I Love You the Most in the World - Chapter 143
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Wang Qi is still worried. He asks Lin Anlan when he will come.
Lin Anlan looked at his announcement and told him that it was almost the day after tomorrow.
He called Cheng Yu and asked if he had time. They went together.
Cheng Yu doesn’t want to go very much. He has been upset since he heard the news that Jiang Xu was injured. Now let him go to see Jiang Xu. He wants Jiang Xu to stay in bed forever. He doesn’t want to wake up again. Every time he is a little happier, he can’t wait to jump out and destroy his happiness.
But he was more reluctant to let Lin Anlan go alone, so he promised, “have time.”
“I’ll see you in the hospital then.” Lin Anlan said.
“Well.”
Cheng Yu hangs up and sits quietly on the sofa.
He did not expect that Jiang Xu would use such a trump card and gamble his own life.
He didn’t expect that he could be so determined and so desperate.
He won, Lin Anlan finally willing to look back at him, finally willing to take the initiative to come to him.
After such a long stalemate, they were finally broken after the accident.
But Jiang Xu wants more than Lin Anlan. Cheng Yu knows what he wants, so he’s instinctively upset.
He was afraid that Lin Anlan would agree with Jiang Xu so that he could live healthily.
Even more afraid that Lin Anlan would not agree with Jiang Xu, he would regret his departure in the future.
For the first time, he felt that Jiang Xu probably shouldn’t have lived in the world. Without Cheng Feng’s dissolubility, there would not be Jiang Xu and his uneasiness.
He never wants to be Cheng Feng’s ideal son.
Cheng Yu had a busy day and then drove to the hospital.
Lin Anlan has arrived. He is waiting for him in the car. Now when he arrives, he gets out of the car.
Two people meet in the elevator, and then take the elevator to the floor where Jiang Xu is.
There are not many people who know about Jiang Xu’s injury. His agent keeps the news down so as not to cause excessive worry of fans.
Before Jiang Xu wakes up, his agent takes Lin Anlan and they go to Jiang Xu’s hospital bed, their eyes full of worry.
Lin Anlan looked at his familiar people lying in the hospital bed, emaciated, for a moment, he didn’t seem to hate him so much.
He once saw his adoptive mother lying in such a hospital bed and his adoptive father lying in such a hospital bed. Now, he sees Jiang Xu.
At this moment, his heart softened.
Lin Anlan never hoped that he would have an accident. He even knew that they could not cross the road completely, so he said that they could be ordinary friends and nodding friends.
He sighed in his heart and asked Jiang Xu’s agent what he was doing now.
Jiang Xu’s condition is not very good. He woke up once after the operation, but soon fell asleep. His injury is not serious, but his will to survive is not strong, not willing to actively cooperate with the treatment.
“He’s been like this for half a year. He has no spirit at all. When he asks what happened to him, he doesn’t say it. It’s very urgent.” The broker said helplessly.
Lin Anlan understood.
He did it on purpose. He wanted to die, so he didn’t want to live after he was rescued.
He felt that if he was more cruel, he should probably say, “if you want to die, die.”
But he didn’t have the ruthlessness he thought, so he could only whisper, “if the injury is not serious.”
“Let me know when he wakes up.” Lin Anlan to Wang Qidao.
Wang Qi nodded and asked him, “don’t you stay to take care of him?”
“No, I have a play to shoot.”
Lin Anlan said, and Cheng Yu left, he left without a trace of nostalgia, the whole process did not delay too much time, he did not even need to this time, to ask the crew for leave.
Cheng Yu was a little relieved and accompanied him down the elevator.
Lin Anlan pulled him into his car and let Pei Qiu drive.
Since Cheng Yu sent Pei Qiu, his driver has become Pei Qiu. He is probably afraid that something might happen to him. Besides going to the toilet, Pei Qiu wants to follow him all the time. Lin Anlan is not used to it at first, but now she is used to it.
“Are you worried?” He holds Cheng Yu’s hand and looks back at him.
Cheng Yu denied, “No.”
“Then you never talk.”
“I don’t know what to say.” Cheng Yu looked at him, “he looks like this, what I say, it seems not suitable.”
“It’s OK.” Lin Anlan took his hand against his arms, let his hand around his waist.
“No matter what he does, it won’t affect us.”
He took a look at Cheng Yu and said with a smile, “you promised me before. You have to believe in yourself. Have you forgotten?”
Cheng Yu didn’t forget that he was alive, and Jiang Xu, who was ready to die, was destined not to be in the same balance.
He can believe that when he and Jiang Xu are alive, Lin Anlan will care more about him; When he and Jiang Xu are dead, Lin Anlan will miss him even more.
However, when he was alive and Jiang Xu died, he did not know whether Lin Anlan would have a psychological burden.
He silently hugged the person in his arms, kissed his forehead, and said to him, “you’re right, it will be OK.”
He thinks Jiang Xu is really cruel, so cruel that he can’t tell whether he cares about Lin Anlan or doesn’t care about Lin Anlan.
He can want to end his life because he doesn’t look back, but he won’t worry about whether Lin Anlan will be sad after he ends his life.
Only he, only he will stand in Lin Anlan’s position, thinking about his mood.
So only he can bring him eternal happiness.
He is the one who loves him most in the world, and he will be really happy only when he is with himself again.
Cheng Yu is not so worried at this moment. He kisses Lin Anlan’s lips. Lin Anlan looks up and kisses him slowly. He gently rubs Cheng Yu’s back and kisses him comfortingly. Then he feels Cheng Yu bites his lips.
Lin Anlan looked up and saw Cheng Yu laughing. There was a little light in the corner of his eyes. He looked at himself as if all the haze had disappeared.
Lin Anlan was relieved and began to laugh.
“Don’t worry?” He asked.
When Cheng Yu picked him up, he gave him a kiss on the back of his hand and said to him, “I will never let you make such a choice.”
Lin Anlan suddenly felt uncomfortable.
Uncomfortable, gratified, happy and aggrieved, he hugs Cheng Yu, leans on his arms and rubs his shoulder slightly. Cheng Yu hugs his shoulder and kisses his head gently.
Lin Anlan commissary grievance rubs on his shoulder for a long time, just stopped action, quietly lean against him.
He was silent for a long time before he said, “he doesn’t care about me. I know what I said.”
At that time, Jiang Xu kept refuting, as if he had made a mistake, but the result was so.
Jiang Xu doesn’t care about him, he cares more about himself, so he wants to make himself feel guilty.
He didn’t care what his guilty self would be like.
Lin Anlan unconsciously reinforces Cheng Yu and wants to hide himself in his body. In this world, he is the only one who can rely on warmth.
It’s just him.
“He doesn’t care about me, so I don’t want to care about him.”
Cheng Yu patted him on the shoulder and said, “well.”
“I hate this kind of behavior. I hate threatening others with my own life.”
“He’s not right.”
Lin Anlan nods, looks up at him, kisses his chin, and then slowly kisses his mouth.
Cheng Yu gently kisses him and holds him in his lap. “I’ll hold you.”
“Well.” Lin Anlan is content with him.
Pei Qiu secretly glances at the rearview mirror and thinks it’s too magical. Lin Anlan is usually mature and calm. When she went to see Cheng Feng, she was more rational and fearless. The elder Cheng Feng was speechless and had nothing to do with him. But at this time, she seems to be less mature.
Is that love?
Pei Qiu thinks he wants to try it too. It seems that it’s very different!
He drove all the way back to the shooting place without saying anything. Cheng Yu accompanied Lin Anlan for a while, and then left to do his own business.
Lin Anlan changed her clothes, put on her make-up and went to film again.
Zhuozia asked him secretly when he was resting, “how is Jiang Xu?”
“It’s not a big deal.”
“That’s good.”
Yeah, that’s good.
It’s a life in the end. Even drosia, who has a general relationship with him, is worried that he is willing to give up. He doesn’t know what to say about him. He still doesn’t respect himself and life.
That night, Jiang Xu opened his eyes again.
Wang Qi was taking care of him. Seeing that he woke up, he ran to him in surprise and asked him how he felt and whether he wanted to eat.
“Brother Jiang, you don’t know. Everyone is worried. Now the news hasn’t spread out, otherwise your fans should cry.”
Jiang Xu listen to, also don’t know to listen to don’t listen to go in, “small LAN know?”
“Yes, I informed Ringo.”
“Did he come to see me?”
“Here he is. He came with Mr. Cheng Yu.”
When he finished, he remembered that Jiang Xu didn’t seem to like Cheng Yu. He said hurriedly, “teacher Cheng Yu is also worried about you. When he came, his face has always been dignified. Brother Jiang, I don’t think teacher Cheng doesn’t like you.”
Jiang Xu sneered, “how much do you know?”
When Wang Qi heard the speech, he bowed his head and did not speak.
“Get me a glass of water. It’s not hot.”
Wang Qi immediately went to get water for him.
“Wait a minute.” Jiang Xu suddenly stopped him, “tell Xiao Lan, I wake up.”
“Good.”
Jiang Xu is lying on the hospital bed with no waves or waves in his heart. He has been walking between life and death. He thinks he is going to die, but he somehow survived. Is he still unable to die?
Why? He has nothing left. Why can’t he die?
Jiang Xu closed his eyes and lay still.
When Lin Anlan heard Wang Qi say that he woke up, he felt relieved. “I know.”
“Then you will come, won’t you?” Wang Qi is obviously very happy, “brother Jiang woke up and asked you, brother Lin, if there is any misunderstanding between you, can we have a good talk, brother Jiang really cares about you.”
Lin Anlan listened to the words he tried to persuade and said with a smile, “you’re very kind to him.”
“He’s my boss, and he’s nice to me, so I hope he can have a smooth career and life. You’re also very good, lingo, so I hope you don’t get me wrong.”
“Don’t worry, there’s no misunderstanding.” Lin Anlan said.
“That’s good.” Wang Qi said happily.
Lin Anlan thinks that he is really simple. He has made conflicts without misunderstanding, which is more troublesome than making conflicts with misunderstanding. However, his little assistant naturally doesn’t need to know about these.