If The Moon Can Be Counted As A Star - Chapter 26

They would not mind if she just kill herself, she had enough even the term, ‘Moon Goddess?’ They are all out of their minds! Her opinion whispered.

They kneeled like she was one of those royals. Can they not see that she was already striving to keep up the pace on comprehending every single one of it? Fortunately, there was a sharp, qing Zhanmadao sword positioned at the upper wall that can be reached with her height.

She did not postponed to step up with her crutches benefiting her. Let’s not forget that her armpits would not feel comfortable about the crutches.

“Calm down tiny cactus!” Doctor Gmeis said gently as she interrupted her.

Xiao Mei Zhi did let go of the crutches. She was shaking like a leaf, nonetheless, she continued getting a hold of the blade.

Doctor Freis with a sudden hacking twice calmly said, “Listen, I know right now you do not understand any of this including what you have to see but give us a chance to explain. ”

Elxidor did not just stayed her head down, she raised it up and unexpectedly told Xiao Mei Zhi about the opposite side, “If killing yourself child is what you want then do it. I support your decision.”

“She is just confused.” Doctor Gmeis used up a sharpening tone at Elxidor.

Elxidor stood up, heading to Xiao Mei Zhi. “Let me guide you on killing yourself. First you must squeeze the handle of the sword with that mighty prominent hand.”

“What is wrong with you!” Doctor Gmeis was trying to stop Elxidor. When she thought that the human-elf finally appreciated Xiao Mei Zhis responsibility.

Might have been worth taking her chance to slash her throat by herself. Though, she knew that it was a wrong debilitating scheme.

‘There is one way for you to keep your emotions balanced. Just give them a chance frail one.’ A representative from her mind said, snagging her vigilance.

She shakes her head in opposition, “I do not want to understand any of this! You are all insane! This is not some kind of reality joke that can be aired on televisions!” When Xiao Mei Zhi was about to hurt herself Doctor Frei roared using his Beta Wolf.

“Drop that rapier now!” He demanded, “If your mother sees you acting like this. . .she would blame me for it. What have you become in just hours?”

She shortly let go of the cutlass while her hands were squirming. With that shiver was a moment of her life, a life without the definite influence of sentiments that no disguise could steadily keep it.

“None of this is real. None. . .”

Doctor Gmeis exchanged glances together with Doctor Frei. What can they do to reduce the complication that Xiao Mei Zhi have right now directly?

She was below the line of guiltness. Maybe she should have taken her time to save her mother. She had been already afraid from the first time that the glass splinter got in her foot. And now strangers are about to take her in.

She pushed the jars on the wooden book shelf that was under of were the upper cutter was showed. Intentionally even in so much grief, she urged herself to kneel down with her hands on the ground, digging its skin on the sharp stones that were once inside the jar. It abraded her palms and scraped her knees.

Bleak she dropped her face on the ground, “Cold. Mother its cold.” For a long while ,she did not move. Could not. Would not even want to. ‘Mother, take me with you.’ She thought. ‘I do not want to stay here. Please.’

As she changed her position to fully laying down on the floor with pointed rocks, her stability looked like it would soak altogether. Her temples vibrated. ‘I wish I could live in a different life.’ The mouthpieces of her emotions were still firing on her.

Closing her melancholic visions, she pulled the crutches close to her. Tightly. She hugged it like it was her mother.

“Mother.”