I Wish I Never Exist - Chapter 8 Starting New Life

“but?” I asked.

“you are different from us. I can’t live with you here” yes she is correct. She is a human. It is difficult for her to survive here.

“Aeryn, what about my parents? They don’t know where I am and how I am and I want to study and…..”

“shhh…..” I stopped her by placing my index finger on her lips.

“let’s go to earth” I said to her.

“then what about us?” she asked.

“you want to study right? I will fulfill your wants”

“Aeryn….”

“yes, my…..” I pulled her to me. She hugged me with her both hands around my waist. Her body touches my body. She laid her right side of face on my chest. I too placed my hands around her. When I placed my hands she cradled me tightly.

“my….?” she asked.

“Aeryn, how do you….” she stopped there. I removed my hands from her and placed my hands on her shoulders “Haya, look at me” I said. She loosen me but she holds my sides of coat with her fist.

“let’s move on to earth for your studies after removing serum from your blood” I said.

“no, how can you survive on earth?” she asked me.

“do you think aliens can’t survive on earth?” I laughed.

“humans can’t survive here so I thought, in the same way aliens also can’t survive on earth” she said in a shy and blocked eye contact.

“come, I will show my city” I said.

“your city? Hey what about your home? Do you have family?”

“family? I only have my father. My mom died”.

“oooh.. I am sorry, when she died? Did you have a good memories with her?”

“dialy I am spending every moment with her because she will be always with me”

“yeah, I know. A mother never leave her son”

“yes and also a mother can die for her son” I said. My first drop of tear rolled down from my left eye. After from right eye. She came very near to me. She is shorter than me. Her face faces my chest. Ohh she even didn’t reach to my shoulders. She wiped my tears with her soft fingers.

“Haya, she sacrificed herself to save me” I said.

“what?”

“5 years ago, a war help between Nordics and reptiles. Reptiles are aliens, they occupy planets and make other aliens as their servents. We won the war but I was above to die. My mother is a great scientist. Long time ago from the war, she invented a device. It can make a person live when he still breathes but it needs another alive body. That device takes one life to save one life. We didn’t use that device before. Who wants to lose their own life to save others. But my selfless mother used it to save me “.

” device? I can’t believe. It is really… “she became speach less.

” by the way, you are standing on that device ” I said.

” what? “she jumped back. I laughed. Actually we hidden that device under the ground here.

” it is the place where mom and I have last moments. That’s why I come here more often “.

She patted on my shoulder. ” listen my sweet white Aeryn, I will try to give love which makes you to forget your mom’s absence. I promise” she said and gave a beautiful smile. Everything was going perfect. The girl I love is loving me more than I love her . My loney silent life is going to change. I want to stop the time at that moment. I know she will be with me forever but still I want to cherish this moment. She is mine. My girl. I should protect her. When she is cured, I decided to take her to the earth. It may be danger for her to live in space. I lost in my thoughts. I am thinking about her future. No… Our future. Now onwards my future is her but I want to know what she wants. I decided to ask her.

“Haya” I called.

She didn’t hear me. She was playing with that flowers . She is holding the sparkles in her fist and releasing it and again shaking the flowers to release sparkles. Suddenly koumar presented infront of her. She screamed and stepped back. When she was stepping back she lost the balance and fallen down.

Koumar laughed “Haya it’s me koumar”

“koumar, can’t you come quietly?” I shouted at koumar and rushed towards haya to uphold her.

“stop yelling at me. Your observers made anti serum. They asked me to inform you”. Koumar said.

I slowly made haya stands up.

“koumar, haya and I are moving to London” I said.

“what? London? Why?” Haya asked me in surprise.

“yes Aeryn, it’s a good decision. Haya is not safe here. We have known people in London. You first go to observation lab. I will talk to Mr. Bills to arrange a house and needs for you both” koumar said.

“hey, mysterious man. Look at me” Haya shouted at me. I chuckled on listening mysterious man. Why not. I have many things that she doesn’t know and she can’t understand.

“I I know what you are thinking now. I will explain you everything in spaceship” I said to her. We walked to the spaceship. I helped haya to get in to the spaceship.

“Aeryn, come here” koumar called me.

“Haya, stay inside. I will be back” I said and she went inside. I went to koumar.

“what? Why did you called me?” I asked.

“what about your father? did you say to him about your decision”.

“before leaving, I will go to dad and I will introduce her to my dad”

“would he agree?”

“don’t know but whatever happen, I don’t leave her. I will protect her”

“don’t forget to call me when you need help”

“sure. Thank you koumar”

“meet you on earth my Bro” koumar said and he disappeared .

“mom, I found a girl who is like you and she also talks more like you. How is she? Bless me mom, your son is going to start a new life” I talked there and I felt like my mom blessed me. I went to spaceship and started it. I put in automode and left the control room and went to haya. She sat on bed. I sat next to her.

“OK, now say everything about you. Everything” Haya said.

“you said you want to study right? So let’s go to London for your studies. I only know some people in London. So I selected it”.

“some people? So do you have some friends in humans?”.

“yes, but I am very close to Mr Bill. He is a scientist. My mother helped him a lot in his works and he also helps us. I lived two years with him”.

“oooh… Scientist? Aeryn what will you do? Do you have work?”

“so…..do you want a working boyfriend haa?” I flirted with her. She hit on my shoulder and blushing.

“are you blushing?” I am teasing her. She hidden her face with her two hands and said “no, I am not blushing”.

“Haya, once I was a bad person. I am selfish. I afflict many humans and aliens. And I use them for myself but after death of my mother, I am changed. My hard rock heart broke and soft heart was blossomed at that place . I started to understand others and…..”

“shhh…. Enough.. I don’t care how you were before. But now you are a changed one and you are the only one whom I love” she said. She understands me more. I couldn’t able to control myself. I cuddled her. “I love you haya, I love you soo much” I said.

“Aeryn?” she called me but I didn’t leave her. “what happened” I asked her.

“what about my parents? What are they thinking about me? She said.

” don’t worry, everything gonna be OK ”

” Aeryn, I decided to become a scientist as your mother “she said. I slowly loosened her.

” what? Why? “I asked her in a shock.

” Aeryn, first I don’t know what to become. I just want to learn but now I have a goal “she said.

” OK your wish “I kissed her on forehead. We reached observation lab. But this time she is not fearing anymore. We got down from spaceship.

” are you ready? “I asked her. She didn’t speak out but she nodded her head. I hold her hand and taking her inside. Observers took her inside. I am watching her from a distance. She lost her conscious. I waited long. Finally they came out.

” everything is fine now. Slowly the blood will be purified. You can take her” observer said. I went to see her. She is unconscious. Before leaving this planet, I want to meet my father. I lifted her in my arms and started walking towards spaceship. I made her lied on bed. I took her to my father’s place she is still in unconscious. I locked the spaceship and walked to my father’s room. There are many aliens there at that place. I walked to my father’s room and knocked his door. Of course the door was opened but I should take permission to enter inside. He is talking with Mr Riq. He is secretary to dad and also a very good friend. They turned at me after hearing the sound of knocking.

“Aeryn, where have you been these days? How are you? What happened?” my father asking me without giving me a chance to answer.

“dad, everything is OK. I have something important to say to you” I said.

“it’s good to see you again Aeryn. Please take your own space” Mr Riq said and left.

“come here my boy. Is everything OK? What do you want to say?” my father asked.

“dad, you know that after my mother’s death, I was not as a normal person”

“yes, I stressed a lot about your life”.

“I am sorry dad. My mother sacrificed her life for me at that time I felt guilty on myself. I didn’t have any idea to live but now it is changed dad”.

“so….. Are you decided to join to with me?” dad asked me with a little hope and smile on his face.

“no dad, I want to live my life with love and in love”.

“what do you mean?”

“I found my love. I want to live with her forever. She replaced my loneliness, guilt, regrets and darkness with love. I feel everything is perfect when I am with her. Dad, we want to live our simple life on earth”.

“Aeryn, are you mad? Why on earth? First of all who is she?”.

“dad, she is a human”

“human? Aeryn what happened to you?” dad became anger.

“dad, it is my decision. I am not going to change it. Please accept it. I promise whenever you need my help I will present infront to you”.

“I can say it is a stupid decision but if you are happy with it, Then I don’t stop you”.

I know dad will accept my decision.

“dad, bye take care of yourself”

“wait! Where is she? Why she is not with you?” dad asked.

“she is in spaceship. She is unconscious because of weakness. I will make you to meet her next time. I am leaving now bye dad”.

I left from there and went inside the spaceship. She didn’t wake up yet. Before she wake up, I want to surprise her. It’s better to go by teleporting. Our new life is going to start. I took her in my arms to teleport to our destination.