I Want to be Alone, Beautifully - Chapter 135
For several days after that, Xu Jiao’s ear was still lingering in the system’s “loose”, like a magic sound, for many days.
Fortunately, Yu Ye seemed to have been hurt by her previous refusal. He hadn’t appeared in front of her for several days in a row, which didn’t give her a more embarrassing opportunity.
She thought it was Yu Ye who really had a strong appearance, but in fact there was a fragile glass heart in her body–
As everyone knows…
Inside the palace.
Yu Ye took off the cloak from her body and gave it to the old butler next to her. The butler is used to taking care of her. Even if she knows that she is now strong in martial arts and sees her returning from the wind and snow, he still does not forget to bring her a bowl of cooking. Good **** soup keeps away the cold.
She took off her saber and put it aside, some of the snow particles on her shoulders and neckline easily melted, and the color of that piece of clothing became much darker. When she raised her hand to take the **** soup, she forgot to glance at the weather outside. , Seeing the sky with black clouds over the city, I subconsciously thought of the East Palace.
I was worried that they would not take good care of them, causing Xu Jiao to contract the wind and cold again, and to lose some of the body that I had finally cultivated. I was also afraid that they would burn the indoor charcoal too much and cover Xu Jiao too much because they did not want to take responsibility. heat.
Butler Zou saw her looking at the direction of the imperial palace in a daze, vaguely guessed a little, hesitated a little, and pretended to say casually: “This weather, I’m afraid it will snow heavily in a while.”
Yu Ye replied absently, “Yeah.”
The steward then said again: “If there is something important in the palace, wait for the snow to come down later. It will be inconvenient for people and animals to go out of the palace, and the adults who work are afraid that they will have to live in the palace.”
Yu Ye’s expression moved.
If she is heading towards the palace now, it will definitely snow heavily within half an hour. Wouldn’t she just stay in the east palace to take care of Xu Jiao then?
The thought just started, Yu Ye was about to put down the Jiang Tang in his hand and call people to fetch his great cloak. Everyone was ready to get up from the seat, but he didn’t know what he thought, his expression was stunned, and he was dispirited. Sit down and waved his hand:
“Nothing in the palace.”
Butler Zou: “…”
It’s not like you’re okay with your preoccupied face.
But Yu Ye had already said this, and he couldn’t persuade him more. After all, the two of them had different identities. As a servant, he needed to know what to say and what not to say, and now he could only leave silently.
As soon as the talent walked to the door, he suddenly heard Yu Ye’s voice behind him:
“Bo Zou.”
The old butler turned around very quickly to answer her, arched his waist and raised his hand and asked, “What do you want, my lord?”
Yu Ye couldn’t get used to the way he bowed and saluted himself, got up and raised his hand to help him to another Huanghuali chair next to him, then sat down with a very solemn expression.
Where did Uncle Zou have seen her look like this? Even if she was about to pierce the sky of Xu’s palace, she didn’t see her frowning. Now this frowning look is really…somewhat popular.
He knew that there would be no important things to discuss with himself. After all, he has old arms and legs, and he does not know martial arts. It is useless for him to find big things. There are a bunch of counsellors in the palace rushing to catch up with Yu Ye. Efficacious.
Since it is not an official business, it can only be a private matter.
He had a spectrum in his heart, but he didn’t speak bluntly. Instead, he estimated and followed a procedure: “But what happened?”
Yu Ye exhaled deeply.
After pondering for a moment, she seriously asked: “When Bo Zou was young…have you ever been in love?”
Butler Zou: “!”
He knew it.
Since ancient times, heroes have been saddened by Beauty Pass. Although Yu Ye is a woman herself, it is not an exaggeration to say what she did in Dayan. Butler Zou is a person who came here. Seeing her go to the East Palace every day, he guessed it. This matter was related to the person in the East Palace.
That is also the descendant of the Xu family.
I don’t know what kind of evil the Yu family committed. From the very beginning, he served the Xu family until the generation of Yu Ye. I thought that the evil fate was over, but I didn’t expect…
Some things seem to be destined.
The old butler sighed in his heart, but he just arched his hands on his face, showing a somewhat unbearable look back, and said with a smile: “That’s all from the past, your lord now… has grown into the age of the Tibetan in his heart.”
There was a sense of relief in his words.
Although I haven’t seen the one in the East Palace, if it is a good match, it will be a good story to be accompanied by Yu Ye in this lonely peak of power. If I am afraid, I am afraid that Yu Ye’s true heart is wrong.
Yu Ye didn’t know that the butler had already derived a lot of melancholy from one of her questions. Hearing that he had been in love, his eyes lit up and he asked aloud:
“I used to be ignorant and did some wrong things. Can Bo Zou help me figure out how to make up for it?”
Butler Zou: “Although it is said.”
He thought, it was nothing more than that Yu Ye had misunderstood some misunderstandings with the Donggong guy because he hated the Xu family. If it was bigger, it might be that people all over the world think the love between women is absurd, but whether it is Yu Ye or the Xu family, it should be No one is worried about these rumors.
For a moment, butler Zou was calm and relaxed, as if he could deal with it no matter what Yu Ye said.
Yu Ye was stunned by his self-confidence, and he did not hesitate to say: “I used to please her because of my heart, but I didn’t get her response, so because of love and hatred…forcibly, raw rice to cook mature rice, and …More than once, she seemed to be annoyed with me because of this–“
These are the clips that suddenly appeared in her mind when she found out that she liked Xu Jiao.
At the beginning, Yu Ye wondered if her brain was broken. Later, she was overwhelmed by these horrible fragments. When she remembered the story of her rebirth with memories, she accepted it frankly. She knew it was her. And Xu Jiao’s previous lives.
In the first life, she was called Xia Jingzhe.
After twisting the melon, even if she paid the price of her life for Xu Jiao, she didn’t get any favor from her.
The second time, her name was Shen Yelan.
Different openings and same endings, she was the only one who fell into the abyss in the end, but Xu Jiao only got a little sympathy point.
For the third time, she finally restrained herself.
But Xu Jiao refused her. After she had tasted the feeling of love, she would reminisce in the regret that she had missed all her life, as if life had become black and white after being separated from the other party. No matter how she lived, she would just stay where she was. Wandering around, there is no excitement for a long time.
For the fourth time, she humiliated her, relying on a similar fate to Xu Jiao, she unreasonably dragged people to sink with herself, and finally knocked on Xu Jiao’s closed heart, and then followed all the way to the next world.
In the fifth world, she thought she was lucky and touched the world to be able to stay with Xu Jiao for a lifetime.
But now she understands.
No luck.
From beginning to end, the encounter with Xu Jiao was her plan.
She wants to see this creator, wants to touch her, wants her pity, wants her to stop being high, play with her own destiny wantonly, let herself climb up from the mud, and fall again and again…
But now she found that once the Creator was moved, he seemed to be just an ordinary person.
Once she took over as an ordinary person and suppressed all those grievances, she found that if she really wanted to pursue Xu Jiao, she would have done too much before. Only by making up for all those mistakes can she start a real relationship.
When she thought so, Uncle Zou next to her was already staying.
He didn’t know whether he should be sluggish because Yu Ye unknowingly grew into a tyrant bully, or he should be shocked “more than once” behind Yu Ye. Fortunately, he has no tea in his hand at the moment, otherwise he will do something rude Come.
Yu Ye returned to his senses, staring at him piercingly, waiting for him to make an idea.
Zou Bo was trembling with her gaze.
He remembered the most excessive thing he had done in his life, but that one day he went home and forgot to beat his wife’s leg, and then he suffered a cold face for half a month. The two sides compared each other, Yu Ye was…
To die.
He thought for a while and asked sincerely: “My lord, can we concentrate on our career?”
Yu Ye: “…”
She stared at the old butler who euphemistically told herself that she was not worthy of love, and asked without giving up, “Is there really no other way?”
Zou Bo sighed, and had to give her his stunt of pressing the bottom of the box. He stretched out his thumb and index finger, expanded slightly, and made a gesture with Yu Ye, but Yu Ye thought it was a long time, and asked him, “You spent it. …… It took two months for the other party to forgive you?”
Zou Bo shook his head.
Yu Ye: “That’s… it took you so many stacks of silver tickets to make her happy again?”
Zou Bo still shook his head.
Yu Ye was waiting to ask another question, but saw Uncle Zou looking at her seriously: “I knelt and put on this-such a thick washboard.”
Yu Ye: “…”
There was a boulder on the chest of the ancients. Today, she wants her knees to smash the washboard?
…
That night.
The palace person laid the thick quilt on the bed for Xu Jiao, and deliberately put the window to the point where the wind and snow could not blow in, but there were still small slits to ventilate her, so that she would extinguish the distant candles. Jiao pulled the quilt and was about to lie down.
Suddenly, she caught a glimpse of the palace people who were about to leave, bowing their heads in the direction of the door, and then guessed who was here.
What is Yu Ye doing in the palace in such a heavy snowstorm?
Suspicions only arose, and I saw that the black figure asked the palace man to take off his cloak, dissolve the coldness on his body, stomped his foot, and came in her direction.
Yu Ye’s expression was very cold, as if she could no longer remember the signs of rejection many days ago. Xu Jiao saw her coming so aggressively, her first reaction was to wonder if she had made any mistakes unintentionally recently, but she turned around in her mind three times. Circle, didn’t think of anything.
Yu Ye has come to the front.
Xu Jiao opened the quilt and was about to speak——
Just listen to the sound of “boom”.
Yu Ye knelt on the footrest beside her big bed. The beds in this palace are all very luxuriously made. Even the footrests are spacious and high enough, similar to the width of a modern box-spring bed. The night watchman sleeps here so that he can get up and take care of the master at any time, but Xu Jiao is not used to having people indoors.
Seeing Yu Ye’s actions now, she was stunned for two seconds before saying: “Master Yu, the fifteenth of the first month is over, there is no need to give this gift…”
Yu Ye raised his eyes and looked at her.
It was obviously the one in the lower position, but her domineering was not at all. Xu Jiao couldn’t figure it out, so she asked, “What does this mean, my lord?”
Yu Ye looked up and asked her: “Can you…can you be with me?”
Xu Jiao: “…”
What is this?
Say the most humble words in the most ruthless manner?
She was dumbfounded.
After a while she remembered to answer, her voice still a little helpless: “Master Yu, I have already said that I already have a sweetheart, even if you come to this set–“
Yu Ye said calmly: “I know.”
Xu Jiao: “?”
Yu Ye: “Your sweetheart is me.”
Xu Jiao: “…”
Hysteria?
I haven’t seen you for a few days, so let’s wait for her?
She amusedly lifted the already silly regent: “Oh, you are talking about how you became my sweetheart?”
It is rare for Yu Ye to be close to her. Instinctively, she was not willing to work too hard. He subconsciously stood up according to her strength, but halfway through, he thought of the things he had done, whether it was the previous worlds or the world’s initial response to Xu. Jiaoqi murderous heart and so on, thinking about it, she knelt down again with a “plop”.
Xu Jiao: “???”
Yu Ye calmly comforted her: “I just want to kneel and say.”
Xu Jiao: “…”
Okay, as long as you are happy.
She sits on the edge of the bed, holding her cheeks, making a “please start your performance” appearance.
Yu Ye had no bottom in his heart, but since the head was already open, she could only pick it up. At the beginning, her voice was still a bit difficult, but afterwards, it became smoother and smoother.
Xu Jiao’s movements changed from dragging her head to straightening her body, and finally she got up on the bed.
Yu Ye watched her come out of the bed and wanted to wrap her in the quilt. He was worried that she would catch a cold, but Xu Jiao slapped Xu Jiao on the back of her hand just as she raised her hand.
She wasn’t annoyed, she had even guessed that it was the result.
But what she should say must be finished:
“I know that you think I am despicable and shameless. After all, you have not done anything wrong. It is me who is wrong. If I accidentally gave birth to my own consciousness, I would not feel pain… and I would never want to pull you into this book. The world you created allows you to experience the pain I have experienced.”
“If you want to kill me, you can do it now.”
Xu Jiao looked at the direction of the pillow.
Yu Ye knew that she was not looking at the pillow, but at the dagger underneath.
Since she was created by Xu Jiao, Xu Jiao now wants to kill her, and it should be.
But Xu Jiao did not act in the end.
Just when Yu Ye thought that the two of them were going to stay in a stalemate all night, Xu Jiao took action again. She pulled the quilt up and covered herself again. Yu Ye lowered her eyes, the imposing regent of Dayan. I never thought that one day I would kneel in front of Xu’s family willingly.
But she knew–
This is not just Xu’s.
This is her god.
It is the one who created her and gave her life and soul.
Is her creator.
The quilt moved dullly, Yu Ye Yu Guang caught a glimpse of the movement, thinking that Xu Jiao was dulled, and was about to raise his hand to remove the quilt, but heard a soft voice from inside:
“You… don’t kneel here.”
Yu Ye glanced at the window and stood up without hesitation: “I won’t disturb you to rest.”
She went to kneel outside the courtyard.
Halfway through, Xu Jiao suddenly opened the bed and sat up and looked at her.
Yu Ye couldn’t control his heart when he heard her movement and turned back to look, only to see Xu Jiao looking at her a little dull. After a few seconds, he slowly lifted the quilt and asked:
“I wonder if Master Yu is willing to make up for it?”
“My feet are a bit cold.”
Yu Ye: “…!”
She didn’t expect the surprise to come so suddenly.
Xu Jiao is…willing to forgive her?
When she got into the bed and held the other’s feet to warm her arms, she was still immersed in the joy of nowhere to put it, wishing to go back and hold the old housekeeper three times!
This apology is really useful!
Xu Jiao seemed to be able to see her heart from the heat of her palm.
So he hurriedly reminded in the dark:
“Master Yu, don’t get me wrong.”
“I don’t mean to forgive you.”
Yu Ye responded in a low voice, “Yeah.”
At this moment, Xu Jiao said: “I can let you sleep with me, just because you can’t, there is no other reason, understand?”
Halfway through Yu Ye’s second “um”——
Turned abruptly.
“Ok???”
She thought she hadn’t heard clearly: “What did the bottom of the temple say?”
Xu Jiao prolonged her tone, and said every word: “I said, you can’t.” Sometimes you can still listen to the system’s words. Yu Ye’s personality is no different from the previous female protagonists, so the other party is still What was the reason for not attacking her?
This is obviously not your own problem!
The answer is obvious! It was the first answer from the system yesterday! Yu Ye can’t do it! Xu Jiao guessed that she might have some psychological barrier in this regard.
Yu Ye: “……?”