I See The Galaxy - Chapter 32
Yu Xing’s attitude couldn’t be more obvious, even if she knew she was running away, Yu Wanzhen couldn’t force her any more. There is no reason to be ruthless, let alone do it.
In today’s society, there have been various arguments. Some people think that a family with unhealthy parents will bring pain to children’s growth, while others think that the negative impact of this is actually very small.
In Yu Wanzhen’s view, it doesn’t matter who said it, the child thinks it has an impact, it’s there, and the child feels pain is pain, and only what the party says counts.
Since Yu Xing is so resistant to this, she will never force it.
The topic stopped here, and they did not talk about it. Yu Wanzhen changed the subject: “I’ll cook something for you, you go back to your room to rest, I’ll call you now.” Then she went into the kitchen.
Entering the bedroom, Yu Xing sat down on the edge of the bed, a little lost. Although he avoided topics he didn’t want to talk about, his mood still didn’t get better, and his thoughts drifted far away, empty and empty.
Is it her father?
The word was too unfamiliar to her, which made her dazed for a while.
She doesn’t expect family affection, she already has an aunt to fill this vacancy. In other words, the thoughts and expectations of father and mother have been worn out little by little over the years, and nothing remains.
He glanced at the photo frame on the desk, Yu Xing paused and looked at it for a long time.
In the box is a photo of her and her aunt, when she was eight or nine years old, the photo was taken by her aunt when she was on vacation.
She stood on the edge of the flower bed, about the same height as her aunt, made a “V” gesture, pursed her lips and smiled, with dark eyes. The aunt put her arms around her shoulders, tilted her head towards her, and smiled softly and sweetly.
There are many photos like this, and several thick albums left over the past ten years, recording countless beautiful moments. From her infancy to babbling and toddler, from the time she started school, she learned to be on her own and become a little adult little by little.
Auntie participated in everything and witnessed the most basic process in the first half of her life. During this period, whether it was the care she needed as an infant or the companionship and care she needed in her youthful period, my aunt gave her enough.
Joy, pain, anticipation, confusion, joy, helplessness… When all the people who should have been accompanied by their parents, the people who walked by holding her hand were all aunts.
Not only her father, but also her mother, is unfamiliar to Yu Xing.
It is not that Yu Xing has never met Yu Wanchun.
In the old photo album of aunt Yu Wanzhen, there are photos of Yu Wanchun, the biological mother of Yu Xing. Yu Xing’s face is three or four similar to his biological mother, and the rest should be the shadow of another person.
Yu Xing always only put pictures of himself and his aunt in the photo frame, put them on the table, and put them in a conspicuous place in the room. She knew what Yu Wanchun looked like and knew that she was her biological mother, but unfortunately, she really had no feelings for Yu Wanchun.
Su Qiu once asked her this topic when she was very young.
It was summer, and two and a half children were in Su Qiu’s room, whispering while eating snacks.
Su Qiu asked her: “If you saw your mother with your own eyes, what would you tell her?”
At that time, Yu Xing thought about Su Qiu’s little pillow, but he had no idea. what? Nothing to ask. What Yu Wanchun likes, hates, and even who her father is, she doesn’t even have the slightest desire to know.
At that moment, she also felt that she might be a little cold.
Seeing that she couldn’t answer, Su Qiu, who had not been waiting for an answer for a long time, had to skip this topic. They continued chatting and playing, and finally fell asleep together on the floor beside the bed.
Sleep till the sun is down, Yu Xing wakes up, next to Su Qiu who is still sleeping, they are covered with the same thin blanket.
The sunlit window in the setting mountain, she squinted, half awake, and even clearly saw the thin golden fluff on the skin of her cheek.
At that moment, I suddenly thought.
If she saw Yu Wanchun alive, she would ask her:
—Why did you give birth to me?
…
On the second day of returning to school, Yu Xing learned from Sheng Yina that Shen Shiyu still lowered his head first, and has been trying his best to coax Tong Youjing these days.
Yu Xing is naturally happy: “There should be nothing between them?”
Sheng Yi didn’t make a ticket, but said: “It should be.”
For this reason, the meal that day was very pleasant, and Yu Xing even generously distributed his snacks to Sheng Yi.
I don’t want to have a day, I finished the day in the full course, and at night Yu Xing received a call from Tong Youjing who didn’t come to school.
“Hello?”
“…Hello?”
“Tong Tong?!”
There was no sound for a few seconds, only the rustling and the wind.
Yu Xing frowned: “Tongtong? What’s wrong with you?”
In the silence, she heard a deep breath over there, followed by a suppressed choking.
“Are you crying?” Yu Xing heard something wrong and frowned even more.
For a long time, a familiar voice with a crying voice came from there: “Xingxing…”
“What’s wrong? Where are you?”
Whip, nothing but whimper. Tong Youjing didn’t speak, the suppressed crying couldn’t help but gradually grew louder.
Yu Xing kept asking, afraid that she would have an accident, so she dared not stop talking.
“What’s the matter with you?”
“Stop crying and tell me…”
“Where are you?”
“Tong Tong?”
Tong Youjing cried for a while, sniffed, and asked, “Xingxing, can you come with me?”
“Okay.” Without a word, Yu Xing agreed immediately, afraid that she would change her mind, and immediately asked, “Where are you?”
Ting Tong Youjing told where he was, without a moment’s delay, Yu Xing rushed over immediately.
Rarely leave the apartment at night, usually when she returns to the dormitory, Yu Xing will not go out again. This is the first time to leave the school at night. There was no other way but to go. Tong Youjing, such an optimistic and cheerful person, cried so much that she couldn’t be relieved of anything she said.
Out of the school gate, Yu Xing stopped the car and reported the destination to the driver. She has always been seeking stability but not speed. This time, she reminded the driver twice, urging him to drive faster.
Twenty minutes later, Tong Youjing was found near a commercial building. She was sitting in front of the flower bed by the roadside, her eyes were red from crying, her long hair was tied into a loose ball shape at the back of her head, her temples and loose strands were ruffled by the wind, her red nose was red and her cheeks were red. The knee looks very pitiful.
Yu Xing walked over quickly, Tong Youjing looked up to see her, and tears fell again. Without saying a word, Tong Youjing cried and got up and walked towards Yu Xing, Yu Xing opened his arms and hugged her full.
With her face pressed against Yu Xing’s shoulder, Tong Youjing cried fiercely, and the howling could not be stopped, which made people feel uncomfortable for a while.
I kept patting her on the back, Yu Xing didn’t speak, let her cry, let her vent.
After a long while, Tong Youjing finally stopped crying and shed tears quietly.
Yu Xing wiped her cheeks with a tissue and coaxed softly, “Don’t cry, my face is so red, tomorrow my eyes won’t look good if I’m swollen.”
Teacher Youjing’s eyes were wet again with a gentle tone, unable to speak.
When she stabilized, Yu Xing asked: “What’s wrong? What happened, tell me.”
Don’t wait for tomorrow, Tong Youjing’s eyes are already swollen, and the eyelids hang down like two bulging little bags.
“Li Anlu…”
“Huh?” Hearing the name, Yu Xing frowned and quickly calmed down, “What’s wrong with her?”
“—she was beaten.”
Yu Xing has not yet responded.
“I was suddenly surrounded by people I didn’t know on the way home.” Tong Youjing said, “Shen Shiyu came to me today and asked if I did it.”
Unable to stop her eyes, hot tears flowed down her cheeks, which were red from crying, fell on her chin, fell to the ground, and disappeared quickly.