I Once Loved You Humbly - C222
“Do you have wine?” Qin Sang did not directly answer me.
I did not say anything, but she caught sight of the wine that I had just snatched from Ye Xing’s hands and immediately took it from me, opening the bottle cap and drinking it all in one gulp.
Then, he frowned, “So bitter …”
“Your first drink?” Looking at her awkward appearance, I was a little taken aback.
She shook her head. “No, but I don’t drink much.” As she spoke, she looked at the drunk Ye Xing at the side: “In the past, he would always secretly go out to drink behind my back. I never understood what was so good about it, why do all of them flock to him like a flock of birds … “Until I took a sip myself …”
As Qin Sang spoke, he sighed. “Probably, only people with a bitter heart will find wine to be good to drink.”
I didn’t say anything, because I knew that Qin Sang probably had a lot of things to say as well.
About her, about them.
“Actually, in all these years, there hasn’t been a single person who has truly walked into me, other than him. I know that perhaps no one other than him will love me so much, but I still push him away from me little by little. It has nothing to do with feelings, it has nothing to do with anyone else.
Qin Sang said, as he poured himself another cup, just that this time, she was not like last time.
She took a careful sip. Perhaps the alcohol was too strong, but she still couldn’t help but frown.
“I am a person who is stuck in a nightmare. He is innocent. Everything will be fine if you come at me. You should not implicate him again.”
Qin Sang’s body trembled slightly, no matter how calm she looked.
“Qin Sang…” I was about to try to persuade her, but she suddenly opened her mouth.
“Sister Su Cha, please don’t tell him everything I’ve told you, because whether I love him or not, I won’t be with him.”
“Why? “What happened that year wasn’t your fault alone. No one knew that things would turn out like that …”
“It’s my fault!” Qin Sang suddenly became agitated: “It’s my fault! “That damned person was me. If it wasn’t for me, things wouldn’t have turned out like that …”
It was as if she had suddenly recalled an extremely terrifying memory. She could not help but tremble in fear.
I quickly sat down and gently patted her back. Her hands were trembling as she held a whole bottle of wine. I kept drinking until I drank the entire bottle.
Her face turned red bit by bit and her eyes gradually dimmed down.
“It’s all my fault… If I don’t turn him down… He wouldn’t be so humiliated that he would tear out the spikes on the floor of the tent, and Big Brother wouldn’t die because he saved me … It’s all my fault … ”
Her eyes were red and tears were falling.
“Sorry …” Ye Xing, I’m sorry … I can’t be with you… I can’t turn him down… I can only agree to all of his requests! I owe my big brother my life, I owe my big brother my life! This is what I owe to the brothers… “I’m sorry …”
Qin Sang seemed to have treated me as Ye Xing and kept apologizing to me.
I was about to reach out to comfort her, but she kept backing away, pulling herself into a corner.
“Don’t come over… Don’t come over! I’m not clean… I’m not clean… “Don’t come over here …” Qin Sang hugged herself as she cried and trembled at the same time.
Originally … This is the truth of the matter…
Qin Sang is a good girl, after what happened that time, she must have been very upset, because she took all the mistakes into her own body. For the guilt in her heart, she didn’t dare to be with the person she loved, and no one knew what she promised her twin brother …
Just then, Qin Sang’s phone screen lit up. There was an unread message on it.
“I’m back.”
These words, which did not have any caller ID on them, were plain and white with a sense of strangeness.
But, very quickly, my attention was diverted by other things, because I saw that Qin Sang’s phone was in front of his picture.
The Ye Xing in the picture was sitting in the milk tea shop. The sunlight was shining on his face and he seemed to be waiting for someone, the expression on his face was very beautiful.
Ye Xing probably did not know about this.
When he used all his power to love Qin Sang, she had also always used her own way to torture, endure, and love him.
I feel a little sorry for this girl. This matter must be a huge psychological trauma for Qin Sang. I can’t be with the person I love. I can only pretend I didn’t see it. I can only feel sad for the person I love the most. However, I can’t do anything about it.
estrangement was the best protection Qin Sang could give him.
This feeling…
I think that Ye Xing has also been struggling bitterly this entire time, because he doesn’t know what he did wrong. He also doesn’t know what kind of problem will become an unresolvable contradiction between the two of them.
In his eyes, as long as Qin Sang was willing to be together with him, then nothing would be a problem, but Qin Sang obviously did not think that way.
If I didn’t tell him what had happened today, he would probably spend the rest of his life wondering why he loved me.
I was in a dilemma.
At that moment, I suddenly received a call asking me to return to the company. It was due to some problems in the warehouse that I had to deal with personally.
I looked down at my watch. It’s afternoon now, so I should be fine when I get back before nightfall …
After entrusting the two of them to a waiter, I immediately rushed back to the company.
There were some problems with the company’s storage procedure. Several series of clothes had different degrees of quality problems. It took me a lot of effort to finish them all.
By the time he finished this, the sky was completely dark.
I drove back to the bar box, and the waiter told me that he had taken them to the guest room on the third floor to rest. I was relieved when I sent a message to both of them about the incident, and I left.
When I got back to the office, I was busy with my own things again.
I was busy until late at night before I went to bed. That night, I slept exceptionally well.
The next morning, I was still immersed in my beautiful dream when my phone suddenly rang. There was a series of heavy knocking at the office door, and when I opened it, I saw Ye Xing standing at the door, breathing heavily.
“Why are you here?” I looked at him in surprise.
“Sis, what happened last night?” he asked anxiously.
“What happened?” I was confused.
He barged in immediately, looking extremely anxious.
“Qin Sang… Qin Sang, she… ” He walked back and forth, but it was difficult to say what he wanted to say.
“What happened to you?!” I was getting a little impatient. It was still early in the morning and he was pacing back and forth in front of me.
“Qin Sang, she … Why did it appear on my bed?! ”
He looked ashamed, but he opened his mouth.
“What did you say?!” I looked at him with wide eyes: “How could Qin Sang be on your bed?!”
“I don’t know either …” When I got up this morning, I saw that she and I… Holding each other like that … I … Elder sister, what should I do … I don’t have any memory of last night, I … I am simply not a thing! ”
As he spoke, he slapped himself in self-reproach.
“How do you know what happened last night?” My expression is a little grim. If I remember correctly, both of us were already drunk last night. Even if we slept in the same bed, nothing should have happened.
“I am a man! What’s more … There’s still blood on the bed… I never wanted to hurt her, but I… She must never want to see me again… “You definitely won’t forgive me again …”
Ye Xing’s mood was somewhat low.
“Last night, did you really not have any memories at all?”
I remember what Bo Lengqing told me before, if a man is drunk, then that aspect is impossible. If Ye Xing doesn’t remember anything, then this matter is truly suspicious.
Ye Xing lowered his head, his face revealing a suspicious blush, “While I was in a daze, I dreamt of Qin Sang, but I thought that was just a dream … I really thought it was a dream… “I didn’t think that …”
“So in your dreams, you really did …”
He nodded his head. This gave me a headache. Logically speaking, he should have more or less recovered some consciousness by night!
So last night …
“Sis, I have already decided. I will be responsible for her!”