I was Idle and Cool - Chapter 195
Too understatement.
Just listening to the tone of voice, you might think she agreed, but just by taking your attention away from the voice, you can easily feel the categorical rejection here.
But as expected.
Hearing such an answer, Xue Kuang didn’t feel the slightest surprise, as if he had guessed it long ago.
After all, his opponent was Gu Juefei.
It’s just that Lu Jinxi’s words have a special charm that makes her look more and more different from others.
“It seems that I must write this and Lishu for you.”
There was no look of disappointment on his face, but a smile hung on his lips. Xue Kuang was the same Xue Kuang who had fought on the battlefield for many years. The children in this world are so affectionate that it seems that they can’t get on his clothes.
Lu Jinxi nodded calmly: “But to be precise, you didn’t write it to me, but you and me.”
It’s not a leave of absence.
It’s also uncomfortable to listen to what “write to you”.
Xue Kuang heard the unpleasant meaning in her words, remembered what happened in Yanchi Mountain at the beginning, and had a rough understanding of her temperament. He didn’t get angry at the moment, but only asked people to serve the pen and ink and hold the letter.
Although he is a military general, he can write well.
The wrists that have practiced martial arts are extraordinarily powerful. Although they are gently swiping the pen on the paper, there is an air of gold and iron between the movements.
This is different from Gu Juefei.
When Gu Juefei writes and draws, he prefers to move freely, his attitude is relaxed and unrestrained, his wrists are strong but not excessive, and his pen nib competes with dragons and snakes.
Most of the daughters in the world are always soft-hearted daughters who love iron-boned heroes, who are majestic and mighty, who love them to swallow mountains and rivers, are bold and open, and who love them forged into steel and sacrifice themselves for the country.
But there are not only such heroes in the world.
She prefers the minister who doesn’t wear a sword, loves the feather fan scarf and Eguanbo belt, loves the scolding Fang Qiu and the scholarly spirit, and of course she loves the one who embraces the world and has a pure heart.
“Have you ever thought that he might lose?”
When writing Heli and handing it over to Lu Jinxi, Xue Kuang stared at her like a silent fountain, and asked like this.
Lu Jinxi took the pen with a pause.
Although the word “he” was not named by name, it clearly referred to Gu Juefei.
She can’t hear it.
Today in Beijing, the wind and the rain are precarious.
During their brief conversation, Xue Kuang did not hide himself from beginning to end, and it was easy to see his disapproval of the emperor and the current court from those ordinary words.
He will definitely go against it.
Gu Juefei once calculated that he almost lost his life ten years ago, which can be said to be the most difficult and difficult stumbling block he has encountered on this road.
Once he rebels, Gu Juefei must be removed first.
As long as there is a struggle, there will be winners and losers, and no one can accurately predict the results until the results come out.
Lu Jinxi looked down at the word “Xue Kuang” in the lower left corner of the letter and Li Shu, turned her slender fingers slightly, leaned forward slightly, and dropped her name beside him.
Then put the pen down.
Cai said: “Have you ever thought that you might lose?”
This is clearly what Xue Kuang asked her before, and now she is using it to ask him back. The meaning is clear: Gu Juefei may lose, and he may not win.
So Xue Kuang laughed.
The laughter was deep and bubbling in the chest, like the wind blowing on the Gobi where the yellow sand was surging, with a kind of Liao Yuan’s emptiness.
Lu Jinxi didn’t pay any attention, just put away his own share and the book, and then made a move to leave, but stopped for a while before leaving, as if he suddenly remembered something, and looked back at him.
Xue Kuang asked, “Is there anything else Madam?”
At this time, Lu Jinxi let a bit of hesitation in his eyes, as if he was not sure if he should say this.
But he finally spoke up.
She smiled and said tentatively: “It’s not a big deal. It’s just that I have written the book with Li, and I have nothing to do with the general before, but Sister Li, Sister Lang, and Brother Chi, It was also brought up by me. I don’t know, can you allow me to look at them again and talk to them?”
This is a perfectly normal request.
Even though this Lu Jin is not the other Lu family, the feeling of getting along for a while is still there.
On the first day that Xue Kuang came back, he had something in his heart, and seeing that the children were unfamiliar with him, he didn’t say much. But when they talked about it a while ago, they were trembling and told him, can you not make it difficult for my mother…
Xue Kuang forgot what his mood was at that time.
But he could easily tell that these broken children liked their fake “mother” quite a bit.
So it stands to reason that he should not reject Lu Jinxi.
only…
“Madam, you’re welcome. There is nothing that should be allowed or not allowed for these trivial matters. The husband and wife’s names are separated, but the blood relationship will not change. It is impossible for me to tell them that you are not their real mother, and I will not stop them. You meet. But it’s not coincidental. The day before yesterday, they were arguing that they didn’t want me to go to court with you. I was afraid that they were young and ignorant, and they would make some troubles that they couldn’t handle. The old man relieves the boredom. You shouldn’t be able to see it today, you have to wait for them to come back another day.”
Xue Kuang’s face was normal, and there seemed to be a bit of apology in his tone.
Lu Jinxi frowned upon hearing this. Not only did he feel a sense of frustration, but he also felt a little abnormal.
General Xue, who was outside the city, didn’t care about anything for a long time, and he didn’t care much about his children and grandchildren.
When she was still in the house, she never saw anyone in the house to visit, let alone Xue Chi.
Is it because this General Xue attaches great importance to his feelings and his elders?
Lu Jinxi didn’t think it was very similar.
It’s just that everyone’s words are here, even if the children are actually still in the house and just don’t want her to see it, she can’t say anything, so she can only say regretfully: “That’s really a bit unfortunate, but General Qianjin Yinuo, since the words have been said here, I don’t worry that you will go back on your regrets. I will wait for another day, find a time to meet them, and leave today. “
“No delivery.”
Xue Kuang waved his hand politely and took her to the entrance of the central hall. Lu Jinxi softly said, “Stay,” and walked out by herself.
It’s just that when I went up the corridor and turned around to take a look back, I saw that the area in front of the central hall was quiet, except for Xue Kuang who was standing at the bottom of the corridor, there was no one else.
There was a chill in the air.
He was dressed in strong clothes and stood there alone with his hands behind his back. Although there was a kind of arrogance that no one could compete with the enemy, there was also a faint coldness on his body.
When Lu Jinxi looked at him this time, his eyes were fixed and he didn’t move away. He seemed to be slightly startled when the eyes collided, and then he smiled faintly.
Like the wind blowing the pines, the snow pressing the cold branches.
So Lu Jinxi felt the sense of power that was contained in him and encompassed the world, hidden in him and in his heart.
Gu Juefei is a puzzle that is difficult to understand, but easy to solve once you understand it, while Xue Kuang is a book from heaven that she can’t understand, and she doesn’t even know if she can answer it.
Lu Jinxi finally retracted his gaze.
Because she realized that there was something wrong with looking back like this.
People walked away from this corridor, and she walked slowly through a small garden in the front yard. On the road, she encountered a few servants in a hurry, all of them packing some trivial things in their hands, looking like It’s like moving something.
She didn’t care at first, but after these people hurriedly and embarrassedly saluted her for a while, her footsteps suddenly stopped.
At that moment, what Xue Kuang had just said passed through his mind.
He said that he sent Sister Li and Xue Chi to Zhuangzi outside the city. So, now to pack these things, and why?
Lu Jinxi is always keen on some clues. She doesn’t judge people with the greatest malice, but she should always mobilize her mind when it comes to conspiracy theories.
then-
A possibility that makes one’s scalp numb, and it floats up from the water surface in one fell swoop.
The wind was so cold that her body stiffened a bit, but if she thought about it a little further, she might be in danger.
Did Gu Juefei guess this possibility?
Lu Jinxi suddenly thought of this. At this time, he didn’t care what his plan was when he came here. As soon as he stepped up and speeded up, he wanted to leave the general’s mansion and go out to talk to Gu Juefei.
But things in the world are always coincidental.
She has temporarily put aside the original plan of the General’s Mansion, and has no plans to ask about the “client”, but she did not expect that the “client” would come to the door by herself.
It’s not actually delivered to your door.
Xue Tingzhi just heard a little bit of wind, and after thinking about it all night, it was still difficult to suppress the thought that felt inappropriate in his heart, and he wanted to talk to Xue Kuang again.
It’s just that he knew that Lu Jinxi was here today, so he didn’t go there for a while and just wandered outside the hospital.
After this wandering and waiting, Lu Jinxi had already come out.
Lu Jinxi didn’t expect it.
Xue Tingzhi didn’t expect it either.
They saw each other with a small space between them.
Begonia trees are planted under the low courtyard wall on the side, but this season is not the flowering season of begonias.
The location remains the same, the context has changed.
Lu Jinxi was stunned for a moment, before hanging up a smile, her glinting eyes flashed slightly, and she said hello: “Eldest son, we meet again.”
The last time Jin Nixuan ran into him, she was the one who defended him.
It’s just that in the following few words of conversation, there was a sentence that was not dealt with. No matter what she said, he felt blocked.
In the end, he didn’t hold back his anger, and parted ways with her.
After returning to his residence, Xue Tingzhi regretted it.
When he didn’t see her, he thought he had forgotten that dark fragrance; when he really saw her, he realized that those things were hidden in the darkness and did not leave. On the contrary, the more you suppress it, the more it grows, the less you get, the more you want it.
There are not many opportunities to meet, but he willfully pushed and refused.
Half of it is because of ulterior motives for her, and the third is out of disgust for this kind of affection and for her seemingly caring but indifferent attitude.
Two points left…
But it is the hatred for his inability to control his emotions and his inability to suppress his impulses.
The moment he left coldly, he was very happy; but after leaving, walking alone in the road, he couldn’t help but want to look back, to see how she reacted, whether she was still watching his back…
But he can’t.
He could only turn the corner of the street with full of contradictions, and when he looked back, he could no longer see her figure.
Xue Tingzhi thought about coming to see her today, but he warned himself that he should not come to see her at this critical juncture.
So he didn’t go directly to the hall.
It’s just that he doesn’t even know that, although he didn’t go in, he still has such an unspeakable selfishness when he wanders outside?
But he knew that when he saw Lu Jinxi appearing in front of him, slightly startled and then smiled at him, his heart beat violently, filled with a secret joy.
I don’t even know if he was delusional—
She actually felt that her smile and eyes were much softer than those of Jin Nixuan that day.
Xue Tingzhi stood there stiffly, and after a while he said, “…Tingzhi has seen Mrs.”
“Why be so rusty?”
Lu Jinxi looked at his expression, and at the same time pondered the status of this so-called “son of Wu Ji” in today’s General’s Mansion, and what kind of existence he was in today’s Xue Kuang. “Intended, and it appeared again almost immediately. This made the corners of her eyes and brows stained with a slightly intoxicating brightness, and her voice was soft like a cloud.
“Are you going to find the general? He’s in there.”
“Yes, thank you ma’am.”
Although Xue Tingzhi didn’t talk much in the Hanlin Academy, when it came to talking about poetry and prose, he could answer eloquently and eloquently, but when facing her, he always felt that all the words and words lost their color and everything became dry. of.
He couldn’t think of anything else to say.
But Lu Jinxi is very bad.
She curled her lips into a faint smile, and with one step, she took two steps up inadvertently, and the astonishing beauty and floating beauty suddenly drew closer.
Xue Tingzhi’s figure suddenly became more rigid.
Lu Jinxi didn’t notice anything, and just asked casually: “By the way, I heard you mentioned that you were going to marry a wife last time, but just now I heard from the general that you will be leaving Beijing soon. I don’t know, Sanshuliu The ceremony can be given, and when will you choose to get married?”
“…”
When she heard the words “marry a wife”, Xue Tingzhi’s heart was beating violently, and she immediately cooled down. When she heard the words “will be leaving Beijing in the near future”, it turned into a dead ash. After that, not even the slightest spark was left.
Even his eyes became ironic.
There is a sudden unspeakable irritability in my heart, and there is a hidden pain in which my unspeakable expectations suddenly fail.
Xue Tingyi’s stunning face with delicate facial features showed unprecedented mockery, and for the first time he called her by her first name rudely.
“Lu Jinxi, do you think I’m a fool who will be lied to by you?”