If The Moon Won’t Hold You - Chapter 43

Do you still like him.

This question is actually very easy to answer. Every cell in her body is telling her that she likes words and deeds. No matter how deliberately or pretending, she can’t deny it.

But when he said he liked her, she was full of horror while happy.

She was born timid and low self-esteem, and growing up in the environment of the compound, she was too aware of the gap between herself and others. When she was sixteen, she also personally felt her dissatisfaction and contempt for the relationship between her and him.

He said he hadn’t said it before, is that really her memory is confused.

“Zi Yi, you said, should I like him.” Cen Ning whispered for a long time.

Zhang Ziyi: “What should or shouldn’t be, there is no such thing as should or shouldn’t, but you are willing or not. Ningning, you are too afraid of being hurt.”

Cen Ning stagnated.

Zhang Ziyi stretched out her hand and held her: “I know, you must feel that you are stunned by words and deeds suddenly saying that you like you, and you must also feel very unreasonable. Why do you suddenly like you, right?”

Cen Ning nodded slowly, it was… quite suddenly.

Zhang Ziyi is rare and serious: “Ningning, don’t underestimate yourself, you have always been very good and excellent, you have to believe in yourself to be right. But well…”

Cen Ning raised her eyes to look at her, waiting for the follow-up.

Zhang Ziyi smiled: “But you like words and deeds. It takes so long before he responds. You shouldn’t catch up. You see, why should he say that he likes you, you have to rush to it immediately.”

“……so?”

“So you hang him, whether he wants to be near or far away, wait until he can’t stand the itching, crying and crying for you to be nice to him, you are agreeing to him.”

Cen Ning’s mouth twitched slightly: “What are you talking about…”

“What I’m saying is the truth! Don’t believe me.” Zhang Ziyi scratched her forehead and said, “Isn’t he injured recently? You, just hang around beside him, but don’t express your opinion and hang him. “

Cen Ning: “Is this all right?”

Zhang Ziyi: “That’s okay, let him know that you don’t have to be him, and it’s not because you are obsessed with him that you save him and help him, you understand.”

“……Oh.”

After discussing with Zhang Zi, Cen Ning took a taxi back to the apartment.

Pushing the door in, the room was dim, the curtains were not opened, and the lights were not turned on.

Cen Ning changed her slippers and walked into the living room to find a person lying flat on the sofa.

People who talk and do have long legs and occupy the sofa.

Quiet, Cen Ning felt tight and squatted next to him.

“Brother? Brother Xingzhi?”

It won’t happen anymore.

Cen Ning hurriedly reached out to reach his forehead, but he held her hand as soon as she put it on.

Cen Ning was startled, and saw that the lying man slowly opened his eyes. He didn’t say a word, his eyes seemed like a dark pool, which was bottomless.

Cen Ning: “Are you okay, I thought you…”

“Why are you back?” He said and deeds, his voice a little hoarse.

Cen Ning wondered: “I won’t come back, what will happen to your injury.”

He was stunned for a moment, and curled his eyebrows: “I said yesterday, if you don’t want to stay, you don’t have to stay today.”

Cen Ning took out his hand and stood up: “Then I didn’t answer you yesterday, nor did I say that I don’t want to stay.”

Silence of words and deeds, staring at her for a moment.

As soon as his eyes became serious, Cen Ning had the illusion of doing something wrong. She panicked and hurriedly pushed back and changed the subject: “Um, have you eaten.”

Sitting up with words and deeds: “No.”

Cen Ning was surprised: “You haven’t eaten after two o’clock? Then I’ll go to the kitchen to see what I can eat.”

After speaking, he hurried to the kitchen without waiting for the answer.

It is true that his words and deeds have not eaten since he woke up. He came out of the room and saw the empty room before, guessing that she might not come back again. What happened yesterday, he was impulsive, and also frightened her.

He has always given her freedom, and he has always thought that even if she has someone she likes, he will not force her to destroy it. He will slowly entice her, treat her well, and guide her into his trap.

But he didn’t expect that she would be so hard to induce, who had always been obedient and timid. For the first time, he felt that he had failed a bit, so when he mentioned Xia Yi yesterday, he obviously couldn’t control his emotions.

The moment he came out of the room in the morning, he was really panicked that she would not come…

The food in the refrigerator is still quite sufficient. Because words and deeds cannot eat too greasy things now, Cen Ning simply cooked two small dishes and boiled a pot of porridge.

At the dinner table, she sat on the side and watched him eat lunch, which had been long late.

“elder brother……”

“Um?”

“Why don’t you order takeaway?” Cen Ning said, “I have class in the morning, and I will definitely not be back at noon.”

What’s more, she had a cup of coffee with Zhang Ziyi.

Naturally, she will not say that she is because she is no longer appetite, so she said: “Have you seen the news?”

Cen Ning: “What?”

“Eating takeaway hurts you.”

Cen Ning: “…Yes.”

“The housekeeper will come over to cook tomorrow, you don’t have to do it.” He gave her a look, “If the injury on the back is not good, don’t run around.”

“I’m almost alright…” Cen Ning thought about it and said again, “Didn’t you say that you don’t like to take care of strangers? Since you have called the housekeeping aunt, what do you want me to do?”

He stopped his chopsticks and raised his eyes to look at her.

“…”

“…”

Cen Ning swallowed, okay, when she didn’t ask.

After the meal, Cen Ning returned to her room.

She brought some daily necessities and clothing from school. At this time, she was hanging her clothes in the closet one by one.

This closet is very clean and new. I heard the words and deeds at the dinner table just now. No one has ever lived in this house. It was only because he was going to live recently that people came to clean it in advance.

Cen Ning shook his head, it really was capitalism… The house was empty if it was empty.

After a few hours there was nothing wrong with each other, Cen Ning heard the sound of words and deeds entering the door and then took the computer and sat in the living room to organize the photos.

Cen Ning felt that the house was as quiet as she was alone.

When it was time for dinner, she put down the computer, and finally mustered the courage to knock on the door of her house.

After knocking a few times, his voice came from the room.

“Come in.”

Cen Ning pressed the doorknob, opened the door, and poked a head in: “Okay–“

He didn’t say anything, but took a breath.

Seeing the scene in front of her, Cen Ning’s first reaction was to exit the room and then close the door tightly, but seeing the hideous wound and frowning brows, she still stood firmly.

“It’s just right.” He gave her a look at her words and deeds. “Come here and apply the medicine for me.”

Cen Ning blinked, panic and timid: “Me?”

“Um.”

Cen Ning gritted her teeth and walked into the room with her words and deeds cold and cold.

But before she came to the edge of words and deeds, her face was already red. He probably wanted to change his dressing just now, his shirt was stripped off, and only a pair of trousers were left.

Although…this is nothing to be shy, and everything a man should cover is tightly covered.

But wherever he can see, a man’s skin and lines can easily make people blush.

Cen Ning secretly disliked herself, a bit ambitious, Cen Ning, Zhang Ziyi said, don’t be fascinated by him, don’t know the south, east, north, west, you must be ambitious! You dangle him, not him!

Cen Ning took a deep breath and moved slowly in front of him: “I won’t…”

The words and deeds pointed to the medicine that had been opened on the bedside table: “Apply it, and put a bandage on it.”

Cen Ning groaned, squatted down to study Fan, and then turned to words and deeds, “Will it hurt if I touch the wound.”

Words and deeds shook his head: “Go on, it doesn’t hurt much anymore.”

It doesn’t hurt much, but it still hurts.

Cen Ning moistened the ointment with a cotton swab and applied it carefully.

“What are you shaking?” He lowered his eyes and looked at the little girl squatting in front of him.

Cen Ning paused and told the truth: “I, I am a little scared looking at this wound.”

The words and deeds laughed briefly: “You are still afraid, not afraid of guns or explosions, do you know that you are afraid of this wound.”

“That’s different. I forgot to be afraid of the emergency at the time. Now I look at it… It’s really scary.”

Cen Ning bulged her cheeks and applied a little more seriously. After she finished applying, she subconsciously leaned forward and blew, “Does it hurt?”

The heart of words and deeds was like stopping water, and a hot breath flickered across his belly, instantly making his back stiff. He suddenly lowered his eyes and saw Cen Ning squatted halfway between his legs, with both hands resting on his thighs naturally, his lips pursed slightly, and he blew into his wounds.

An unspeakable dryness rushed out of the wound, swiftly, extremely quickly, and extremely lingering…

The breath of words and deeds was stagnant, and almost lifted her from him. But he held it back anyway, turned his head and didn’t look at her.

Cen Ning knew nothing, and was still giving him medicine seriously. After finally taking the medicine, she took the bandage from the side and began to wrap him.

Wrap it round and round very carefully.

The words and deeds don’t look at her, but they can’t help but look at her.

It was normal for him to sit by the bed and she squatted in front of him to apply medicine to her, but after having evil thoughts in her heart, she took another look at the picture that was unexpected.

She was very focused, her small face crumbled tightly. When the bandage needs to go around his back, she will get up slightly, then move closer, wrap her arm around his back, and pick it up with the other hand…

Keep approaching, keep skin-to-skin contact. She was between his legs, and he was drowsy with each other, his whole body was like a fire, and he kept tolerating it until something couldn’t help it…

“Cen Ning!” The words and deeds suddenly lifted Cen Ning.

Cen Ning, who was still holding a bandage in her hand, looked dumbfounded: “Huh?”

His words and deeds grabbed her arm and turned her around: “Get out.”

“The wound hasn’t been wound up yet–“

Cen Ning wanted to turn her head to look at him. Unexpectedly, she was pushed halfway by his palm and pushed her face back.

Cen Ning: “???”

The words and deeds had a deep tone of expression and tolerance: “I will come by myself, and you will go out.”

Cen Ning: “But—”

The wrapped bandage was scattered because of the actions of the two, but the words and deeds insisted on taking the bandage back from her hand.

Cen Ning looked puzzled, and she had to let her go out, so she had to go out.

When she walked out of the room to close the door, she suddenly remembered something and turned to ask: “Brother Xing, what shall we eat tonight?”

Her words and deeds seemed to be shocked by her suddenly turning around: “Whatever, whatever.”

Cen Ning: “Can you cook noodles?”

“……good.”

Seeing that he agreed to close the room door for him, Cen Ning’s footsteps finally faded away.

He was completely relieved by his words and deeds. He glanced at the physiological reaction of a certain place and pressed his brows silently…