I Reincarnated as a Villain of an RPG, But I Want to Survive - CH 101

101　Cornered rat, rebuke god’s will

Really, why did it come to this?

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Even though I just wanted to survive

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I wanted to avoid the fate where I would die, then spent my time living a simple life in this new world I reincarnated into

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But then, I was reminded while struggling to survive

It’s hard to live comfortably without families or friends

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That’s why I uncharacteristically worked hard

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Aiming for the world where we can live and laugh without anyone dying

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Just when that goal is before my eyes……

Are you telling me that itself is wrong!?

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『But this is not a game!』

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Even though this is a game world, I was born into this world and lived in this world

Although I’m not in the main cast, I’m not a minor role either!

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Is there anything wrong with wanting to live a proper life in this world?

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『The history where every people in this world are happy should be the right one! Human would make history through their own wills! O god! And human from the past! Don’t obstruct it!!!!』

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My spirit mice, created from all of my holy beast aura

Several hundreds of them attack hero Kares at once

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The opponent can only use a simple technique, so he shouldn’t be able to use water-based technique, which is the sole weakness of them

Be swallowed by the violence of infinite multiplication!

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『Gaaaaaa!』

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However……!

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The primordial threat doesn’t stop his attack to me while being crowded by hundreds of mice!?

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『The fang of spirit mice……, can’t bite through his skin……!?』

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Considering the result, my oppressive ability was overcome by his simple defense power and solidity, which have broken through the limit!?

<Sonezaki Shinjuu>

<Kanatehon Chuushingura>

My two strongest skills have been broken

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『Do I have no chance of winning……!?』

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While being crowded by unkillable spirit mice, he keeps approaching me

I can’t escape

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『If escaping is not a choice……!』

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Then I will face him!

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『Gaaaaaa!?』

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The blade bites into my shoulder

The burning pain runs from the wound through my body

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But I won’t falter!

I catch his both hands and stop his movement……!!

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『Do it now! My bunshin mice! Bite through the enemy’s flesh!!』

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Your prided fang can bite of anything!

Show their power! Keep biting until they break!

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「……」

『Guaaaaa!?』

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The hero’s sword continues to bite deeper into my shoulder

It’s my left shoulder

My collarbone has already been bisected, the blade may even reach my heart if this continues……!?

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『Shit……! I only want to survive……』

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Why am I giving up my life to face the enemy right now?

Against this frightening enemy, I just need to admit defeat and run away……!

Why am I openly fighting against him!?

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「Jira!?」

「Onii-chan, don’t die!」

「Shit! We can’t even do anything!?」

「They are too close to each other! He’s also covered by the spirit mice with the enemy! It’s impossible to just hit the enemy alone!!」

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That’s right

You guys, don’t get involved

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The enemy would settle with me alone

Also, please live in this world peacefully after this

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I, who once desired to survive alone……

Have wished for everyone to survive before I knew it

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I’m willing to sacrifice myself for that

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That’s why……

Even if this choice would derail the world’s fate and wouldn’t lead to the other 『Beast Fantasy』 sequel……

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『Please overlook it! God!!』

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After all, this hero Kares……!

You will have to break the rule in exchange for my life

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『Go back to where you should be! Hero of the past!!』

「…………！」

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Holy wisdom aura is released from his body with surging momentum

My spirit mice can revive by themselves so they have basically no defense. Therefore they are blown away by the aura

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Even myself can’t stand against the momentum……!?

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『Guuuuuuaaa!?』

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He planned to open the distance temporarily and attack everyone again with full power!?

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No good, I must close the distance……!?

Despite thinking so, I couldn’t hold out

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The distance is just right

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『Ho……holy beast wisdom ceremony……!！』

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I try to intercept, but the wound is too deep so I can’t move my body as I want……!

Even maintaining holy beast mode is hard……!

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No good, I won’t be on time……!

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『…………, eh?』

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However, nothing came

When l look back, hero Kares is just standing there

He didn’t pursuit?

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「W, what’s going on……!?」

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I’m glad that the finisher didn’t come, but my stamina had reached the limit and the damage I received was so huge that I collapsed

Holy beast mode was naturally cancelled, though I didn’t notice that

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「Jira!」

「Onii-chan!」

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My wives and sister rush over

The others also face the hero who stopped attacking with maximum caution

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……but why did he suddenly stop?

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「……God who governs death」

「Ah, he talked again?」

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It feels like I will die if I move any further

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「I am a hero. A hero is a person who destroys evil. Even if I have died and resurrected, I won’t become an existence that goes against my own principle」

「So what?」

「These people here are fighting for justice, without losing their righteous hearts to the power of beast demon. A fight to protect the weak is a fight of justice」

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The hero returns the sword on his hand to the scabbard

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「Opposing justice is evil. I am not evil. Therefore I won’t oppose them anymore. If you are not pleased with it then god, you can send me back to the realm of the dead again. It’s where I was originally, so it doesn’t matter」

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This is……!

The pattern where the hero understood!?

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Hell yeah, as expected of the hero! He’s capable of seeing what is right!!

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「……………………」

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Receiving the refusal of the resurrected hero who should have been his underling, the god of death was still floating midair

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「W, what will you do, god……!」

「Jira! Don’t talk anymore! Your wounds are life-threatening!?」

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Those around me who can use recovery magic are frantically trying to heal me, but I’m still far away from being able to move

However, this is not where I can peacefully fall asleep!

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「Surely, this flow of event may not be enjoyable for gods like you. After all, it’s not what you planned. However, is it something that you must protect?」

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For example, for beast god Beast, nothing move as planned in almost every titles

After all, ruling over human is that god’s desire

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「We fought hard in order to survive……! For that, we can’t think about the future. Even so, we are willing to take the minimum responsibility. We will work hard to make the world a better place, even when we reach the limit of our lifespan and die」

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No matter what time it is, I will work hard

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The results could be that the events which should have happened on 『Beast Fantasy 5』『6』『7』…… won’t happen, but is that really a problem?

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Peace is the best, isn’t it?

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This is not the world of game. This is the world where we risk our life to live

Therefore, god

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O god of death who makes our life after death peaceful

At least, don’t interfere what we do when we are still living