I’m on the Road To Probation Paranoia - Chapter 151

    “I went to see, he’s fine.” Bai Zhenzhen boiled the medicinal soup, mixed with many unknown herbs, fried in five bowls of water for a whole day, and turned into a bowl of black richness The medicine soup, the bitter taste can be smelled in the decoction house outside.

    Not to mention that Bai Zhenzhen brought it in, brought it to her nose and mouth, and used a spoon to make her drink it little by little.

    Bai Han’s face was darker than the bowl of medicinal soup, she pursed her lips and parted her face: “I don’t believe you.”

    What could be more heart-wrenching than this? Bai Zhen’s heartache was about to die, she opened her eyelids, her dark eyes were dark and deep, but more like a pool of stagnant water, without any waves.

    “What do you want me to do?”

    “I want to see him.”

    The spoon came to her mouth, Bai Han didn’t want to eat, she frowned slightly.

    Bai Zhenzhen thought she was unwilling to let herself feed her, and said after a long silence, “Drink the medicine, and I will let you see him.”

    “…” Before it’s time to leave, you won’t die if you don’t drink the medicine. This medicine is comparable to the extract of Coptis chinensis. Tears will fall from people who have a strong taste.

    Bai Han’s eyes turned red instantly.

    “Bada—” The spoon fell on the ground, Bai Zhenzhen was panting heavily, she dared not speak, for fear of doing something irreparable.

    She calmed down for a long time and whispered: “Don’t you believe this?”

    Bai Han didn’t think so much at all, and before he had time to speak, Bai Zhenzhen lowered his head.

    Bai Han could see a bit of grievance from her drooping shoulders, and the white eyes in her heart rolled directly to the sky.

    I am the one who suffers and suffers. What do you have to be wronged?

    For a moment, she thought of the two sisters in the previous world, and of Du Ruanlan in the real world—to a certain extent, these four were a kind of person.

    A paranoid with a strong desire to control.

    Bai Han suddenly had a bold guess in her heart. She wanted to ask the system, but now she has no system. After thinking about it, she felt that if this matter was kept in her heart, she would not be able to do it at night. sleep soundly.

    “Have you heard the name Du Ninglan, Du Jieqing?” she asked tentatively.

    “Du Ninglan?” Bai Zhenzhen’s eyebrows twitched, “Isn’t it Du Ruanlan?”

    Bai Han widened his eyes: “Do you know Du Ruanlan?!”

    Bai Zhenzhen’s eyelids drooped, and she whispered, “When you were asleep…you kept calling this name.”

    Bai Han was stunned: “All the time?”

    Yes, except for the short burst of tears, hysterically begging the other party to leave, the rest of the time was pulling her sleeves and calling Alan’s name – as if to hold back.

    Bai Zhenzhen didn’t answer, Bai Han staggered his eyes and said casually, “Oh.”

    She thought it was unlikely, but she still asked: “Do you have any other memories besides here?”

    Bai Zhenzhen squinted, the doubts in his eyes have answered the question.

    Bai Han shook his head: “It’s okay.” She was too nervous.

    Each world is independent, and every villain is also a product of this world, how could it be possible to follow her.

    Bai Han twitched the corners of his mouth and found that he couldn’t smile.

    After a pause, she said, “Actually, you are quite similar to her.” After that, she looked up subconsciously and found that Bai Zhenzhen’s face was black enough to drip ink. Now, she was embarrassed, and raised her hand to touch her chin, but it involved the wound on her chest, and she bared her teeth in pain.

    Bai Zhenzhen hurriedly held her wrist: “Don’t move.”

    After the severe pain passed, Bai Han regained his breath.

    “I’m sorry.” Bai Zhenzhen really knew she was wrong, she shouldn’t be impulsive, she shouldn’t lose her mind and hurt Bai Han.

    Fortunately, Bai Han woke up, and she still had a chance to apologize and make up.

    Bai Han suddenly smiled: “Why did you say sorry to me, you saved me.”

    Bai Zhenzhen shook his hand, and a few drops of concoction splashed on the back of his hand.

    Bai Han deliberately wanted to blur the reason why Bai Zhenzhen hurt her and why Bai Zhenzhen could not wake up a person pretending to be asleep, even if she was extremely angry, There is no way to speak.

    Bai Han really didn’t understand what she was feeling. She was in pain, so she didn’t bother to pretend: “I can only feel relieved when I see Jacques with my own eyes.”

    Bai Zhenzhen has been stirring the concoction, and the heat that was wafting just now has faded a lot: “When you were in a coma before, you couldn’t take the medicine, you can only apply it externally, the effect is not good, if it is better If you wake up, you still need to drink medicine.”

    Her escape made Bai Han’s heart skip a beat, and she immediately thought of the living dead in the tribe, her eyes widened: “Why don’t you let me see him, what’s wrong with him?”

    In desperation, Bai Han grabbed Bai Zhenzhen’s wrist with surprising strength.

    Bai Zhenzhen didn’t hold it steady, the medicine bowl was overturned, the black concoction was all poured on the mattress, and even a few drops splashed on Bai Han.

    Bai Zhenzhen didn’t have time to get angry, and hurriedly checked the strip of cloth wrapped around Bai Han’s chest, for fear that the wound would be contaminated.

    However, Bai Han didn’t care about the medicine that had been boiled for a day, nor about his wounds, his eyes were filled with only the man named Jacques, and he even wanted to get out of bed regardless of the wounds: “What do you do with him? Is he dead? I’m going to see him.”

    Seeing Bai Han’s impatience to see other people, Bai Zhenzhen’s anger that had been suppressed finally couldn’t be restrained, she slammed the medicine bowl on the opposite wall , shattered with a bang, the fragments flew, and even several pieces were about to fly in front of her.

    Bai Han was startled and stopped suddenly.

    Bai Zhenzhen lowered her head and said, “Bai Han, you are so heartless.”

    It’s not that I’m heartless, it’s that I don’t have that kind of feeling for you at all.

    Bai Han was about to open his mouth when Bai Zhenzhen raised his head sharply: “Do you like Jacques? Do you want to live with him? Say it!”

    Her red eyes and bloodshot eyes frightened Bai Han to retreat unconsciously.

    Bai Zhenzhen looked at her with a smile that was uglier than crying, tasted the sour tears, and said with a low voice, “You are afraid of me, haha, am I so afraid of you? It was an accident, I didn’t want to hurt you, even if I died, I wouldn’t want to touch a single hair on you, why, why can’t you trust me!”

    She sniffed: “You said you didn’t like Jacques, why?”

    Meeting those familiar eyes, Bai Han seemed to really see the eyes of the two sisters who were unable to ask for it, and for a moment, she couldn’t bear it, and explained: “I really don’t I like him, but I’m sorry for him.”

    “Haha, he succeeded, but he succeeded, you remember him, and you will never forget it.” Bai Zhenzhen laughed and cried, like crazy, Bai Zhenzhen Han watched silently for a while, then looked away.

    …

    The healing ability of the orcs is very strong, Bai Han has been lying for half a month and the wound has not recovered at all, but Jacques, who has one more wound than Bai Han, is pale and his steps are a little vain , at least you can walk down the ground, and you can block others at the door.

    He knew that Bai Zhenzhen would definitely not let him in, so he found a tree hole not far away, and he was too tired to rest in the tree hole, most of the time he stayed in door.

    But Bai Zhenzhen never came out a few times, let alone Bai Han.

    He didn’t have to see Bai Han, but just wanted to know the exact and accurate news about Bai Han.

    Jacques was stunned when he saw Bai Zhenzhen come out.

    Especially when he watched Bai Zhenzhen walking towards him, his hands were shaking, his legs were even weaker, and he asked with a trembling voice, “You, why did you come out? “

    Bai Zhenzhen stared at his face for a long time, her eyes were undisguised vicious and vicious, and Jacques felt even worse when she saw it, and tears were about to burst out on the spot.

    “Follow me.” Bai Zhenzhen’s voice was hoarse and had a strong nasal tone. It was obvious that he had just cried, and Jacques’ eyes turned black.

    “Let’s go!” Bai Zhenzhen turned around and took two steps. Looking back, he found that Jacques was still nailed in place, and said impatiently.

    Jacques also wanted to go, but his legs didn’t obey him at all, and he couldn’t even lift it up. He supported the wall on one side and pressed his temple hard: “Go, go, go.”

    Step by step, Bai Zhenzhen turned back from time to time, showing a mocking expression of scrutiny, and suddenly said, “Your goal has been achieved, are you happy?”

    “Purpose?” Jacques repeated subconsciously, he looked up and saw a pair of eyes full of hatred, a gloomy heat rushed up from the soles of his feet.

    He swallowed his saliva and looked back at Bai Zhenzhen’s eyes: “I never have any purpose, if I have to say yes, then I hope that no matter what, as long as she is happy Just fine.”

    Probably feeling it, Jacques couldn’t help but speak more, his lips were slightly upturned: “She always said that her character is flawed, no matter who she is with, it is harmful It means that you can find a normal person, so why do you want to find her with such an awkward personality.”

    “But—in my opinion, there is nothing wrong with her character, I don’t think it’s a flaw in every point and every thing she said, she doesn’t like others sticking, so I won’t stick with her, She only appears when she needs it. She doesn’t like to go out and does what other couples do, so she doesn’t go out, she doesn’t do it, and there are no rules about what a married couple must do. She says she can’t afford anything other than herself. I don’t need her to burden me in human life. I will not make any sacrifices for her. She is myself and I am myself. If you feel comfortable like this, then we can get along in this capacity for the rest of our lives, as long as she doesn’t push me away.”

    Bai Zhenzhen lowered her eyebrows and hid all the expressions on her face.

    Jacques’s words slammed into her heart, word by word, and she knew where she was doing wrong.

    She loves Bai Han, her love is strong and surging, she pours it all over to the other party without any scruples, and naturally hopes that the other party will respond.

    Bai Han, like a turtle, not only did not respond, but even retracted when he poked his head.

    I want to be ruthless, and I have a posture that I will never come out in my life.

    Bai Zhenzhen, who couldn’t get a response, was especially insecure, and even tried desperately to get her head out, listening to her confess that she loves herself.

    Two steps forward, Bai Zhenzhen suddenly stopped, turned around and sneered: “Are you showing off to me now?”

    Jacques froze for a moment before realizing what she meant, shaking his head in disapproval: “I understand you.”

    “You are still young and don’t know what true love is. You do love her, but your love for her is far less than your monopoly on her. She is an independent individual. rather than anyone’s appendage.”

    “Oh, to put it nicely is to give her freedom, not cowardice, incompetence, you are not afraid of her falling in love with others?”

    “Why?” Jacques rhetorically asked, Bai Zhenzhen was stunned, “I’m so good to her, it’s all according to her temperament, why should I give up the one I like What about the people who go against her character everywhere, make her feel a lot of pressure, and can’t even be happy at all?”

    “I think, even if she has someone else she likes, but maybe—that person won’t necessarily get her, and I can.” Jacques whispered, “Because I know what counts as real Take care of her emotions, how to make her stress-free, so that I am not like me, and will never be burdened by me. She is worried that she will receive too much love and will not be able to give feedback, so I will cut off a lot of love Into small pieces, quietly penetrated into her little by little, even if she noticed it, she would feel that she could reciprocate and accept it with peace of mind…”

    “What do you know!” Jacques hadn’t finished speaking, but Bai Zhenzhen was like a cat whose tail had been stepped on, his hair exploded instantly, and his triangular vertical pupils stared at Jacques eerily.

    Probably afraid of being overheard by Bai Han, she approached and lowered her voice, warning Jacques: “How many years have we known each other, how many years have you known her? Just an outsider, why judge her, judge me!”

    Jacques suddenly stopped, the words just now seemed to be ready to be said to Bai Zhenzhen, but there was a lack of time.

    Jacques was a little confused as to why he said this to her.

    Jacques thought his head was dizzy, the sky was spinning, he recovered from dizziness, and subconsciously refuted one of the sentences, saying: “I met her in front of you.”

    “No, I met her first!” Bai Zhenzhen was stunned after she blurted out, of course she knew that Jacques brought Bai Han to the tribe, and that saved her, but At that moment, she really felt that she had known Bai Han for a long time.

    In fact, apart from this time, there have been many other times when I have had this illusion.

      nothing.

    Bai Zhen really thought, maybe there is a past life.

    She and Bai Han may have been a bunch in the past life, so this life will have such deep entanglements and fetters, and her feelings for Bai Han will be so deep and unable to extricate themselves.

    Jacques thought she was a child who refused to admit defeat and said it casually without thinking much.

    Bai Zhenzhen retracted his thoughts, glanced at him coldly, his excitement slowly calmed down, turned around and continued to lead the way.

    The author has something to say: Don’t feel that Jacques is annoying, mention him because he has a hidden identity that is about to be revealed.

    I didn’t change yesterday, I don’t think so, be more heartfelt.

    Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 479963921 bottles;

    Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!