I’m on the Road To Probation Paranoia - Chapter 114
Du Jieqing hugged Bai Han, breathing heavily in her throat, her chest vibrated violently, and even Bai Han, who was lying on her chest, fell together, her voice low and hoarse: “Xiaohan, I If I want you, give it to me.”
Bai Han looked at her, the corners of her mouth rose high, she smiled like a flower: “Okay, I miss you too.”
paper, let alone take off your clothes.
Bai Han lowered his head deeply, and said in a muffled voice: “But I’m ugly, my face is twitching, and my body is even uglier…”
Du Jieqing immediately understood what she meant.
Slightly cool lips fell on her forehead, Du Jieqing hugged Bai Han’s shoulder tightly, the deep affection in her eyes was hot, staring at her tightly: “Xiaohan will always be Xiaohan .”
Bai Han listened to her words, but still did not untie the knot, but shyly covered half of her cheek, her throat rolled up and down, and made a grunting whimper.
She seemed to say something, but her voice was too low and very vague. Rao was Du Jieqing’s eyes and ears, and she couldn’t hear anything clearly.
Just as Du Jieqing stroked her back and wanted to continue to soothe her, Bai Han suddenly pulled off her shirt.
Nothing was worn under the thin coat, and her wonderful body was so big in front of Du Jieqing’s eyes, her breathing was suddenly heavy.
The location, if you don’t look for it deliberately, can’t be seen.
But between young lovers, what parts are they not specially visited to touch and kiss?
Bai Han seems to be more emotional than Du Jieqing, every part of the skin is tinged with crimson, wherever Du Jieqing’s hand goes, it seems to ignite a group of flames. Burning inside out.
She took Du Jieqing’s hand and moved little by little on each mark left by Du Ninglan: “These are ugly.” She closed her eyes, these were all to her. It’s a shame, every time I see these marks, it’s like returning to the days and nights when Du Ninglan was imprisoned.
She has no freedom and is wantonly insulted as if she were forbidden.
There were even times when she couldn’t hold on, thinking that she would just bite her tongue and kill herself, but she couldn’t even control her own life and death.
This is the first time that Bai Han has explained to Du Jieqing her situation in the demon world. Du Jieqing, who was intoxicated with emotion, listened to it, like a basin of cold water pouring it from the beginning to the end. His fists were still faintly stiff, and he could not wait to immediately raise his sword and slash Du Ninglan.
And her anger caused Bai Han’s grievance and shame, she sobbed lowly: “Aqing, how can she treat me like that.” Han changed the topic and talked about how wonderful the pastoral life between her and Du Jieqing during those thirty-two years was.
There is no harm without comparison. After being severely abused by Du Ninglan as if she were not a human being, Bai Han seems to realize what true love is. To love someone is to treat her as a treasure. Whether it is in the palm of your hand or on the tip of your heart, you are afraid that she will be uncomfortable.
Instead of under the banner of loving you, all you do is to hurt others.
This is not called love, it can only be the childish possessiveness of every child.
All the grievances were vented on the toys.
Toys are dead objects, neither hurt nor emotional, but Bai Han is not.
Bai Han was lying in Du Jieqing’s arms, tears wet the other side’s shirt, and tearfully complained about Du Ninglan’s excessive actions, venting all the emotions that had been suffocating in his heart for a long time, and finally tired of crying , I lost the strength, and the voice was like a newborn kitten, soft and messy, and like a feather, gently scratching on Du Jieqing’s soft heart, causing her tight string to shudder.
She patted Bai Han’s back, which was trembling slightly from crying, and reassured: “Don’t be afraid, with me here, this kind of thing will never happen again, absolutely not.”
Bai Han is very thin, her spine is high and bulging, her skin is still smooth, and there are two round lumbar fossa on the lower side, whenever Du Jieqing comforts her, Du Jieqing’s hand slips to her waist unconsciously the nest.
She is very sensitive here, and a slight touch will cause Bai Han to tremble slightly, and even make a shallow grunt from her throat.
At this time, Bai Han was also, under her gentle massage, the turbulent emotions gradually calmed down, she listened to Du Jieqing’s eloquent assurance, suddenly raised her head, watched Du Jieqing take a deep breath, grit her teeth He said fiercely, “I hate her.”
Seeing the fierce determination in Bai Han’s eyes, Du Jieqing, who was originally dissatisfied with Du Ninglan, intensified her hatred, she rubbed Bai Han’s head: “I will avenge you .”
Bai Han looked at her suspiciously: “Really?”
How could Du Jieqing tolerate Bai Han’s distrust of her, and immediately said: “She hurt you, **** it!”
Bai Han moved his lips, swallowed what he wanted to say, and finally asked, “But she is also a part of you.”
Du Jieqing’s body froze, but she quickly returned to her natural state. She avoided the situation and said lightly: “Without her, I can love you better.”
Hearing this, Bai Han still had tears on his face, and immediately burst into tears: “Then you kill her, okay?”
Even if Bai Han didn’t say anything, Du Jieqing would make a break with Du Ninglan.
She knew that Du Ninglan would never give up. If she wanted to get Bai Han, she had to deal with Du Ninglan. Of course, Du Jieqing, who had this idea for a long time, showed herself without hesitation. position and attitude.
She nodded: “Okay, I will avenge you!”
Bai Han’s eyes lit up instantly, she grabbed Du Ninglan’s hand: “No, I want to solve her personally.”
Du Jieqing was stunned, and narrowed her eyes slightly.
It’s not that she doesn’t believe in Bai Han, but it is because Bai Han is too weak now, let alone revenge, I’m afraid she will be captured by the other party.
Bai Han saw the distrust in her eyes, and shook her arm gently: “You will help me and let me clean the door myself, right?”
Du Jieqing stared at her for a long time: “Yes, I will help you and let you solve her.”
Bai Han heard the words, showing a more brisk and relaxed smile, she took Du Jieqing’s hand, leaned into Du Jieqing’s ear, and whispered: “Help me cover these marks, let me every time The first time I see them, I don’t think of the humiliation anymore, but the happy time with you, okay?”
Before Du Jieqing could move, Bai Han couldn’t help it, she raised her head, the corners of her eyes rose like hooks, gently tugging at the softest part of Du Jieqing’s heart , asked in a tired voice: “You, will make me happy, right?”
She no longer restrained herself, but gently took off Bai Han’s clothes and kissed her tightly.
Just as Du Jieqing was getting better, Bai Han suddenly trembled, like a boiled shrimp, curled up as much as possible.
Du Jieqing was intoxicated, but stopped immediately and asked Bai Han how she felt.
Bai Han sobbed, hugging Du Jieqing’s neck tightly, the body hanging on the other’s body was slightly stiff and not wet at all, Du Jieqing’s eyes were slightly frozen, and he said in a low voice: ” It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to.”
Bai Han interrupted her immediately, shook her head and cried and said, “No, I want, it’s just me…I…”
She grabbed Du Jieqing’s hand, for fear of Du Jieqing’s misunderstanding and anxiously explained: “I love you, of course I want you, but I can’t…”
She cried out of breath: “I’ve tried my best to forget, but whenever I close my eyes, I don’t consciously think of Du Ninglan, I’m scared, I’m too scared …”
Her methods are too numerous, novel and cruel, which left a deep psychological shadow on Bai Han. She felt that she would never accept doing that kind of thing again in her life.
She’s sorry for Du Jieqing, she can’t open her body to another person for pleasure… If she really wants to be with Du Jieqing, wouldn’t she have to implicate Du Jieqing and her Plato?
This is really unfair to Du Jieqing.
Bai Han hesitated, finally let go of Du Jieqing’s hand and turned around sadly: “Forget it, Ah Qing, are you letting me fend for itself?”
Du Jieqing immediately hugged her waist, forcibly turned her around, and gently wiped off the crisscrossing tears on her face. very soft.
Du Jieqing held her hand and patted the back of her hand, softly comforting: “It’s not your fault, Xiaohan, I promise you!” She promised word by word, “I will avenge you .”
After a pause, she said, “I’ll wait for you too.”
The hot and humid kiss fell on the back of Bai Han’s neck, she clearly felt that Du Jieqing’s **** was extremely tight, and her desire might overflow at any time, but she did not force it any further Bai Han, but repeated it over and over again, not knowing whether he was trying to persuade Bai Han or trying to convince himself: “I’ll wait for the day you can accept me.”
Bai Han looked up at her and asked stupidly, “What if I can’t accept it for the rest of my life?”
Du Jieqing immediately stated: “Then we will not do it for the rest of our lives.”
Bai Han looked at her dubiously.
Du Jieqing put her arms around her, and even thought to laugh softly: “I love you, I want to be with you, not to do that kind of thing.”
The crying hadn’t stopped completely, Bai Han sniffed, snorted and said, “But… Back then, when you pretended to be Du Ninglan, didn’t you just want to…”
Du Jieqing’s body suddenly stiffened, and it took a long while to return to nature.
As if a fig leaf was lifted in public, she said unnaturally: “Of course not, I just wanted to make you mine as soon as possible, I know I used despicable means , I won’t in the future, trust me, I really won’t.”
Bai Han leaned against Du Jieqing’s arms crookedly, and the expression that she was so guilty that she would continue to cry in the next second disappeared instantly, a cold face was expressionless, and there was even indifference and disgust in her eyes , she narrowed her eyes slightly, and said in a weak voice that was completely inconsistent with the expression at the moment: “I, I’m sorry for you…”
Du Jieqing patted her back gently, comforting her constantly.
It doesn’t matter, as long as she knows that Bai Han has her in her heart, as for this kind of thing…it won’t be too far away, sooner or later, she will make Bai Han forget the shadow left by Du Ninglan, Accept her slowly.
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Bai Han and Du Jieqing seem to have returned to those thirty-two years, except that whenever Du Jieqing wants to go further, Bai Han will tremble uncontrollably and tears will fall silently. , if Du Jieqing takes one more step, he will feel like a beast, and there is no further movement in his hands.
Every time she would cry guiltily afterwards, but Du Jieqing, who was left to the side, comforted her softly and with a very good temper.
Du Jieqing was also tired after tossing more and more. When she was with Bai Han, she truly respected each other.
After several days, Bai Han was awakened by a lightning that almost split the house in half.
Seeing that she was awake, Du Jieqing hurriedly explained: “The weather is very bad, I was afraid that you were afraid, so I came to accompany you.”
As she said this, she smiled: “I see that you are sleeping soundly, and I don’t want to disturb you, so I just want to watch you by the side and wait for the dawn, who knows… I’m fascinated by this, noisy Awake you? Scared you?”
She tucked the quilt for Bai Han: “Go on sleeping, don’t be afraid.”
Bai Han’s eyes were complicated, she stared at Du Jieqing for a long while without blinking.
Du Jieqing asked: “What’s wrong?”
Bai Han lifted the quilt, revealing a pure white lining, she closed her eyes, and suddenly said, “Aqing, come closer.”
Du Jieqing’s eyes lit up, but they dimmed in an instant, as if thinking of the disharmony when the two were intimate before, she restrained the expression on her face and leaned forward, Asked: “What’s the matter? Want to drink water?”
She said and stood up: “I’ll go get you some tea.”
Before standing up, my wrist was suddenly grabbed, my palm was cold, but it was like a spark, I immediately ignited the dry wood, and my reason was almost burned out in an instant , Du Jieqingdun stayed on the spot, took a deep breath and made preparations before turning around.
In fact, she had discovered several times before that Du Jieqing was self-sufficient in front of her portrait.
As long as she thinks that every time Du Jieqing gets close to her, Bai Han can feel the scorching body temperature rising rapidly, and then she thinks that she is trying her best to restrain her desires in the face of her, and she has to force a smile to appease her to please her Smiling, Bai Han felt deeply guilty.
She took a deep breath and unbuttoned her clothes little by little, she lowered her head slightly, and whispered, “Ah Qing, want, want me.”
Physiological instinct made Du Jieqing breathe quickly, but she was used to it, took a deep breath and immediately suppressed it, pressed Bai Han’s hand, and covered her with the quilt: “Don’t make trouble, It’s getting late, go to bed now.”
“No, Ah Qing, I’ll never be able to accept it if you don’t force me.” Bai Han looked at her imploringly, “I beg you, want me, and cover it with your imprint. Live with her, or I’ll go crazy.”
Du Jieqing looked at the tears at the corner of Bai Han’s eyes, her eyes dazed, after a long time, she finally raised her hand, grabbed Bai Han’s hand to untie the belt, and her throat rolled up and down: “If you can’t accept it, , tell me immediately.”
Bai Han bit her white lower lip, she turned her head: “No, you can do it.”
Du Jieqing’s movements were very slow. Although she didn’t ask Bai Han every step of the way, she also gave Bai Han room to go back.
But Bai Han closed his eyes and gritted his teeth, as if he wanted to give himself to Du Jieqing today.
Du Jieqing naturally saw her determination, and at the same time she was moved, and she hated Du Ninglan who made Bai Han look like this. Determined to avenge Bai Han.
Even though Du Jieqing’s willpower is amazing, he can’t hold it in the face of the person he likes. The more he gets to the end, the faster he moves. Just when Du Jieqing thought he was going to succeed and was about to attack the city… Bai Han raised his hand, the hand that seemed to want to touch Du Jieqing suddenly turned sharply, and his five fingers became claws to grab Du Jieqing’s throat.
Du Jieqing, who was in the cloud, was kicked into the swamp. Rao was quick and defenseless at that time. Naturally, she was attacked by a sneak attack, but she quickly turned sideways and didn’t After being caught in a key part, he covered his neck and looked at Bai Han.
The warm atmosphere just now disappeared in an instant, and even the surrounding temperature seemed to drop several degrees, the room was cold and empty, and only the two of them were breathing heavily.
Zoom in instantly.
Not waiting for Du Jieqing to say anything, she suddenly screamed hysterically, grabbing her hair like a madman and pulling it desperately.
Du Jieqing couldn’t manage her own injury, and immediately reached out to stop her: “Xiaohan, Xiaohan!”
Bai Han couldn’t help herself from crying, she ignored Du Jieqing’s dissuasion and burst into tears, crying until her eyes were lost, and sat on the bed for a while.
She was crying so loudly that Du Jieqing’s soothing voice was suppressed by her, and she was completely speechless. Seeing that her mood finally calmed down, she raised her hand to pat her. Shoulder.
However, Bai Han’s eyes suddenly froze, and his five fingers claws at his throat.
The force was heavier than the attack on Du Jieqing just now, as if he was going to kill himself.
Du Jieqing grabbed Bai Han’s hands and pushed him down on the bed, a sharp and helpless light flashed in his eyes: “What are you doing?!”
Bai Han failed to self-mutilate, struggling to escape Du Jieqing’s bondage, she shouted in vain: “Why, it’s all my fault, how can I hurt you? I should be damned, punished me…”
“No, it’s not your fault, it’s my recklessness, I didn’t wait for you to be ready, Xiaohan, calm down, it’s my fault!” Du Jieqing’s face flashed distressed, hugging tightly She, holding her tightly in his arms, warmed and softened her with his own body.
While Bai Han was lying in her arms, out of the corner of the eye looked at Du Jieqing’s more serious wounds because he was too busy to soothe himself. On the bed, even on his own body, there was a smile even more gorgeous than blood on the corner of his mouth, and he slowly said, “It’s my fault, Ah Qing, it’s all my fault.”