It’s Not The Same - Chapter 5 Love Dose
And like other couple we also started to go on dates and rides. The conversation between us were really romantic and kind of cute. Cute wasn’t because of me but it was because of him. He used to be very shy and say “don’t say all that I will start blushing and my friends will tease me”.
My class was at one end and his class was at the other end. But we both used to frequently pass by each other’s classes. I used to be a good girl and he was so mischievous, whenever he passes by he will always make me laugh by doing some crazy things.
I didn’t plan on falling in love with him, and I doubt if he planned on falling in love with me, but after becoming friends it was clear that neither of us could control ourselves falling. It’s called falling in love because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall. I loved my eyes when he looked into them. I loved my name when he said it. I loved my heart when he touched it. I loved my life because he was in it.
One day we went to temple and he suddenly said” I realized that I was thinking of you and I began to wonder how long you had been in my mind then it occurred to me since I met you, you never left.”
I started smiling and blushing. He said “i like it when you smile, but i love it when I’m the reason”.
I asked him to stop. Then I asked him “what if our parents don’t agree? ” I thought I shouldn’t have asked it at that time because he was very happy that day. And I spoiled his whole mood.
Then we went back to college. He didn’t call me that night. Next day 4 of us were sitting in my class others went to lab. He walked into my class and said “don’t worry about it, if you are meant to be mine I’ll get you anyway, if you are not meant to be mine I’ll snatch you from the destiny.” “I asked about parents not destiny and if our parents won’t agree I’ll not elope because they’re my life and my pride too” I explained my query. He said “I never asked to elope, and even I know that parents are important than love neither I’m going to curse you for not being with me nor you are going to do it if our parents don’t agree. But try to understand I love you. We will try our level best to convince our parents at some point they may consider us right. ”
His explanation was not that satisfactory but still I agreed because I didn’t wanted to spoil his mood again.
Then his final project started and he became very busy, but still he used to get along with me atleast for some time. That was really pleasing for me. Then I decided that I should not bother him much and let him concentrate on his projects.
We then started spending less time for each other. It was killing me from inside but I knew it was for us. So I used to console myself. I don’t know how much it affected him, neither he expressed that nor I bothered to ask him. Then days were good after completion of his project review.
Then during exams we were like before. After exams my classmates planned a farewell for the seniors. On the farewell day he was looking so good that I felt like proposing him. And a 1st year girl went and proposed him. I was waiting to listen to will he say. He said “sorry but I’m a heartless guy”. She said “that’s okay”. He replied “I meant my heart is with that girl and he pointed towards me”.
You know anyone can hold your hand in private, but when someone holds your hand in front of people it means he feels proud to be with you. I loved the way he used to hold my hand. I loved it when my fingers were entangled in his fingers.
