I’m on the Road To Probation Paranoia - Chapter 148
“You look so good today.”
“Huh?”
Bai Han was carrying a vegetable basket and was about to go up the mountain to pick mushrooms. After drying, put two pieces of bacon and boil mushroom soup.
Before leaving, she said hello to Bai Zhenzhen, saying that she would be back soon and got no response.
But she doesn’t care, as long as she hears it.
Bai Han just walked to the door when Bai Zhenzhen praised from behind, she was stunned for a moment, then turned back and squinted.
It seems to say again – is your brain suddenly broken?
Bai Zhenzhen looked at her, not only repeated it carefully, but also explained in detail: “You are white, hemp gray suits you very well, I like the way you wear your hair.”
“…” All Bai Han’s clothes are hemp gray, not because of other things, but because—she doesn’t know how to weave animal wool, except that she can change animal skins in winter, only nettles are left. Linen woven clothing.
She wants to wear rainbow colors, what to dye?
I’ve been wearing it for seven or eight years, and I suddenly feel good looking today?
The stunned look in Bai Han’s eyes gradually turned into the words “You are really sick”.
She didn’t speak, she continued to take two steps forward, suddenly bent down and put down the basket, felt out a very thin rattan, and tied her hands together with the hair that was just washed and not dry. He turned his head and grinned: “There is a saying that you don’t think your mother is ugly. If you think I’m not good-looking, then you really have no conscience.”
After she said that, she immediately looked away, but the moment she turned her head, the corners of her lips quickly collapsed, and the smile in her eyes disappeared, no happiness at all, even a little gloomy.
Bai Zhenzhen saw the pleas and warnings buried deep in her brief eyes just now. Although she seemed to not want to be discovered, it was just a flash away, but she was still being observed by her. The white expression on his face was really captured.
can continue to live in peace.
If someone upsets the balance, she will not hesitate to get away.
Bai Zhenzhen was leaning against the wall with her hands, her fingernails almost pulled off a piece of the wall, she tried her best to keep the surface calm and watched Bai Han go out.
But the moment Bai Handi disappeared, her face suddenly sank, staring in the direction of the door and suddenly gasping for breath, her eyes were red and her eyes were slightly protruding, as if she was always Like it might fall out.
…
Bai Han arrived at the back mountain, looked at the mushrooms all over the floor, and didn’t want to bend over to pick them.
She glanced at it, her eyes fell on a tree stump not far away, she walked over slowly and sat down, staring at the depths of the woods in a daze.
Jacques didn’t see it when she walked in front of her, but she came back to her senses after being pushed on her shoulder.
The dilated pupils gradually focused, Bai Han blinked, looked at Jacques who was standing in front of him at an unknown time, and then pulled the corner of his mouth to reveal a ceremonial smile: “Yo, come here. already.”
Jacques: “…” I don’t think so at all.
He looked at Bai Han up and down, if it wasn’t for the fear of Bai Han’s disgust, I was afraid he couldn’t help but check it out.
The tone is even more anxious: “Are you all right.”
Bai Han felt amused and asked, “What can I do?”
“You…” Jacques hesitated before saying, “It’s been a few days, it seems that you’re not in a good mood.”
Bai Han fiddled with the basket and raised a smile on his face.
She is beautiful, fair-skinned, and has a small dimple on both sides of her cheeks. Anyone who sees her feels gentle and amiable, and there is no sign of a bad mood in Jacques’ mouth.
But Jacques saw the smile that she pulled out the moment she raised her head – not from the heart, not even the corners of her mouth, but forcibly pulled out.
It’s like the facial muscles don’t want to move, but they have to move, so it’s a little hard to laugh.
Looking at the smile on her face, Jacques heart twitched and hurt, he wanted to ask Bai Han if he knew it, and wanted to ask what the little **** did to Bai Han, but his lips kept on She shivered, opened her mouth but said nothing.
He looked at Bai Han’s eyes carefully, and it was easy to find that there was no smile in his eyes, and they were even empty, as if they had no soul.
Jacques suddenly said, “Have you come down the mountain these two days?”
Bai Han was startled: “Didn’t you go down the mountain two days ago?”
Jacques shook his head: “I was busy building a house for the past few days. I slept in a nearby tree at night and went to the mountains to find materials during the day.” After talking about it, I realized that the change had happened earlier. It appeared, but he didn’t notice it.
For example—the female orcs in the tribe are all taking advantage of the cool afternoon weather and the children’s free time outside to dig wild vegetables and mushrooms in the mountains, but in those days, let alone them, even Every day, he goes up the mountain to search for prey, and he has never seen a male orc who is running around for the food and clothing of his family.
“I went down the mountain yesterday…” Jacques glanced at Bai Han, hesitated, and asked tentatively, “I haven’t finished the house…”
Before he finished speaking, Bai Han suddenly interrupted: “It’s okay, I really fell asleep, you were worried about waking me up so I didn’t finish it, wait until it’s convenient. “
Jacques paused for a while, looking at the unnaturalness and dodging in Bai Han’s eyes, guessing that even if she didn’t fully know, she could see some signs.
After all, although he threatened Bai Zhenzhen, he did not feel that Bai Zhenzhen was a person to be afraid of. She probably wanted to shake Bai Han’s shoulders and Ma Shi roared the cruel truth Instill it in Bai Han.
Jacques paused, then whispered, “I thought you would be unhappy.”
After he finished speaking, he was stunned, because he saw that Bai Han’s smiling face was a little stiff, and in the end he couldn’t hold it any longer, and looked at Jacques with an expressionless face.
If it was someone else, they might be frightened by Bai Han’s sudden change of face.
But Jacques didn’t, he just froze for a moment, and then a desire to hug the other party rose up, wanted to pat the other party’s back, and told her: “Don’t worry, don’t be sad, everything with me.”
But when Jacques opened his mouth, his throat choked, and some words were not spoken.
Fortunately, she didn’t say it, otherwise Bai Han would not have complained to him, but couldn’t wait to push him away, turned around and ran away.
“Actually, I’m not unhappy.” Bai Han was quiet for a few seconds, then spoke slowly, compared to the clear and brisk voice just now, this time it was like a broken gramophone, with a little tiredness And hoarse, reluctantly said, “I’m just not happy.”
Jacques also thought for a long time before he understood what she meant.
Unhappy is a slightly lighter sadness than sadness.
No happiness means no emotion.
Perhaps Bai Han didn’t know it, but when she said these words, her body exuded a strong sense of depression from the inside out.
She is probably used to hiding her emotions, she can no longer distinguish her true emotions.
Jacques clenched his fists and didn’t speak, he just sat down next to Bai Han, leaning his shoulders on her deliberately.
The warm body temperature is transmitted through the thin clothes, as if a person was originally walking aimlessly in the alley, although he does not feel lonely, but his heart is still empty.
At this time, there is another companion, shoulder to shoulder with her, it seems that no matter where the road goes, what happens next, the other party will not leave, but firmly and Facing her together, Bai Han felt a little lighthearted.
She looked back at Jacques, this time the other party didn’t smile, but he also looked at her, as if to say – nothing, I’m with you, look back if you need, Go forward if you don’t need to.
But I promise, I will always be behind you and not leave.
The eye sockets suddenly became sour, Bai Han felt a little want to cry.
She pursed her lips, swallowed the sourness in her throat, and sighed softly.
I don’t know how long she was silent, she suddenly said: “I never knew what to be happy about.”
Life is very hard, and people just live mechanically.
As a woman, she doesn’t like to go shopping, don’t like makeup, and doesn’t like to buy famous brands, and also doesn’t like to play games or watch variety shows. It can be said that she has no hobbies at all.
She has done a lot of tasks, but she doesn’t like going to work, she just plans to save more money and buy a house of her own to move out.
She didn’t know what the meaning of life was, she just felt that she should live.
So her life is not fun and she doesn’t care about fun, all she can do is keep breathing, or try to keep breathing as comfortable as possible.
Just when Jacques thought Bai Han would talk about something, Bai Han suddenly let out a long sigh, pursed his lips and bent the corner of his mouth, with a clear smile in his voice: “Say What are these doing, hypocritical.”
She stood up and beat her waist twice: “I feel like I’m getting old, my back hurts and my legs cramp, I’m probably going to give up.”
Jacques twitched the corner of his mouth: “Human life is very long.”
“Really?” Bai Han said casually, “It’s not good if it’s too long, it’s tiring to live, and you have to persevere.”
“What did you say?” The second half of the sentence was too low, and Jacques couldn’t hear it clearly, but looking at the expression on her face, he knew that it was not something to make people happy, and he frowned slightly.
“Nothing.” Bai Han pointed to his basket, “I’m here to pick mushrooms, what are you doing?”
I’m here for you.
I kept observing the cave, and when I saw Bai Han coming out, I thought that Bai Zhenzhen would also follow, and I was worried for a while, and found that Bai Zhenzhen flashed at the door and went back again. Came over quickly.
Jacques stood up subconsciously and grabbed her hand excitedly: “Bai Han, I’ll take you to another tribe.”
Bai Han was frightened, and before she had time to withdraw her hand, with a snap, a black shadow flashed past, and she smelled a strong **** smell.
Looking along the trajectory of the shadow, I saw Bai Zhenzhen looking over with a cold face.
Jacques grabbed Bai Han’s arm and stuffed it behind him, blocking the knife-like sight.
Bai Zhenzhen’s eyes got darker.
“Are you bleeding?” A bloodstain was drawn from the back of the hand, and the blood kept pouring out, dripping onto the ground.
Bai Han’s pupils shrank, she grabbed Jacques’ wrist: “To stop the bleeding, you must stop the bleeding first.”
She hadn’t seen such a serious wound for a long time. She was extremely flustered and kept talking to herself to force herself to calm down.
But out of the corner of the eye, the clothes on Jacques chest were also stained with blood, Bai Han said in surprise: “You are bleeding too? Do you have other injuries?” I definitely didn’t get my chest just now, when did you get hurt?
Bai Han’s heart trembled, and for some reason he suddenly thought of yesterday.
Jacques said he went back before he was done.
Why? In the past, Jacques took everything he asked for as the imperial edict. No matter how hard it was, no matter how hard it was, there would be no delay – unless there was a force majeure.
Just now Jacques proposed to take her away, Bai Han thought it was because he knew about the people in the tribe and worried that she would be harmed by Bai Zhenzhen, but he did not expect that he knew Bai Zhenzhen was right own mind.
Bai Han’s face turned pale, raised his head, and asked with a trembling voice, “You, you all know?”
The wound on the back of the hand was deep enough to see the bone. The wound on the chest also burst open yesterday. The pained Jacques gasped, and even had a buzzing tinnitus.
Jacques opened his eyes hard, but still couldn’t see Bai Han’s expression, he could only infer from his tone that Bai Han was very scared at this time, not because he was afraid of Bai Zhenzhen, but because he was afraid that he knew this thing.
All the pain was forgotten, Jacques hurriedly said: “It has nothing to do with you, it is not your fault.”
He was afraid that Bai Han would take all the blame on himself, so he spoke quickly and quickly.
The dazzling bright red pulled back Bai Han’s sanity. She was about to let Jacques deal with the wound first, but she didn’t expect the dark shadow to strike again, her eyes flickered, and she subconsciously blocked in front of Jacques.
“Bai Han!”
Seeing her limp, Jacques held her waist with difficulty.
What a big man, there is a cry in his voice: “You, are you alright.”
This is completely nonsense, after all, this was originally intended to be drawn on Jacques, Bai Zhenzhen had no room for it, and the strength was the same as before.
Before going out, the hemp-grey clothes that Bai Zhenzhen praised have been dyed dark red and stuck to her body wetly.
Bai Han wanted to laugh, but the disaster came out of his mouth, so he said that he wanted to wear other colors. The price is a bit high, it hurts.
She was dizzy with pain, and there were double images in front of her, and she saw two Jacques in a trance.
She wanted to say that it was okay, but the hand that held her trembled so much that she probably didn’t believe it when she said it.
The eyelids became heavier and heavier, Bai Han couldn’t hold it anymore, his head tilted, and he fell asleep.
…
“Give her to me!” Bai Zhenzhen planned to **** it directly, but Bai Han was injured, and she was afraid of aggravating the wound.
Although the words were directed at Jacques, her eyes kept on Bai Han’s bright red chest, and her eyes seemed to be stained with blood, which was scary red.
Jacques stepped back, but not much because of his health.
Bai Zhenzhen’s eyes were full of turmoil, she closed her eyes slightly: “give her to me!”
It was like it was squeezed out from between the teeth, and it was like scraping a bone. The scalp of the person listening was numb and panicked.
Jacques looked at her vigilantly and said, “You are dreaming!”
Bai Zhenzhen approached forward, gritted her teeth and repeated: “Give it to me!”
This time, without waiting for Jacques to speak, Bai Zhenzhen’s pupils were pitch black and there was not a trace of white.
Jacques’s eyes swayed slightly, looking at the misty black mist surrounding him, he wanted to turn around and run away, but he was injured, and it was inconvenient to hold Bai Han, so he could only He watched helplessly as the black fog approached and penetrated into his head.
Bai Zhenzhen looked at his crumbling body with cold eyes, unwilling but powerless eyes, and snatched Bai Han into his arms with a curl of his tail, staring at Jacques Shang’s restless eyes, He sneered: “Who dreamed? Ha!”
The author has something to say: Bai Han: I dream.
Bai Zhenzhen and Jacques: …?