INTOXICATION - Chapter 17 Memories of the Past:Loosing the V-Card

Chapter 17 Memories of the Past:Loosing the V-Card

It’s confusing if the two are dating.

Song Ju Han is very busy. He Gu often can’t find him. He Gu send a text to him. There are eight stones in the sea(no reply). He Gu doesn’t care about these things. He just want to see Song Ju Han every day, but he can only meet him once a month and only see him in a hurry.

Gradually, even Feng Zheng discovered that He Gu was not right and asked him what’s wrong. He was often distracted recently.

Song Ju Han was particularly demanding of privacy. He Gu couldn’t tell anyone. He was a celebrity. He was naturally afraid of this. He Gu had to lie: ” I had to change the thesis topic, had to prepare for the answers….too busy.”

“You are preparing, no problem, do you want me to help you?”

He Gu smiled: “No, I can do it myself.”

“You don’t work yourself too tired. Let’s go fishing this week. Friends recommended for me a good place, freaking beautiful.”

“Forget it, the timetable is tight, now I can’t even dare to go out to play, wait until I get back to you.”

Feng Zheng was a little disappointed: “We haven’t been out for a long time.” He suddenly reached out and squeezed his face and said, “I have so few friends, you still won’t accompany me.”

He Gu laughed: “You have fewer friends? Last time you had a birthday, you had fifty or sixty people invited.”

“Forget it, those people are friends… A really a friend, there are so few. As a result, they went to study abroad one after the other. What is so good about going abroad, I don’t want to go anywhere.”

He Gu was helplessly: “Feng what you said is true.”

Feng Zheng showed a big smile: “No matter what, you have to accompany me to the movie at least this week. I would like you to accompany me.”

“Well, Saturday?”

“Well, I will take you to a good meal after that.”

When He Gu couldn’t see Song Ju Han, he could only work hard. He did want Song Ju Han to have time, but he himself not have time.

Love is unbelievable, He Gu hated that he can not be with Song Ju Han every minute, every time, as long as he sees him, he will be happy, if he can not see Song Ju Han then even the tea is not tasteful, at night he will think of his smile. If he doesn’t sleep, he will try him best to make himself better.

He Gu lived alone from high school. His mother had to bear all the expenses before he graduated from college. There was not much money to spare and after buyingenough food and drink, but there was not much extra disposable cash. Fortunately, he did not have high materialism requirements and his living expenses had always been spent carefully, he has been receiving scholarships, plus the wages of working and internships. He had saved tens of thousands of yuans in a few years. Now, for the first time in his life, he has the idea of ??dressing up for himself.

His character doesn’t care much about money in his heart. In the past, when the hair was long, it was 15 yuan for washing and blowing. This time, he spent 500 yuan to cut a hair into a particular style and he didn’t feel distressed. After cutting the hair, he went to the mall and bought several sets of clothes and shoes.

After the whole person changed from head to toe, he looked at himself in the mirror. He really looked a lot better. Maybe… standing next to Song Ju Han, he would not be too awkward.

On Saturday afternoon, He Gu went to see a movie with Feng Zheng.

When the two met, Feng Zheng said: “He Gu, you changed your hair and you have a lot of handsome flair.”

He Gu was very happy to hear that: “Really?”

“Really, I don’t know how many times better than before. You have become more. Where did you cut it?”

“Cut in the stars saloon.”

“No wonder, the craftsmanship of the stars hair cutting saloon is really good.” Feng Zheng wondered, “Hey, why are you willing to spend money to gather stars to cut your hair?”

He Gu touch his hair: “Well, I’m graduating soon. I’m not a student anymore, I want to change my hair.”

Feng Zheng couldn’t help but laugh: “He Gu changing your lifestyle…. you also care about your hair style, these clothes wouldn’t be newly bought?”

“Oh, yeah, my clothes have been worn for a few years and I have to have a few new clothes when I go to start work.”

Feng Zheng smiled and shook. He climbed his hand over his shoulder and gently covered his head with his mouth. He whispered, “What to do, I am not adapting if you become handsome too fast.”

He Gu slowly took his arm down: “The opening time is coming, let’s go in.”

Feng said: “Oh, let’s go.”

They looked at a sci-fi film. There was a background sound that was especially quiet. In the middle of the movie He Gu phone was ringing, echoing in the auditorium and it was particularly harsh. He Gu quickly took out his mobile phone and saw the caller ID is – Song Ju Han. He stood up without hesitation and went out to answer the phone: “Hey, Song Ju Han.”

“He Gu, where are you?” The phone sound was lauded with Song Ju Han’s laziness as if he was too tired.

“I was watching a movie.”

“Watch a movie? Who are you with?”

“With Feng Zheng.”

Song Ju Han was silent for a moment. He Gu felt some tension in his heart. These two people don’t quite deal well with eachother.

Song Ju Han said slowly: “I feel jealous when you go watch movies with him.”

He Gu was relieved and smiled: “What are you jealous, I just watch a movie with my friend.”

“I am jealous, I am resting today, you….come to my place.”

“Now? The movie hasn’t finished yet. I promised Feng Zheng to accompany him to dinner.”

“I have a rare day off, don’t you want to see me?”

“Of course I think, but…” He Gu hesitated if he knew that Song Ju Han would be free today. He should have said to Feng Zheng that he was staying at homd to deal with the thesis.

“Nothing, you come now.” Song Ju Han’s tone is somewhat overbearing.

“Ju Han, I really want to see you, but I’m not so good to abandon…”

Song Ju Han said: “You like Feng Zheng?”

He Gu spoke urgently: “Of course not.”

“Since you don’t, what are you hesitating for? What occasionally counts between friends, He Gu, come now or I will be angry.”

1]….. Uuughthis bitch nikka

He Gu sighed, he felt that Song Ju Han was really a little angry, although he did not care, but he did not want for them to be awkward for this and Song Ju Han, so he said: “Then you wait for me, I will come as soon as possible.”

Song Ju Han said with an easy tone: “Well, hurry.”

He Gu like a cat run back to the seat.

Feng Zheng: “What happened? Who called?”

“My tutor is looking for me, I have to go back to school now.” He lied to Feng Zheng and felt bad, especially in his heart.

“So urgent?” Feng Zheng frowned. “The movie hasn’t finished yet.”

“Sorry, Feng Zheng, I will accompany you the next time.”

Feng Zheng is not very happy, but there is no waybto refute. “Then you go see the mentor and come over to eat with me afterwards.”

“I think that the tutor invited me to dinner at night.”

Feng Zheng: “You have been busy with papers all the time, we haven’t had time to come out for a long time.”

“I’m sorry, Feng Zheng, wait for me to get back to you and for dinner.”

“Forget it, I don’t want to watch it, let’s go.” Feng Zheng stood up disappointingly.

The two walked out of the cinema together.

He Gu stopped a tax and hurried away.

Song Ju Han lived in a high-class apartment in the urban area, not far from the cinema. The taxi arrived in 20 minutes, He Gu rushed to Song Ju Han apartment

When he was in the elevator, He Gu squint at the mirror for a long time patting his hair and straightened his clothes and his heart was full of joy.

The doorbell rang twice and he heard a footstep. The next moment, the door was opened. The reason he looked at his own thoughts was in front of him and there was a huge joy in his heart. He went up to hold the Song Ju Han and kissed the soft lips.

Song Ju Han snorted, then hugged his waist and responded enthusiastically.

The two of them were very entangled only half a minute apart, He Gu gasped and said: “You know I miss you more.”

Song Ju Han smiled: “Know it.” He touched his hair. “You changed your hair? It looks good.”

He Gu thought that this spent money is too much valuable

Song Ju Han pulled him into the door: “Come, look at the gift I have prepared for you.”

“Ah, what gift?”

Song Ju Han pointed to a dozen gift bags on the floor: “The clothing brand I recently spoke to gave me a new season clothes, I deliberately asked for the ones more of your size.”

He Gu was busy refuting: “This dress is too expensive, not suitable for me to wear.”

“What is not suitable about them? isn’t that people wear clothes and they are clothes to wear.”

“I am still an intern now, it’s really not suitable.”

Song Ju Han glared at his earlobe: “But if you don’t, I will be very disappointed.”

He Gu looked at the clothes slyly and looked at Song Ju Han.

Song Ju Han hooked his shoulder:”YouI will take them, I will occasionally wear these clothes to go out for publicity, we can wear them as couples wear, are you not happy?”

He Gu imagined the two people wearing a couple’s wear. Although they probably didn’t have the chance to wear the same clothes and stood together, the picture very aspire to him. He smiled and said, “Thank you, but I was in a hurry. Didn’t bring you anything…”

“You are my gift.” Song Ju Han said that shamelessly and his face was not red.

He Gu couldn’t held his mouth up from a smile.

“What movie did you watch with Feng Zheng today?” n𝓞𝓥𝗲/𝐿𝗯(1n

“A sci-fi film, not bad.”

“You didn’t finish watching it? It doesn’t matter, wait for the blue light to come to my house.” Song Ju Han’s apartment has a large walled in home theater.

“Nothing.” He Gu embarrassing to whisper, “I wanted to see you even more.”

Song Ju Han smiled and said: “Would you like to listen to the song I am writing?”

“Okay.”

When Song Ju Han got into the bedroom, he sat on the rug with his legs crossed, holding the guitar against the edge of the bed and smiled slightly.

He Gu looked at him quietly, his heart warm and his mouth could not stop smiling.

Song Ju Han’s slender fingers fiddled with the guitar strings and he sang an English song with a hoarse voice with the sound that has not been post-processed, with a few sleek modifications, it was not as perfect as the audio-visual end products, but it retains the most original and pure taste that the song brings.

Song Ju Han closed his eyes and sang with fascination. He Gu looked at Song Ju Han and he was fascinated.

Song Ju Han’s smile, his eyes, his soul and even his voice, he is like a sinister devilish satan, easily fascinating thousands of people.

He Gu felt the fear at that moment, he began to suffer from the same loss as everyone who fell in love, being unable to restrain himself to think about why Song Ju Han was with him and one day he would leave him.

Until Song Ju Han finished singing the song, He Gu hadn’t returned to reality, Song Ju Han stretched out his long legs and yelled at him: “He Gu?”

“Ah?” He Gu woke up like a dream.

“How was it, nice?”

“Good, it’s so nice.”

“What is your opinion?”

“I am a layman and can’t make any comments.”

Song Ju Han casually stroke the guitar: “Sometimes a layman can give people an unexpected opinion, you can just talk about it.”

“Mmh…” He Gu thought for a long time, still couldn’t think of any opinions.

Song Ju Han laughed: “Forget it, it is difficult for you.” He patted the carpet around him, “Come, sit down.”

He Gu went and sat down with Song Ju Han.

“I will sing to you, what do you want to hear?”

“Your new single which you made last month.”

“Good.” Song Ju Han cleared his throat and sang while playing with a guitar.

He Gu laid on Song Ju Han shoulders, closed his eyes and feel the sound of the notes and the whole person seems like he was flying.

How can he be so happy, how can it be so sweet, if this moment can be like this to the end of the old days…. how good will it be.

Song Ju Han sang one after another, He Gu listen till he got drunk on them, so that he did not know when Song Ju Han was laying down the guitar, when Ju Han overwhelmed him in the carpet, when he recovered from the heat-kiss, the two had already red – body lingering sensations fully naked.

He Gu panicked, the brain going blank, but he did not resist, he let Song Ju Han fire burn him, even the pain that he had never tasted was felt now but did not let his thoughts of being with Song Ju Han think regret.

He Gu was finally stunned by the pain mixed with pleasure—the new sensation brought by the coupling and Song Ju Han’s pair of eyes, which seemed to be carrying the magic, had followed him into his dreams.

He woke up the second day. He Gu was sober and only felt sore, especially in that place, it was embarrassing painful. He rubbed his temples and the whole person feeling a whirlwind. It took him two minutes to digest what happened last night.

He sighed, although the muscle and the skin is very comfortable, but it is too damn painful to do this. He didn’t have any understand of what is bottoming at that time. He only thought that Song Ju Han had experience, so it should be like this, but it was not the same as those people who looked like they enjoyed it in the small porn movies…

1]…… Porn is fantasy

He barely managed to get up from the bed, went to the bathroom and took a shower. After washing and cleaning, he wanted to find Song Ju Han, but he called twice and there was obviously no one at home.

He called Song Ju Han twice and no one answered. He felt a little lost in his heart, so he sent a message telling Song Ju Han that he would go back first. When he left, he looked at the pile of clothes that Song Ju Han sent him. He hesitated and took them.

These clothes are impossible to wear in college and at the company but when he goes to see Song Ju Han, they will be useful.

After returning home, He Gu felt some low-grade fever, he swallowed two tablets and continued to rush through the paper.

Until dusk, Song Ju Han called and said that he had gotten up in the morning and asked if He Gu was uncomfortable.

1]…… Weren’t you supposed to check on him before leaving you idiot.

“No, I’m okay.” Even if it is not comfortable, He Gu is a man, he will not admit it.

Song Ju Han said with a smile: “That’s good, I wanted to stay with you.”

He Gu felt a lot calmness in his heart, he softly said: “You are busy with work, there is no way.”

“Yeah, I have been…” Song Ju Han said and a soft female voice called his name on the phone.

He Gu froze.

Song Ju Han said: “I still have work here, I will first hang up and then contact again.”

“Oh, okay…” Before all the words have not been finished, the phone has been cut off. He Gu held the phone for a long time, only silently let it go, continue to change the paper, but it to concentrate, the low-feverish brain was a bit worrying, he kept thinking, even he can not tell what he is thinking.

At this time, the doorbell rang.

He Gu suddenly woke up and his eyes widened and he was shocked.

He took a deep breath and got up to open the door. Feng Zheng presented two plastic bags and appeared in front of him with a big smile.

“Feng, Feng Zheng, how come you are here?”

“The project document of the Property Department has just been sent to my mailbox. Anyway, I want to see both of them together. I just bring you to dinner along.” Feng frowned. “How do you look so tired, are you sick.”?”

“No, I stayed up late last night. I haven’t read the mail yet, I am reading the paper.”

“Do you have a lot of opinions from your tutor?”

“No, he was very satisfied with it.”

“Ah, what did he ask you to do yesterday?” Feng Zheng smashed the plastic bag into the kitchen and asked while unloading the goods.

He Gu thought that he lied yesterday, it seems his lie is going to be burnt and he was busy fixing it: “He mentioned something and said some ideas to me.”

Feng Zheng came over: “He Gu, I feel that you are not quite alright, are you really not sick?” He said that and Feng Zheng explored He Gu forehead of his hand. “Heavens, you have a fever!”

“Nothing, it is not high.”

Feng yelled in anger: “You are sick… You are really sick, do you want to fight like this, isn’t there still three weeks away to submit the paper? You have been preparing it for a year, there are still a few days to go right? Now hurry and resting.”

He Gu smile bitterly: “Nothing.”

“It’s not okay, you walk and shake.” Feng Zheng held his arms and pushed him to the bedroom.

“Feng Zheng, I am really fine.”

“Be obedient, I will go to cook, I told you to get some rest.” Feng Zheng pushed the bed into the bed and stuffed him into the quilt.

He Gu got into bed and found that he was really tired and the bed was really comfortable. He immediately sighed with a sigh of relief: “Well, then I will take a break and wait for what Feng cooks.”

Feng Zheng smiled and said: “I bought it for you and I have to cook it too. Now you are having a good time. I haven’t cooked….. even for my parents.”

He Gu smiled.

Feng Zheng went to work busy for dinner, He Gu fell asleep in confusion. When Feng Zheng made a meal ready and called him, it was already dark.

Feng Zheng put the food on the table and asked for his input: “Hurry and taste, I just went to buy the medicine and you will take the medicine after you eat the meal.”

“Okay, it’s good.” He Gu felt really hungry.

“I want to drink some beer, where’s the bottle opener?”

“I think it’s in the drawer by the TV cabinet.”

Feng Zheng went to find the bottle opener, but saw a pile of bags given by Song Ju Han on the sofa in the living room. He picked up those paper bags and turned them over. They were all clothes.

He Gu apartment is not big, the living room and the dining room are connected, He Gu saw Feng Zheng’s move at once and he was so nervous because he forgot to put away those things.

Feng Zheng turned around and his face was a bit ugly: “Don’t tell me this is what you bought.”

“…I bought it.”

“These clothes are thousands worth of casual ones. He Gu I know that you are not so generous with your spending?”

He Gu licked his lips and felt that he was sweating on his forehead.

Feng Zheng threw the bag back to the sofa angrily: “Do you like Song Ju Han so much? For him you would be able to spend this kind of money that you wouldn’t spend on anyone else at all?”

He Gu felt very embarrassed. He really didn’t want to say more lies from his mouth, so he stayed silent.

Feng Zheng took a deep breath: “You are sick, I am too lazy to argue with you, but your fucking behavior is really worth of a brain-dead moron. You think you are better that those underage girls who still chase celebrities.”

He Gu spoke with a condescending tone: “Feng Zheng, I spent my money and it’s none of your business keep your nose out of my life.”

“You…” Feng Zheng was blocked by his anger and could not speak.

He Gu softened the tone: “Okay, come over to eat then before the food gets cold.”

Feng Zheng probably felt that He Gu was childish and naive for this matter. He couldn’t pull his face to continue to be angry. He went back to eat but he kept his head down and didn’t talk to He Gu.

He Gu felt a splitting headache.