Knight’s Love Letter - Chapter 68

    He insisted on not letting me deliver it, and threw the study back into the room and ran away by himself.

    It’s like trying to avoid me.

    He was not like this before, he called me “brother” very warmly when we met, and he liked talking to me very much. When I first met him, he was very quiet. I thought he was just like me. He doesn’t like to talk very much, and only after getting to know him did he realize that he is a little chatty.

    I look forward to seeing him, especially since I have started talking about marriage with his sister, and I even treat him as a half-brother. I feel like he should still be able to see me.

    Unexpectedly, now that they have become a “family”, he has become a little separated from me.

    Children of this age cannot guess.

    I didn’t understand what his sister was thinking.

    Unconsciously, more than a month has passed since the wedding day. We all returned to the unit and started normal work. After the marriage leave ended, she took on a very important case. My mother went to the hospital with appendicitis. She was busy with her work, and I was busy taking care of my mother. I hardly saw each other for more than ten days.

    My patience has run out.

    So when she said “I’m sorry, I can’t do it” to me, I was really speechless.

    I always think she is a very decisive person. Maybe when a woman is facing feelings, the rational side of her thinking will temporarily sleep?

    I said, “Let’s get a divorce.”

      Department? I heard that you got the other deputy department away? Divorce now, it won’t do you any good.”

    I’m a little surprised, I didn’t tell her about this, although we are in the same system, but the work place and work content are much different, the things on our side are unlikely to spread to the grassroots easily courtyard. Did she come back to talk to me specifically to inquire about it?

    She added: “At present, you should have no other marriage partner. If you have one in the future, I will not pester you. If you divorce too soon, I will not be able to explain to my family. You You know, our borderline relationship is impossible to tell at home.”

    I disagree: “If I were you, I wouldn’t hide it.”

    She looked at me and said, “You say this because you are not me.”

    She felt that I was standing and talking without back pain, and I didn’t want to argue with her, it was meaningless.

      It was relatively only when I found out about the incompatibility of personalities.”

    In fact, what she said is not unreasonable, but the tone of this transaction still makes me very uncomfortable.

    I will marry her, and of course I really like her to some extent.

    In the past time, I probably understood that she was a bit of an ego, but it is normal for a beautiful woman to have this problem, not to mention the flaws, she is still very good most of the time , pretty much the type I want to marry.

    I thought about it and said to her, “Okay.”

    Why?

     

    According to her character, even if she is cheating on marriage, she will not find someone who doesn’t like her at all.

    She also said before that she is not absolutely gay.

    I have a hunch that the person who will regret this marriage agreement in the future is definitely not me.

    What’s more, a stable marriage is really good for my career, and I want to meet another person I want to marry, at least it will take a long time, I am not too easy Passionate about women.

    The Spring Festival will come soon, and the Spring Festival will come after the festival. Spring always passes much faster than other seasons. I just feel that it is half a year in the blink of an eye.

    My parents hid from the sandstorm and went back to the Northeast. No one looked at me as I felt more free. I didn’t really want to go back to that house at night, so I just went back to my parents’ house, where Wang Jin lived by himself there.

      When I came here, I didn’t ask anything, and the teasing of “I just said what would happen to marriage” in his eyes.

    Wang Chao, who was in the first year of high school, still fights and makes trouble all day long. He has to beat him to be honest for a few days.

    He is in the same high school as him, and my brother-in-law is finally taking the college entrance examination.

    But he only took the exam and went for a form. His sister told me that he didn’t want to stay here to study at university. He had already received a notice from outside, and he was leaving at the end of August.

     

    The day my brother-in-law left, the whole family went to see him, his parents, his sister, and my brother-in-law.

    He had red eyes all the time, but he never let the tears fall, looking at that small appearance so pitiful.

    My thoughts at that time were very simple and pure, and I never thought that this meeting would be our last simple and pure meeting.

    He left at the end of August. One day at the end of October, when I was packing my things at home, I accidentally found a hotel invoice, not mine, but hers.

    The time is the afternoon of the previous few days, and the amount should be the consumption of ordinary rooms.

    Although I have never done this kind of thing, but I have seen a lot of it, and I know what I can do when I go to open a room during the day, so I don’t feel sleepy, tired and want to sleep.

    For so long, I have always known that she is still in contact with that woman, her phone has a special ringtone, as soon as the ringtone rings, she will avoid me to answer the call .

    But knowing is knowing, I didn’t expect two women to fall in love and need to open a room.

    I’m a little curious, what’s the point of facing someone who has the exact same biological structure as me?

    I was also bored, so I searched the Internet to see what gays think of their deformed hobby.

    I clicked into the first **** website that came out of the search engine, and I flipped through it. Most of the lesbians are quite pure, they don’t have very explicit words, and most of them are still talking about feelings.

    It’s different for **** men. The photos posted are all large in scale, and the chats are all teasing each other or directly leaving their contact information.

    I flipped through it, I couldn’t accept it, I couldn’t understand it.

    Why does this person look like my brother-in-law?

    Which **** stole his picture and pretended to be him?

    Move the mouse and poke the avatar into it, it is this person’s blog, the personal information is displayed in France, the age is 20 years old, there are more than a dozen photos in the album, and there are selfies, There are also half-length or full-body photos of him going out to play. They are all recent photos of him. He is taller and thinner, and his hair is a little longer than when he left.

    If this is stolen, it is too timely.

    But…he’s **** too? ! How can a child who is usually so obedient have such a deviant orientation?

    I was so surprised, I hurriedly browsed his blog, there was a sense of familiarity between the lines, a little bit of thought, and a little squeamish, it really was him.

    What gene is this in their family? Why are sisters and brothers unwilling to take the usual path?

    I kept this matter in my mind for a few days, and it always felt awkward.

    I didn’t tell his sister, maybe they both knew each other?

    However, my sister and I are getting more and more speechless now, and I don’t say more than ten sentences a week. In addition to being busy with work, she also has to take care of her girlfriend’s mind. Don’t even go home late. I also often go with Wang Jin for company. The brothers play ball for a while, have two drinks, and sleep on their own. He doesn’t have a partner, and he doesn’t plan to talk about it. Both of us are alone, so it’s not in the way.

    The unit is recruiting, a new little girl is admitted, just graduated from university, she looks good, but she doesn’t work hard, she comes to me all day long, I know what she means, but I am very Annoying her, everyone knows that I’m married, what do you think you’re an unmarried little girl?

    I have to marry another woman sooner or later, but this woman can’t be like this.

    My brother-in-law is gay, I thought about it and thought about it, but I still found it very bizarre.

      Girls like it, why do you have to think about it and like men?

    I can’t figure it out, so I go to his blog.

      , I got goosebumps all over the place.

    But he hardly responded to those comments, he talked to himself, ignored those people, the wretched literary, handsome and ugly, all ignored.

    He studied design there, and he has a good grasp of aesthetics. The photos are very handsome. He is also fine.

    He often writes a blog, every time it is a few short crosses, talking about what happened today, how he… unlucky.

    I know that his self-care ability is very poor, and he doesn’t even know how to use a washing machine at home, but I taught him. At that time, I heard that he wanted to learn fashion design, which requires hands-on majors, I feel incredible. His sister said that he also applied for other design majors but failed. Only the fashion college sent a notice. He could have waited, but he was in a hurry to leave.

    After traveling so far across the ocean, he couldn’t take care of himself well. Every time I can’t remember, I always have to step on the air, my feet and ankles are stuck in it every time, and the blood scabs on the top are not healed a few times. I’m afraid it will leave scars. The microwave blew up, and after losing money, I silently ate half a month’s worth of bread.

    I watched him recite these things, both funny and sad.

    If it weren’t for the frequent interludes of his secret love, I would have almost forgotten that my brother-in-law likes men.

    He likes a man who is older than him. According to himself, he is handsome and attractive. They usually get along well, but this man is not gay, so he has to secretly fall in love People, don’t dare to say it.

    He mentioned this person very frequently, and he should really like it.

    What’s out of place for this **** site is that he never said anything about sex.

    Of course, I think this is normal, if he also uses the words “big dick” and “fuck me” like those people, I may feel that I have been suffering for a long time. deceived.

    As for his liking for men, this is not a lie to me, nor did he tell me that he likes women.

    I used to think of him as a child, but thinking about it, he is over 20 years old, it is time to like people, either women or men, I just hope he In the end, don’t find a fool of the opposite **** like his sister to marry.

    I put his blog in my favorites, and I will open it when I have nothing to do.

    He has a bad day every day, either here or there, but he is very interesting, and when he talks about those unfortunate things, he is very happy, every time I see him Saying this, you can imagine how he frowned but was helpless and even burst into tears, but it didn’t take long before he continued to do what he needed to do with a smile on his face.

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    He is a little squeamish and a little pretentious, very childish and very cute.

    In fact, at this time, I have found that my state is not right. I read a small **** blog all day long, and I still enjoy it.

    But it’s hard for me not to look at it. If I don’t look at it every day, I feel that there is something wrong. If he doesn’t update it, I also feel that there is something wrong.

    The breakthrough came on Christmas Day.

    We don’t have a public holiday for this holiday, so we still have to go to work as usual, but he has.

    I went to bed at night to see what he did during the day off as usual. Yesterday he said he had an appointment to go skiing with his classmates.

    As a result, he got up late in the morning and missed the car and was left alone.

    Seeing this, I feel a little sad for him, and the festival will be spent alone. But his conversation suddenly changed, and the style of the entire blog post changed.

    He couldn’t go skiing, so he slept in bed and slept for most of the day, dreaming of his crush.

    During the day, he had a **** dream.

    This is the first time he has described his sexual fantasies, and compared to his previous vocabulary and expressions, it is considered explicit.

    He wrote in detail that he dreamed that the person touched him and entered his process.

    Very sensual, but also very sad.

    I was actually hardened by his description of more than 200 words.

    I seldom **** off because I don’t have much material, and I don’t often have this kind of excitement.

    I was in a bad mood when I came.

     

    For the first time, I had a weird urge to rub something that was still warm in my hand on his body.

    He said that the straight man he liked would never like him in his life, just because he also grew that thing.

    He said he was afraid of pain, and he couldn’t bond with the person he liked, so he hadn’t done that kind of thing until now.

    I think, he is so white, maybe there is a very light color there, it should not be too big, and it should be very beautiful.

    Fuck it, just thinking about it, it’s hard again.

    This time I don’t want to put this thing on him, I want to **** in the one he said.

    It felt a little scary, my first clear sexual fantasy object was a little boy.

    He is also my brother-in-law.

    The next day I went to his blog again with joy, like a fluffy boy who fell in love for the first time.

    The page shows “This page cannot be opened”, I thought it was the website that needs to be updated, but other pages in the website are displayed normally.

    I was in a hurry and sent a message to the site administrator, who replied that the user has been logged out.

    It’s the Spring Festival again.

    The day before the new year, my wife in name asked me if I had time tomorrow. Her brother was coming back tomorrow afternoon, and she was not able to pick me up when she had something to do.

    I almost couldn’t help laughing and said, “Okay, I’ll pick him up.”

    She said, “Thank you.”

    I said, “No.”

    I should thank her, almost all her family.

    He was dressed in black, dragged a huge suitcase, and walked out of the exit, wearing a peaked cap, but I recognized him at first sight.

    I called him: “Qingqing, this way.”

    He followed the reputation, his eyes full of surprise.

    I smiled at him, it should look calm, no one would know, what I most want to do now is to hug him, kiss him, and cry.

    When I was thinking about this in my mind, he slowly walked over and said, “Brother-in-law.”

    I think I may be a little sick. Even if he calls me “brother-in-law”, I can pretend that he is seducing me.

    I took him out of the airport, and he sat in the co-pilot, keeping his head down and playing with his fingers. It may have been too long, and he was a little rusty.

    I searched my stomach and came up with some interesting questions to ask him how he was doing.

    He cherishes his words like gold, and he is completely different from the little guy who used to talk and talk about it on the Internet.

    But I still think he’s cute.

     

    Maybe he felt that I was always asking him, and finally remembered to be polite with me and asked, “Brother-in-law, how are you doing?”

    I have a bad time, very bad. I said, “Not bad.”

    He said, “Then… brother-in-law, is Wang Chao okay?”

    He has nothing to say to me? I answered him: “It’s still the same, don’t study, make trouble all day.”

    He suddenly smiled: “Brother-in-law, do you always beat him?”

    I turned my head to look at him, he bowed his head a little embarrassedly.

    I didn’t speak again.

    His “brother-in-law” is about to call me hard.

    That night, he will stay at my sister’s house for one night and go back to their hometown tomorrow.

    When he turned off the light, I took the blanket and went to the study, where there was a reclining chair, which could last me one night.

    His sister didn’t say anything, just lay down and went to sleep.

    There is only one wall between the study and the room where he slept. I sat on the reclining chair and looked at the wall. The sound insulation is so good, it is also distressing.

    Is he asleep? It must be tiring after a day’s flight.

    I thought about it for a while, and was about to lie down when I heard the door of the next room rattle slightly.

    Go to the toilet?

    Thinking of him holding that slow pee, my nasal cavity suddenly got a little hot, and I have been on the perverted road and can’t look back.

    After a while, he still did not come back, and there were no lights outside.

    I couldn’t help but stood up and walked out lightly.

    He was standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room.

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    While I was distracted, a slight sob was caught in my ear.

    He was crying, not because of the joy of returning home, but because of some despairing reason.

    Why?

    The most likely answer is that he remembered his crush again.

    There is a vine called jealousy that is crawling all over my heart.

    The next day, I took him to the airport. He cried for a long time last night, maybe he was not happy in the dream, and his mood is still very low until now, and he is just listless when I talk to him ‘s answer.

    I said goodbye at the entrance, “your sister and I are still in the second year of junior high school.”

    He looked down and said, “Well, see you then.”

    I want to say something else, he has already taken the suitcase, turned around and walked forward, his steps are very large, and his steps are particularly hurried.

    For the next six years, he came back every Spring Festival, but he never transited in Beijing again, and every time he could not book a flight to Beijing, there was no international airport in his hometown, so he had to choose other Transit city.

    Every year I can only see him on the second day of the Chinese New Year. In fact, I don’t want to go to his house with his sister to lie to his parents, but I want to see him, only this A blatant opportunity.

    He doesn’t like me very much, and I don’t know why, maybe it’s because I married his favorite sister? We only meet once a year, and he rarely talks to me. The dependence that was occasionally revealed in front of me a long time ago is gone forever.

    In six years, I have only seen six faces.

     Naturally, I miss him very much. Because of the time difference, it is not convenient to use network tools. The time when he can play online on the computer at night is already the second half of the night in Dongba District. Sometimes I can’t help but call him or send emails. He hasn’t replied to the emails, and he is always perfunctory when talking to me on the phone.

    I finally waited for him to return to work in China and decided to stay in Beijing. I offered to let him come to live with me and his sister’s house, but he refused me.

    He doesn’t like me, maybe not even my brother-in-law.

    But I’m not worried, I can wait for six years, what else can’t wait, I used to be out of reach, now I’m by my side, I like him, and naturally there is a way to make him like me too.

    After I thought about it, I offered to resign. Of course, the leader was surprised and tried to stop me, so I explained the reason vaguely.

    I’m not afraid of being criticized by others. Who I like is my own business. If I can take responsibility for this like, then I won’t be ashamed.

    Resignation is complicated, there are many formalities to hand over, and the process is long and slow.

    I was busy for a while, and I didn’t take him into consideration for a few days.

    He stood on the side of the road holding a bouquet of roses.

    I drove slowly, parked next to him, and looked up at him from the car.

    He looked at me in panic, but I looked at the red rose in his hand and asked, “Qingqing, are you waiting for someone?”

    He stammered: “No… um… yes… brother-in-law, why are you here?”

    I said, “I passed by to do something, and then I left.”

    I stepped on the accelerator and left, but my eyes were fixed on the rearview mirror. A man came out of the building behind him, and he handed the rose to the man.

    I soon learned that the man was called Yuan Rui, a model, and now he was moving into the entertainment industry, but the agency did not pay attention to him, and the development was not smooth.

    Yuan Rui is not popular enough, there is no information about him in the encyclopedia, I still found the talent of the brokerage company to inquire about him, and he has also studied in France.

    I have a younger brother who I have known since childhood and is also in the entertainment industry. Recently, the limelight has become so popular that I called him and asked him: “Liang Xi, I have a My friend has not been popular all the time, how can we make him popular quickly, it is best to be so popular that there are constant announcements, and there is no time to go to the toilet.”

    He said: “Let him be on a reality show, if you find a bigger TV station, you will have to spend a little money, not enough popular people may not use it, now TV stations can be picky, you look like me and my wife Son…”

    I hung up the phone call of this dazzling wife maniac before I finished speaking, showing off all day, really annoying.

    I helped Yuan Rui get acquainted with the program director of the TV station. Originally, I wanted him to focus on his career that finally revived. Who knows that there have been some twists and turns, but fortunately, we have reached the same goal, and the result is the same—

    My brother-in-law has lost his love.

    My resignation procedure is similar, and the whole person has entered a state of combat readiness.

    I thought about several strategies, but each one has risks, the biggest risk is naturally his sister. After working with her for the past few years, I have been very clear about her problems, she is too strong , The vision is too high, and her conditions are good, so there is always a sense of superiority that the world should be trampled under her feet.

     

    It’s also verbose.

    She went to her brother’s place for dinner in the evening, came back around ten o’clock, and started to pack up, saying that she was going on a business trip tomorrow and might come back in a week.

    I didn’t say anything. She seems to have a relationship with her girlfriend recently. That woman also found a man to marry two years ago. It escalates to physical conflict. Sometimes when she comes back, I can see the scratches on her body. I thought it was fun, but there are too many injuries. Fortunately, it is either scratching or scratching. I thought I was abusing her.

    She is on her business trip just right, and I can be quiet for two days. By the way, pick a time and start working.

    Halloween in two days.

    I had dinner with my former colleague. When I left, I saw his car parked in the parking lot of this hotel.

    The media group to which their magazine belongs is really holding a carnival dance here.

    I arrived at the entrance of the lobby on the first floor, and the waiter gave me a pumpkin mask, which I put on without anyone showing his face.

    I squeezed around in the crowd for a few times before I found the corner of the bar.

    He wore a black open-back dress, played like a banshee, and wore an exaggerated and coquettish wig and fake breasts.

    The back area of ​​this dress is very large, and even if you pull it down a little bit, it is very likely to see the groin.

    Many men look at him, and he is already beautiful, so it makes him more attractive.

     I took off my coat and held it in my hand, took a deep breath, walked over slowly, and put it on his shoulders.

    He smiled back at me and shouted in the noise, “Thank you! But I’m not a lady!”

    Of course I do.

    He didn’t recognize me.

    I sat down beside him and brought him a glass of wine, thinking about how to tease him, taking off the mask would definitely startle him.

    He was still thanking me loudly, and I said, “Little fool.”

    He didn’t hear clearly, so he brought his ears close.

    He wears a diamond earring, the earlobe is small and fleshy, and it looks very pinched.

    I squeezed.

    He shivered, then raised his head in surprise.

    Soon his eyes became strange, he looked me up and down lightly, and the whole person’s posture became different, I have never seen him like this, and the child in my impression Subtly overlapped.

    He posted it again and said in my ear: “I only do the above, can you?”

    The sudden change disrupted my plans.

    It’s really not safe for him to seduce others like this, so I have to do it first.

    Half an hour later, he was **** by me with tears in his eyes, powder all over his body, hard where it should be hard, and surprisingly soft where it should be soft.

    I am thirty-five years old, and I have finally done what I need to do, and I am very satisfied.

    Well, if you want to sleep, you have to sleep with the person you like, even if he doesn’t like me now, he will have to be liked by me sooner or later.

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