INTOXICATION - Chapter 18: Memories of the Past: A Heartbreak Confirmation

Chapter 18: Memories of the Past: A Heartbreak Confirmation

After five minutes of silence, He Gu felt that this kind of face-to-face dinner was too boring and he took the initiative to chat with Feng Zheng. Feng Zheng said a sentence back and his mood was still not very good.

After dinner, Feng Zheng threw the medicine to him: “You have to take those half an hour after a meal.”

“Okay, thank you if you hadn’t come today, I wouldn’t eat such a delicious dinner.”

Feng snorted and took his eyes and yelled at him: “If I didn’t come, maybe no one would knows if you burned out to death.”

He Gu smiled: “How come, I have taken the medicine before you come, but it has not yet taken effect.”

“You go lie down, I have almost half an hour to clean up, just enough to get you up and take medicine.”

“No, I feel much better now that I am full. I can clean up myself.”

“I said you go, you go.” Feng Zheng took him into the bedroom and pressed him on the bed. “Your clothes are a little wet, change drenched.” Feng Yan pulled the collar, just as He Gu laid down, the button on the front slammed open, revealing a small piece of collarbone and chest.

Feng Zheng’s eyes suddenly went straight red. He Gu didn’t know why. He looked down and saw the traces of blue and brown on his chest. This is… Bite–mark! He remembered he had them all over the body when he took a shower today…

Feng Zheng’s eyes widened and he ripped He Gu shirt violently. When he saw the traces on the body, the whole person was like someone struck by lightning.

He Gu pushed his hand with force: “Feng Zheng, what are you doing!”

“What is this?!” Feng Yan pinched his shoulder, the strength of the force made He Gu feel pain.

He Gu was extraordinarily shy: “What does it have to do with you! Do you know what you are doing!”

“I asked you what this is!” Feng Yan was so angry that he couldn’t believe what he could see on He Gu body!

He Gu closed his eyes and felt embarrassed and angry like never before: “Bite-mark, is there a problem?”

Feng Zheng’s hand trembled and his eyes were a little red: “… Who?”

“Boyfriend.”

“Who is it?”

He Gu was silent for a moment: “I think I have the right to keep my privacy, Feng Zheng, you are too abnormal now, is it me who has a fever or you have a fever?”

Feng Zheng gritted his teeth and said: “Tell me who it is!”

“I don’t want to say!” He Gu really angry. “I am a 22-year-old grown man. Why do you think I need to report my life to you? Feng Zheng, you should go back.”

Feng Zheng seems to think of something in general and the two pupils shoot out Ju Han mang: “It’s Song Ju Han, is it?”

It was so shocking that when He Gu wanted to hide his expression, it was too late.

“Why are you stupid!” Feng Zheng was so mad that he pushed h hard. “You fucking….you are a big fool, you and Song Ju Han? You know what he is?!”

He Gu calmed down at this time: “Feng Zheng, I don’t know what kind of fight you have with him, but those have nothing to do with me, you are too abnormal now, do you know that?”

“I am abnormal? You are the abnormal with your motherfucking brain! You slept with him? Are you sleeping with Song Ju Han?” Feng Zheng anger seemed to be rushing to kill He Gu.

He Gu took a deep breath, “Yes, is there any problem?”

“He will sleep you today, he will be able to pick another one up tomorrow, Song Ju Han is a jerk, you fucking….uuugh!”

“Even if it is….this is my own business.”

“Your own business?” Feng Zheng glared at him. “Why do you think Song Ju Han came after you? If it is not because of me, would he even look at you?!”

He Gu cussed, his face changed: “What do you mean?”

Feng Zheng consciously stopped talking, but it was impossible to take them back. He gnawed his teeth and screamed.

“Feng Zheng, what is the meaning of your sentence, make it clear. If Song Ju Han really wants to play with me, I can afford it, I am not a woman, sleeping around is no big deal, if you really take me as a friend , make the sentence you have just said clear.”

Feng Zheng clenched his fist and said, “He…he is trying to piss me off.”

“What do you mean?”

“We… from a young age we had a competition, he saw you with me, he wanted to grab you from me.”

He Gu felt the blood leaving his face and also his brain and he hadn’t returned to reality for a long time: “But me and you….. we are only friends.”

“But he doesn’t think so.” Feng Zheng stared straight at his eyes. “I don’t think so.”

He Gu was shocked and looked at Feng Zheng.

“I know that you were only confused by him for a while. We used to get along very well. Is it not? He Gu you asked me if I might like boys? I didn’t answer at the time. I can answer you now, if the boy is you…….”

“Don’t say it.” He Gu hanged his head. “Feng Zheng, this is not the first time. I don’t know if you intentionally or unintentionally saying this but I am finished and I have not done anything wrong. I can’t stand still and play this game with you and Song Ju Han.”

“You could have given me some time!”

He Gu sighed: “Is it the same feeling?”

He Gu once wanted to be with Feng Zheng and his hope has been almost squandered in repeated temptations and disappointments.

Feng Zheng held his shoulder and screamed: “He Gu, don’t you be stupid, Song Ju Han is playing with you, you… you stay with me.”

He Gu grasped Feng Zheng’s wrist and unconsciously tightened it up. He said with a blank expression: “Feng Zheng, what you said today, you’re doing things just like a child…. And it is unreasonable, you go home calmly. We can talk again later.”

“You do not believe me?”

“How?… Would you believe me if I say things in this way?”

“You only knew Song Ju Han for a few days? Do you believe him? What kind of people are around him, you may want to rethink about why he is close to you!”

This is what is called heart stabbing, He Gu took a deep breath: “You said it, I have thought about it. You listen to me Feng Zheng, first, we are not dating, there is no possibility of it ever, second, I can not believe you… there is no doubt that Song Ju Han likes me, third, even if you are telling the truth, I am still not going to be with you.”

1]…. Wow cold-hearted effer

He Gu spoke so cool, but his heart was very uncomfortable, he does not want to believe what Feng Zheng said, but then it is a good explanation of his long-standing doubts – why Song Ju Han came at him fast and furious.

If it is really because of Feng Zheng… He simply can’t think about it.

Feng Zheng looked stiffly and his expression gradually became sad: “He Gu, I never found out, you are so calm. You don’t feel anything about me? You will know what Song Ju Han is, sooner or later.”

“Feng Zheng, even if I had feeling for you before, it is already past. Song Ju Han may be a jerk, I will be clear with you I can’t be with you, then why are you becoming this kind of a person?” He Gu looked at Feng Zheng seriously. “Feng Zheng, you are my best friend. We are very happy when we are friends. Did you have to do this?”

“He is not good.” Feng Zheng pushed his hand and his face was awkward. “He Gu, you will regret it, I will leave you to see the true face of Song Ju Han.” He turned and slammed his fist against the wall, his head looked whirly and he walked out

“Feng Zheng-”

The door was slammed and the voice hanged into the air.

He Gu felt that his body tight nerves are loose and the whole person fell weakly on the bed.

Why… Did things become like this.

Does Song Ju Han really like Feng Zheng? He Gu didn’t want to believe in his heart, but he couldn’t help but feel that Feng Zheng was right.

He is a plain college graduate and his family is is not prominent or anything. When he sees himself on Song Ju Han’s side, he looks like a boy toy being favored by him.

But… he remembered Song Ju Han’s gentleness, Song Ju Han’s smile, Song Ju Han’s voice, those could not be faked, should he believe what his eyes saw or Feng Zheng’s words?

He Gu closed his eyes and felt the chaos in his head. His heart seemed to be blocked by something, falling all the way and below, it was the abyss that could not be seen in the dark end.

He doesn’t know for how long he had been sleeping, when he woke up again, he felt burned out and his body was relaxed. After he got up, he swallowed some medicine and drank two large glasses of water. His brain was sober.

Thinking of what happened last night, he still felt uncomfortable and embarrassed.

To be honest, he cares a lot about Feng Zheng. Feng Zheng is his best friend when he was young. Both of them have a common language both at school and in the company. He Gu was somewhat isolated person based on his character, it is not easy for him to be able to make a friend who can talk.

He didn’t know what deep contradiction between Song Ju Han and Feng Zheng there were, but it was obviously more serious than he thought. Whether Song Ju Han really is as a bastard as Feng Zheng said, Feng Zheng can’t just make such a strange speculation it has to be based on something.

As for Feng Zheng’s saying that he wants to be with him, He Gu does not believe it. If Song Ju Han really only wants to provoke Feng Zheng for the so-called “childhood competition”, then Feng Zheng, who is suddenly liking him is more suspicious.

He Gu nestled on the sofa, calmly thinking about the morning, finally decided to personally go to find Song Ju Han to ask him. With a knife in his head and a knife in his heart, he was only shackled. He was so young, his life was just beginning and his emotional frustration was nothing that can’t be forgotten.

He packed up and went out. He planned to go to the vicinity of Song Ju Han’s home. n-.𝑜..𝑣/.𝖊(/𝓛(-𝔅-.I)-n

He went downstairs in the neighborhood where Song Ju Han lived, sat down in a coffee shop and sent a text message to Song Ju Han: “I am near your home, I’m looking for you, when are you coming back?”

The text message did not get a response for a long time, He Gu was not in a hurry, took out the notebook and began to continue to work on the paper.

The sky soon became dark and Song Ju Han returned to the message at this time: “Photo shoot in a far location, I’m not going home today.”

Somehow disappointed, packed up the notebook and planned to go home.

in the car, he received a call from Feng Zheng.

Feng Zheng’s cold voice came: “He Gu, where are you?”

“Outside, I am going home soon.”

“You come with me now.”

“What’s wrong?”

“You want to know what kind of person is Song Ju Han? I will open your eyes today.”

He Gu breath stopped, his voice shook a little: “…well, you send me the address.” He got off the car and took a taxi and rushed to the address given by Feng Zheng.

It was a nightclub that looked very private. There were two bodyguards standing at the door and the who guests went in had showed something to be allowed.

Hesitating, Feng Zheng came over and his face had a look of gloominess.

He Gu has never seen such a look on Feng Zheng. When Feng Zheng was angry, he never looked such a picture of suffocation. He opened his mouth and finally had nothing to say.

Feng Zheng led him to the door and showed the security guard a picture on the mobile phone. The two security guards brushed and asked for the gesture: “Young Feng, please go inside.”

Feng Zheng walked in front of him, He Gu he followed.

Before going to a box, Feng said: “Go in, I am waiting for you outside.” When he turned around, he sighed, “Do not start a fight.”

He Gu looked at Feng Zheng’s eyes and his heart beat like a drum.

Through the door, he heard a sweet female voice singing inside.

Open this door, what will he see? No matter what, he couldn’t retreat. He took a deep breath and knocked on the door.

“Come in.”

He Gu closed his eyes and pushed the door open.

The box is very large. There are more than a dozen people sitting and standing. He Gu eyes located Song Ju Han, who was sitting in the corner of the sofa and holding a very beautiful girl in his arms. The two are talking and laughing. Also looking at each other with googling eyes.

He Gu felt that his scalp went numb, the hands and feet suddenly become cold and the eyes of everyone around them pierce his skin like a needle.

When Song Ju Han saw him, his face changed and he was very surprised.

He Gu was unusually calm: “Sorry, I am looking for someone.”

Song Ju Han loosened the hand that was holding the girl thin waist and stood up in the air. His tone was very pissed off: “He Gu, how come you come here?”

He Gu refrained from yelling the feelings of his heart inner turmoil: “Ju Han, you come out.”

Song Ju Han rushed to his friends and nodded: “You play first.” After that, he went out and closed the door.

He Gu chest rose and fall a bit and he sighed and said: “I have something to ask you.”

“Who brought you here? Is it Feng Zheng? You told him?” A series of questions.

“It was my own discovery.” He Gu gazed at Song Ju Han, just yesterday, he looked at this person and felt that his heart was full of happiness and now the blooming flower has been knocked into the mud with the cold wind.

Song Ju Han stroked his hair with some irritability: “He brought you here right?.”

He Gu heart suddenly felt a sharp pain, as calm as possible he asked: “The girl you just held, is she your girlfriend?”

Song Ju Han said indifferently: “No.”

“What am I then?”

When Song Ju Han looked at him his eyes seemed to be incredible: “What do you mean?”

“What do I mean?” When He Gu heard this question, it is even more incredible, “Song Ju Han, you don’t know what I mean?”

Song Ju Han first sneered, he looked at He Gu face and then laughed uncontrollably.

1]….. How many of us have been laughed at because we assume we were their one and only???…Well not me…. I’m not into that nonsense!!