If The Moon Won’t Hold You - Chapter 45

In a dazed gap, there was a sudden cold behind his neck.

Cen Ning subconsciously wanted to turn her head, but when she said and acted, she stretched out her hand and patted behind her head: “Don’t move.”

Cen Ning sat upright, her hands on her thighs tightening the cloth.

The words and deeds have no distractions, and they paint carefully and seriously. He dipped the ointment with his finger and stroked her skin carefully.

“Next time you encounter any danger, run first, know if you don’t.”

Cen Ning remained motionless, and responded in a low voice after hearing the voice coming from behind.

After the neck was painted, the clothes were pulled down again by words and deeds. There was also a thin scar on the left side of the shoulder blade, but fortunately, this was much lighter than the back of the neck.

The expression of his words and deeds remained unchanged, his gaze flicked lightly on the pink band, as if he hadn’t seen it, and he continued to apply the medicine.

Cen Ning’s face at the moment should be described as tomato red, the left shoulder was pulled down, and the entire shoulder was bare. Exposed, there is a pink inside. The clothes belt were ambiguous and awkward in the air.

She pressed her lips tightly, and could feel his fingertips sliding across her skin, causing tremors.

“Anything else?” he asked after he stopped his words and deeds.

The other two are on the waist and abdomen. If you want to apply medicine, you will have to fade the whole nightgown to the end. Cen Ning could no longer bear this situation now, let alone that.

“No!” Cen Ning jumped up from the sofa immediately, but after not standing for a second, he was pulled back by the person behind him.

She slammed into his chest with inertia, stretched out her hands to support her shoulders and pushed her out a little bit, “Be careful, don’t rub all the medicine just applied on me.”

Cen Ning: “…”

Who is to blame, it’s not that you pulled me.

“Really gone?”

The posture at the moment of words and deeds completely took her in her arms. After talking, the heat was sprayed on Cen Ning’s ears. She was startled, and shrank as if it had been electric: “Nothing…”

“lie.”

Cen Ning kept silent.

He smiled slightly and squeezed her wrist: “Cen Ning, do you know that it’s particularly obvious when you lie.”

Cen Ning followed his arm and saw her fingers tightly pinched together, stayed for a while, and suddenly let go.

“Where else?” This time, his voice was serious and cold.

Cen Ning tilted her head to look at him, her eyes falling into his eyes.

It’s too close. It’s so close that she’s confused, so close that she doesn’t want to listen to her cowardly heart, and so close that she doesn’t want to implement Zhang Ziyi’s nonsensical and reasonable suggestions…

Perhaps, just let it go.

She pulled away his wrist, and then held his fingers, leading him to the place behind her waist. He lowered his eyes and glanced at his words and deeds, and then reached out to get the ointment.

“Brother Xing.” Cen Ning said suddenly.

The words and deeds paused to see her: “Huh?”

“In my first year of high school, you and grandpa quarreled in the study.” Cen Ning said suddenly, “I was afraid that grandpa would beat you, so I secretly went out to look out the window.”

Words and deeds are stagnant.

Cen Ning lowered her eyes and whispered: “I heard you say that the relationship between me and you is just a promise from grandpa. You don’t want grandpa to control you, let alone let him decide your future and your marriage. My existence… Just barely.”

Putting down the ointment in words and deeds, he tilted his head slightly, he looked at Cen Ning as if he had seen the scene she was talking about.

That day, it was very snowy, and he and grandpa quarreled about the special forces…

“So, I don’t want to be your reluctance and burden. I, I have long since decided not to like you anymore. I don’t know why you say you like me.”

Cen Ning didn’t intend to say this today. Maybe it was due to the environment, maybe the breathing and body temperature of words and deeds, or maybe he was enough to melt her gentleness. Maybe these things made her speak out in a ghostly manner.

Variety shows on the LCD TV were still playing, laughter, applause, music… I took a deep breath in words and deeds, and my heart seemed to be pulled hard by someone suddenly, and it was suddenly painful.

He didn’t know that she was still there in the wind and snow outside the window that day.

“Cen Ning, what I said to Grandpa that day hurt you unintentionally.” His words and deeds frowned and he didn’t know how to explain, because the memory of that day was not very deep in his memory. All he remembered was that he didn’t let his grandfather interfere with his future. As for Cen Ning Perhaps when he first saw her, he thought that grandfather’s promise was absurd, but he never regarded her as a reluctance.

“I just hope that Grandpa will not interfere with anything of mine by his means. I don’t want him to interfere, but I can do it by myself. This is not a contradiction.”

Cen Ning’s pupils shrank slightly: “You—”

“So because you heard those words, do you think I don’t like you?” His words and deeds curled his lips with self-deprecation.

Cen Ning was startled suddenly, and finally could only rely on instinct, not sure enough to call out: “Brother—”

“Hmm…” His words and deeds raised his eyebrows, and suddenly interjected, “It feels a bit corrupt to hear you say that at this time.”

Cen Ning: “…”

With a stern expression of words and deeds, he stretched out his hand to support her cheek, his eyes were gloomy and unclear: “After talking so much, can you give me your heart back.”

With too much information tonight, Cen Ning was completely stuck: “What’s your heart?”

There was a sharp look in the eyes of words and deeds, almost gritted his teeth and said: “Xia, Yi.”

Cen Ning reacted: “He? I have nothing to do with him…”

“Really.” Words and deeds, “Didn’t you like him very much before?”

Cen Ning was very sincere. After listening, he thought for a while and said: “I’m trying to like him—”

“Don’t try.”

“…”

The hostility in the eyes of words and deeds was highlighted, and the hand stroking her chin slowly tightened: “Don’t try.”

Cen Ning blinked, just trying, but it didn’t even start… the words were not finished.

“Have you heard?”

Cen Ning hesitated and nodded.

It was over at first, talk about what to try.

He was relieved by his words and deeds. He didn’t expect that he would pit himself from beginning to end. But then again, that year, his thoughts on her were not so clear. She was young and he just wanted to protect her.

At that time, Xin Zechuan said that he preferred her. At that time, he would still think it was weird. Do you prefer it? It’s just a little care.

Later, he didn’t know when he had obvious thoughts about her, maybe he had been in ambush a long time ago, so when he came back and saw her go with another man, he would have those unspeakable depressions in his heart. .

In the end, Cen Ning let him continue to take the medicine. It was nothing ambiguous, but just a concern to solve the problem.

But after returning to the room at night, Cen Ning suffered from insomnia all night.

For some reason, she always repeats things from her childhood. Especially in the training space of the compound, there are too many memories there. There is always a person in her mind. He is sitting on the railing, and the moonlight spreads a layer of crystal white light on him. He looks down at her with his face. There was a small smile hanging on it.

“Child, do you know what a wife is.”

**

There was still morning class the next day, and she stayed up all night last night, Cen Ning listened to the teacher’s lecture with two dark circles under her eyes.

Towards the end of the term, every class is extremely important.

Cen Ning chose to major in English because of Wei Pinfang’s relationship with photography. Although she felt that it was useless for taking pictures at first, she later felt that language might be very useful for her future photography trips.

After class, Cen Ning and her roommate went to dinner together, and then several people took books and went to the library together.

Cen Ning has put a lot of energy on photography recently, so he has to pay close attention to the final review. At dinner time, Cen Ning also went to the bakery downstairs to buy a piece of bread to eat, and went back to the place to read after eating.

While memorizing a large piece of complicated and difficult-to-remember professional words, the phone vibrated.

[When will you be back? 】

Words and deeds.

Cen Ning raised the corners of her mouth unconsciously, and replied: [It will be late, I have the final exam, and I am in the library now. ] Words and deeds: [Well, it’s better to tell me, I’ll pick you up. Cen Ning: [I will go back by myself]

Words and deeds: [It’s too late, I’ll pick you up]

“Ouch, Cenning, what are you laughing at.” Suddenly, the roommate next to him leaned over.

Cen Ning quickly put away the phone: “No.”

“Tsk tut, look at this little expression,” Chen Miao called on the other two roommates to look over, “It must be sent to you by a man, right?”

“Yes, yes, do you really have a boyfriend?”

“Reading.” Cen Ning glanced at a few people, “Keep your voice down, be careful when others complain to you.”

After all, it was in the library. Although a few roommates wanted to make fun, they could only bear it.

At 8 o’clock in the evening, Cen Ning packed up her schoolbag and got up to leave.

As soon as she walked away on her front foot, several roommates followed eagerly.

Cen Ning didn’t notice it at first. After she walked out of the library, she saw the words and deeds waiting for her down the steps.

Cen Ning was taken aback for a moment, and trot down quickly.

“Aren’t you waiting at the school gate? Why are you here.”

Words and deeds stretched out her hand and took her schoolbag: “I’m bored, just take a look.”

Cen Ning has seen too many boys who come to pick up their girlfriends in college. They have passed them after seeing them in the past, and sometimes they even feel that the sweetness is a little weird.

It wasn’t until today that she saw the words and deeds standing there that she suddenly discovered that the joy of those men and women was so real. It turned out that there was a kind of joy that every cell in the body could perceive.

“Have you finished reading the book?” asked words and deeds.

Cen Ning shook his head: “There are so many professional terms, so hard to remember.”

“Go home, I will help you review.”

Cen Ning chuckled, “How can you help me review?”

Her words and deeds were slightly warm, and she stretched out her hand to pinch the tip of her nose: “Check the words randomly.”

Cen Ning’s face was bitter: “Ah…”

As she said and did her words and deeds, her eyes suddenly fell behind her: “Those few, your classmates?”

Cen Ning turned around when he heard the words and saw three roommates sneaking in there. Seeing she found out, a few girls walked out with a smile on their faces, “Oh, just going back to the bedroom, I didn’t expect to meet you guys…”

Chen Miao also followed: “Hey handsome guy, I met again.”

Cen Ning: “What are you doing?”

Chen Miao: “Go back to the bedroom. The door is here. You can’t help but let us come out.”

The corner of Cen Ning’s mouth raised slightly, helpless.

“Handsome guy, I was especially optimistic about you when you came to our dormitory last time.” Chen Miao narrowed his eyes, “Seriously, what is the relationship between you?”

Cen Ning coughed lightly, and pulled the arm of the words and deeds to the side: “Then what, let’s go first—”

“Girlfriend.” His words and deeds were rare and pleasant to others. He took Cen Ning’s hand and said calmly and sincerely, “She is my girlfriend.”