Knight’s Love Letter - Chapter 30

    Chapter 30

    Fang Shiqing followed Fang Mingyu into a nearby restaurant. The restaurant opened not long ago, and business was not good because the food was unpalatable.

    No one cares about this at this time. It is more suitable for this moment when there are fewer people and quietness.

    The two waited silently for the two dishes and one soup to be served. Fang Mingyu asked for a bottle of white wine and poured two glasses. One cup is about one tael.

    She picked up the cup, raised it to the alchemist Qing, and sighed.

    Fang Shiqing had no choice but to drink the cup, and his throat hurt when he took a sip. He didn’t know how to drink liquor at all.

    Fang Mingyu filled two more glasses and said, “The last time I drank in front of you was to tell you that I was divorced, how good we were at that time… It’s only been two months, It turned out to be like this.”

    Fang Shiqing lowered his head and whispered: “Sister, I’m sorry.”

    Fang Mingyu shook her head and smiled: “You have nothing to apologize to me, but I hurt you and said such unpleasant things to you, I should apologize to you.” She said He drank the glass in his hand again.

    Fang Shiqing blinked his eyes hard, and some happiness filled his heart, is his sister finally going to reconcile with him?

    Fang Mingyu’s expression was very soft, and she said, “I have met Wang Qi twice recently… Don’t be nervous, it’s not that I have an affair behind your back.”

    Fang Shiqing: “…”

    “He came to me, and wanted me to stop embarrassing you and bullying you,” Fang Mingyu said with a wry smile on the corner of her mouth, “I really don’t know. , How can it really be his turn to take care of things between me and my brother.”

    Fang Shiqing was startled, did Wang Qi hear what he said the other day that he was going to find Fang Mingyu, so he quietly went to see her earlier?

    Fang Mingyu looked straight at him and said, “I don’t need to embarrass you, can you please stop embarrassing me?”

    Fang Shiqing said blankly: “I don’t…”

    Fang Mingyu said: “I clearly told you that I really love him.”

    Fang Shiqing was stunned for a while, and blurted out: “Sister, are you…”

    “Like women?” Fang Mingyu said it herself.

    Fang Shiqing didn’t know what to do next.

    Fang Mingyu said quietly: “When he came to me, I thought he finally regretted it and decided to come back to me, just like I went around on my own, but in the end I found out that I still love him the most.”

    Fang Shiqing was a little surprised, and said, “You, where is your classmate named Su Yun?”

    Fang Mingyu glanced at him: “He is already with you, should I wait for him to turn back? Qingqing, you really don’t understand me and Wang Qi, we are the same Even if Wang Qi really comes back to me, I won’t want him again. The same is true for him. I didn’t look back in those eight years, and when I wanted to look back, he wasn’t waiting for me.”

    Fang Shiqing pursed his lips, he always became weak in front of Fang Mingyu, and after a while he said, “…Are you a double?”

    Fang Mingyu didn’t say anything, but at this time she didn’t deny it, she admitted it.

    The alchemist list put his hand on his forehead, and said mixedly: “That means you lied to him and lied to him to marry you. Your lover at that time was a woman?”

    Fang Mingyu said: “It’s my senior sister. When we got married, I broke up with her, so I can’t be considered a lie to Wang Qi, and I really want to have a good relationship with Wang Qi. I didn’t expect her to go to my wedding, and after the wedding, we were in my dressing room…just so coincidentally bumped into by Wang Qi.”

    Fang Shiqing frowned and said in a questioning tone, “Are you guys unable to restrain yourself? Or did you not take Wang Qi to heart at all?”

    Fang Mingyu didn’t answer him, and said to herself: “He really loved me at that time, otherwise, with his character, how could he agree to give me time to deal with that part? relation?”

    Fang Shiqing picked up the glass in front of him and drank it, the alcohol slid through his esophagus, and the burning sensation went straight to his brain. He didn’t know if he was jealous of Fang Mingyu or angry for Wang Qi , his tone became even worse: “He gave you a chance, but you didn’t grasp it yourself.”

    Fang Mingyu sighed lowly: “You are right, I am not sure. The senior sister at that time was so beautiful, I loved her very much, as long as she was by my side, I couldn’t do anything about it. Rational judgment can’t control the situation at all. But I can’t let go of Wang Qi. I have never made mistakes since I was a child. My goal in life is to be a better person than others, not to be an anomaly. At that time, I thought, Apart from Wang Qi, it was very difficult for me to find a man I was willing to entrust my whole life with. I didn’t even realize what my feelings for him were at that time. Later, my senior sister and I separated, and she finally got married. Every time we meet, I will fight and even do it. I am very tired. Every time I have a fight with her and then go home, I see Wang Qi reading, working, cleaning in our home… Relationships are like scales, maybe where they are Suddenly it tilted to the other side.”

    Fang Shiqing said silently: “It’s not suddenly, it’s because you can’t find peace with your lover that you gradually want to find comfort from him.”

    Fang Mingyu opened her mouth and said after a while: “Even if you are right, the cause and process may just be because I was too tired from the torture of the previous relationship, but the result is the same, I Falling in love with Wang Qi, he broke up with senior sister, but he turned around and got on my brother.”

    Fang Shiqing thought it was ridiculous: “You haven’t thought about his feelings for eight years, and when you can’t get it back, you say you fall in love with him? Even without me, he might When you like someone, you lied to him from the beginning, why are you still so righteous now? What he said is so right, the whole world is wrong and you will not make mistakes, you are the only one right in the whole world…”

    “Fang Shiqing!” Fang Mingyu said coldly, “Wang Qi has the right to accuse me, why do you?”

    Fang Shiqing also got angry and said: “I just can’t stand you bullying him! He bullied him for eight years! Does he deserve to be played by you if he likes you? Furniture, when you put it at home, will always be waiting for you to use it anytime, anywhere. You are right, he gave you the opportunity because he loved you at that time, and then you did it yourself if you didn’t want that love. Leave him alone, tie him up if you don’t want a divorce, regret it if you say it, turn back if you say you want it, why would you?”

    He drank a lot, his cheeks were flushed, he talked a great deal, his chest heaved up and down, like a vindictive little cock.

    Fang Mingyu was very calm, looked at him and said, “Yes, I can’t look back, how about you? Can you move forward? Even if he and I have never been a real husband and wife, Would anyone believe it? You are not afraid that you are gay, you can come out of the closet, I know there are many such people in your circle, but after you come out of the closet? How do you tell others? Say you like men, so you seduce Brother-in-law, causing my sister’s marriage to break down?”

    The alchemist froze fiercely and looked at Fang Mingyu in disbelief.

    Fang Mingyu said: “It’s not that I scare you, do you think my assumption does not exist? Everyone may accept that you like the same sex, but it is difficult to accept you and Wang Qi Together, we are not living in a paradise, we are all social people, we can’t do without interpersonal relationships, you can’t do it, neither can Wang Qi. He and I have not publicly disclosed the divorce, and even many people in our unit don’t know , there are reasons I don’t want to say, and there are reasons why he doesn’t want to say. Outsiders who don’t know the situation will not only accuse you, but also him… He is a model husband, but he slept with his brother-in-law. “

     Fang Shiqing’s hands on the table trembled a little.

    Fang Mingyu glanced at him and said: “He resigned, and now his career is starting from scratch. It is said that he is doing well now, but once someone uses your relationship with him to attack him, you will Do you think his social reputation will not be damaged? Or do you think he doesn’t care about reputation?”

    Fang Shiqing couldn’t help but said: “Don’t say it, I told you last time, I will not separate from him.”

    Fang Mingyu said coldly: “We don’t care about these external things, I have told you clearly, I will not accept the two of you together, you two are shameless, I want it. “

    Fang Shiqing turned his face away, the corners of his lips were tight, a little stubborn, and a little wronged.

    Fang Mingyu said: “And parents, they can’t accept it, you think, am I right?”

    Fang Shiqing picked up the wine bottle and poured himself a full glass, the wine spilled a lot on the table, he frowned and drank it.

    Fang Mingyu looked at his movements, her tone slowed down, and said: “I know you have been stubborn since you were a child, but you can live for decades, not just for yourself. Either you Just stay with him, don’t worry about me, don’t worry about my parents, or you will separate from him, just treat it as if it never happened, I just divorced, my parents won’t know, we How to go on and how to go on.”

    The alchemist drank silently, his ears and neck were all red.

    The card room was silent for a long time.

    For a long while, Fang Shiqing’s eyes were red and stumbling said: “I know, you are jealous that he likes me, so you want us to separate, I don’t… I won’t…”

    Fang Mingyu: “…”

    The two left the restaurant, and the dishes on the table didn’t move. The waiter was very sad when they cleaned up. Is it really so bad to eat?

    “I’ll take you home,” Fang Mingyu said, “You won’t be able to go to work this afternoon.”

    Fang Shiqing squatted under the tree by the roadside, his stomach was rumbling but there was nothing to vomit, and he was speechless in pain.

    Fang Mingyu frowned and looked at him, stretched out her hand to pat him on the back, stretched it out and retracted it halfway, and said, “Or should I ask him to pick you up?”

    Fang Shiqing swayed and stood up holding the trunk, looking back at her.

    Fang Shiqing grinned, like a smile but not like.

      , don’t let me lose you too.”

    Fang Shiqing was stunned, tears rolled from the corners of his eyes, he raised his arm and wiped it with his sleeve.

    Fang Mingyu stood there without moving, looking at him quietly, her eyes were calm, as if he could accept whatever decision he made.

    “Sister,” Fang Shiqing said, “If you haven’t divorced yet, let me tell you that I like him, you can choose him or me, how would you choose?”

    Fang Mingyu’s lips moved slightly, but in the end she said nothing, turned around and strode away.