Jiaochen - Chapter 37
Ji Qingying wanted to refute.
She is not a child, but she can’t control the truest reaction of her body.
She knew she was a very sensitive person, but she didn’t shed tears often.
Many things, after passing that hurdle, slowly and slowly, they passed.
But only the surface.
Deep in my heart, it seems that there is always a piece of land reserved for Kan.
Once someone touches her, her emotions will rebound sharply, leaving all her hiding with nowhere to hide.
Ji Qingying has an obsession with sugar and the zoo.
Under normal circumstances, it rarely manifests itself. But she was drunk several times, and Rong Xue and Chen Xinyu also asked her why.
She didn’t say.
When he was very young, Ji Qingying’s family was happy.
Although my parents are busy, they are more affectionate. She lived with her grandmother since she was a child, and her parents would go back to the town to accompany her on weekends.
Then there was an accident.
The father died.
She lost a man who loved herself unconditionally.
But fortunately, the grandmother and mother loved a lot, so Ji Qingying quickly walked from the haze to the sun.
But in less than a year, everything changed.
The mother’s once-a-week companionship became half a month, a month, or even longer.
The candy she promised to bring Ji Qingying will no longer remember.
I promised to take her to the zoo on her birthday and pushed it again and again.
When Ji Qingying was in school, she looked forward to Friday every day.
I hope that my mother will go home, that she will bring herself candy, and that she will take herself to the zoo.
The classmates have been there many times. They said giraffes, elephants in the zoo, and animals that looked a little pitiful and cute when they were locked up.
Every time I listen to my classmates.
Ji Qingying is very eager.
When I was young, I didn’t hide my emotions, and all my thoughts were naked|naked|naked out in front of everyone.
She would tell them, and her mother agreed. Take her on the weekend.
There are too many words like this.
Not only did she start to feel lost, but also told her unscrupulously when she learned
Ji Qingying, your mother will definitely not take you to the zoo.
Ji Qingying, your mother doesn’t love you at all.
Ji Qingying, you don’t have a father, and even your mother doesn’t want you.
Over time.
These words are printed in my heart.
But even so, she still hopes that one day she will take herself there.
But in the end.
still none.
A school day.
Ji Qingying went home from school and unexpectedly saw her back.
She was so happy that she ran over without even removing her schoolbag, holding her thigh and acting like a baby.
Tell her she missed her.
After half an hour.
Ji Qingying learned from her grandmother that she was going abroad. She is going to chase her dream, she doesn’t want Ji Qingying to become her own burden.
She is still young, she does not want to be tied here, she needs a bigger stage.
she left.
Ji Qingying became a child without parents.
She no longer counted her days looking forward to the weekend, no longer stood under the eaves looking at the figure that would appear at the corner at the end of the street.
I no longer tell my classmates.
My mother will definitely take me to the zoo this weekend.
None of these will happen again.
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The emotions that are triggered can’t be hidden.
Because of Fu Yan’s words, Ji Qingying was on the verge of collapse.
Tears fell uncontrollably. Like a broken pearl.
Caught off guard.
Fu Yanzhi was at a loss.
He didn’t think Ji Qingying would cry.
Even if she had just red eyes.
He didn’t expect it either.
His fingers were still at the corners of her eyes, and her skin was tender, and it turned red after a little pressure.
He lowered his eyes, staring at her crying, feeling unspeakably uncomfortable.
A special emotion is spreading.
When Ji Qingying cried, there was no sound.
Only the sound of sobbing when he couldn’t control it, but the more it was, the more Fu Yanzhi couldn’t control it.
His throat is itchy.
When the words came to her mouth, she pressed back again, did not dare to squeak anymore, only reached out and rubbed her head, pressing the person in her arms.
“Do not cry.”
He rubbed the back of her head helplessly, with a low voice: “Cry again, I won’t bring you next time.”
“No way.”
Ji Qingying clenched the corner of his clothes, rubbed his head in his arms, and wet his clothes with tears.
“Next time…I will come again.”
She sobbed intermittently.
Fu Yanzhi had no choice but to continue to hold her arms.
He never coaxed anyone.
Nor will he deal with people who cry.
The children are fine, just a little coax. Although Ji Qingying was also a child who did not grow up, Fu Yanzhi couldn’t coax casually.
The breath on the man’s body approached, surrounding Ji Qingying layer upon layer.
That sense of security made her stay still.
It seemed that all the regrets and the disappointments accumulated were gradually wiped out by him.
After a meeting.
Ji Qingying has controlled her emotions.
The tears did not fall, but she did not lift her head from his arms. Fu Yanzhi didn’t urge her, so he let her lean on him with indulgence.
“Fu Yanzhi.”
“Ok?”
Fu Yanzhi responded softly: “What’s wrong.”
Ji Qingying pursed her lips, feeling embarrassed afterwards.
How old are they.
She was still crying.
And crying in front of Fu Yanzhi!
“Do not cry?”
Perceiving her silence, Fu Yanzhi took the initiative to ask.
“Yeah.” Ji Qingying buried her head, (exposed) the white and slender back of her neck, bit her lip and said, “I’m wearing makeup.”
Fu Yanzhi: “…”
He kind of wanted to laugh.
But considering Ji Qingying’s face, she tried her best to hold her back.
Fu Yanzhi bent his lower lip: “What about then.”
“I want to get some makeup in the car.”
Fu Yanzhi just wanted to say ‘good’, but Ji Qingying hurriedly said, “You are not allowed to watch.”
He was helpless.
“Su Yan is also very beautiful.”
“That’s different.”
Ji Qingying blinked and said, “When I put on flowers, I look like a ghost. I’m afraid you will have nightmares tonight.”
“…”
“Then what should I do?”
Ji Qingying thought for a while and commanded: “Close your eyes, give me the car key, and I will get in the car.”
In order to prevent Fu Yanzhi from opening his eyes, the key point is (强qiang): “I can only open my eyes if I say that I open my eyes.”
Fu Yanzhi at this meeting basically let her toss.
He chuckled softly, indulging: “Okay.”
After speaking, he really closed his eyes.
Ji Qingying slowly lifted her head from his arms.
As soon as she looked up, the man’s face was reflected in her tearful eyes.
He has a Yingjun silhouette, a tall nose and a (thin bao) lips. And, those closed eyes.
His eyelashes were very long, and when he closed it, he left a small fan shadow under his eyes.
It looks very well-behaved.
“Still watching?”
Fu Yanzhi didn’t open his eyes, his voice was smiling.
Ji Qingying was startled, half covering her face: “Didn’t you close your eyes?”
“Ok.”
Ji Qingying choked and retorted: “Then how do you know I’m looking at you?” Fu Yanzhi answered, with a calm tone: “The stars are too bright, you can’t ignore them when you close your eyes.”
Ji Qingying was startled. She understood what Fu Yanzhi meant. Her eyes heated up again, and her lips moved.
“How do you know the stars in front of you.”
Fu Yanzhi closed his eyes and smiled brightly: “Why not?”
He said: “If it’s not a star, how can it make me reluctant to ignore it.”
Ji Qingying bit her lip and her heartbeat increased.
Her nose was sore, because of his words and his carefulness.
Although Fu Yanzhi did not know what she had given birth to, he could probably guess it.
So he told her in this way.
She is a star.
Will not be forgotten, and will not be left behind.
She is a sparkling star that everyone will love.
Full of night sky.
Shine into everyone’s heart.
Ji Qingying was moving, Fu Yanzhi suddenly moved his eyelids, but did not open his eyes.
He frowned slightly and asked, “How long do you want me to close my eyes?”
Ji Qingying regained her consciousness abruptly, expressing helplessness to the atmosphere he destroyed.
“immediately.”
With that, she stopped procrastinating, turned and walked into the car.
After getting in the car, Ji Qingying shouted, “Fu Yanzhi, you can open your eyes.”
Fu Yanzhi opened his eyes slowly.
He paused before turning his eyes to the car not far away.
He couldn’t see the person inside, but he knew what that person was doing.
Thinking about it, he gave a quick smile.
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I was delayed for more than half an hour at the door, and the time was just right when I entered.
It’s not a weekend, there are few children in the zoo.
The zoo also seemed much quieter.
This zoo is much bigger than Ji Qingying imagined.
Divided into three areas, there are walking and car tours.
Ji Qingying looked at the map in Fu Yanzhi’s hand, a little tangled.
“Which one to go first?”
“Anything you really want to see?”
Ji Qingying thought for a while: “I want to see a giraffe.”
Fu Yan chuckled: “Okay.”
Ji Qingying’s ears were hot, and she licked his eyes, whispering: “What are you laughing at?”
Fu Yanzhi lowered his eyes, looked at her red eyes, and shook his head: “Nothing.”
Ji Qingying: “…”
Inexplicably, she felt that Fu Yanzhi was laughing at herself.
She stretched out her hand, (touched Mo) (touched Mo) and said, “I loved it when I was a kid.”
Fu Yan nodded: “Have you been there when you grow up?”
“Ok.”
Ji Qingying pursed her lower lip, and said softly, “I’ve been alone many times.”
Fu Yanzhi looked at her with deep eyes: “Not with friends?”
Ji Qingying shook her head: “No, I didn’t want them to know my little secret at that time.”
Fu Yanzhi reached out and bounced her forehead.
“After that” he paused: “I want to come and find me.”
Ji Qingying smiled, her lips curled: “Okay.”
The zoo is too big.
Ji Qingying and Fu Yanzhi rented a two-person bicycle and walked slowly to the park where the giraffe was.
Looking from a distance, the giraffe is tall and big, stretching its neck and peeking out.
Ji Qingying’s eyes lit up, regardless of Fu Yanzhi.
“I’ll pass first.”
Fu Yanzhi: “…”
He stared at the back who trot past, with a smile in his eyes that he hadn’t even noticed.
Green grass.
Giraffes are trapped inside, making people watch.
When they saw people coming, they poked their heads out friendly, Ji Qingying didn’t pay attention, and the giraffe swiped her back.
Except for the giraffe.
When the two of them rode their bicycles, they also reached the alpaca and deer.
Everything.
Take a turn.
Ji Qingying has a lot of photos stored on her phone, and she is happily like a kid who just came to visit the zoo.
Active and tireless.
Until noon.
The sun is getting bigger and bigger, Ji Qingying feels hot. Fu Yanzhi took her to rest.
“No picnic?”
She followed into the shop, a little curious.
Fu Yanzhi shook his head: “The picnic is elsewhere.”
Ji Qingying was taken aback, her eyes lit up: “Will you go elsewhere later?”
Fu Yanzhi turned his head and asked faintly: “Don’t want to go?”
“No.”
Ji Qingying looked at him straight (gou) (gou), using her eyes to prove: “I really want to.”
There are many shops in the zoo.
A whole row is full of them. In addition to eating and drinking, there are also entertainment venues for children such as claw machines.
Ji Qingying wants to drink (Milk Nai) tea.
Fu Yanzhi frowned, but did not refuse.
After buying (Milk Nai) tea and having a simple meal, Ji Qingying became interested in the store next door.
The two went in.
In addition to a doll machine with various animals in it, there are also many dolls.
It’s all the animals in the zoo.
“Fu Yanzhi.”
Ji Qingying pointed to the claw machine: “I want to play this.”
Fu Yanzhi exchanged coins.
Ji Qingying played less, and didn’t catch it after several shots.
She looked wronged at Fu Yanzhi.
“Try it?”
Fu Yanzhi didn’t have a cold with this kind of kid stuff, and he didn’t know how.
But Ji Qingying’s eyes are too full of expectations, and he can’t refuse.
five minutes later.
Fu Yanzhi regretted it.
Ji Qingying couldn’t catch it herself, nor could Fu Yanzhi.
Forget it.
The point is, she will tease next to her: “Doctor Fu, I didn’t expect you to have something that you can’t.”
Fu Yanzhi looked at her.
Ji Qingying smiled uncontrollably: “After finishing these few flowers, I am mentally balanced.”
Fu Yanzhi stretched out her hand and squeezed her face: “I can’t hold it, so happy?”
Ji Qingying nodded: “Happy, this proves that I am not alone.”
Fu Yanzhi raised his eyebrows and smiled at the corners of his mouth: “No?”
Ji Qingying: “…”
As soon as the voice fell, Fu Yanzhi photographed the button. A little fox in the machine was caught out.
When Fu Yanzhi handed the little fox to Ji Qingying, he asked nonchalantly: “Who can’t?”
“…”
Ji Qingying (touching Mo) lowered her ear, always feeling that this was a pun.
She hugged the little fox, and quickly agreed, “I can’t do it.”
Fu Yanzhi glanced at her reluctantly, and a smile flashed in her eyes.
“What else do you want to play?”
Ji Qingying looked around, but didn’t see anyone particularly interested.
“Gone.”
The two came out of the store and went to another area.
The distance there is relatively long, and the two took a sightseeing bus.
When it arrives, there will be more people in this place.
Even on the road, there are walking animals.
Ji Qingying was stunned.
After walking a few steps, she was surrounded by animals and could not walk.
Fu Yanzhi took two steps forward and turned his head quickly.
Seeing Ji Qingying’s frightened scene, he bent his mouth and turned back to her.
“what happened.”
Ji Qingying pointed to the animals around him: “They won’t let me go.”
Fu Yan tilted his head: “Then chat with them?”
Ji Qingying was stunned.
She blinked and looked at Fu Yanzhi: “What are you talking about?”
Fu Yan narrowed his eyes and looked down at the little animal that had been rubbing against her leg.
Her skin is white, and her legs are white and dazzling.
The legs are also beautiful.
Fu Yanzhi paused for a while and suddenly raised his hand.
Ji Qingying looked at the hand lying in front of her, and her reaction was slow for a few seconds before she shook her hand.
As soon as he grasped it, Fu Yanzhi took it instead.
He grabbed Ji Qingying’s weak wrist and took her out of the animal world.
After getting out of the dilemma, the two of them did not let go of their hands.
Ji Qingying followed him, bending her lower lip silently.
Fu Yanzhi’s palm was sweaty, and the temperature passed from her wrist, making her feel at ease.
Walked a little further.
Ji Qingying suddenly shouted: “Fu Yanzhi.”
Fu Yan looked sideways.
Ji Qingying pursed her lower lip and pointed at the hands of the two.
Fu Yanzhi lowered his eyes, and then let go.
After letting go, he glanced at Ji Qingying God (Laughter), “Don’t you want me to let go?”
Ji Qingying: “…”
She choked: “I just want to”
Another way to hold hands has not been said yet. Fu Yanzhi’s hand squeezed in again.
Strong fingers and warm palms.
He followed the tiger’s mouth and wrapped her hand tightly.
Let the two palms fit tightly and seamlessly together.
Fu Yanzhi looked at her and asked deliberately, “Want this?”
Ji Qingying nodded: “Yeah.”
Fu Yan smiled and took her to the other side.
After visiting the zoo, Fu Yanzhi drove her to the next destination.
This day belongs to Ji Qingying.
Ji Qingying looked at the scenery on both sides.
The car got on the highway again, and the cars on the road whizzed past.
She stared for a while, a little curious: “Are we going to have a picnic on the roadside now?”
Fu Yanzhi laughed: “What do you think.”
Ji Qingying shook his head: “I don’t know, I’m not familiar with this.”
“Well, I’m not afraid.”
Ji Qingying was stunned: “What are you afraid of?”
After she finished speaking, she answered by herself: “Are you afraid you will sell me?”
Fu Yanzhi didn’t say a word.
Ji Qingying was amused by her own thoughts, and said with a smile: “Then if you want to sell me, sell it to Fu Yanzhi, okay.”
Fu Yanzhi: “…”
She looked at Fu Yanzhi’s speechless expression, smiled and curled her eyes: “Can you doctor Fu?”
Fu Yanzhi glanced at her: “No.”
“……Oh.”
He said: “Not for sale.”
Ji Qingying laughed.
She turned to look at the scenery outside the window (color), somewhat puzzled.
“If you drive further, will we go back very late?”
Fu Yanzhi looked sideways and said lightly: “Who told you that we will go back at night?”