I Wish I Never Exist - Chapter 10 I Will Come Back Soon

Propose, Harrumph emoji, propose, Harrumph emoji.. My head is going to blast. I think she wants me to propose again but this time for marriage. I think so. Why not to have a try. But how should I propose her? Last time at my planet it became easy to propose her because she was innocent girl at that time. She loves me. I love her. I already proposed her and she accepted. I will just ask her for marriage. I know she doesn’t deny it because she loves me. I decided to ask her for marriage on morning. I am eagerly waiting for morning.

I heard a noise of utensils. I opened my eyes. It’s morning. I caught sleep without knowing on waiting for morning. She is preparing breakfast in kitchen and also She is making noise. It’s look like, she is making noise intentionally.

“Haya, would you like to have breakfast at your favorite restaurant?” I tried to cool down her.

“did you remember the movie which we watched last time?” she asked.

“haa.., yeah.. But why did you ask now?” I acted that I remembered that movie but actually I didn’t remember. Because I don’t like other’s love stories and also not interested. I only like ours. Our story is different. Of course it is beautiful but we can’t share our story. That’s our fate.

” so, you remembered?” she asked.

“haaa??” I nodded my head with a dought on my face.

“he proposed her with a ring which he hidden inside the cake. Oooh.. How romantic”

I understood. I totally understood. She wants me to propose in a different way. I decided just to ask her for marriage but now I understood. What’s wrong in causal propose? Proposing is proposing. Movies effected my Haya.

“OK eat it. I am leaving. It’s late already” she took her bag in her hand and got ready to go.

“may I come with you?” I asked.

“no.. (she smiled) I mean, I can go. First complete your breakfast” she said. She is smiling. What happened to her again? A minute ago she was throwing fire on me and now she is smiling? Is she really my Haya? She left. I became mad. Today I don’t have any work. So I decided to surprise her. I opened my laptop and Googled “how to propose a girl”. I am laughing at myself on my stupid behavior. I am watching, watching… Finally I decided to decorate home as a wedding hall with beautiful flowers and candles and to prepare her favorite foods. I started on working. It’s almost evening. Sun was totally settled down. I am waiting for her inside the house in my alien form. I wanted to be like me at this beautiful moment. As I am waiting, I heard the door sound. My heart lighten with joy. Today we are going to be one. After today, we can’t apart from each other.

“Aeryn?..Aeryn?.” someone shouting my name. It’s a male voice. He reached me. It’s koumar but he is in intense.

“koumar? What are you doing here? What happen?” I asked.

“Aeryn, Haya was in danger. Greys took haya. Now she is in her village. I didn’t able to save her. So I came to you”

“what? Why?” my brain stopped working. I don’t know why Greys again took her and why they taken her to her village? I couldn’t able to think at that time.

“Aeryn, let’s go… We don’t have time, let’s teleport to there” koumar shouted. We teleported to her village.

“you go and search at river, I will go and search other side” koumar said and he started to search her. I am running to the river. Suddenly I heard screams of Haya. I followed the sound.

“Aeryn?” she shouted. She was at the bank of the river. I ran to her.

“are you OK? Wha…..” she cuts my words by placing her index finger on my lips.

“shh…. Look there” she said. Fireworks started on sky. Sky is filled with colorful sparkles of fireworks. I turned my face at her. Her face was glowing in that lights of fireworks. Her lips with lip gloss are shining but at this moment her shiny glowing lips are beautiful than before. When I am moving towards her,she started to speak on looking at sky.

“Hello my stars and moon. This is Haya. Your old friend. In your presence I am going to confirm something to someone” she said and slowly turned her face towards me with a smile. I am just looking at her.

“I comfirm that,

my heart is beating only because of

you and for you.

I comfirm that,

Your presence makes my conscious

absent.

I comfirm that,

I belongs to you, only you and you

only belongs to me.

When I tried to do our love equal, every time I am losing. You made me to win in every situation but you didn’t make me to win in giving love to you. I lost because your love is greater than my love. You gave everything I wished for…. Please leave something for me to give you. I planned…. (she placed her hands around Aeryn’s neck and stood on her toes)… to propose you for marriage… Will you marry me?”

what? She proposed to me? I didn’t understand anything for a second.

” wait, wait” I removed her hands around my shoulders and hold in my hands.

“what happen?” she asked.

“what’s happening here? If you are alright, then why koumar said to me that you are in danger? Wait, let me talk to him”.

“ohooo.. Idiot.. I asked him for a favor. He helped me a lot. He even teleported me to my village and helped me in all these stuffs”.

“if you want to propose me? You can propose me in London, why you need to come here?” I asked.

“first, it is the same place where you saw me first and instantly fell in love. And secondly.. I want to propose you when you are in your real identity as an alien. If you know that I was in a danger, you will come in to your alien form to use your powers to find me”. She said.

“Haya….” she again cuts my words and she continued to say.

“Aeryn, I didn’t love you by seeing your face. I love you. It’s you. I don’t care what you are and how you are and who you are. I just care about you. I only cares about my Aeryn” She said. At that time I realized how lucky I am. Even the word LUCK is small infront of my situation. I couldn’t control myself at her pure love. I dragged her very close to me “let’s get married” I said. I moved my face towards her face. She closed her eyes. Her lips are shivering little bit. When my cold lips touched her soft lips, she holds me very tightly. I am kissing her. That plesent cold air is traveling on us. I am pressing her lips hard with my lips. Our kissing sounds and sounds of our heart beats joined with the sounds of air. Those sounds making me to lose control on myself. My hands traveled from her waist to her shoulders. My hand is pushing her dress down but it is not moving. I started to tear her dress slowly. In that dark night, a light fell on my closed eyes. I understood that, someone is there. I slowly freed her. When I look at her, her dress was torn. It is falling from her shoulders. She holds her dress in her hands and dragging up. I took off my long coat and covered over her. She wore it.

“Aeryn…” someone called my name.

I turned to that side from where the sound came. He moved ahead. Now I can see him clearly. It’s my dad.

“dad?…. What are you doing here?” I asked.

“I am here to say an important matter to you” he said. He looked at her.

“ooh.. So she is the girl who stolen your heart” he asked.

“Haya, he is my dad. Dad, she is haya” I introduced each other. Koumar also reached us.

“Aeryn, you should come to our planet back. You have something to settle down” dad said.

“dad…, what happen?” I asked.

“we are going to sign agreement with Greys. So that they never harm us and our people including haya. I heard what happened to haya before. I want my son’s happiness. I know that my son’s happiness is with haya. So I agreed to sign the agreement.”

“thank you dad. But what is there to do with me?” I asked.

“they agreed to sign in your presence. So you must be there at that time. Son,.. It is for you and Haya, please come with me”.

I started to think. It is good for haya. After this agreement, no one can harm haya. I should go there but I cannot take haya to there. I don’t trust Greys easily. It maybe dangerous for her. But I didn’t leave and live even one day. Now how can I live her for some days. I know that agreement signing won’t complete in one day. When I lost in my thoughts. Koumar called me “Aeryn, don’t worry. I can understand what you are thinking now. It may be dangerous for Haya to go there but don’t worry. I will take care of her here. You go and come fast”

Haya holds my hand “don’t worry about me. I will be fine here. By the way I want to spend some time in my village. You go” she said.

“I will be waiting in the spaceship” dad said and left to the spaceship.

“I will arrange a house for haya” Koumar said and left us.

“don’t worry. I will be OK. I am not a kid anymore. But don’t forget to come fast and don’t forget that I am breathing only for you and please take care of yourself for me” she said with a smiling face. That smile tied my legs and not allowing me to go. I don’t want to go but I should go for her. I kissed on her forehead.

“just wait for me. When I am back, let’s get married as soon as I arrived.” I said.

“come fast, don’t make me wait too long” she said.

“I will come back soon”.