I Wish I Never Exist - Chapter 7 Lets Live Together

“Haya, what do you like more?” I asked to her because I want to know about her.

“why?”

“just to know. If you want I can give you anything”

“oh.. Really? I want to play with stars. Can you give it to me?” she said in a humiliating way.

“OK! Are you ready to play with stars?”

“what? Are you serious?” she stopped eating and asked me in a surprising way.

“Haya, I think you will understand what I say now”

“yes, I can understand. I am not a kid to not to understand”

“did you remember when you are at well, someone kidnapped you?”

“yes, they are so scary with that lavender Colour eyes, with pale white Colour face. I scared”

Oh.. She is taking about us. She is thinking that nordic aliens kidnapped her.

“no, they didn’t kidnap you. You were kidnapped by grays”

“Greys?”

“yes, Greys are aliens. They will do experiments and tests on humans. When they came to your village, you were the only person is there. It’s easy for them to take you from there. so they took you with them”

“what? (laughed) nice story” she didn’t believe my words.

“Haya, I saw Greys took you from your village. Then I followed them and rescued you from Greys”

“you followed me?”

“yes, I saw you from outside of your window. You were talking to stars and moon”

“ooh.. So you really saw me”

“yes, when I rescued you from Greys, you were not in conscious. They injured a serum into you. Then I took you to Nordic aliens”

“aaah… What are you saying? Who are nordic aliens now? If they are also aliens, why will they save me? ”

“Nordic aliens are those who you just met.”

“they are not saving me. They tried to kill me”

“actually they are not harming you. Some of the serum remains in your blood. They wanted to take it out from your blood. They are helping you. They are good aliens”

“if they are good, then why are you escaping from them and when you are rescuing me, why did they attack you?”

“oh.. That.. (I smiled) I asked them to oppose me when I am taking you. Then only you can believe me in that sutiation”

“are you fooling me?” she again didn’t take my words.

“no Haya, believe me. Your life is in danger. We should take out that remaining serum from your blood. Otherwise you may die”

“die? No, I don’t want to die. I want to study. After learning something in that first class I got interest on my life. I want to study more”

“Haya, no, you won’t die. I don’t let you die. If you listen to me, then I will let you to play with stars”

“really? Will you show me stars? Promise?” she straighten her hand to take promise. I placed my palm on her palm and said “promise” I am engaged in looking at her joyful eyes. She taken back her hand.

“I miss my home” she said in a low voice and looking at me.

“do you love your family more?” I asked.

“I don’t know because I never treated good in my home”

“then why do you want to go home?”

“I just miss my home, my room, my window, just miss my friends stars and moon”

“are stars and moon your friends?” I laughed.

“yes, because they only listen to me when I talk. I share everything with them. They are like friends to me” she said.

“OK then, are you ready?

” what if they kill me? How should I believe them? ”

” listen, look at me, do you believe me? I asked her by looking in to her eyes. She didn’t give reply. She is just looking in to my eyes.

” ye.. Yes.” she smiled at me. Yes she believes me. I felt very happy but I think I am cheating her. She knows me as a human but not as an alien. I will confess to her but first her life is important to me.

” ooh.. My love bir….. Opss sorry. My lovely birds went too far “koumar suddenly interfered.

” shut up “I yelled at him.

” Haya, this is koumar my friend. Koumar, this is Haya. Haya, there is no need to fear about him. He is a good person ”

” why his body is different? Is he a human? “she asked innocently. I smiled at her.

” he is an alien. He belongs to Anunnakiu. Their bodies are covered with gold metal ”

” why they are covered with gold? ”

” Baby! Because in my Nibiru planet, we expose to direct UV rays. Only gold metal can protect us and…” koumar interfered again. If I leave him, he will bring his ancestors history. He talks more. So I stopped him.

“koumar, her name is haya. Call her haya”

“OK, I will try”

“Aeryn, how do you know aliens?” Haya asked. I want to say that I am also an alien but I fear that she may lose belief on me.

“koumar, let’s go to observation lab” I diverted the topic. Koumar went to the control room.

“Haya, take some rest” I helped her to laid on bed. I covered blanket on her. She closed her eyes. I walked to control room to help koumar.

“what are you thinking?” koumar asked me.

“Did you remember our secret place? Where we go frequently to get relaxed” I asked.

“yeah, only we both know about that place but why did you ask now?”

“will you do me a favor?” I requested him.

“yes, why not. What do you want me to do?”

“read my mind” I said and gave a evil smile. I know he will understand. We reached back to observation lab. I went to haya to make her wake up.

“Haya, wake up. We have reached”

She took a big yawn and stretched her body. She is very cute. I am blushing at her behavior.

we got down the spaceship.

“koumar, you can go. Don’t forget what I said” I said to koumar and he left. Haya is fearing to go inside. I holds her hand and said “believe me”. I am walking forward by holding her hand. She is following me. I ordered observes to test her quickly and to find out the solution soon.

“Haya, follow them. Nothing will happen to you” I said.

“please, don’t leave me. It’s frightening” she requested me.

“OK, I don’t go anywhere, you can watch me from there. Believe me haya”

She didn’t reply but just looking at me with smile.

“what happened?” I asked.

“ah? Nothing” she smiled with shy. Observers took her to test her. I am standing at a distance where I can able to see her and she can able to see me. I waited long. Finally they complained testing her. She walked towards me very quickly with smiling face.

“are you OK?” I asked.

“yes”

“we found a way to clean that serum from her blood. We have to make a new serum with her blood sample that we took. It will take time to make a new serum. We will inform you when it is finished” observer said to me. I felt very happy to listen to that. The observer left. I looked at haya.

“Haya, everything gonna be OK. Come let’s go. I have something to show you”

“what is that?”

“I remembered my promise. First of all close your eyes” I walked back to her and closed her eyes with my hands and holds her with another hand from back. I teleported her to my secret place. I removed my hands from her eyes and body. And I changed in to my alien form. I don’t want to cheat her anymore. So I decided to show my real form. I said to koumar to plant our planet’s flowers. These flowers have one pedicel as a stem. The pedicel of each flower is two feet tall and it glows in blue Colour. These flowers looks like half opened roses and size of each flower is in the size of a poppy big flower of earth. When ever these flowers moves it releases white sparkles. I asked koumar to fill that place with those flowers and he filled it. She is looking at those flowers. I stood back to her. Air passed through those flowers. It releases sparkles and that star looking sparkles are flying up. That view looks like stars are flying. Of course I know stars are not small but I can’t give her real star because she can’t handle and can’t play with real stars. So I planned this.

“how are the stars? Do you like it?” I asked her.

“it’s beautiful. Are stars generates from here?” she asked this dumbest question. I laughed for her that question.

“wha….”she turned back and stopped her words. Suddenly she screamed loudly. I understood that she was scared to see my real form. She started crying.

” Haya, don’t worry. I don’t hurt you. It’s me Aeryn. Actually I don’t want to cheat on you. I am sorry haya ” I said and took a step forward.

” stop there ” she said and stopped crying.

” why? ” she asked.

” Haya, when I saw you first on the earth, I fell in love with you. I want to love you forever “.

” why do you love me? ” she asked.

I gave a little smile. ” I only have unlimited love but I don’t have a reason”

“Aeryn, I believe you. I want to stay in your warm arms forever. Aeryn, I too have no reason and also I even don’t know why I am believing you. But my heart is filled with love for you. Idiot, when did you fill my heart with love without known to me?” she said with tears from her happy eyes and with a smile on her lips. I forget everything. I cannot see anything but her. Only she is visible to my eyes. I walked towards her and holds her both hands with my both hands and looking at her.

” Haya, let’s live together” I asked her.

“Aeryn, I….. I love you but…..”