Joyful Drunken Love - Chapter 912
“It’s not something you worry about. Even if I call Chi Rui’s father in the future, it seems you can’t control it.”
“Zuo pan!” Zuo xian’er’s voice suddenly raised a few points. If she has nothing to do with herself, she can become a father and daughter with Chi Rui.
“Don’t you know that Chi Yu and I still have a daughter. If we insist on adding one to my family, Chi Yu is the only one. You don’t seem to know that you are a hundred times more hateful than Chi Rui. He didn’t apologize to me
Zuo xian’er’s breath was reduced, and her indifference was finally broken. However, it was only four or five seconds before she recovered.
Even before the strange also all gave to return to, picked to pick hair, she is still her, will not be disturbed by anything left fairy son.
“Is it?”
She gave a faint smile: “in that case, you can live your life well. If you can abandon everything and enjoy the warmth of your family, it doesn’t matter whether you recognize me or not.”
Zuo pan really thinks that she hasn’t learned one tenth of Zuo xian’er’s calmness. No wonder she’s so heartless that she got her inheritance.
“Let’s go. Don’t see each other again.”
The left fairy son asks again, “when is the eye good?”
“Is this concern?”
“Yes.”
“No She doesn’t need it.
Zuo xian’er took out two pieces of money from her bag and put them on the table. “I won’t appear easily, but if I have difficulties, I will help you.”
Zuo pan is silent.
Zuo xian’er stands up, the wind comes, and autumn is getting colder and colder. Zuo xian’er puts on her clothes and looks at her. “I don’t regret giving birth to you, but I still have to say sorry. Let’s live a good life. Goodbye.”
So she left without looking back.
Zuo Pan’s hand had been taken down from his seat and spread flat on the table. The wooden table with fingernails and the meridians on the back of his fingers were bulging.
She sat down opposite a person with her familiar taste, left looking nerve slowly a bit relaxed.
He took her hand and wrapped it, “go home.”
Two words to her desolate empty heart into a bunch of sunshine, home, sounds warm.
……
From the coffee shop home, Chi Yu never let go of her hand.
“We’re going back to China tomorrow. We haven’t seen her for nearly half a month. How about that?”
“Good.”
The first time Zuo pan cooperated with her in this way, Chi Yu saw that she was still white and tender without makeup, so he lowered his head to kiss her. Then he held it in the palm of his hand, rubbed and rubbed two fingers, and saw that there was a little red mark on her face, which he couldn’t put down.
“Let go.”
“We’re a family, and that’s what I like to do.”
Zuo pan didn’t resist. He just let him play on his face. Instead, he lifted up his green white fingers, grabbed his wrist, looked up and couldn’t see, but his eyes were absolutely unique.
“Chi Yu.”
“Well?”
She was like an abandoned child, with trembling eyes, “I’m hungry.” Two words, then her weakness sorry now dripping to the end.
“Then you sit and I’ll cook for you?”
“Well.”
She nodded her head cleverly. Women are really lovely when they are vulnerable. They depend on him everywhere. Chi Yu kisses her again and gets up.
As soon as he left, he fell into endless darkness again. She couldn’t see anything. It was dark without any light. For the first time in her life, it was like staying in the abyss. All she could do was Shrink yourself into a ball and don’t let others hurt her again.
……
Chi Yu’s food was the same as it used to be, which was the level of immortality, but this was the first time that Zuo Pan had a full bowl of rice in such a long time.
After dinner, Chi Yu also received her, from the living room to the bedroom.
That night, Chi Yu massaged her, but she didn’t fall asleep. She pretended to be asleep. She didn’t get up until he fell asleep.
It was so dark that she didn’t touch anything when she walked. She dressed and went downstairs. There was no one downstairs. It was dark and there was no one around.
Of course, even if there was light, she couldn’t see it. Recently, she goes to the lake every day. She has formed a habit and knows how to go.
It took her ten minutes to make a short journey. Only when she was sitting on the rocks by the lake and blowing the wind could she make herself calm.
She closed her eyes and fell on the table, letting the darkness of the world surround her. I didn’t know how long after that, there was a little perfume spray on her, and she rose.
Sit down.
“Can’t you go to bed so late? How did you get here? ”
“How do you know I’m here?”
The man chuckled, “it’s a coincidence that I just came back from the studio and saw you here. It’s a bit cold, and if you do, your boyfriend will be worried. ”
Left pan shallow words, “he said he was my boyfriend?””Yes.”
Zuo pan didn’t speak. The night was really cold, and his hands were very cold.
“Need help? If you don’t feel comfortable, you can talk to me and help you free of charge. ”
Two days ago, she went to see him and had a psychology class.
“I think the only person who can help me is myself. I can’t say a lot of things, and I can’t say anything.” The saddest thing is that you can’t say what you have suffered.
“You are very unhappy. There are too many things on your mind in your eyes. Miss Zuo, I have made a little achievement in the psychological field. If you can rest assured, speak it out and I will do my best.”
Zuo pan lowered her head, a thread of green silk fell down, covering the corner of her eyes. She took off her coat and handed it to him.
“I don’t have any problems in my heart, and no one can answer my problems. I know very well in my heart. Thank you for your coat, sir
“Miss…”
“Since I don’t want to tell me, I don’t want to force it. I’d better wear it. It’s very cold.”
“No Zuo pan couldn’t see him, so he put his coat on the stone table, “he may not have made it clear to you that he is not my boyfriend, he is my husband. Even if I want to find you to solve my problems, it should not be in the middle of the night. ”
The man smiles. He appreciates this beautiful Chinese woman more and more, especially at this moment.
“If one day I really can’t get out of that corner, I will go to your studio and look for you openly.” She got up. It was no longer suitable to stay here.
The man also got up and looked not far away, smiling at the elegant night, not envious.
Zuo pan felt dark and went to the direction of the elevator. After a few steps, he stopped and smelled something. But it just stopped for a second or two, and then continued to walk as if nothing had happened.
Because I couldn’t see it, I walked very slowly and cautiously, but I didn’t touch anything. Until the elevator went smoothly.
Groping to press, she can’t see the elevator door open, so put the handle on the door, when the door opens, she will feel.
Go in.
Men also quietly into the elevator.
They are silent all the way. The floor key jumps up one by one. When they are about to reach the floor where they live, they look forward to opening their mouth.
“What are you following me for?”
“I’m afraid you’ll run away.”
“I’m blind. Where can I go?”
“So you are not blind, and you will run away?”
Zuo pan stood still, his face was inconceivable, “should No way
Chi Yu heard what she said, and her pretty face gradually softened. Her dark eyes also came to her face from the elevator. Her beautiful face, which was illuminated by the light, was not as light as usual.
He had a smile on his lips, but he was indifferent. He didn’t take her by the hand or hold her in his arms as before.
Just standing like that, the soft light reflected their figures together, intertwined.
Silence is better than sound.
From the elevator down, back to the room, she almost no need to lead, they can accurately find their own door, and press the password.
It seemed to others that her eyes were clear, not blind at all. Entering the room, she stepped in front of the door. Behind him, his voice rang.
“Won’t you leave me because of the children, or something else?”
The voice is very enchanting, the tone is very light and low. Zuo pan seems to hear the answer he wants to hear in her voice.
She stopped, put her hand on the wall and said, “what do you say?”
“You’d better say it.”
“I’m afraid that will disappoint you. You don’t care if we are brothers and sisters, but I can’t.”
Chi Yu seems to have expected the answer for a long time, “is there anything else?” Again.
For example, you like me, you love me, you don’t want to leave me and so on
Left pan on the wall of the hand slowly bow up, indoor quiet seems to be able to hear their own heartbeat, that slow and messy.
“No more.”
Then groped to the bedroom, the door did not close, as if to keep for him.
Chi Yu looks at the darkness of this room. He can’t see the way to the bedroom clearly. His sight is not as good as left pan.
When will he hear her say I love you?
……
The next day, they went back to China together, got off the plane, left pan with a pair of sunglasses, was pulled by Chi Yu all the way, and got on the bus in full view of the public.
When you get to China, even when you get to Chi Yu’s site, you get on the bus and go straight to the hospital with Zuo pan.
It’s the same as the first time. There’s no big problem. I don’t know when I will get better because of the temporary blindness after high fever. However, it is much more serious than the first time, myocardial ischemia, and depression.
They went directly to Chi’s house again. Zuo pan came here many times, but this time it was aboveboard. All the servants called her that.Arriving at the hall, the first thing you see is Ye Huanhuan, who is now the child’s royal family doctor.
“You’re back at last. How are you?”
“Very good.”
“OK, I’ll take you to see the child. Mr. Chi, your father is in the study. Go and say hello.”
……
Chi Yu goes to the study, and Chi Rui sits there. He is much thinner than before. The flesh on his cheek looks a little sunken. He is very thin.
“Back?”
“Dad, why are you so thin?” Chi Yu was very sorry.
“It’s OK.” Chi Rui waved his hand indifferently, “how’s Zuo pan recently?”
“As usual, she, you don’t have to worry. Just leave it to me.”
“What are you going to do? And what about her? ”
“Keep the status quo, we’re still husband and wife.”
“Will she agree?”
Of course not. But because she had a child, she had to agree. Especially after the child had lived in the hospital for half a year, she suffered a lot and left hope was distressed.
Chi Yu wry smile, “I will let her willingly.”
“She’s not as open-minded as you are, and she’s not as open-minded as you think. This child’s life is too hard. Well, let’s talk about it in the evening. ”
“Good.”