I Want to be Alone, Beautifully - Chapter 139
Now that you come to me, it is all Consummation.
Xu Jiao was caught by Yu Ye’s words.
She moved her lips, as if she wanted to say something. In the end, she could only look down at the scene in the hall, the pillars of the carved columns, the small hollow golden stove with agarwood and the light smoke. There is also the beautiful cashmere carpet that was sent by the Western Regions during the tribute.
Xu Jiao didn’t dare to look at Shang Yu Ye for a while, because the emotions in it were too hot. They only had **** in the hall yesterday, and their legs are still a bit soft today. If she and Yu Ye are moved again, don’t think about it today. What’s going on, today’s Dayan is not in prosperity and peace. Whether the court, the arena, or at home and abroad, with her and Yu Ye’s identities, there are too many things that need to be done by them.
Therefore, Xu Jiao could only pretend that she had not heard these words, and ignored the sudden acceleration of her heartbeat, and she didn’t want to feel the temperature next to her back.
Yu Ye saw through her plain waves, the smile at the end of her eyes stretched, and she said again:
“lets change a topic.”
“I have another question. I would like to ask your Highness to answer it for me.”
Xu Jiao grabbed the tulle drape on her knees, pinched out some wrinkles in the color, and then calmly looked up, fell into Yu Ye’s gaze, and heard her softly ask:
“Xia Jingzhe, Shen Yelan, Feng Qingyu…”
“Although there are subtle changes, these’I’ all look exactly the same. One or two may just be preferences in appearance, and successive similarities are a kind of persistence, my Highness—”
Yu Ye touched his side face with a light hand, and brushed his fingertips all the way from the corner of his forehead, and landed on the position where the side of his face meets the earlobe. His index finger nodded before picking up the words again:
“Whose appearance are you putting on me?”
Whose appearance did you give me, my god?
The original strong and hot atmosphere that made people face flushed, after Yu Ye’s question was dropped, it was like throwing a lot of ice cubes into the boiling water. Although the temperature was still hot, the boiling writing suddenly subsided for a moment.
Xu Jiao looked at her and saw her beautiful face, the corners of her lips were still smiling with the same smile as before, even the concentration in her eyes was not lost, she still looked at her with a lover’s gaze. Yourself.
but.
Sometimes reason and emotion are really two different things.
Even if the facts no longer affect the relationship between the two of them, once some words are said, they will still be like the thorns of a rose after all.
Gently **** in the palm of the hand inadvertently.
Yu Ye waited for her for two seconds, smiled, and answered it on his own: “You mentioned it to me before, that person who is also a teacher and friend, right?”
Without waiting for Xu Jiao to respond, Yu Ye said again: “You like her.”
Yu Ye raised her hand and squeezed her ears, rubbing the soft flesh of her earlobes with her fingertips, rubbing back and forth, rubbing the jade white ears red, Xu Jiao deliberately wanted to hide, but she couldn’t lift her hand away. The action even made Yu Ye bit her shoulder and warned softly:
“Hide again, I won’t just do this to you.”
The gate of the temple has not been closed yet.
If someone came to report any news, as soon as you crossed the threshold, you could see the movement in the hall by raising your eyes. Yu Ye’s threat was almost a concept with her being dealt with in full view.
Xu Jiao felt a strong jealousy in her actions, and she didn’t know how the topic suddenly fermented from the sweetness of full marks to the old sourness. She endured the heat and discomfort of her ears before she spoke again:
“I don’t like it.”
At that time, she was still young and in a state of ignorance. She was attached first, then missed. After slowly growing up, in a closed environment, she slowly imagined the love based on the image of the other person. She didn’t even know what it was. Not like it.
I can only say that that sister is the object of her emotional fantasies… right?
Xu Jiao whispered: “Sorry, I shouldn’t be like this.”
You shouldn’t think of yourself as private goods mixed in these works. First, you treat you as a copy of her, and then because of the lack of writing skills and the inability to control the development of the characters during the writing process, the plot is out of control, and then I feel that You are not perfect, and finally destroyed the story in anger.
Perhaps in the eyes of the website and the readers of Xu Jiao, she is a strange little pink writer who loves to turn some beautiful stories into tragedies.
But only Xu Jiao knew.
She is a failed creator.
The stories she most want to write…
All are failures.
She lives by words and has created many stories, but she can’t even portray the most important person who ever appeared in her life. Perhaps this is the most malicious life against her.
What’s even more frightening is that these failed products that she thought gradually gave birth to her own consciousness, and she originally wanted to return these terrible stories that happened to her.
If it weren’t for them to fall in love by accident.
When Yu Ye heard her sorry, he just smiled, then bowed his head and kissed the back of her neck.
Skin, vaguely said again: “Do you still like her now?”
Xu Jiao: “…”
The position of the back of the neck is too deadly, and the biological instincts are constantly clamoring, allowing Xu Jiao to escape from the predicament of being bitten in the neck at any time and causing death, bursts of numbness from the spine to the scalp, making Xu Jiao what he should have been. The decisive answer was lightened a lot: “No…”
It sounds like a perfunctory guilty conscience.
She wanted to say something more, Yu Ye snorted, grabbed the skin of her neck with her teeth, touched the position of her neck and collarbone, gently folded her neck with the palm of her hand, and said:
“Don’t you like it? Now, who is more important to you than me?”
Xu Jiao: “…”
What is this death question and answer.
She took a deep breath without a trace, and tried her best to ignore these strange feelings. She didn’t want to be aroused by Yu Ye, turned her head away, looked at the direction outside the hall, and slowly asked:
“Before you ask me this, do you have to tell me what is your ultimate goal?”
These were the questions Xu Jiao wanted to grind out before, but they were eventually avoided by Yu Ye for one of these reasons, so she thought they were something Yu Ye didn’t want to disclose.
Xu Jiao thinks so with a question that the other party doesn’t want to answer to offset the one that she can’t answer.
As a result, Yu Ye smiled softly, and the hot and humid breath fell near her spine, and then Xu Jiao heard her answer: “Carry out some things.”
Yu Ye pressed Xu Jiao on her body with one hand, and gently stroked her neck with the other. After a while, Xu Jiao heard her say: “Ordinarily I should have been created by you, but apart from the memories related to these stories Besides, I have a very strange memory.”
“It does not belong to these worlds.”
“I have to figure out what it is, and… what am I.”
At this point, she stared at Xu Jiao’s smooth skin and the very shallow tooth mark, and she wanted to leave a deeper mark on it. While thinking like this, she did the same—
Xu Jiao took a breath.
She backhanded to push the people behind her, but she was only held tighter. Perceiving her resistance, Yu Ye regretfully stopped halfway. After rubbing the dark suck-sucking marks with her fingertips, she was slow to Xu Jiao. Slowly complete the rest of the content:
“I just said where…”
“By the way, in order to obtain a necessary identity, I made a wish for a system, as long as I can get your love for me,
It will satisfy my wish. “
“Okay, my story is over. Let’s return to the question just now, is it me or she is more important? Huh?”
Xu Jiao: “…”
After Yu Ye finished explaining in this way, she now felt a kind of divine enlightenment.
But now is obviously not the time to show a look of sudden enlightenment, because this death question and answer hangs over her head again.
Xu Jiao tried her best to level the bowl of water, raised her hand and rubbed the area where Yu Ye had left the mark just now, trying to make her tone appear sincere: “It’s all important.”
Yu Ye lengthened the tone unhurriedly: “Oh?”
Xu Jiao tried to judge whether Yu Ye was satisfied with the answer from this tone, but in the next instant, Yu Ye suddenly let go of the action that had been holding her, and even pushed her forward.
After standing firmly on the ground, Xu Jiao looked back at her with some helplessness. She wanted to say something but didn’t want to lie, but her face was a little bit distressed.
On the contrary, it was Yu Ye who calmly raised her hand and gave her a stop gesture: “Okay, I know, after all, some things always need to come first, and the one who arrives later can be equal to the previous ones. You have extra privileges, after all—”
“The clothes are not as good as the newcomers, are they not as good as the old ones, right, Your Highness?”
The sourness has not diminished, but it has become heavier.
Xu Jiao moved her lips, “It’s not…”
However, Yu Ye had already taken care of his clothes, got up and walked out in a stride, “It’s okay, the minister suddenly remembered that there are some things that need to be discussed with Elder Zhang Ge. Your Highness doesn’t need to send it away.”
Xu Jiaola didn’t have time to hold her.
I can only watch the black figure leave.
The palace was quiet for a long time. The palace people didn’t dare to come in again until Yu Ye had been away for a long time. Lan Yan patted her heart, and said to Xu Jiao: “His Royal Highness, just now, you don’t seem to be satisfied with the people in the palace. “
She gently leaned to Xu Jiao’s ear and made a new proposal.
Look outside the palace.
Xu Jiao shook her head, not knowing what she thought of, and said to Lan Yan: “Make arrangements so that all the most beautiful girls in the flower house in the royal capital will go to the palace. It is best to have talents. I will be in Haishi tonight. See them before.”
Lan Yan nodded: “Yes.”
Xu Jiao briefly recalled the types Nie Yunyue likes, and made a simple outline in her mind. According to the plan, she should go to the study at this point, but somehow she felt a little distracted. She sat at the table, propped her head, thinking. The appearance of Yu Ye when he left.
…
The East Palace rarely sang songs for a night.
The news went outside the palace, even though Yu Ye already knew what Xu Jiao was doing for seeing those women, she still couldn’t hold back the acid water in her heart. It was her who was a little awkward first, and now she couldn’t help but want to see Xu. She is the one who is charming.
After pacing in the palace for a long time, the servants of Yu Ye’s complexion didn’t dare to wander in front of her.
Still the old butler couldn’t help but pop out: “Sir, won’t you go to the morning court today?”
Yu Ye was reminded suddenly.
By the way, today is going to the court, and now the prince can attend the court, and she can meet Xu Jiao today.
Thinking about this, she only hurriedly used some breakfast, and ordered people to head towards the palace. The old butler looked at her hurriedly leaving behind and couldn’t help but shook his head and smiled.
Inside the East Palace.
Xu Jiao raised her hand and yawned, thinking of the song and dance performances she had seen last night, like a concert that had been chasing all night, showing a bit of fatigue, but fortunately, the suffering was not in vain. , She has already figured out who to choose for training.
She wanted to tailor a “heroine” for Nie Yunyue.
When she was going to the court, she was a little absent-minded about her plan in her mind, and when she was done thinking about it, she stared at Yu Ye not far away until the end of the early court.
Yu Ye watched a morning meeting with her serious gaze, but pretended not to feel anything, and when she got to Sanchao, she turned around and wanted to leave, but Xu Jiao called out:
“Master Yu stayed.”
Yu Ye paused and saw Xu Jiao, who was wearing the prince’s court dress, walked up to her. The bright red color made her look very good. There was almost no trace of fatigue on her face from last night, so it looked like it was from last night. The arrangement is very moisturizing to Xu Jiao.
Yu Ye couldn’t help showing a smirk: “His Royal Highness is not in a hurry to return to the palace, why should the minister call his residence?”
Xu Jiao blinked, “Today the small kitchen of Donggong has made some delicious pastries, and I invite adults to try them together.”
Yu Ye calmly rebuffed: “Your Highness’s kindness, the ministers have accepted it, so you don’t need to bother.”
Xu Jiao made a few more excuses, but did not call Yu Ye. Later, she looked around and found that the other courtiers hadn’t gone far, so she took a step forward and raised her head to Yu Ye:
“If you don’t follow me—”
Yu Ye raised his brows, what are you doing?
Xu Jiao also followed her with a smirk: “Then I have to do it.”
Yu Ye was a little surprised by what she called hands-on, so she looked at Xu Jiao for a while, but the next moment, she saw
His Royal Highness raised her hand grandiosely to pull her palms, and dragged her to the direction of the East Palace.
This action was childishly naive, but it made Yu Ye startled.
Xu Jiao has never been so intimacy with her in a large public.
When she was shocked, she couldn’t help taking a step in Xu Jiao’s direction.
This step is even tacit approval.
On this day, the people of Dayan Palace looked at their Royal Highness, the future emperor who was about to enthrone the throne, took the regent by the hand, passed through the long vermilion palace wall, all the way to the direction of the East Palace.
…
The traces of last night seem to have not been cleaned up by the people.
Those floating petals, the messy Lingluo, and fruit plates, wine, golden bracelets, gauze…
When Yu Ye returned to the palace with Xu Jiao, all he saw were the palace people hurriedly cleaning and tidying up. It was obvious that the work had not been finished yet.
There was no other person in Xu Jiao’s eyes, and she told the kitchen to put the steamed pastry on the table in the morning, then looked at Yu Ye, then raised her hand and gently squeezed her face:
“Still angry?”
Yu Ye: “…”
She was stunned for a moment.
The main reason is that Xu Jiao’s actions are taken for granted.
After a while, she reacted and smiled: “Don’t dare.”
Xu Jiao heard her yin and yang weird “Don’t dare”, and sighed lightly, then she picked up the sweet-scented osmanthus cake next to her, and said to her lips: “Open your mouth.”
Yu Ye ate it, but in Xu Jiao’s expectant gaze, he calmly said, “The taste is acceptable.”
Xu Jiao raised her eyebrows, tasted it for herself, and when the sweetness spread between her lips and teeth, she nodded in agreement: “Indeed, it’s a bit too sweet. Next time, put some sugar less.”
Yu Ye stared blankly.
It took a while before I realized what Xu Jiao meant in her words: “This is… Is this your Highness did?”
Xu Jiao nodded, then squinted at her: “I wanted to coax you, but after all, you have eaten too many delicacies from mountains and seas. I guess you can’t **** rough craftsmanship.”
If you fail to coax the object, you have to think of other ways.
Yu Ye moved his throat, took the initiative to pick up the chopsticks, put another piece in his mouth, chewed carefully for a long time before swallowing, as if reluctant to eat it, waited for the smell of sweet-scented osmanthus to dissipate, and made a sound :
“Just because I didn’t eat anything in the morning, I couldn’t taste it.”
“I have tasted it carefully now, this sweet-scented osmanthus cake…very good.”
“Better than everything I have eaten.”
Xu Jiao’s eyes moved, knowing that she meant to accept an apology, and laughed
After a while, she squeezed her face again, but this time she was grasped by Yu Ye in time, and she was also affected by Yu Ye’s movements, and then said:
“Yesterday, I couldn’t speak.”
“You are different from her.”
“I don’t know if I like her, but I know I like you.”
“It’s the first time I fell in love. If there is anything wrong with you, tell me and I will change it.”
Originally, Yu Ye looked down and ate the sweet-scented osmanthus cake, looked at a piece of red Lingluo scattered on the table, listened to Xu Jiao’s serious apology, did not want to admit that she was coaxed, and continued to say stiffly:
“His Royal Highness, don’t think that I won’t make any calculations in this way.”
Xu Jiao looked at her amusedly, and was about to ask what else you want to do. Suddenly, she followed her gaze and saw the red silk. For a while, her brain circuit was slightly crooked, and she was silent for a while, sighing and leaning over the red silk. Ling picked it up, looked around, still suppressing his shame, and took the initiative to pass Hong Ling:
“Ok.”
She said: “So you like this method of apologizing, I will know next time.”
Yu Ye: “……?”
Her Royal Highness seems to have misunderstood something.
But soon, Xu Jiao didn’t know what was thinking. She looked up at the location of the beams. After closing the door of the temple, she gestured for the length of the red diamond on hand, looked at the location of the beams, and then again. After looking at the armrests of the chair, it seemed that I didn’t know how to weigh, but in the end I could only look at Yu Ye:
“What tricks do you like, just tell me, I can’t guess.”
Yu Ye: “!!!”
Wait, it seems…not bad to let Xu Jiao misunderstand this way!
She likes the standing and the one tied to the chair!