I’m on the Road To Probation Paranoia - Chapter 149

    Frightened and seriously injured, Bai Han developed a high fever the night he was brought back.

    Lying on the bed is like lying in a steamer, sweating profusely, and the whole person is steaming hot.

    Bai Zhenzhen stared at her blood-stained clothes for a long time, then tore them, and all the pieces of cloth were torn apart.

    A ferocious bloodstain snaked from the chest to the lower abdomen, the flesh turned out, and the dark red blood continued to flow out.

    Bai Zhenzhen was stunned for half a second, she bit her lip, and she didn’t dare to delay to get the herbs, and pounded the medicine beside Bai Han.

    Her hands were shaking so badly that the herbs were not sprinkled in several times, and fell to the ground, covered with ashes.

    Bai Zhenzhen stared at it for two seconds, her eyes fell on her hand that she couldn’t even hold, she took a deep breath, she clenched her fist, it was very weak, but it could make her strong .

    The concoction was splashed everywhere, and Bai Zhenzhen’s hands were dyed green. On Bai Han’s exposed chest.

    Blood dilutes the concoction, and even washes out the herbs.

    Bai Zhenzhen had to reach out and close her hands, but she had also seen orcs who were bitten by wild beasts, and she was chased and scolded by people for staring at the broken body.

    She quickly turned her eyes away, and something slid down the corner of her eye, blurring her vision.

    You can’t do this, you have to apply the medicine well, or you will die.

    Bai Zhenzhen saw a lot of orcs who were scratched and bitten by beasts and didn’t get rescue in time. In the end, they couldn’t eat or even drink water, and they died in the end.

    Before he died, the wounds ooze pus, exuded a rotten stench, and even attracted many small insects.

    She can’t, can’t let Bai Han become like this.

    Bai Zhenzhen gritted her teeth and forced herself to look over, to see the **** wound on Bai Han’s chest, the deep bone-deep wound that she pulled out.

    This is her punishment!

    She cried, but this time there were no tears, only a whimpering sound came out of her throat, as if she wanted to say something, but was blocked by everything, except for the unspoken tone, Nothing can be said.

    …

    “Why, why are you pushing me?”

    “What did you say?”

    Bai Han on the bed finally woke up, her dry lips wriggled and her throat rolled up and down, probably saying something.

    Bai Zhenzhen, who was lying on top of her, woke up almost at the same time, and her eyes dimmed instantly after a flash of surprise.

    Both eyes are closed, she can’t be awake, but she has had a fever for too long, and she has started talking nonsense.

    She took off the handkerchief from Bai Han’s forehead and put it on her hand.

    There is no need to probe the temperature of the forehead at all, just this handkerchief is higher than the body temperature of normal people.

    In an instant, Bai Zhenzhen quickly regained her movement. She put on a new cold handkerchief and put it on Bai Han’s forehead.

    At this moment, Bai Han muttered again, listening a little more carefully this time.

    She leaned forward and tried her best to lower her voice, as if afraid of disturbing Bai Han: “What did you say? What do you want, drink water?”

    There was warm water on the table next to it, and Bai Zhenzhen brought it over immediately.

    Bai Han’s injury made it difficult to sit up, she took a spoon and planned to feed it to her.

    Just—

    The lips that were still muttering were tightly closed, and the spoon and pestle could not feed a drop of water between the lips.

    “Go away!” Bai Han shouted suddenly, she raised her hand suddenly and opened Bai Zhenzhen’s hand.

    At the moment Bai Han shot, Bai Zhenzhen quickly adjusted the angle, and a whole bowl of water was poured on him, not a drop of Bai Han’s clothes were wet.

    “Bai Han!” Bai Zhenzhen was afraid that she would touch her wound by moving around, so she quickly grabbed her wrist.

    Bai Han’s wrist temperature was so high that it almost burned Bai Zhenzhen’s palm.

    “Why, why are you all forcing me to keep me alone?” Bai Han was still awake, talking nonsense and dancing, Bai Zhenzhen pressing not live.

    She had to comfort her softly: “It’s alright, don’t be afraid, I’m here.”

    Bai Han’s eyes opened suddenly, staring at the size of a cow, staring straight at Bai Zhenzhen.

    Bai Zhen heart skipped a beat, stroked her cheek, hesitated and asked, “what’s the matter?”

    “It’s you!” Bai Han’s voice was hoarse, like a broken bellows, pulling and shouting, “I don’t want to see you, you go!”

    Bai Zhenzhen’s eyes were hot, and she pressed on Bai Han, who wanted to turn over, suppressing his emotions, and said solemnly: “Bai Han, you can see who I am, I am Bai Zhenzhen, you came up with this name, so you don’t want me like that?”

    “No, you’re not Bai Zhenzhen!” Bai Han gritted his teeth, and every word he forced out seemed to be bloody, and Bai Zhenzhen was aching and trembling.

    The corners of her eyes twitched and she swallowed a mouthful of bitter water: “I’m not Bai Zhenzhen, then who am I?”

    “Du Ruan Lan!”

    Bai Han bounced abruptly, and the veins on her stretched neck burst out. She grabbed Bai Zhenzhen’s wrist: “You are Du Ruanlan, why are you forcing me, why!”

    A strange name hit Bai Zhenzhen’s head like a bolt from the blue, she slowly narrowed her eyes: “Who do you say I am?”

    “Why, why are you forcing me?” Bai Han was already burned out, completely lost in his own world, obviously couldn’t hear her, and kept mumbling, “It’s not that I don’t I like you, I like you a little bit, and I’m sad to leave you, but what do you want me to do?”

    Bai Han is not an indigenous inhabitant of this tribe.

    I never heard Bai Han talk about the tribe she belonged to.

    I heard people in the tribe guess that her previous tribe was occupied, and she was the only one who escaped, but now – Bai Zhenzhen has a bold guess.

    Sure enough, after Bai Han excitedly asked a few questions, she was exhausted physically and mentally, her voice slowly fell, and she said aggrievedly with tears, “You are so good, how can I be worthy of it?” on you?”

    Bai Zhenzhen’s eyes were dark, she didn’t speak, just pressed Bai Han’s shoulder to prevent her from pulling the wound too much.

    Bai Han struggled so hard that she couldn’t move, she lay weakly on the bed, staring above her eyes blankly, tears slid down the corners of her eyes.

     Lips wriggled and the sound was very soft.

    Bai Zhenzhen leaned over and brushed her ears against her lips.

    “You like me now, but what if you don’t like me in the future? I’m not as good as you said.” Bai Han said angrily, “What you see is just what I show you. Look at me, in fact, the real me is not like this, I’m… very bad.”

    She muttered for a while, without saying anything specific.

    The voice became softer and quieter, until finally only unwritten sobbing could be heard, Bai Zhenzhen stared at her lifeless pale face for a while, and asked, “Du Ruanlan ,who is it?”

    “Who is it?” Bai Han’s pupils slowly focused, and her eyes fell on Bai Zhenzhen’s face. She squinted for a while, the impression of the face gradually overlapped with the one in front of her, and finally closed. Two is one.

    It was as if the switch was suddenly pressed, and Bai Han struggled violently as if he had been electrocuted for a moment, and Bai Zhenzhen could hardly hold her down.

    “It’s you, it’s you!” Bai Han screamed, she backed away in panic, grabbing everything she could get to block herself, and said fearfully, “I didn’t mean to hide from you. , I just want to give you time to think clearly, you won’t like me, how can you like me? After a long time, you will know. “

    She counted with her fingers: “I’m not good-looking, incompetent, lazy, and can’t do housework, you like me just because you don’t know me, you’ve been with me for a long time, You don’t like me anymore.”

    The eyes were sore and the tears could not stop flowing down, Bai Han cried and said, “You don’t like me anymore, but I can’t live without you, what do you want me to do?” So I I have to leave immediately and stop my losses in time while I am still sane and not caught in it.

    These words seem to have been engraved in my mind long ago.

    Bai Zhenzhen now knows Bai Han’s origin and why Bai Han hasn’t found a partner for so many years.

    Not because of her, but because she has another person in her heart, and that person also likes her.

    Seeing Bai Han repeating words that he doesn’t deserve like brainwashing, for a while, Bai Zhenzhen doesn’t know whether to be angry or distressed.

    She squeezed Bai Han’s chin and forced her to look at herself: “You are beautiful, you are also capable, you are very powerful, and you deserve the best.”

    “You lie!” Bai Han shook off her hand, “That’s because you haven’t really understood me, and sooner or later, you won’t like me anymore.”

    It seemed that she really took her seriously. Du Ruanlan, Bai Han’s eyes were full of pleading, and she rejected her approach, but also showed grievance and retention.

    As she said, it’s not that she doesn’t like Du Ruanlan, but she is afraid that after getting to know her deeply, she loves her deeply, but the other party pushes her away.

    The jealous fire in Bai Zhen’s heart was about to congeal and spew out of his mouth.

    “I know you, I’ve lived with you for seven or eight years, and I still like you, so… you’re fine with me.”

    There was a mess in her mind, Bai Han was unable to think at all, she frowned and thought for a long time, as if she was really thinking about the possibility of this sentence.

    She thought about it for a long time, Bai Zhen really has patience, and she is willing to use it on Bai Han.

    But at this moment, she is the prey with her head stuck in the trap, and Bai Han is the beast watching her by the trap, and she is not sentenced to life or death.

    Bai Zhen was really anxious, just when she couldn’t help asking aloud, Bai Han suddenly shook her head: “No, you don’t know me, I’m not good, I’m really not good.”

     already.”

    Even if Bai Zhenzhen was angry, she was all blocked by her helpless cry at the moment.

    In Bai Zhenzhen’s eyes, Bai Han has always been omnipotent.

    She dares to take over the self that almost everyone thinks is a disaster star, and she can also pull herself up, chop wood, collect herbs and even set traps to catch small animals, she can do everything, come from the tribe When you are a man, you can still charge into battle alone, setting up a safe harbor for yourself behind you.

    She is so good, what’s wrong with her? How can people not like it?

      ?

    You ask Du Ruanlan why she is forcing you, I am not her, but I think she should be like me, and she does not understand why you are avoiding our love, and is eager for you to admit it horn.

    Looking at Bai Han who was completely broken down, and then looking at the fresh blood spilling out of her chest, Bai Zhenzhen frowned, blinked and used some force to let Bai Han fall asleep first.

    The author has something to say: Blind inferiority is terrible.

    You said that after getting along for a long time, I know the real you, and I don’t like you anymore.

    I want to get along with you, and I want to tell you that no matter how long we get along, I will always love you.

    But you don’t give me the chance to get close to you at all, you just push me away.

    So, I can only use this way to get you to come close to me.

    Now, I want to tell you, I have been with you for a long time, for several lifetimes, I still like you, no matter what kind of you, I like you.

    So please, rest assured, give yourself to me.

    All right.

    Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 10 bottles of scattered roses;

    Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!