Legend of Infinite Mecha - Chapter 393
When the night was approaching, Liu Ling and Yan Xin separated, and Xuefeng found a hotel to stay in the bustling area.
But surprisingly, when the waiter heard that he wanted a double room, he didn’t show a mysterious expression at all.
“I always felt I lost inexplicably…” Liu Ling seemed very frustrated by this.
——I thought it was because of Xuefeng’s figure. I thought it was my brother and sister traveling.
“?”
Xuefeng, who sensed that Liu Ling had suddenly become a little low, turned his head and cast a questioning look.
“Xiaoxue… what do you think of me?”
“Eh?”
Faced with Liu Ling’s grotesque question, Xuefeng also expressed surprise.
“What do you think, what kind of person am I to you?”
The setting sun was about to fall, and the last orange-gold sunlight passed through the edges of the clouds, projecting a solid-like effect. Light up the sky for the last time.
The bright, warm, orange-red brilliance that no longer carried the heat was thrown into the room, shining on their faces.
Since the initial encounter, the time that can be calculated in years has passed in a blink of an eye.
They met, fought side by side, and met new partners. Fight against difficulties and enemies together. Unknowingly, the relationship between the two is much closer than the initial “accompanying each other”.
Although the time spent with each other has become longer, I feel that the current relationship and the existence of the other party have almost become a matter of course, but if you think about it calmly, it seems that such a relationship is indeed quite vague.
However, what kind of excitement did Liu Ling get, and he suddenly started to worry about this kind of thing?
Xuefeng didn’t know.
For her from a mechanical intellectual background. Such a problem is still a little too difficult.
However, if you simply answer the question and express your feelings–
“Well…If Liu Ling is by his side, will he feel at ease?”
I really can’t find a clear word to match it.
“My… the attitude when I first saw you was completely different from now.”
Liu Ling stared at the unfamiliar ceiling, as if he was remembering something, as if he wanted to talk endlessly.
“But I think that you who can know my memory should have seen it… Initially, FFR-31MRD, FFR-41MR, you who are called Xuefeng, are just as’the favorite body in all works. One’s enthusiasm by me.”
“Ok……”
Although Liu Ling, who felt that he would say such things in front of her, seemed a bit wrong compared to normal, Xuefeng could still understand this feeling.
It is different from loving someone or something, but a good feeling for fantasy and unrealistic things.
It does not seem to be completely correct to say that the affection is “impersonalized”; but it is far higher than that of “like toys”…In short, it is because it can resonate with reality in the non-reality. The traits of, and the goodwill that accords with Liu Ling’s own preferences, and as for the result…
Although I very much hope that it will become reality and appear in front of me, relatively, if it is really something that has become a reality like a car, mobile phone, computer, etc., it will feel “as if something is wrong” “Ah, no “That kind of feeling” and so on, so there is no such high interest.
How to explain this sentence?
It is “If there is a Gundam in front of me. And I can drive it freely without being restricted by reality, it is really great”; and if it is “In the real world, I have a Gundam, but also To be incorporated into the army in accordance with the country’s compulsive force, and to fight with over-realistic artillery shells, missiles, tanks, and fighter planes,” then it’s meaningless—about this feeling.
“But the reason why Xuefeng is Xuefeng is not just its body, but also the life in it… It is precisely because of this that when the boss of the Century System really brings you to my side, he truly knows your After the past, I actually gave birth to a strong impulse of’want to make up for you’ and’want to be with you’-although it seems very arrogant now to say…”
“It will not happen.”
Xuefeng sat beside Liu Ling.
“Liu Ling is such a gentle person.”
Although it sounds a bit clichéd, Liu Ling is indeed an “idealized” person in various senses…not perfect. But relative to reality, his ideas, pursuits, hobbies, and personality all seem to be growing toward ideals.
——In other words, before the accumulation of sufficient knowledge and response to reality, it is the representative of “immature” and “young and vigorous”.
But for the multiverse that Century System made him aware of, maybe his unreality is not so unreality.
Thinking of this, the corners of Xuefeng’s mouth couldn’t help but want to hook up.
“Then, just like in the past, I started from loving the body and the model of the body, after seeing the real body itself, from the artistic and sci-fi love of the body, and gradually perceiving the reality of what I love. , Knowing that they are real, precise, and learnable. Things like MS are like buildings designed and built by the family. They are reality and have room for full play, thus turning their love from the unrealistic to it. In reality, it’s the same process. When fighting again and again, I realize that Xiaoxue is not only a body and will that become a reality, but a living being as a mechanical intellectual body, just like a human being. After that, after knowing that you have your own emotions, not just the’patternized’ things in other people’s paintings…”
After saying a lot of words. As if to change his breath, and as if to say something very serious and important, Liu Ling took a deep breath.
“I like you again.”
“Woo!”
Although it sounds like it’s going around and finally talking about the point, and it seems to be a little irresponsible, but recognizing the meaning of the words, Xuefeng still can’t help covering his mouth.
This is simply…
——It’s like, clumsy trying to confess to someone.
“But gradually, it is not so much that I am trying to protect Xuefeng you, it is better to say that I am tolerated, helped, and comforted by you time and time again…Ahaha…”
As if trying to conceal that he had said something very embarrassing, Liu Ling turned to complain about himself, smiled rather bluntly, and unconsciously stretched out his hand to scratch the back of his head.
But I am afraid it is precisely because of this. Liu Ling was unconsciously confused about his relationship with Xuefeng, and finally, under the stimulus of something, he suddenly fell into such confusion.
While strange and familiar feelings were surging, Xuefeng felt that the irrational part of herself was left. I got an answer like this in an instant.
Is it a relationship like a lover? But obviously never confessed;
Is it a relationship tolerated by motherhood? However, Xuefeng has always been around with a young figure;
Is it the same relationship as a sibling? But it has never been commensurate with a sibling…
Propelled by the desire of both parties to connect with each other, the two became one existence. However, due to the independence of their own wills, the confusion and confusion about the relationship between each other has become something that can be stabilized and solved by the connection beyond their own life forms.
Snow wind can be felt. Liu Lingzheng worked hard to convey his thoughts and ideas.
With your own will, without relying on the ability of mental induction or the ability to compound the intellectual body, you unswervingly use your original way of expression and express it in your own mouth and language.
What about me?
—— Xuefeng asked herself this way for the first time.
I imitate and want to have human sensibility, and on the basis of acting on the basis of reason and efficiency in the past, I begin to re-recognize what I want and what I am doing.
What do you think of Liu Ling?
She asked herself with her own will, wanting to find such an answer, and responding to the person in front of her.
It is not the choice of digitized answers as the core computer and program, but the answer based on one’s own sensibility, real feelings and personality as a “person”.
When she first awakened her intellect, she was just an ordinary fighter in the FAF special warfare.
Due to the use of a self-disciplined action system, there are not many people in this team, and my sisters do not seem to have the same intellectual intelligence as myself.
The “person” he knows well is just his boss-nicknamed “Jack” James. And the highest commander of this department, Brigadier General Collie.
Performing missions day after day, watching the demise of other teams’ units, the Infinite Channel does not say a word about special warfare.
“That black **** of death…”
This is what they call the body of their team.
In addition to the command that Jack would say every time before he sets out-
“Be sure to come back anyway”
That’s why she gradually felt a little fettered by the people around her.
As a result, in the battle with JAM, the friendly forces died out one by one, and even the team’s sister planes began to fall, and she vaguely began to give birth to sensibility…
feel lonely. Feel sad.
And when he finally realized that he was about to die like others, it was this boy who appeared in front of him.
——For human beings, it should be an age just between the juvenile and the adult.
——Although later learned that his own experience is different from the “Snow Wind’s Past” he knew, there is no doubt that he is cherishing himself, approving himself, and treating himself as an important partner.
It’s like looking at a person.
She wanted to respond to his feelings.
She wants to live like a person.
So she began to gradually become like a person.
She found that he was also troubled.
He is also afraid, regrets, and confused.
Not only is he driving the body to fight, believing in the dream of hope and the care and mission of the Century System, he also needs someone to support him.
So she wanted to help him and become his pillar.
In the memory, she seemed to have an answer.
——No, the answer should be obvious long ago.
So the girl opened her mouth softly, her lips under the setting sun, like a treasure that does not exist in the world, shimmering with beautiful colors and lustrous water.
“I……”
The moment the girl uttered the words, the surroundings seemed to suddenly become silent.
Time seems to stand still at this moment.
But the two of them just looked at each other’s eyes affectionately, unknowingly approaching each other…
Then, overlap…