I Love You Every Time You Play (wearing a Book) - Chapter 65

She wanted to tell her the brave Yuanyuan, she could not do without her. Even if Yuanyuan has a lot of little lovers, even if she is not sure whether it is “like” or “fresh”, even if she doesn’t know the weight of the phrase “I love you”, she is already deeply trapped and cannot escape. , I just want to tie her to her side and hide it in her heart so that no one will find it.

If she didn’t receive that text message, it would be fine, so she could deceive herself and pretend that she was normal, and then she could gently hug Yuanyuan in her arms and find her crazy-thinking lips. Kiss softly and fiercely.

But she received it. She knew that she was distorted, and her inside was riddled with holes, but she was wearing the most gorgeous and upright human skin.

She closed her eyes, trying to calm herself down.

Seeing that she hadn’t spoken for a long time, Jiang Youshu felt a bit wronged. She ignited her courage by desperately, but failed to get the answer she hoped. Even the other party pushed her away because of being too frightened. This was the first confession in her life. Yet?

The two fell into a heavy silence.

Until, Yan Anzhen spoke and called her: “Jiang Youshu.”

Seriously, call her name.

Jiang Youshu’s body was shocked, her chest seemed to be turned into a dance floor, and her heart was dancing inside. Her throat became tight and she coughed as soon as she uttered. Then she cleared her throat and quickly said, “You said, I’m listening.”

Yan Anzhen was silent again. After a minute, she said, “I don’t want to lie to you. Actually, I like you too, maybe more than I like. I love you.”

Jiang Youshu felt emptied when he heard the first half of the sentence. Suddenly when he heard the second half, the one who came before Huanxi was stunned. A Zhen’s tone was too solemn, and she pressed herself like weeds. The joy and sweetness of the general crazy growth, continue to listen to her second half sentence.

If she had a tail, it would have been wagging to the sky at this time.

Yan Anzhen said quietly: “I just lied about your photos and your lover. Since I love you, how can I not be jealous or jealous, but I don’t dislike or hate you like that, I just feel a little sorry. You can’t get to know you one step ahead of them to make you like me earlier.”

Jiang Youshu listened, because he was so happy that the corners of his mouth were upset, and thought, fortunately, you didn’t get to know Lei earlier, otherwise it was Jiang Jiang who was smiling and me who was crying.

Yan Anzhen continued to speak on her own, with a little dazed tone, and said: “After I found out what you mean to me, I thought about confession, but…”

Seeing her pause, Jiang Youshu spoke softly and said, “What?”

“I won’t be a good companion.” Yan Anzhen closed her eyes and heard the occasional sound of howling on the road outside the window, and said, “Yuanyuan, I am not as good as you imagined. If I rashly be with you now, It will only bring you more harm. I thought about this problem and didn’t fall asleep all night. I went to find out what a long and benign relationship looks like, and I also found that the first time you fall in love needs attention. I have also read a lot of papers about homosexuality, and I have read almost all the materials I can find.”

Jiang Youshu was shocked, and he was ashamed to say that it was A Zhen, who was so solemn and serious in a relationship. What to do, she seems to like her better.

Yan Anzhen said: “Finally, I came to a conclusion that if I am forcibly with you now, there will be no good ending. For a while, we got along sweet and harmonious, which almost confuses me and makes me think that we are between us. Maybe there are not so many obstacles, but I was wrong.” She kept avoiding Jiang Youshu’s gaze after the bath tonight, and pushing away from her pressed body is the best proof.

Jiang Youshu was a little confused, and asked: “You mean you like me, but you can’t be with me. For some reason, you may hurt me. You are afraid that such a relationship will not last long, are you?”

As expected, Yuanyuan accurately grasped what she wanted to express.

Jiang Youshu asked cautiously: “Then I may know, what is the reason?” She was afraid of offending her, and she was sad because she was afraid of thinking of something.

Yan Anzhen listened, feeling heartache.

The more gentle Yuanyuan is, the more sad she is.

After a long time, she said: “Sorry.”

She was not ready to tell Yuanyuan about those things. Tonight is not a good time. If she wants to start from the beginning, I am afraid that both of them will have insomnia. Yuanyuan just got up the courage to confess, she will have to go to the company to face the rumors in two days, she doesn’t want to add trouble to Yuanyuan anymore.

Jiang Youshu shook his head, smiled, and said softly: “You don’t have to say sorry to me, A Zhen, I will never force you to do anything. In fact, I can wait for a sentence, “I like you too.” I’m already satisfied. That’s enough, A Zhen, let me know that I’m not alone, I’ll find a way for the rest. I won’t give up on you, and of course I won’t feel it because of your few words. It’s troublesome to be with you, I will try harder to walk by your side and hug you tightly.”

“You don’t have to do anything, just let me come. As long as you say you love me, I will run to you for the remaining 100 steps.”

Yan Anzhen was startled, the needle in her heart seemed to sink deeper and deeper.

She had always known that when she came out of the hospital with a broken foot that day, Yuanyuan squatted halfway in front of her. Looking up at her, she saw the mature and gentle soul in Yuanyuan’s body.

All kinds of charming, charming, sweet and lustful, and occasionally silly, are just Jiang Youshu’s external manifestations, and her soul needs to be more tolerant and warm.

Yan Anzhen gently pressed her finger against the corner of her eye, and she said: “But, I will hurt you…”

“Don’t be afraid, A Zhen.” Jiang Youshu whispered softly, seeming to coax the child, with a calming magic, “No road in this world is smooth, no matter which direction you go, it is just It’s harder and harder. In that case, why should I choose the path I want to go the most. Ah Zhen, since you have read so many articles and documents, you know that two independent people want to be together for a long time. , Need to go through a long run-in, may be worn with blood, after all, no one is born a perfect lover.

“You may hurt me, how can I be sure that I won’t make you sad — of course I will try my best not to make you sad — but if you are afraid because of this and look forward and backward, then I will feel sorry for my silence For the first time in twenty years, such a vivid heart.

“A Zhen, I have plucked up the courage to confess tonight. I don’t ask you to let go of your heart and accept me. Just ask you to be brave for me once. Don’t give up on me easily.”

Yan Anzhen blinked her eyes, the corners of her eyes moist.

She really, hasn’t been like this for a long time, moved and sad.

She Yan Anzhen was so lucky to meet Jiang Youshu.

Jiang Youshu showed her determination. Although she still doesn’t know what her heart knot is, she is determined to be with her. If she retreats now because of a text message, then she is not worthy of Jiang Youshu’s feelings.

She had just understood what she wanted, she clearly still had the courage to fight her heart knot, how could that courage disappear now?

Yan Anzhen sighed and said, “I won’t give up on you. I said, I can’t live without you anymore.”

Jiang Youshu’s eyes were shining, and she almost saw the stars in the sky.

“Then we…” Jiang Youshu approached quietly, like a little cat who wanted to please the owner but was afraid that the owner would be annoying. He poked her arm with a finger and said expectantly, “Are you together?”

Yan Anzhen looked at her sideways and suddenly noticed the gap between the two, so she raised her hand and pressed the quilt that was vacated in the middle, and whispered: “Will you wait for me for a while? I’m not running away, and I don’t want to abandon you. I just need to deal with something to make your journey a little smoother. Although you are not afraid of harm, I will feel distressed.” Speak slowly and slowly, giving her enough time to think.

She didn’t wait long, Jiang Youshu was so emotional when she heard it, she nodded without thinking, only felt that a heart had become honey, incredibly sweet, and said, “Okay, I’ll be waiting for you.”

“Yuanyuan.” She raised her hand, touched Jiang Youshu’s head, rubbed it twice, and her heart rose silently.

It was like sea water, bit by bit, over her chest, over her head, drowning her in this sudden happiness.

Perhaps, not as bad as she thought.

Professor Yan, who had just talked about it, felt that the night was a little too sweet.

Jiang Youshu said that he was very happy to be touched, and he leaned closer. A furry head arched and arched to Yan Anzhen’s shoulders. With the previous lesson, he dared not engage in a sudden attack, so he slowly raised his head. Pouted: “Yuanyuan wants to kiss her.”

Yan Anzhen could not help but laugh at the words that seemed like a three-year-old child acting like a baby, but she was willing to accompany her childishly.

She moved, pulling the quilt so as not to let the cold wind in, and then lowered her head and lowered her eyes. There was infinite tenderness in her eyes, as deep as the sea.

Jiang Youshu felt that it was getting hotter and hotter, and his head was dizzy. He couldn’t help saying, “Yuanyuan still needs to hug.”

Yan Anzhen stiffened almost imperceptibly, and then sighed silently. She moved a little away, squeezed her face, and said quietly, “Okay, don’t make trouble, go to sleep.”

The body reacted, and every cell was clamoring for desire. The other party flicked his hand and suddenly stopped. It was nothing but merciless. Jiang Youshu deliberately grinded his teeth and said, “Woman, you are playing with fire.”

Professor Yan, who had never seen the overbearing president fall in love with my little words, was stunned, and asked solemnly: “What playing with fire?”

This made Jiang Youshu stunned. When she reacted, she laughed, because this night was too happy, and her laughter seemed to have become a lot of low-level: “Yes, it’s just a stalk, I forgot Professor Xiao Yan. Reading novels hahahahaha.”

Yan Anzhen didn’t seem to like the barriers on this topic, frowned, and said seriously: “You can push me some novels, let me see.”

Does the overbearing president fall in love with my Professor Yan? Jiang Youshu’s mind immediately showed that she was sitting upright at the desk with top journals in the biology field beside her, but staring at the novels on the mobile web pages without blinking her eyes, she couldn’t help laughing louder.

“Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, I think Professor Xiao Yan uh-“

The sound instantly disappeared into the night.

The author has something to say: Author: Originally I wanted to describe two delicate and gentle kisses, but…the reason is that the little cuties also know that they can only fall in love in the future. I hope the little cuties will understand and change it seven or eight times this morning. I vomited, and even the last few paragraphs of yesterday were marked out for me, me? ? ? ? ? ?

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