Joyful Drunken Love - Chapter 910
Blind is not without benefits, can not look at anyone, especially the man around her. She just swayed in the past, I don’t know how many days have passed.
I don’t want to say a word. I eat and sleep every day, and then I feel dizzy.
In addition to working at home, he accompanied her every day. Even if he said ten words, she would not agree, but he was still the same as before.
I don’t know how many days have passed. Chi Yu is not at home. Zuo pan and his servant went downstairs for a walk. These things were done by Chi Yu before, but now they are changed.
The sun is very thin, the weather is just fine, neither hot nor cold. It’s the Mid Autumn Festival. There are always children’s voices and laughter in the community. People who walk have all kinds of language.
As she walked, she heard the sound of water and the fragrance of flowers. She stopped.
“You stay here. I’ll get a bottle of water.”
Zuo pan nodded and the servant left.
The breeze came slowly, blowing up her black hair, and the whole beautiful face was outside. Her agility is good. Even if she can’t see it, she can feel the gaze from her left side, which is not smiling.
“Long time no see, sir.” She spoke.
The man came, “do you know me?”
“Of course, you saved me, Abel.” Zuo pan is also fluent in English. His eyes can’t see, so his sense of smell is very sensitive. He can smell and recognize people.
“How have you been?” His fingers shook in front of her eyes, and left pan didn’t respond at all. He seemed to be blind.
“Very good.” Left hope light smile.
“I also live in this community. If you need me, you can come to me. I’m a psychologist.”
“Good.” Such a shallow exchange.
Abel answered the phone as if he had something to do. After he put down the phone, he still didn’t leave.
Left hope caresses hair, “have a thing to go busy.”
“No, nothing is as good as a chance encounter. Such beautiful scenery doesn’t happen every day.”
Zuo pan smiles without saying anything. For the first time, she is praised by a stranger and shows a little smile.
This smile is just like the refreshing beauty of the breeze blowing across the lake, which makes people look away. The man stared at her for a moment, and this smile made her smile for the first time in a long time. Although it was very shallow, it was enough. He didn’t walk in. He looked at her from a distance. She was standing by the lake, her thin body, and her lonely and independent city.
“It’s beautiful.” The man said, “smile more.”
Left hope gather next smile Rong to come, “thank.” Someone once told her that her smile was beautiful. She does laugh a lot. No matter what she meets, she can’t do it any more.
“If you want to talk to me, you’re welcome.”
“Good.”
At this time, the servant came over, gave Zuo pan a warm drink and handed it to her. It may have been a mistake not to open it. So the man timely opening, “I’ll open?”
Zuo pan is about to wring. After listening, pass him the drink. As soon as Abel was about to take it, a big hand came across and took the bottle.
“See you again.” Chi Yu is easy and generous, twist open, gather together to the front of left hope, feed her.
Zuo pan didn’t open his mouth. He just wet his lips. She walked away from Chi Yu without any trace. “Abel, I’ll go first. Bye.”
“All right, bye.”
The servant escorted Zuo pan upstairs. Chi Yu’s eyes were dark, and he drank a drink. Two men stood together, a western face and an oriental man, each with his own merits.
“Thank you for saving her that day. I’m Chi Yu. Her Boyfriends. ” Chi Yu stopped in the middle, and his handsome face was as warm as jade. The former sharp and sharp retreated a lot.
Now he is an ordinary man, a father and a husband.
“Hello.” The last time Abel met him in the hospital, they were polite and alienated. “Your girlfriend is very beautiful, rarely beautiful.”
“Thank you. I think so, too.”
Abel took out a business card. “Your girlfriend seems to need a psychologist. Please come to me whenever you need to.”
Chi Yu took the business card, looked at the address and name, and then said, “do you know Chi Zhiqian?”
“Of course, we are classmates, my best friends in China. Why, you…”
“Oh, I don’t know. I’ll call you if I need to.”
“Welcome.”
This man has golden hair, blue eyes, standard western face, thick eyebrows and big eyes, and noble gentlemanly manner.
Chi Yu once heard the name of this person in Chi Zhiqian, and his relationship is very unusual
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He missed Zuo Pan’s smile and wanted to. Back home, Zuo pan sat on the balcony, basking in the thin warm sun, with his eyes closed. The capillaries on the face can be seen clearly, the eyelashes are thick and dense, and the amorous feelings are cold.He took a chair and sat on her side. He took her hand and kneaded it in his hand. He didn’t speak for a long time.
She didn’t say it either.
In this way, an hour later, they had no communication in the whole process, and the silent conversation seemed to spread between them with melancholy and lingering sadness.
She was quiet and sad, and he was gentle and easy.
“Sir, miss, it’s dinner.” The servant called.
Chi Yu played with her white fingers, “bring the rice to you?”
She didn’t say a word. He had been used to this pattern for so many days. He knew she didn’t sleep. “It’s tacit if she doesn’t talk.”
He got up, the palm of the hand suddenly out, he turned, she took out the tissue, slowly wipe his hand.
“When you learned what kind of relationship we had, you still did it with me, Chi Yu. What was your attitude at that time?”
How long has it been? It’s been a week. This may be the fifth sentence she said to him. No, it may be the fourth sentence. It’s also the longest.
Chi Yu twirled his fingers, sat down and was facing her, “no state of mind, naturally, I think so, so I do.”
Left hope’s hand slowly curled up, pale lips tightly pursed, silent.
Chi Yu thought she would continue to talk, but she didn’t.
“Zuo pan, if there is any fire, you can send it out. If there is injustice, you can tell me that we are the closest people in the world.” Husband and wife.
Intimacy?
“A couple by blood? Do you go to your sister so calmly? ” Zuo pan is almost gnashing his teeth to say it!
Chi Yu’s wrist turns, and the servant comes back. He waves to her, and the servant exits.
His long legs stretch naturally. He looks at the left side, hands crossed, and looks at her at leisure. His posture is elegant and elegant. He is ready to talk with her at any time.
“We don’t have many times, and it’s not bad to have another. And I don’t think of you as my sister. You are my wife, the mother of my children! ” with clear articulation and a mellow and full tune!
Left pan ha ha a smile, “why escape from reality, you already have appraisal, Chi Yu, life is not arbitrary!”
“My life is to do whatever I want. I can say no to anything I want. Then, can miss Zuo think about what she can say no to? ”
Chi Yu said, “you can refuse Long’s mother’s request. You don’t have to be with him to be grateful. You didn’t have to marry me for 50 million dollars, so you didn’t have to promise my father to divorce me for money. ”
“Miss Zuo is a well-known woman in LAN Cheng. The people who are chasing you are in several companies. Have you ever been happy? The most important thing you’ve ever done is not to be manipulated by Mo Yilin’s father, and to put him in prison. ”
“But Zuo pan, life is not that you blindly forbear and restraint, you think the pain who is your own.”
Zuo pan seems to be stabbed from the beginning to the heart by a needle, so the simple and white words are like a blow in the head!
She is so bad that she can’t say no to anything? Her hands were shaking and her lips were shaking.
“You can’t choose your voice, but why can’t you be generous and arrogant?”
“Cry if you want, laugh if you want. When the sky falls down, I’ll bear it for you. The worst is ink. With the two of us, I think you should walk horizontally, with boundless scenery. Even if we are brothers and sisters, what if we will be punished? We are already together, and we have children… ”
“Enough! Don’t say any more! ” Left pan suddenly roared out, hand Bang took away, put on the armrest on both sides of the chair, the sound is very loud.
White fingers tightly buckle the brown board, finger vein burst up!
She leaned slightly over and was breathing heavily.
Chi Yu also leaned over and patted her on the back, “don’t be afraid, I’ll accompany you.”
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Don’t live so depressed. Ling Xiaoxi has told her many times. But her life can not be indulged, the past between people is not the same, the cognition of things is not the same.
Chi Yu’s words are like a knife. She sees her bloody self.
Have you ever lived for yourself in this life? Have you ever been really happy?
Late at night.
Chi Yu is not in his bedroom. He is busy in his study. He is left alone. Moonlight, such as water, light sprinkling, from the open window strong light in, fell on the ground of silver ash.
On the reclining chair, the woman quietly nests there. What she doesn’t pick up under the long skirt is her smooth and white legs. Half of them are in the moonlight, like pearls rolling into the moist and smooth silk. Barefoot and cold.
His upper body was hidden in the darkness, with his scarlet eyes open, “looking” out of the window. For her, there is only one color in the world, only darkness. She has been in this position for a long time, more than two or three hours.
The moon is so cool, and the gentle breeze slants from the window. The night is long and hardWhether she opened or closed her eyes, she remembered what Chi Yu had said to her before, and every word rolled on her heart.
Can’t help but let her think, so many years in vain? And she, besides having a face, what else All the way to lose, never experienced the joy of life, only pain.
For so many years, when she didn’t suppress herself most, it was probably in those three years that she followed Mo Yilin for a long time, trying to impress him with her thick skin.
That may be the most active and self-sufficient time in her life. Since she went to the United States, she began her repressive life for more than ten years.
Maybe she is such a person. After all, when she was in Zuojia, she was careful everywhere. Has been abandoned by her mother, afraid of being abandoned again, and afraid of being beaten, however, such a life of walking on thin ice is finally seen by her father and Wu yingyue on the guillotine.
Mo Yilin is the turning point of her life, but after this turning point, she is still her, never changed.
Closed, numb, heartless.
I don’t know how long later, the door of the bedroom was opened, the man’s steady and gentle steps slowly stepped over, picked her up from the cane chair, he knew she was not asleep.
Hold to the bed, the slightest dislike with the palm of her foot, very cool.
He also went up, covered the quilt, and brought her into his arms. He had done these actions countless times, and he had already been familiar with them.
“Want to chat?” He asked, putting her head in her neck socket, holding her waist in one hand and her cool little hand in the other, very warm.