I Once Loved You Humbly - C173
After resting in the hospital for a few days, my grandparents, Bo Lengqing and the rest of them took turns to take care of me.
Bo Lengqing knew that I did not want to see him. Every time, I would stand at the resting room outside the ward, only coming in if I needed to.
The child was gone, and I seemed to have regained consciousness overnight. I was as calm as ever, but the thought of having had a small life in my belly and being empty at this moment made me feel a little uncomfortable.
These two days, my uncle often came to visit me, so he stayed there for a long time.
Sometimes, I would also advise her that rather than staying here with me, it would be better to stay with the person who needs him more than me.
He smiled and nodded every time, but I knew that my uncle was a good man. He never liked to make things difficult for others, let alone people he liked.
Otherwise, how could Murong Xue live such a long life alone in front of his uncle’s eyes?
That day, not long after Uncle left, there was a knock at the door of my ward. Not long after that, someone pushed the door open.
“Is that Ye Xing? Pour me a glass of water… ”
The person didn’t say anything. After playing with the water, he placed it on my bedside table. I turned around and saw a familiar face.
“Ah Xue? Why are you here? ” I propped myself up.
“Just now at the nurses station, I accidentally saw your name. When I went downstairs, I also saw Second Young Master Bo, so I decided that you lived here too. Your ward is very close to my mom, so I wanted to take a look …”
“What a coincidence …” Madam Murong’s body… ”
“It’s still the same as before. However, my mental state is a little better than before …” “And you, why are you hospitalized?”
My face immediately paled, and my hand subconsciously touched my stomach.
She immediately understood and gently placed her hand on mine. “He treats you, okay?”
Her voice was very gentle, just like her mother’s. It was so gentle that it made one want to cry.
“He really treats me very well. He thinks everything through for me. There are some things …” I didn’t go on.
“There are some things that he thinks are good for you, but in reality, they only aggravate your pain, right?”
“Sometimes, I really don’t know what to do …”
“The person beside you, do you know him?” Murong Xue looked into my eyes and asked me seriously.
“I don’t know.” If it was in the past, I would have said I understood without hesitation, but what I understood was that he hadn’t become Bo Lengqing yet.
The current him was no longer the same as the him from before.
He had shouldered too much, he could not speak.
“Sometimes, love isn’t everything. Especially when you discover that a relationship can bring you, or the people around you, endless pain.”
Murong Xue said and sighed.
“Why? Could it be that your love, has once caused you pain and suffering? ”
She looked at me with a complicated expression, wanting to say something but hesitating.
In the end, she said nothing, just tucked me in again and left.
Deep in the night.
As I lay on the sickbed, maybe it was because I had lain here for too long recently, I couldn’t fall asleep no matter how I tossed and turned, trying to find someone to chat with. But since there was no one around, I suddenly remembered that Ye Xing had told me that it was my uncle who was keeping watch at night.
I thought of Murong Xue. She told me that her mother’s ward was nearby.
Could it be that, Uncle …
This floor of ours is the VIP private ward. When night comes, it will be very quiet here.
I didn’t know why, but I wanted to go out and find my uncle. I supported myself on the bed and walked out cautiously.
By some strange coincidence, I discovered that Murong Xue’s mother’s sickroom and mine were only separated by two to three rooms.
I walked over slowly. Through the observation window at the door of the ward, I saw my uncle sitting next to Murong Xue’s mother’s bed!
Madam Murong was sleeping peacefully while his uncle accompanied him at the side.
Suddenly, the sound of a cell phone ringing came from inside the sickroom. Uncle quickly turned his hand into a mute, and I saw Madam Murong, who was on the sickbed, frowning, but did not open his eyes.
In fact, she probably wasn’t asleep yet.
Cancer patient, every minute is enduring pain, sleeping a peaceful sleep, it is too extravagant, I was like this before, so extra clear.
“Aunty, I’m sorry …” I woke you up. ”
Uncle’s apologetic voice came from the ward.
Madam Murong slowly sat up from the bed. Because of the pain and suffering, she looked very haggard.
“I’ve been lying on my bed everyday and I’m already tired. Anyway, I can’t sleep right now. If you have time, would you like to chat with me?”
Uncle nodded.
“These few days, after Ah Xue and the others return, you will always come over. Every time you come over, I always know. But I guess you’d be embarrassed if I kept my eyes open. ”
Madam Murong was very gentle. Her eyebrows were soft from head to toe, and the way she looked at her uncle made her seem like a mother.
Uncle said nothing.
“I know what you’re thinking about Ah Xue, and I also know that the mistakes of the previous generation shouldn’t be borne by you, but at that time, Ah Yao, you would rather not marry … No matter what the reason is, your uncle Murong has always felt guilty towards Ah Yao, which is why … Don’t blame him. ”
“I know …”
“All these years, you and Ah Xue have always lived separately. I know that Ah Xue has always been hiding from me and not seeing you. It’s not that she doesn’t want to see you, it’s just that she doesn’t dare to see you, afraid to see you. She knew that what Yao wanted was all of her … Ah Yao is not a bad child, she only hates me, she hates my existence, she separated her parents, that’s why she wanted to get them back from Ah Xue … However, I don’t have much time left. ”
“Ye Tao, I have never begged anyone in my life. After I die, Ah Yao will no longer target Ah Xue, Ah Xue has suffered enough, can you help Aunt take good care of her?”
“Aunty, don’t say it like that. You will definitely live for a hundred years …”
Madam Murong shook her head: “Living is too painful. My entire life is filled with lies and lies, and I even brought in the happiness of my daughter … Ye Tao, this child, Ah Xue, is stubborn and stubborn. All these years, she has already recognized you. Ah Xue has always been afraid, afraid that she would accidentally end up like me again. She doesn’t want the tragedy to repeat itself … ”
“Between Murong Yao and I, there was nothing at all. However, she had never been willing to believe me.” Uncle’s voice was very dejected.
“How do you know that Ah Xue has never believed you? You still don’t know her well enough. ” The Madam Murong said, sighed, and told his uncle a story.
“In the past in Ah Xue, because of her engagement with you, she had gotten into an argument with her father. If her father insisted on breaking you apart, she would voluntarily give up her identity as the successor of Murong Family and break off all relations with him! You should know that, right? ”
I heard Ye Xing say this before, at that time, was Murong Xue threatening her father?
“You all thought that the Ah Xue used retreat to advance, and wanted to use her withdrawal Murong Family to threaten her father. But only I knew that she really had the heart to leave the Murong Family. Because, as long as she completely leaves the Murong Family, she will not have to shoulder the sins that her father has committed, and use her love to atone for the sins of Ah Yao! ”
So it was like that. But even though she had given up everything, she still failed.
“That day, when Ah Xue left home, she was too emotional, so much that she didn’t notice the car flying over when she was crossing the road … That car accident didn’t hurt her confidence, but it crippled her right hand! Her dream is to become the world’s most outstanding designer, but, her hand, will never be able to write again! ”
It’s no wonder that when I first met the Ah Xue, such an antique workshop like that had advanced equipment that was incompatible with others. When the Ah Xue was working, he always used his left hand. All of this was caused by the accident!
“When she left home, she was already three months pregnant. In that car accident, Ah Xue lost too much blood. Fortunately, she managed to save the child, who was forced to stay behind. Because of this, her body was severely injured, and even now, she is suffering from an illness. Even in the summer, her body is as cold as an icehouse! “