried their best to protect the beautiful scenery and told the security guards not to allow Li Meili to enter the school. She screamed at the school gate.

Later, it was Jinming who came over, and the little one also spoiled Li Meili, saying that if she came to look for Jinxiu again, he would never go home again, and Li Meili gave up.

Where is Fairview?

Regardless of other people’s strange eyes, she can’t see other people’s pointers. Every day, the classroom canteen and dormitory are three o’clock and one line, as if all this has nothing to do with her.

She only concentrates on studying, except for sleeping and eating, she is studying, her only way out now is to get a good grade in the college entrance examination and leave here far away.

Would you like to Xiangyang?

Of course!

But now it is not the time to think.

They can meet when she goes to college, and they can be together again soon.

Almost, Almost. As long as the college entrance examination is completed, everything can start again, and a new good day is waiting ahead.

If you didn’t meet Xiangyang, what is she doing now?

Lin City must not be able to come, I can’t even think about it.

I should have been married a long time ago. Marry Liang Bing, or Wang Bing, Zhang Bing, Li Bing, and have a few children. One of them is sure to be a son or is still working hard to have a son, living a life of husband and child.

For Xiangyang, in addition to love, there is admiration and gratitude.

When she first arrived in Lincheng, she was delighted and fortunate that she finally came, and she finally arrived in a city with a sunny city.

However, when the bus arrived in Lincheng after sitting for more than 20 hours, she suddenly realized that she didn’t know how to contact Xiangyang.

The city is so big that she knows no one. The tall buildings tower into the sky and the cars roar by. She is at a loss at the bus stop where people go. She can’t even see the lights on the road. Understood, not even knowing where to go? How to go?

She could hear all the people in the city speak, but she didn’t understand what it meant.

The joy of coming to Lin City instantly flooded with thoughts, disappointment, worry, fear, and all kinds of emotions.

Two years of hard work, two years of patience, Ayang, I have arrived in Lincheng, where are you? How can I find you?

She must find him. He said he hoped she would come to Lincheng, he said he hoped she could wait for him.

Seven years later, she graduated and worked. After so many years, she couldn’t find him, worried that there would be no day to stop.

I finally got news, but I learned from others how great he was, that he was still someone else’s fiance.

It’s better not to see each other like this.

He didn’t understand how much she expected for their reunion at the beginning, how hard she tried to get into Linda, just because he said to call her to Lin City, only because he said, you have to wait for me.

Although it turned out that they were only working together and did not have any feelings, Jinxiu couldn’t help thinking that even an outsider could stand beside you in good faith. For more than seven years, I have not heard from you at all.

He is the president of Sheng’an, a proud son of heaven, and I am just a very, very ordinary and tiny member of all living beings.

He is better than Xiangyang she knows, which makes Jinxiu even less confident. Is she really worthy of him?

**

To meet again, Chen Yao called.

It’s still the same, go, reward, month.

Jinxiu didn’t even think about it, but refused.

“Or, should I go to you?”

“Ah, no. Didn’t you say to give me time to think about it?”

“Splendid, what I mean is to give you time to adapt, and there is nothing to consider. I want to see you.” Chen Yao’s voice was a little unhappy.

“Then, next time, let’s go again next time?” After finishing speaking, Jinxiu added with a guilty conscience, “Okay?”

Chen Yao gritted his teeth and said word by word: “Splendid, I, now, want, want, see, you, can’t wait for next time.”

“The moon has not come out at all, and the wind is so strong now…”

“beautiful…”

“Oh!”

See you, whoever is afraid of whom, as if she dare not see.

Although, it is a little bit afraid.

The balance in Jinxiu’s heart has been swaying, wanting to see, but dare not to see. I was about to say something more when I heard the door bell ringing outside.

Jinxiu knew that she couldn’t hide anymore, so she could only move it step by step. Chen Yao didn’t urge, and quieted after three beeps.

When she reached the door, Mimi Jinxiu quietly glanced outside. It was Chen Yao who was really standing outside, his head slightly lowered in thought.

With a blast, Jinxiu opened the door, and Chen Yao raised his head to pull Jinxiu’s hand, but she avoided it.

Chen Yao wanted to reach out again, Jinxiu turned around.

Chen Yao glanced at Jinxiu, and no longer insisted on holding hands anymore, only said lightly: “Let’s go.”

Jinxiu’s mobile phone, which he had not had time to put down, also said “Let’s go”, and the two voices overlapped, which still surprised Jinxiu.

In fact, Chen Yao was also playing drums in his heart. He didn’t know what to do. He was very afraid that Jinxiu would say to him: “Let’s forget it.”

What should he do then?

Fortunately, she didn’t say, she didn’t say that there was still a chance.

The chance is to stay together.

It’s just that he can’t figure out what she is afraid of. She still has feelings for herself, but she blindly avoids. What is she afraid of?

Chen Yao has nothing to do with Jinxiu, and dare not drag it any longer. Some words should be talked frankly. He hates the feeling of being separated now, and always avoids how to solve problems.

Now it can only be a ruin, and victory or defeat is in one fell swoop.

Jinxiu followed Chen Yao. There were two people in the elevator. Jinxiu stood at the corner of Chen Yao. She looked up at the number keys, as if there was so much charm and magic.

Chen Yao didn’t look at her again. When she reached the top floor with nothing to say, Chen Yao took the lead and went out, Jinxiu reluctantly followed.

The top floor is obviously carefully arranged. The ground is covered with artificial green grass and small flowers. In the middle of the grass, there is a white dome hut surrounded by shimmering small lanterns. There is a rattan flower stand next to it, and there is also a white swing. There is a small round table not far from the swing, and there are two round stools beside the round table, which looks lovely and romantic.

Chen Yao sat down on a stool, and then kept staring at Jinxiu. His eyes were deep. Even at night, Jinxiu couldn’t resist his straight eyes. Soon after, he sat down without saying a word. On another stool.

Oh, beauty is wrong.

Sure enough, there is no moon tonight, there are not a few stars, but the cold wind keeps hurting my face.

Fortunately, the weather is clear, and the night sky is like a piece of cloth splashed with ink.

“I want to apologize to you. I haven’t been looking for you in the past few years. At first, because I couldn’t contact you abroad, and then because there was no good time.” Just when Jinxiu was in a daze, Chen Yao’s voice came. .

Jinxiu raised her head: “Huh??? Oh!”

Chen Yao didn’t dare to look at Jinxiu’s face, but moved closer and pulled the stool closer to Jinxiu, as if this would make up for the regret of not being around for these years.

“Although, I didn’t find you because of the last resort, but it made you sad after all.”

Jinxiu pursed her lips, “I…I am not sad.” I just miss you so much.

Yes, I miss you so much. For more than two thousand eight hundred days, no day has ever stopped thinking of you. When I think of you, there is sweetness and pain, but there is always more hope than despair.

I am still worried. Worrying about your danger and I don’t know, worrying about you letting me wait for you is just empty talk.

I thought I could only wait for more than seven years. I wanted to give up and kept giving myself hope. Thinking about it for so long, even if they saw it, the two of them might have already gone.

Chen Yao’s heart seemed to be pinched in his hand, then loosened, and then clenched again. He squatted in front of Jinxiu and held Jinxiu’s hands.

Jinxiu just wanted to struggle, as if Chen Yao had already expected it to hold on.

Chen Yao whispered: “Axiu, don’t let me go.”

Jinxiu stopped moving, and only let him hold it in his palm in a daze.

Splendid eyes were moisturized and looked at Chen Yao with big eyes blinking.

Chen Yao’s face was a little tired, Dan Feng’s eyes were not raised as before, and the tails of his eyes were slightly lowered, revealing a pitiful look. He looked like a puppy abandoned by the roadside, looking beautiful in his heart. Uncomfortable. It’s as if someone is holding the heart tightly, not daring to jump too fast, afraid that it will pop out of the mouth, and afraid that it will be too slow to withstand the heartbeat.

Chen Yao raised his head and glanced at Jinxiu, his heart moved for a moment, his eyes narrowed slightly, his head lowered, and his lips pressed against her lips.

He drew the lines of her lips with his lips, without any throats, just a simple kiss, just wanting to get closer to the girl he missed day and night. With a little force on the lips, as if with magical power, they were finely ground, telling this bone-erosive lovesickness.

After so many years, Chen Yao never missed her.

In the previous twelve years, the arrogant young man became restrained and silent because of sudden changes in his family. The encounter at the age of nineteen, like a light, broke through the darkness in his heart, so that he could walk toward the light in the dark world around him.

For more than two thousand eight hundred days, I never stopped thinking about it. Worried that she would encounter unpredictable danger, worried that he was not around when she needed help, worried that she would… abandon him.

Jinxiu pushed Chen Yao away hard, but the strength was as weak as an ant shaking a tree.

She couldn’t push, so Jinxiu could only use her fists instead. The two fists kept hitting Chen Yao’s body. Although they had used a lot of effort, they were out of order, and in Chen Yao’s eyes they were tickling.

Fairview really wants to vent all the grievances and misses of the past few years. She doesn’t know how to express her anger. Now she is inferior and wronged, so she can only play tricks like this.

Chen Yao’s lips left, but his hands did not relax. He held it with a certain amount of strength, but he didn’t hurt Splendid with too hard.

He grabbed one of Jinxiu’s fists, and his voice softly coaxed, “Axiu, Axiu!”

Jinxiu eight years ago couldn’t refuse the Xiangyang who showed her weakness. Eight years later, Jinxiu also raised his hand to surrender to Chen Yao, who was begging for mercy.

Jinxiu pouted, her tears falling down, and she didn’t know what she was talking about: “I’m just scared. I just miss you. I can’t find you. I can’t find you. I can’t find you again. I’m about to forget what you look like?”

Jinxiu cried and said, the voice was intermittent, and Chen Yao felt a pain in his heart. Hearing Jinxiu’s words, his heart was pinched and loose. It was uncomfortable for Jinxiu’s sadness, and also for Jinxiu’s treatment to herself. Love and be happy.

Chen Yao leaned down and gently squeezed Jinxiu’s small fist with his five fingers. He tilted his head and looked at Jinxiu’s red eyes, and said with certainty, “You won’t.”

Jinxiu’s fist turned in Chen Yao’s hand thinking about breaking free, but Chen Yao’s hand did not move.

Jinxiu pursed her pink lips angrily, waiting for someone to lick it like jelly and savor it.

“Forget it, I have forgotten it a long time ago.” Jinxiu hummed a big hiccup.

Chen Yao pressed his tongue against his teeth, and wanted to kiss her again.

He looked a little slow, and smiled in a low voice: “You won’t, and neither will I.”

You will never forget what I look like, and you will never forget me.

Chen Yao understood Jinxiu’s grievance and also knew what she was struggling with.

Jinxiu lightly stepped on Chen Yao with her foot and turned her face to the side just not looking at him.

Chen Yao followed Jinxiu and turned his head, and asked with an agitated voice: “Why don’t you look at me?”

Jinxiu still did not speak, and continued to be a twisted bug.

Chen Yao looked at Jinxiu’s red eartips, snorted, and finally couldn’t bear to bite Jinxiu’s lower lip.

The awkward bug continued to twist and twist, Chen Yao put her hands close to her waist, and then clamped her arms hard to prevent her from moving.

Jinxiu finally couldn’t move, and Chen Yao concentrated on enjoying his delicious dessert. The tip of the tongue licked, and it was as sweet as the memory.

How many years has it been? They have gone through too much, they have been apart for too long, before everything can be told, everything can be closer to each other with kisses.

Fortunately, all the waiting is worth it.

He said: “Look at me, what you need to consider is me, but us, can you?” His voice was vague, with a sweet, full of longing and love.

With a sigh, it seemed that the lost baby was finally found back, and he held it in the palm of his hand, not willing to let it go.