I Wish I Never Exist - Chapter 4 You Choosed Death

OK enough! I can’t bare it anymore. I took courage and pushed him away.

“will you say anything?” I shouted at him in anger.

“let’s go inside. You will understand”.

” No! I don’t believe you. Who are you? And where am I ? What is happening here?”

He hold my wrist and taking me to that house.

“what are you doing? Leave me! Leave me!”

I am struggling to get my hand free. He holds my hand tightly. I don’t know why I am not feeling hurt and bad. I used another hand to get free my hand from him. When I touched his back of hand, I felt soo cold and it is different to touch. I don’t know what is happening with me. I wanted to hold his hand for sometime. I placed my hand on his back of hand and looking at it. I lost in my thoughts.

” Haya!” he called.

I suddenly came out from my thoughts and looked at him. He turned his head toward the door. I also looked at the door. He looked at me and said “believe me”.

I just stood like a statue because I don’t know how to react at that time. He opened the door. I slowly stepped inside. I moved a head and looking at the house. There is a couch. infront of that couch there is a big window. Sky looks clear with starts and beautiful from that window. Inside it is looking same as my home but things I don’t have in my home. My home have only single room, here also only one room is there. Everything is same as my home except things. I moved forward. There are three certificates hanged on wall. I don’t know what has written on them because I am an uneducated girl but I recognized my name on those certificates. I recognized my name because I can write and read my name. When I was 16 years old. There was a education campaign in our village. They conducted some classes for village girls to bring awareness of importance of education. I learnt to write my name on the first day of class. When I am learning I got intrest on learning. At that time I felt new and happy. But I don’t know why, they left our village in one night. When I woke up next morning happily to learn something more on that day, I heard the news that they left the village. Again I came back to my routine life. Now that classes helped me to recognize my name.

On that certificate my name is there but beside my name there is another name.

“Haya, it is my name” I said to him.

He smiled at me and kept his both hands in his pockets of his long coat. He stood back to me. He bend over to me and laid his chin on my right shoulder and said “Haya Aeryn”

“What?” I turned towards him. Again asked “what?”

“Haya! I am sorry. I don’t want to say what is happening to you”

“why? If you didn’t say, how can I understand? First say me who are you? And where am I ?”

“Haya, I am an alien. Now you are on a pleiades star cluster”

“what? A… Alien? Am I not on earth?” I asked in a fear.

“Haya, don’t be afraid of me. I don’t harm you. Believe me”.

“ok then, how do you know me? And what am I doing here? And why they want me? Who are they?”

“Haya, they are Grays. They are also aliens but they don’t belong to our race . They are different from us”.

“another race ? Do aliens too have races ?”. when I asked him this question he chucled and said ” do you think only humans have different races ?” he is smiling at me.

“aah! No, I don’t know” I said in a shy and blocked eye contact with him.

“yes, aliens too have races and I belongs to Nordics” he is still smiling at me and he is looking very happy. I don’t know why I am also feeling happy by seeing his happy face.

“why are you laughing at me?” I lowered my head and asked him. He lifted my head with his both hands “Haya, I am happy to see you again” my mind goes blank. He is slowly bending his head to right and moving towards my face. He closed his eyes. In that silence, I am hearing my heart beat and sounds of our breathes. I closed my eyes. Someone knocked the door. By Hearing that sound I suddenly stepped back.

“I…. I am sorry” he said.

“who came here?” I asked

“don’t worry, nobody knows this place. It is a hidden place. Only three persons know about this place. That is you, me and…..”.

“and?”

“see yourself”

He walked to the door and opened. A person entered inside. He is also tall but his body is covered with a yellow metal. It is looking like a gold. His face is in brown Colour. He is looking like a human.

“Haya, my baby. How are you? I missed you a lot” that man walking towards me by saying this.

I kept a confusion face and looked at both of them.

“Koumar, stop it” nordic alien said to him.

“Haya, his is Koumar, my friend. He acts childishly. Please don’t mind”

“Is he also an alien?”

“yes”

“but why he is different from you?”

“he belongs to Anunnakiu’s race”

“Koumar? Is it your name?” I asked to Anunnakiu alien.

“Yes my dear”

“Idiot, stop flirting” Nordic alien shouted at him.

Koumar laughed and said “OK! OK! Cool down”

I looked at Nordic alien and asked “then what is your name?”

He came close to me and said “Aeryn”

Aeryn, it is the name which is written beside of my name on certificates.

“Aeryn? The name which is on certificates?” I said.

“didn’t you say to her what happened?” koumar asked.

“no” after he stood silently and lowered his head.

“what? What’s the matter? Please will you explain what is happening to me?”

“Aeryn, it’s better to say her everything” koumar said.

Aeryn turned at me and holds my hands with his both hands and said “Haya, I didn’t have another way so I changed everything. I am sorry”

“what? What are you saying? I am not getting what you are saying”

“Haya, you choosed death” Aeryn said.