I’m on the Road To Probation Paranoia - Chapter 154

    Bai Han did not expect that she would violate herself in order to show Jacques.

    She laughed angrily and glared at Bai Zhenzhen: “Are you crazy.”

    Bai Zhenzhen wrapped her index finger around a strand of her hair, exhaling like a blue: “Yes, I’m crazy, I’m not feeling better.”

    Bai Han had nothing to say.

    But when Bai Zhenzhen turned her vision into reality, Bai Han still cried.

    She didn’t want to cry, but the tears just kept flowing down.

    At first Bai Han gritted his teeth and didn’t want to make a sound, but in the end he couldn’t hold back, especially when Bai Zhenzhen smiled maliciously at her and said, “It seems that I underestimate you Oh, I didn’t expect you to be so unfathomable.” When Bai Han finally couldn’t help it, he yelled.

    She tried her best to replace all her breathless breaths with foul language, as if this would make her forget the most essential and true feelings.

    But later, her brain was like a mess, sticky and sticky, she couldn’t remember anything, she couldn’t think of anything.

    Bai Han only knew that he was screaming loudly and saying a lot. When his consciousness was chaotic, he was even forced by Bai Zhenzhen to shout something at Jacques who had been facing away from him. .

    You don’t need to remember, it’s nothing but shameful words.

    Tears flowed into her mouth, and the bitter taste spread to her heart, Bai Han was already sad and incompetent, closed his eyes, and a wry smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

    I don’t know how much time passed, the punishment and torment finally ended.

    When Bai Zhenzhen got up, Bai Han didn’t even faint. The sudden void in her body made her twitch unconsciously, and her eyes subconsciously fell on Bai Zhenzhen.

    Bai Zhenzhen thought she would say something hurtful, sneered, and planned to fight back, but she didn’t expect Bai Han to just give her a fluttering look, turning away his eyes expressionlessly and silently, as if Don’t pay attention to her at all.

    Bai Zhenzhen couldn’t stand such ignorance, she pinched Bai Han’s chin and forced her to look at herself.

    Looking at those eyes that only reflected herself in the pupils, Bai Zhenzhen felt a deep sense of satisfaction in her heart. It seemed that only in this way could she hypnotize herself. own, and only myself.

    She even thought that the time will always be the moment when the two of you have me and I have you, even if the time is old, they will not be separated.

    “What are you thinking about?” Even looking at her, Bai Han’s eyes were so calm, there was no anger, no sadness, no grievance, it was numb and empty, which reminded her of Yamashita The living dead under her control.

    Bai Zhen didn’t show it on the face, but the apex of his heart jumped fiercely. He carefully recalled and repeatedly confirmed that he was agitated or impulsive to control Bai Han.

    She caressed Bai Han’s cheek with one hand, trying not to let Bai Han hear her inner panic, and said inducingly, “Hate me?”

    Bai Han’s face was expressionless, and his pupils looked at her calmly, without showing any emotion.

    Bai Zhenzhen was a little scared, she looked at Bai Han, raised her hand and snapped her fingers.

    As if the switch was turned on, Jacques’s tense body suddenly loosened, he was about to turn around at the first time, but he heard an urgent and even broken voice scream : “Don’t turn around!”

    Bai Han panicked, she obviously didn’t want to cry, but the tears still fell in disobedience, and even her voice unknowingly took on a cry, and said pleadingly: “Don’t Turn around, please…” Leave me one last bit of dignity, don’t see me in shame and embarrassment now.

    This kind of Bai Han is finally vivid and vivid, but it is not for herself, Bai Zhenzhen is relieved and angry at the same time, especially when she sees that Jacques is really obedient He paused, not daring to go against Bai Han’s words at all, let alone turn around, he even closed his eyes exaggeratedly and said in a trembling voice, “Don’t be afraid, I didn’t see it, I didn’t see anything, I won’t Look, you didn’t…” The voice stopped abruptly, Jacques choked, and continued, “Don’t worry…”

    But before he finished speaking, he couldn’t go on anymore. A big man squatted down with his legs weak. He covered his face with his hands and cried and repeated: “It’s all mine. Wrong, I’m too useless to protect you, it’s all my fault, why am I so useless…”

     tears flowed, a big man was out of breath crying, he really wanted to look back at Bai Han’s situation, and even wanted to take Bai Han away, completely away from this tortured devil’s cave , but he didn’t even have the qualifications to play against Bai Zhenzhen, let alone take people away under the eyes of Zhenzhen’s defeat.

    He knows that what Bai Han has encountered today is generally because of Bai Zhenzhen’s distorted character, and generally because of himself.

    When she was so excited that she cried, Jacques suddenly raised his hand and gave him a slap, especially clear and loud.

    Next, one after another, carefully.

    Jacques seems to have found an outlet, it seems that this can divert Bai Han’s pain and torture, and make himself feel better.

    Bai Zhenzhen looked at him coldly, and Bai Han had already drained all his strength and blood, and at this time he couldn’t even lift a little finger, and he couldn’t spare the energy to think and speak , She just wants to be alone now.

    Bai Han tilted his head and faced the wall: “You go, you go…”

    Bai Zhenzhen smiled: “Do you think he can leave if he wants?”

    Bai Han suddenly looked at Bai Zhenzhen, her face full of shame and anger, she bit her lip and said word by word, “unless you want me to die.”

    Bai Zhenzhen’s complexion changed dramatically: “You dare!”

    Bai Han said coldly, “Why don’t I dare?”

    This sentence is too threatening to Bai Zhenzhen. She still stubbornly maintains her composure, but the panic in her eyes betrays the tension and fear at the moment, and her voice is shaking: “Aren’t you afraid that I will make you a living dead person and be imprisoned by my side for the rest of your life? Then you will really have no freedom at all…”

    Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Bai Han laughing.

    Bai Hanhahahahahahahahaha laughed twice, laughing forlornly, because of his lack of strength, his face flushed with coughing, he struggled and said: “Living dead? Anyway, I am dead, what am I afraid of? It’s just a body, take it if you want it.”

      , I will never resist for as long as I want.”

    Sounds a little perverted, but after all, he is a villain, and there is nothing he can’t do.

    “Shut up!” Probably because what Bai Han said was too true, Bai Zhenzhen felt that she would bite her tongue and commit suicide in the next second. The complacent look just now collapsed, and she scolded stopped her.

    “If you dare to commit suicide, I will kill you immediately…”

    “Okay!” Bai Han disagreed.

    Bai Zhenzhen’s eyes widened in disbelief: “You!”

    “He also knows that, I have always used him more than my feelings. For you and me to survive, I allow him to approach, accept his help, and even when difficulties arise, the first For a while, it was him who came to help, you see… he likes me, not me, so why should I torture myself for his grievances?”

    Yeah, you hear me, that’s who I am.

    Bai Han belittled herself with a smile, as if she didn’t care about it, but her heart was full of holes and blood dripping from the words she said.

    She not only let Jacques listen, but also let him keep it in his heart, even if he returns to the real world, he will not forget it.

    The nature of her profession, which she did not dare to say at the beginning, was so stubbornly shown to Bai Zhenzhen, so that she could personally experience that she would do anything to make money, even her own body. A liar who can give away and even play with the most sincere feelings of others.

    Not only the mission world, but the real world as well.

    Because of loneliness, emptiness, and loneliness, she unconsciously searched for and approached the warm source, but after the warm source also approached her, she could not restrain her disgust and eagerly wanted to refuse She, pushed her away, even thought she was too sticky and annoying, and wanted to block her completely.

    Yes, I am such a selfish person.

    I like you, but I like myself more.

    I’m such a refined egoist that I don’t deserve anyone’s liking.

    Du Ruanlan’s face swayed in front of her eyes, and for a moment, Bai Han thought he was really talking to her, and he spoke more sincere and sincere feelings.

    “I don’t even care about me, why should I care about others?” Bai Han smiled coldly, “You say you know me, but do you really know me? You see Yes, what you like is just the way I show, but this is what I pretend, you can never imagine what the real me is like, and you will never like me like that.”

    Having said that, Bai Han is already tired.

      world.

    The other two people present thought she was speaking ruthlessly, but Bai Han knew that she took advantage of the situation to speak to Du Ruanlan that she never dared to speak.

    Her false shell was pried open with a knife, ripping open the hard armor, revealing the deepest, softest and most vulnerable parts.

    After a long silence, even Bai Zhenzhen didn’t speak.

    At first, Bai Han listened to the breathing of the two and paid attention to their movements, but then he was so tired that he lost consciousness and quickly fell into a deep sleep.

    …

    “Do you really love her?” Jacques whispered.

    She wished that this person would disappear completely, but she was afraid that after he really died, Bai Han followed him on impulse.

    No!

    How could Bai Zhenzhen allow them both to die in love?

    Even if Bai Han is going to die, she must be with herself.

    The same cave after death. Huangquan Road, together, will continue to entangle in the next life.

    Even if Bai Han fell asleep, Jacques did not dare to turn around, and did not dare to look away.

    Bai Zhenzhen couldn’t stand the way he showed Bai Han’s obedience and snorted.

    She doesn’t believe that if she really loves someone, she can hold back without using any means to get them?

    The love is not deep.

    Jacques wiped the tears from his face, then looked at her as if looking at a monster: “Do you really love her like this? No, you just want to possess her, love A person is happy when he sees her happy, and sad when he sees her sad.”

    “It makes you happy to make her yours, so you do it without any regard for her feelings, so you don’t love her at all, you love you Own.”

      Look at yourself…”

      , Bai Zhenzhen has completely fallen into his own vicious circle, completely helpless, and has nothing to say.

    Jacques lowered his head deeply.

    Bai Zhenzhen sneered disdainfully: “Only useless things will pack these false words for their incompetence, talk about true love, it is better to directly admit that you are trash, You don’t deserve Bai Han at all.”

    Jacques looked up sharply.

    At that moment, her eyes were sharp, and Bai Zhenzhen seemed to feel a gust of wind piercing her ear, and the tip of her ear was burning.

    This breath is very familiar, as if she had felt it somewhere, but she couldn’t think of it after racking her brains, she narrowed her eyes slightly, and when she wanted to look closely, she could only see Jacques the hedgehog Rooted short hair.

    Bai Zhenzhen looked anxious and depressed, she threw the person out, sat down next to the edge of the bed, guarded the sleeping Bai Han, and muttered to herself: “Say I don’t understand Love, who loves you more than me? No, I will always be the one who loves you the most, you will love me, definitely will.”

    …

    Not the living dead, but better than the living dead.

    Before recovering from her injury, Bai Han was forced to lie down, unable to even open her eyes to make expressions, but now—she is still lying on the bed, her eyes are still closed, and her face is expressionless, but compared to before, her whole body is full of There is a gloomy scent of depression and death.

    Bai Zhenzhen was stubbornly reluctant to say it, but in her heart, she was especially afraid that Bai Han would commit suicide on an impulse.

    She didn’t dare to leave Bai Han for a minute and a second, when she saw her lips squirming, her heart suddenly beat a beat, she was restless, broke out in cold sweat, and hurried over to hold Bai Han’s body cheeks, forcing her lips to protrude in an “O” shape.

    Bai Han was pinched suddenly and opened his eyes with question marks all over his head.

    The moment she saw the nervous and scared expression on Bai Zhenzhen’s face, an idea flashed in her mind, she shook her head and didn’t save her chin from Bai Zhenzhen’s forceful hand, sneered coldly With a smile, he said with a smile, “Why, are you afraid that I will commit suicide?”

    Obviously, Bai Zhenzhen’s hands were shaking, and the smile on Bai Han’s face deepened, and he said meaningfully, “Don’t want me to die?”

    No need for Bai Zhenzhen to speak at all, the answer is obvious.

    It seems that she heard the funniest joke in history, Bai Han laughed, suddenly her face changed, and she said angrily: “Then why don’t you get out!”

    Bai Zhenzhen’s complexion changed slightly.

    Don’t give her a chance to speak at all, Bai Han smiled maliciously and said: “I’m annoying when I see you, I’m so annoying and want to die, it’s a hundred, so if you want to If I die sooner, then you can stay here, and if you can take one more look, maybe the next thing I see is not me, but my corpse.”

    Bai Zhenzhen’s face darkened completely, she stared at Bai Han for a long time.

    In fact, she will not die, because she has not yet figured out how to face Du Ruanlan when she returns to the real world, so if she can procrastinate here for a day, she will earn a day.

    These words are what she said to Bai Zhenzhen.

    Because Bai Zhenzhen is the most embarrassed, and the dirty side that he least wants to be seen by others, but is seen by the people he cares about the most.

    She was angry and she hated, so she was also torturing Bai Zhenzhen with words unconsciously.

    Sure enough, Bai Zhenzhen and Bai Han looked at each other for a while, then finally lowered his eyes and went out lonely.

    The back is desolate, like a traveler with nowhere to go.

    But Bai Han closed his eyes relentlessly when he saw her turn around, only to see a stubbornness and unwillingness across her eyes, so naturally he didn’t feel distressed.

    After Bai Zhenzhen went out, Bai Han exerted her characteristics of escaping from trouble. As soon as her eyes were closed, the world was isolated, and she fell asleep quickly.

    Since she was warned, Bai Zhenzhen has rarely appeared in front of Bai Han. Every time she just takes advantage of Bai Han’s sound sleep, she can put food, drink and use on her hand. Wherever he went, when Bai Han woke up, no one was in the house.

    After all, once, after delivering the meal, she thought that Bai Han would not wake up for a while, so she didn’t leave immediately, she just glanced at it twice, wondering if Bai Han felt something, suddenly He opened his eyes and happened to meet Bai Zhenzhen.

    Bai Han quickly closed his eyes, fully explaining what it means to really not want to look at a glance.

    And, as she said, seeing Bai Zhenzhen felt nauseous, and didn’t eat during the day until the next day, until she was hungry and low blood sugar at night, she couldn’t hold it anymore. I drank a few mouthfuls of porridge.

    Since then, Bai Han has never even seen a piece of Bai Zhenzhen’s clothes or shadow.

    But the food on the bedside table was always steaming when she woke up, and she didn’t know how Bai Zhenzhen managed the time.

    But no matter how well-intentioned she is, Bai Han doesn’t care,

    She even thought despicably, if Bai Zhenzhen really liked herself as she said, she would be so sad and heartbroken, with her whole heart hanging on herself, I don’t want to go out and destroy the world.

    Maybe you can also complete the task and get a large bonus.

    Thinking of this, a bitter smile curved her lips – she is such a selfish person, at this time, she can still think of her own interests.

    How could someone like someone like me?

    She thought again that Du Ruanlan and Bai Zhenzhen are so similar in character, if Bai Zhenzhen knows everything and hasn’t given up on herself, does it mean that Du Ruanlan in the real world can also accept it…

    Oh, if there is a better choice, why use it yourself?

    Bai Han smiled wryly, no longer thinking about it.

    …

    Every day, the room is dark and there is no sunlight, and Bai Han does not need it. Her consciousness is chaotic, and she is in a state of dreaming and not waking all day long.

    Until one day, she felt a strong shaking in her sleep, and she opened her sleepy eyes.

    What caught her eye was not the room that could perfectly outline a few scratches on the wall with her eyes closed, but a lush green, she was stunned, thinking she was dreaming, Closing his eyes and opening them again, he heard a familiar voice from below: “Are you awake?”

    It’s Jacques!

    “Don’t be afraid, I stole you while Bai Zhenzhen was away, I said, I will save you, believe me, I will take you away from her completely The devil’s claws!” Jacques was out of breath as he climbed the mountain, and he said intermittently when he was tired, but he didn’t dare to stop, bumped Bai Han on his back, and continued to move forward with difficulty.

    “Did you forget what I said before?” Feeling the steaming heat from Jacques’s body and dripping hot sweat on her hands, Bai Han’s mood was complicated.

    “You said so many words, even if I remember every sentence clearly, but if you want me to repeat it, you have to give me a hint of which sentence it is.” Despite the solemnity in Bai Han’s tone, Jacques even had the mind to joke.

    Bai Han was silent for a while, then whispered: “Don’t pretend to be confused, you’re not stupid, you know what I mean.” She didn’t want to say that a second time.

    “I know.” Jacques said nonchalantly, “but I still like you.”

      But as long as you remember, I like you, no matter what you are like, what you have done, and what you will do in the future, I will always be by your side.”

    In an instant, with mixed feelings and mixed feelings, Bai Han clutched Jacques’ shoulders tightly, his nails almost ripped through the fabric and digged into his flesh.

    Jacques added: “I can tell, that girl really likes you, and I know you can’t stand that kind of like, don’t worry, I won’t do that, I don’t Will do things you hate. You don’t need me, I’ll be with you silently, if you need me, just turn your head and scream… I’m always here.”

    “You…” is really Du Ruan Lan? Will Du Ruan Lan do this? She won’t, she’ll just be aggressive, pressing step by step.

    If Du Ruanlan can really do this, why should he be forced to escape to the mission world to hide from her.

    So, Jacques, is it really white?

    Bai Han subconsciously loosened Jacques’s clothes and had serious doubts about his previous judgment.

    Just when she was hesitating to make a decision, there was a life-threatening question from behind her: “Bai Han, you don’t want to see me, you just want to see him, yes ?”

    The author has something to say: Thank you for the little angel who threw mines: Deep in seven or five;

    Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: Arthur Pendragon 10 bottles;

    Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!