I Love You the Most in the World - Chapter 137
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“Not good.” Lin Anlan refused, “how can we go back to the beginning? I’m already in love with him. How can I be willing to go back to the beginning? ”
“No Jiang Xu desperately denied his love, “you don’t love him, you are just cheated by him, Xiaolan, you give him up.”
“I don’t like to know for myself.”
He looked at Jiang Xu, calm and serious, “in the past, you asked me what I like, I said at that time, I like what I like. Now, I still have this answer. I like what I like. Cheng Yu is what I like, so I like Cheng Yu. I won’t give up on him, and I can’t give up on him. I’ve only loved him for so many years, so no matter what happens, I won’t give up on him. ”
“Even if he hurt you later?”
“He won’t hurt me.”
“How do you know?” Jiang Xu said angrily, “how long have you been together? How long have you known each other? Ten years ago, you said that you would not give up on me.”
“So I didn’t give up on you, did I?” Lin an LAN sighed, he said, “you give up me, not I give up you first.”
“When I treat you as a friend, I also trust you. No matter what others say, I always stand on your side.”
“Jiang Xu, if I trust a person, it’s my unreserved trust. I don’t doubt whether he will hurt me or not, and I don’t imagine that we will go our separate ways in the future.”
“You used to be like this, and now Cheng Yu is even more like this.”
“If one day, Cheng Yu really hurt me, I will not regret it, because at this time, at this moment, I really love him and trust him.”
“But,” he said with a smile, “I guess Cheng Yu won’t hurt me. Even in ten or twenty years, as long as he’s still him, he won’t hurt me.”
Jiang Xu has nothing to say.
He didn’t know what to say, and he had nothing more to say.
This is Lin Anlan. He is familiar with Lin Anlan.
When Lin Anlan cares about a person, he doesn’t accept anyone’s alienation. He only takes each other seriously according to his own mind.
But when he doesn’t care about a person, he doesn’t accept anyone’s advice. He doesn’t squint and can’t see his existence in his eyes.
He used to care about Lin Anlan, but now he doesn’t care.
Cheng Yu himself doesn’t care, but now he does.
What he said about Cheng Yu finally fell on him.
He longed for the hope of desperate hope, Lin Anlan back, but Lin Anlan has found a new direction, stride forward.
He doesn’t look back. He never looks back.
Light rain is falling, and the sky is like a curtain of water. Foggy, Lin Anlan opens the door and gets out of the nanny’s car. He sees Cheng Yu standing not far away with his back to his umbrella.
Yang Wang has disappeared. Cheng Yu doesn’t know when he came. He just stands not far away, looking at the distance, holding an umbrella.
He is always like this, no matter when, he is gentle and considerate.
Even if Ming knows that there are only Jiang Xu and him in the car, even if Ming knows that Jiang Xu is looking for him at this time, it will be no good.
He is also standing quietly, guarding far away, giving him freedom and security.
Eight years of secret love brought him not only love but also prudence.
He restrained his feelings and did not dare to overstep the rules. He hid all his admiration, jealousy, discontent and loss in his heart, leaving him only happiness and joy.
Lin Anlan, who has lost his memory, can’t see Cheng Yu’s fear and worry. He doesn’t know that everything is false. He just thinks that his lover’s conduct is correct and the sun is gentle.
Lin Anlan, who has a complete memory, sees all the negative emotions he tries to hide through his gentle sunshine.
He will also be unwilling, envious, dissatisfied, frustrated, afraid, and will go his own way towards knowing that he can’t do it.
Therefore, he likes Cheng Yu who always shows sunshine joy in front of him, but he also loves Cheng Yu who hides his negative emotions in places he can’t see.
He is like a long-distance traveler, full of the frost and ice, full of complaints and sorrow, but when he arrived at his cabin, he was covered with dust, wind and snow, changed into a smile, and knocked on his heart in the best condition.
He’s true. He’s been gone too long.
Lin Anlan walked towards him, step by step, slowly towards him.
Cheng Yu seemed to hear the voice, turned around and saw Lin Anlan coming towards him in the rain.
It didn’t rain much, but he was still worried about Lin Anlan’s health, so he rushed up.
He walked very fast, three or five steps to Lin Anlan, the umbrella in his head.
“No umbrella.” Cheng Yu said softly.
Lin Anlan looked at his concerned face, raised his hand abruptly, pressed the umbrella in his hand, covered his upper body, and then stood on tiptoe to kiss his lips.
Cheng Yu is startled, almost at a loss, and can only stand still.
The rain rolled down the surface of the umbrella and fell on the ground drop by drop.
Jiang Xu stands not far away, his dark umbrella obscures his sight. He can’t see what Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu are doing, but he can also guess something from Lin Anlan’s posture of closing to Cheng Yu.
He stood stunned, the rain fell on him, cold to the bone.
Cheng Yu Leng for a moment, then unconsciously opened the distance of Lin Anlan, surprised to look at him.
His umbrella was slightly over Lin Anlan, but he was exposed under the rain curtain and wet his hair.
He was a little puzzled. He was surprised later and said in a low voice, “how come all of a sudden? I’m not afraid to be seen. ”
Lin Anlan laughs, with curved eyebrows, reaches for his neck, and kisses him in his surprise.
He rubbed his lips intimately. He only felt that Cheng Yu’s lips were soft and gentle. He bit them gently and said cunningly, “sooner or later, you’ll have to announce it.”
Cheng Yu almost can’t hold the umbrella in his hand, but his heart is jumping wildly.
He didn’t quite understand that Lin Anlan just talked with Jiang Xu for a while, how to come out again, and it became like this.
“Did you say anything?” He asked hesitantly.
“Well.” Lin Anlan nodded, “said I love you, also said no matter how the future, I will believe you.”
He stepped forward, hugged Cheng Yu and leaned against him, “so, he is very unhappy, but I think, Xiaohua, you should be very happy.”
Cheng Yu was quiet for a long time, and then he finally seemed to understand. He hugged him and was in an excited mood
He couldn’t help kissing Lin Anlan’s side face and hugging the person in his arms.
He didn’t want Lin Anlan to see Jiang Xu, but now he thinks it’s OK to see him.
As long as Lin Anlan likes him, it doesn’t matter whether Jiang Xu or others.
Even if they met, they could not turn over any waves and break them up.
Standing in the rain, Cheng Yu felt that it had never been so sunny.
He was holding Lin Anlan. The umbrella cut off his sight. He couldn’t see Jiang Xu, neither could Jiang Xu.
They are divided into two worlds by an umbrella.
And Lin Anlan is in Cheng Yu’s world.
Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu didn’t hold each other for long, so they let go and went back.
Cheng Yu then sees Jiang Xu standing in front of the car door, looking at them in the rain.
He didn’t pay attention to it. He took back his sight and accompanied Lin Anlan with his umbrella.
Lin Anlan didn’t look back, leaving Jiang Xu alone, watching them walk away side by side.
They are so harmonious, with the same pace, and close to each other. Cheng Yu leans his umbrella to Lin Anlan, as if for fear that he might get a drop of rain. Lin Anlan lowers his head and occasionally looks up at Cheng Yu to see the smile on his face.
Jiang Xu looks at him as if he had seen him and Lin Anlan, but now his position has changed into Cheng Yu, whom he hates most.
He just as he expected, sure enough, still robbed Lin Anlan.
Jiang Xu leaned against the car, feeling the rain on his face. His face was gray, and he seemed to have lost his last anger.
When it rained, everyone went back to the lounge.
Lin Anlan takes Cheng Yu into his lounge. Yang Wang consciously hands him dry towels and clothes.
But Lin Anlan doesn’t need them. Although Cheng Yu let himself get wet a lot, he really protected him. So he only got wet on the two steps of getting off the bus from the beginning to the end. His clothes were wet with rain vapor, but he didn’t get wet.
The rest room here is relatively simple. It’s just one room. It’s used to make up, change clothes and rest. Because the sound insulation effect is not very good, Lin Anlan didn’t choose it when talking with Jiang Xu.
Now it’s raining, so he comes back to take shelter.
Lin Anlan wipes Cheng Yu’s hair and feels his thin sweater a little wet. If he wants to change one, he lets the others leave first.
Zosiya wanted to ask him something, but he didn’t refuse. He took Yang Wang to find other people and left space for them.
“Change your sweater and coat.” Lin Anlan said, “be careful to catch cold.”
Cheng Yu nodded, took off his coat, raised his hand and took off his sweater again.
Lin Anlan changed a dry towel and wiped it for him. Seeing that there was no water mark on the towel, he was relieved – it seems that he didn’t get too wet.
Cheng Yu felt it and looked back at him.
Lin Anlan said with a smile, “what are you looking at? Put on your clothes quickly and be careful of catching cold.”
The weather in April is warm and cold, especially when it rains.
Cheng Yu does not feel cold, backhand floor over Lin Anlan, put people in his arms.
He was just in front of the car, worried about being outdoors. Lin Anlan kissed him twice, but he didn’t dare to kiss him back. He was afraid that he couldn’t help himself and wanted to get more.
Now, it’s OK.
Cheng Yu didn’t speak. He lowered his head and kissed Lin Anlan’s lips.
Lin Anlan was a little surprised, but he didn’t refuse. He hugged him on the shoulder and slowly kissed him back.
Cheng Yuqi’s first kiss was gentle, but later it was very hot. He tried hard to rub people into his arms.
He kisses Lin Anlan’s lips and asks him about his jaw and neck after the ravages. Lin Anlan gasps and feels Cheng Yu bite his ear.
He seemed to have enough kisses at last. He lowered his voice and burned Lin Anlan’s ears.
Lin Anlan leans on him and reminds him in a soft voice, “if you don’t wear clothes again, you really should catch a cold.”