If The Moon Won’t Hold You - Chapter 37
Xia Yi did not leave. He looked at her worriedly and said, “Cen Ning, if you have any difficult or unhappy things, you can tell me, I want to know, really.”
Cen Ning’s mind became confused, she raised her eyes to Xia Yi, and whispered: “Brother…you don’t need to be so good to me.”
“I didn’t treat you very well, I just wanted to help you.”
Cen Ning shook his head: “This is my own problem, there is nothing to help. Moreover, you have helped me a lot, thank you.”
“Don’t say thank you to me.” Xia Yi’s expression changed slightly, “I never want you to thank you for everything I do to you.”
Cen Ning was stunned. Although she couldn’t bear it, she still said, “Brother, I…can’t give you what you want.”
Xia Yi: “Don’t be so sure, I said it before, we first understand and contact, and then…”
“Don’t delay.” Cen Ning interrupted him, “Don’t waste time either.”
Xia Yi treats her very well, and she is also a very good person. She once thought that she knew him a lot and contacted him a lot, and she would slowly open her heart and love him.
She really tried to make herself like this, but she didn’t seem to be able to do it.
Cen Ning was a little bit discouraged. It turned out that he liked it, but it was really beyond his control. When that person appears next to you, you can’t ignore him anyway.
“Cen Ning, you are, do you have someone you like?” Xia Yi asked with red eyes.
Cen Ning hesitated and nodded: “Yes.”
“Then…Is that the person just now.”
The pictures in my mind flashed one by one, and in the end only the appearance of the man driving away. Cen Ning clenched his fists. Although he didn’t want to admit that it was him, at this moment he wanted to give Xia Yi an affirmative answer, a clean break.
“Yes.”
**
Cen Ning decided to withdraw from the photography agency. Of course, the main reason was not Xia Yi, but she chose EternalCameraClub. She really didn’t have the energy to attend the photography agency’s activities.
Without going to the photography agency, the chances of meeting Xia Yi on such a large campus would naturally be close to zero.
After walking away that night, Xia Yi sent her a message. He said that he really liked her, but now that she had a choice, he also wished her happiness.
Cen Ning’s eyes were almost pierced by such words. Life is so short, and there are very few people who really like you.
Such a warm and kind boy, she has no chance to accompany him. But she didn’t regret the decision that night, and always believed that he would always meet the person who liked him wholeheartedly in the future.
In the next few days, Cen Ning devoted all his attention to photography.
One day Dabei told her that there was an extracurricular homework activity in EternalCameraClub recently in Tibet. A professional teacher led the team and asked her if she was interested.
Cen Ning is naturally interested, so recently he has been making pre-departure preparations and has to go through the process of asking for leave for the counselor.
During this period, she never called the words and deeds.
She thought that he must be very angry that night that she would not go home with him.
Although she knew that what he said was right, Wei Pinfang was her mother, she had to make it clear that she had to open the knot of this matter, and she was not going to do anything at all.
But that day was too sudden, and her subconscious reaction was rejection.
After reacting now, she felt cold for no reason.
“Hey, Ningning.”
After class, Cen Ning stayed in the dormitory and called Zhang Ziyi, “What are you doing.”
“There are classes in the afternoon, at school.”
“Oh… by the way, how are you and Tang Zheng?”
“He? What can I do with him, besides, I can’t do whatever I want now.”
Cen Ning was going to be stunned by her: “What are you talking about.”
“I mean this guy is missing again, and I can’t find it. What can I do.”
“Missing?”
“Oh, I just went out on a mission. I don’t know where it’s going.”
“Yes…”
“you do not know?”
Cen Ning: “…how would I know.”
“The words and deeds must have gone too, why don’t you know.”
Cen Ning was speechless, and finally said in embarrassment: “We… quarreled.”
Zhang Ziyi was shocked: “Fighting? Cen Ning, when are you so courageous!”
Cen Ning: “Well, it’s not a quarrel.”
Cen Ning roughly told Zhang Ziyi about the camera. After speaking, Zhang Ziyi also persuaded her to go home and have a look. If she really wants to choose photography, she must let Wei Pinfang accept it.
After hanging up the phone, Cen Ning struggled for a while again, and finally decided to pack her things and go back to Yanjia.
When I went downstairs with my backpack on my back, I happened to ran into Auntie Suguan walking around the door.
“Hello Auntie.”
Auntie in charge: “Hello, where are you going.”
Cen Ning said: “Go home.”
“Oh, your boyfriend didn’t come to pick you up today.”
Cen Ning: “Huh?”
Auntie Suguan smiled and said: “It’s the handsome guy who helped you with your luggage last time. Auntie is very impressed. You boyfriend found it! Good vision!”
The last time I helped her with the luggage, it was words and deeds.
Cen Ning smiled at the corner of her mouth: “Auntie, what are you talking about, it’s not…”
“No? Last time the kid told me that you were her girlfriend and had too much luggage, so he came to help you with your luggage.”
Cen Ning’s whole body was stiff, and she instantly felt one of her heart beating so fast that she could hardly bear it.
“No…Aunty, did you hear me wrong.”
The auntie in charge tutted, and said dissatisfied: “Auntie is not old, there is no problem with her ears.”
**
Cen Ning was in a state of confusion on the way home from the car, girlfriend? He said she is a girlfriend?
How is it possible, didn’t he say that he was talking about his sister that day…
Cen Ning raised her hand to touch her face, her cheeks hot.
She was frightened and calmed down to think, presumably he just said casually, just to make it easy to go upstairs.
Cen Ning didn’t dare to continue thinking about it, because she saw through some things too early and was injured, so she was afraid of repeating the same mistakes.
Before she knew it, she arrived at the door, Cen Ning put away the messy emotions, took a deep breath, and walked in.
“Oh, Ningning! You are back now, and Auntie wants to kill you.” Aunt Chen came out of the kitchen and rushed over to hug her without drying her hands.
Cen Ning’s eyes were hot: “I’m sorry Aunt Chen…”
“Silly boy, I know what you say sorry to me.”
Cen Ning looked around, “Where is Grandpa.”
“Grandpa is in the study, go in and say hello.”
“Um.”
Cen Ning put down his backpack and knocked on the door of the study.
Yan Guofeng also felt distressed for her. After comforting her, he asked her to go back to the small building and talk to Wei Pinfang. If it still doesn’t work, he will call her the shots.
Cen Ning was so touched that she planned to go back to the small building after she came out. “Ningning, wait.”
Cen Ning looked back: “What’s wrong with Aunt Chen.”
“this is for you.”
Cen Ning looked down at the black square bag in Aunt Chen’s hand, and was taken aback for a moment: “This is…”
“Leave it before leaving, he said, if you come back, I’ll give this to you.”
Cen Ning couldn’t be more familiar with this kind of bag, she trembled, and slowly opened the zipper.
There was a new type of professional SLR lying inside. Cen Ning knew about this one. She had seen it in the store several times, but because of the high price, she never thought about starting it.
“camera…”
“Yeah, it’s a good idea. The camera your father left for you should be preserved, otherwise it will be completely damaged someday and it won’t be worth it.”
Cen Ning didn’t expect her words and deeds to help her think of this layer, or he had planned that way when she sent the camera to repair the other day. Cen Ning didn’t know what reaction was right for a while, but she felt a little guilty about the two people at the school gate that day.
“When did he buy it.”
“I don’t know about this. Anyway, I came back before the mission and told me about it.” Aunt Chen stuffed the camera bag into her arms, “You can take it first, and I bought it for you. . You, just listen to him and put your father away.”
Cen Ning slowly hugged the camera bag: “Thank you Aunt Chen.”
“Tell me what to say thank you, let me tell him when I come back.” Aunt Chen smiled, “He loves you so much, I don’t know how jealous Xing Yao is.”
Cen Ning gave an unsightly smile: “Then I will go back first.”
“Okay, go go go.”
I don’t know why, holding the camera in her arms to send her words and deeds, the moment she walked in the door, she was completely panicked.
Cen Ning changed her slippers just when Wei Pinfang came out of the room.
The two looked at each other, and the air was a little embarrassed.
“I’m back.” Wei Pinfang finally spoke first.
Cen Ning nodded, speechless.
Wei Pinfang glanced at her, then looked at what she was holding. Cen Ning noticed her gaze and plucked up the courage to say: “Mom, I want to make it clear what happened last time.”
“Make it clear? I haven’t been back for so long, now I finally want to make it clear?”
Cen Ning lowered her eyes: “I just want both of us to calm down and talk again. I know that you have misunderstood the photography industry because of dad, but I want to tell you that everything is not what you think it is. It is a kind of work and an ideal. I can make money and live by it. I like it, Mom, you…can you stop me.”
Wei Pinfang sat on the sofa. After listening to her, she was silent for a long time: “You never rebelled against me before.”
Cen Ning mentioned her throat with one heart, but insisted: “Everyone will grow up, are you right. But if you still stop me, I won’t give up.”
“you-“
“I’ve confirmed it!”
Wei Pinfang was startled, and finally shook his head feebly: “You are the same as your dad, stubborn.”
Cen Ning’s eyes lit up: “You won’t stop me, right!”
Wei Pinfang smiled coldly: “You don’t say it yourself, you won’t give up if you stop you. Heh, I am old, and I am in my current body, but I can not make you angry again a few times.”
Cen Ning: “Mom…”
Wei Pinfang got up, walked to the room, before going in, turned around, and asked coldly, “I’m just coming back now. Have you eaten at noon?”
Cen Ning nodded: “I have eaten.”
“Oh.” Wei Pinfang said nothing, walked into the room and closed the door.
Cen Ning stood stupidly for a long time, until her hands became a little sore, she slowly reacted, finally showing an unusually happy smile on her face.
Although Wei Pinfang still disgusted, her performance just now meant that she would never stop her.
Cen Ning happily ran into the room, took out his mobile phone and pressed a person’s dialog box.
After eloquently wrote a paragraph, he later remembered that he couldn’t bring his mobile phone at all when he went to work, so he went back and deleted it again.
Cen Ningyang lay on the bed, laughing at his behavior.
When there is something to be happy about, the first thing she wants to share is still her words and deeds.