Last Day: Supporting Actress’s Child - C110
Su Jin had always felt that she was a contradictory individual, that she would feel pity for some people at a certain moment and be cold-blooded and emotionless at the same time. And no matter what role she played, she always seemed so calm, just like how she was supposed to be like this, but in her opinion, she rarely ever had such conflicting emotions before she was twenty years old.
If it wasn’t for the sunlight still shining down on her, she would have felt like she was dead. But now, she felt like she had returned to that moment, that longing for the scenery outside, it had never been her own emotions. Standing there, she could still see the desolate winter air outside, but it was as if she had returned to that time, the time that made her feel like it was never her own life.
To her, the sunlight was like a light that could never reach. She stood there, engulfed by the darkness. That was a dark period of time. Her eyes, her breath, and her ears, were all filled with blood. Seeing blood splashing everywhere like water, the smell of blood was like some fresh flowers, exuding an alluring fragrance. And what he heard, over and over again, was a melody that shook his soul.
She understood that those weren’t things that would make people happy, but she, had always been immersed within them, wanting to make herself completely crazy.
In this way, her figure that stood in the wind for a year was covered by darkness. She was no longer of the god race, but had completely become a devil. That heart should never have been hers. Thus, what she had lost, she would never need to find again.
What did she do?
Ah, she could still hear the blood dripping incessantly in her ears, gradually changing from a faint sound into a melody. As she listened to those sounds, they gradually spread out, and the smile at the corner of her mouth was no longer as beautiful as it was before.
If that person did not come, would she have died in that moment? If he didn’t kill the person closest to her, then would there never have been such a sad past between them? If he didn’t want to forcibly possess her, then wouldn’t she be able to stand in the sunlight and look at his figure while they sat in a dark world, drinking a glass of wine, singing a song, and playing the zither?
Sneering coldly, even then, they were still two incompatible groups, the mortal enemies of generations. There would never be the peace she had hoped for between them, and it would never be possible for them to conclude a peace agreement just because of a single deal from her.
They were enemies from generation to generation. From the moment they were born, they would never let go of each other.
It was as if she did the dumbest thing in the world and became the God King, but lost the person she loved the most. And the people of the God race also gave up on her at that moment, giving her as a chess piece to ease up, as a tool for them to stand up again.
Ah, how could she have forgotten? It was she herself who walked into that dark Demon Palace, becoming the puppet of a demon, the plaything of a demon. No one would have thought that a figurine like her, even if her God Bone was destroyed, even if she lost her God Tribe’s roots, she would never compromise in the darkness. She had killed the first person and gained her strength. From now on, killing would be her release.
Su Jin laughed as she felt her fingers constantly jumping up and down as if they were playing a song. Those notes and tunes were not something she could understand, but she heard them at this moment. He heard the flow of blood, heard the howls of a person in the moment of death, and that heartbeat that he had never felt before. She had lost her heart. She had hidden it away, so her emotions no longer existed. Her killing intent had always been cold and merciless. And then … it would never stop.
“Don’t even think about it.” He covered her eyes as if to stop her from seeing what was in front of her. The past that she seemed to be like a bystander had turned into this a thousand years later. Standing in the sunlight, she was like a god that could disappear at any time, and she had that faint smile on her face. Everything had nothing to do with her.
She had always been a bystander, always a bystander. And those things, from the moment she had watched, she had never been Su Jin.
“Wrong …” She sighed lightly and pulled his hand away from her eyes. “It’s not that I don’t want to …” After a long time, she sighed with pity. She was like a God that condemned her. She condemned everything in front of her, and if she were to be convicted, Su Jin would be eternally doomed.
“Jin, Jin …” Su Jin laughed softly. From the start, she knew that Su Jin wasn’t calling her, so she just silently endured the pain brought by each of them because of her. Now, she could even more indifferently see the kind of person Su Jin was in their mouths.
She saw it, and all she saw was blood and killing. The person she knew seemed to have suddenly gone from being a prostitute to a demon after. As a spectator, all she had was compassion. Everything had nothing to do with her. Su Jin, Su Jin laughed. In his previous life, he had become some kind of ridiculous joke.
“Mo Yi, I think you should leave.” She was still able to stand here and live. She mockingly smiled and said, “Remember to let Huo Mingxiao return. I still have many things that I need his help with. As for you, you can leave now.”
“I am him!” He angrily turned the body of the person in front of him to look at himself, “I am him, he is me, we are the same person, do you not love me just because we are separate individuals? You have feelings for me, Jin. ” After bringing her into his arms and breathing in her scent, everything on her body was ready. At that time, his Jin Jin would never be able to escape, and he could also love her wholeheartedly. Before that, he must do one thing.
“Ah, I’m very busy, I have no interest in playing games with you guys from my previous life. I lost Sikong Qing, I lost Huo Ming Xiao, and now a woman came to take my life. In that case, I must really have had enough of this damn love!” Pushing her fiercely away, she stretched out her hand to pull at the thing on her neck. However, because she had used too much strength, she was unable to pull it off, causing a red line of blood to appear.
The blood slowly flowed down, dying his entire body red.
“Su Jin, what do you want to do …”
“I’m not f * cking talking about Su Jin, listen, you bastard. I’m Su Jin Xiao, Shu Jin Xiao, any of them are fine, even if they’re not Su Jin, they’re not anyone’s women, do you understand? “Then, Mr. Bastard, can you please scram now?” She felt that she had never said so many dirty words before. The person in front of her had turned her 20 years of cultivation into dog shit, and yet she was still having so much fun chatting with him.
So f * cking hateful! With a low curse, she felt that she was a fool to wear that necklace, an abominable idiot. A fool who didn’t know anything. What Su Jin, what previous life, what darkness and killing, all had nothing to do with her plans.
If the shrine opened and that woman could still be seen, would it prove that she had never been that person, and that she would be able to live a peaceful life? She felt that she had to speed up her plan. Otherwise, it would be very troublesome. Especially if there was another problem.
“It doesn’t matter. If you don’t want to leave, then I’ll leave first.” With a cold laugh, she applied the medicine on her neck and found a set of clothes to cover her wounds. Then, she turned around and left without a care in the world.