I Love You Every Time You Play (wearing a Book) - Chapter 101
Later, Yan Anzhen discovered that she and Yuanyuan were actually neighbors on the floor. Originally, Zhao Qianhe went out early in high school and returned late. He was away from home for a long time when he went to college. After a long vacation, he stayed at home all day long and worked as an otaku with peace of mind. So Zhao Qianhe and Jiang Youshu never met, only two of them. ‘S parents had the experience of taking the elevator together and knew that the other’s family had such a daughter.
She… seems to be the neighbor’s sister that Yuanyuan said before.
Since the trash can encounter, Yan Anzhen has often visited Jiang Youshu’s house. He specially found the dessert tutorials that children would like to eat from the Internet, and then knocked on the door next door with the attractive little cakes and desserts. Jiang Youshu was quickly caught up. The little dessert was caught. Jiang Youshu’s parents are also welcoming. Her visit can not only relieve Yuanyuan’s boredom at home alone in the summer vacation, but also help to care for the point and reduce the occurrence of accidents.
As a result, their size became acquainted naturally.
It was an afternoon in mid-July, and Yan Anzhen knocked on the door next door as usual. The round and crisp childish voice came before the opening of the door: “Come on.”
Soon, the door was pushed open, Jiang Youshu put a ball on her head, looked up at her crisply, smiled crookedly and said: “My mother just piled ice cream in the refrigerator yesterday, Sister Qianhe, come and take a look. Is there anything you like to eat.”
As he spoke, he took her hand and dragged her to the refrigerator.
They were all brands she hadn’t seen before.
“This is…” Yan Anzhen picked one of them and took a look, and asked hesitantly, “Green tongue?” What a strange ice cream.
Jiang Youshu took an old popsicle, opened the packaging bag and couldn’t help but took a bite first, narrowed his eyes with satisfaction, and said to her, “Well, haven’t you eaten it when you were a kid?”
Yan Anzhen’s childhood has nothing to remember, and even the memory of his mother’s existence was cast over by the car accident.
She shook her head in silence and watched cartoons on the sofa with Xiao Jiang Youshu.
Jiang Youshu is at the naughty age of “Standing not standing, sitting and sitting”. At this time, he slumped on the sofa and stared at the TV in the most comfortable posture. She is not very good at the cartoon that is currently being broadcast. Interested, she looked at Yan Anzhen for a while, and said in a surprised tone: “Do you usually sit so upright?”
If Sister Qianhe is a classmate in her class, she must be the most popular student by the teacher, the kind praised every day.
Yan Anzhen straightened her back and replied: “I’m used to it.”
Jiang Youshu was amazed at this. In her little head, she couldn’t understand those people who were still so serious and meticulous outside of class. She would feel a little tired.
“It’s not good-looking.” Jiang Youshu muttered, picked up the remote control and changed the channel. The final screen was set on a well-known couple, with six large characters on the right side of the screen—Legend of the New White Lady.
Jiang Youshu has also reached the age to not just watch cartoons.
She put down the remote control with a smile, and looked at it with relish.
For this kind of love story, the little girl seems to have a natural ability to capture, and can always find the one she wants to watch accurately in dozens of TV series.
After watching for a while, Yan Anzhen suddenly said, “Do you know that Xu Xian is a female?”
Jiang Youshu was shocked and said: “Female??”
She sat upright, staring at Shu Lingling, almost sticking to the TV screen.
Jiang Youshu said: “But isn’t she a’xianggong’? Can a Xianggong be a woman?”
Seeing her reaction, Yan Anzhen’s eyes raised lightly, with a satin smile and gentleness covering it, and she whispered: “I mean, the actor who played Xu Xian is a girl-the character Xu Xian is a boy.”
Jiang Youshu had big doubts in his eyes. He thought through his thoughts and said, “That is to say, is a girl acting as a boy to fall in love with another girl?”
Yan Anzhen: “That’s it.”
In Xiao Yuanyuan’s cognition, the two parties who fall in love are limited to the opposite sex, and it seems rare for people of the same **** to do things that lovers will do. Not only are they rare, they are hardly mentioned by everyone.
Her face looked like “opened the door to a new world”.
Yan Anzhen didn’t know why she would talk to her about this, maybe she was selfish, but she didn’t want to lead Yuanyuan. Any choice Yuanyuan made in the future would be related to her current cognition. She… The tragedy is repeated.
Yan Anzhen stayed with Jiang Youshu in the afternoon until Yuanyuan’s mother returned home, and she was surprised that time was passing fast.
Mother Jiang smiled at her and greeted her, “Qianhe, stay for dinner.”
Yan Anzhen refused, but with that little selfishness, stayed and had dinner with them.
That was Yan Anzhen’s few memorable moments.
She rarely has such a peaceful and relaxing time.
When her mother was still there, she vaguely felt Yan Yujing’s indifference to her, but Yao Mengying’s existence maintained this seemingly close but tight relationship. After her mother passed away, she never slept peacefully, and became more silent. Later, Yan Yujing moved back to Songze. She stayed at Liang Yue and boarded with her second aunt’s house. Although she escaped from Yan Yujing’s control, she also lived a life under the fence. When she finally survived in Liang Yue by her own strength, she was already full of defects and it was difficult to develop an intimate relationship with others.
Until she met Yuanyuan.
But her past made her stretch out her hand carefully without daring to touch it. Yuanyuan is too beautiful, like a fragile dream. She is more afraid of gains and losses than she never had. Even after she got up, she was often awakened by nightmares. The more Yuanyuan said she didn’t care, the clearer the picture of the night in her mind.
So Yan Anzhen decided to make a decision.
The small flame that was extinguished fiercely burned again, and swept through the wasteland in her heart, burning her blood vessels, making her eye sockets red, and making her stand in front of Yan Yujing and say those words. —That sentence that was so late for many years.
Now, she has let go of the burden and started to heal, face the innocent Jiang Youshu with a brand new “Yan Anzhen”, and she feels extremely relieved to be in her family.
After dinner, Yan Anzhen will return to the original owner’s family.
She stood at the door, waved to Jiang Youshu, suddenly remembering something, and said to Mother Jiang seriously: “Yuanyuan ate three popsicles this afternoon.”
Mother Jiang frowned and cursed: “Jiang Yuanyuan! Did I say that the sky can only eat roots! What’s the matter, you, you are starting to be disobedient again?”
Jiang Youshu screamed, his face full of grief and anger of being betrayed.
She clutched her head and walked around Mama Jiang, and ran to Yan Anzhen, pouting her dissatisfaction: “Why are you telling her, sister smelly.”
Yan Anzhen was amused by the three words “Smelly Sister”. It was not so much a blaming but an annoyed coquetry. So she squatted down and touched Jiang Youshu’s head. The palm of her hand was rubbed by the hair and itchy. She blinked and warmed. The voice said: “This is a small punishment for you to lie to me.”
With that, he opened the door and walked out.
Yuanyuan yelled from behind: “When did I lie to you? Sister smelly came back.”
Yan Anzhen didn’t look back, fearing that the tender love in her eyes would overflow and be discovered by her.
After knowing each other for so many days, she also vaguely understood the twists and turns.
Why can she feel the love and passion for feelings in “Jiang Jiang” who has a rich past love history, why Yuanyuan can decisively leave Jiang’s family without regrets or regrets, and why Yuanyuan is not close to her sister Jiang Youyu I don’t hate it. There’s a strange kind of politeness in it. Why is Xiao Jiangjiang in the album of grandma’s house thin and thin? Why is Yuanyuan’s father not the one in her impression—cut cut, hidden there. In the huge torrent of fate, she had ignored the small details in these torrents. It was not until she inexplicably put on Zhao Qianhe’s body that she suddenly realized.
It turned out that “Jiang Jiang” was “Yuanyuan” from the beginning.
She can understand why she didn’t tell her, but it didn’t prevent her from bullying Yuanyuan when she was a child.
only…
She has a hunch that she will leave here soon.
When she left Zhao Qianhe’s body, was it also the day Yuanyuan left Jiang Jiang’s body?
Yan Anzhen returned to the room and pondered over this problem, but to no avail.
When the wheel of fate crushed over, no one knew who would be involved first.
The only thing she can do now is to accompany Yuanyuan more.
The next day, Yan Anzhen went to knock on the door next door as usual, but this time there was no clear voice of children, but the sound of slow slippers hitting the stone bricks, and then the door was opened with a small slit, Jiang Youshu was only exposed behind the door. The eyes and voice were a little dull: “Sister Qianhe, I’m a little unhappy today, I can’t play with you anymore.”
This is still so many days, Jiang Youshu straightforwardly expressed his negative emotions for the first time.
Yan Anzhen stunned, did not move, looked at her warmly through the crack of the door, with a soft tone like feathers flying in the air, and said: “What’s the matter, can I tell my sister? My sister promises not to tell anyone.”
Xiao Jiang Youshu frowned and entangled. As if determined, he suddenly opened the door and pulled Yan Anzhen into the bedroom. She sat on the edge of the bed. She said sullenly, “I’m going to play with Xiaotian this morning. She said that Xu Xian in “The Legend of New White Snake” was played by a girl. She exaggeratedly said that it was not homosexual. It was disgusting. I asked her what it means to be homosexual. She said that it was girls kissing girls and boys kissing boys. It’s not like normal people, no one likes them.”
Yan Anzhen looked at her in silence.
Children at this age have limited knowledge of the world. They can only explore the world from places that they usually have more contact with, such as the Internet, parents, friends, and teachers. They are too small and no one will pay attention to this group of children. In the inner world, they don’t care about their views and feelings about things, and no one will patiently guide them. When they begin to take root in this society based on the one-sided information they have obtained, many voices of crusade come to them. Body.
There are a lot of truths that should be taught, and adults are secretive about it.
At that time, Yan Anzhen was not a victim.
She did not expect that because of her words, Yuanyuan would experience the confusion she experienced when she was a child.
Therefore, Yan Anzhen held Xiao Yuanyuan’s hand and stared at her. After the shock and shyness in her eyes turned into concentration, Yan Anzhen slowly said: “Yuanyuan, homosexuality is not disgusting. Some people don’t like them. For various reasons, we cannot decide the preferences of others, but you have to know that homosexuality itself is not wrong, and it is not a shameful thing. You like a person, and she happens to be the same gender as you, but your gender does not affect Your love for each other. As long as you like individuals loyally, passionately, and frankly, then there is nothing wrong with the matter itself.”
She didn’t expect Yuanyuan, who was only ten years old, to immediately understand the truth. There are many people who have lived for decades without understanding.
Jiang Youshu’s eyes were foggy, and the fog soon dispersed, like a bamboo forest after a spring rain, revealing a clear appearance.
Jiang Youshu smiled and said, “I know, just like I like my sister, this is not disgusting.”
The author has something to say: the first love of two people is not each other, but also each other~
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