Life As Aozaki Orange - Chapter 379
Although the appearance can be said to be the same, the temperament is completely different.
The root-style temperament standing in front of her is gentle, making people feel warm in their hearts, and there is no way to raise any trace of hostility.
However, there is indifference beneath such a gentle temperament.
It was as if the world had nothing to do with her, and everything had no meaning to her.
Like a god, he looks at everything in the world with indifference.
“It’s really cute, no wonder… Chengzi likes you so much.” Genji chuckled, raised his hand and gently placed it on his chest, “Call me mom without hesitation. This… is a plus for me.”
She doesn’t care about many things. Even if she puts all the treasures in the world in front of her, it’s actually no different from a stubborn stone on the side of the road.
However, if someone tries to please her from the perspective of ‘Aozaki Orange’, it will make her feel very happy.
Obviously, Illya’s original mother was one of the few words that made people feel happy.
If there is a favorability rating shown, it will probably keep showing…+1.
“That…why do you want me to call you a root-style mother?” Illya raised her hand and scratched her cheek, and looked around embarrassedly, “This…where is it, shouldn’t I lose control? “
Her memory was still completely out of control, and she was completely ignorant about why she came here.
And for this gentle and beautiful woman in front of her, she couldn’t figure out why she called herself her mother.
However, the only thing worth reassuring was the gentle woman in front of him.
Probably not a bad guy.
As for the evidence… of course, that gentle temperament.
In a word, look at the face, such a beautiful big sister must not be a bad person.
“…Because I’m your mother’s lover.” Genggen squatted down gracefully, looked at Illya with a smile and explained, “It’s still your mother’s biggest secret, the people who are bound to become attached to each other at the moment of birth.”
“…Mama Orange’s biggest secret!”
Ilya keenly grasped a key word, or the most interesting word.
In fact, she was very interested in everything about Mama Orange’s past.
“…It is indeed the biggest secret~” Genji chuckled, raised his hand and nodded to Illya’s forehead, “However, these things are not very important, you should prioritize dealing with your out-of-control self right now.”
“Deal with… out of control myself?” Illya blinked, and immediately thought of something, “I’m not standing here now, why…”
“Illya’s state can be understood as a lucid dream now?” Gen Yuan explained with a chuckle, “However, the out-of-control body is still moving, destroying everything recklessly.”
“Then I have to go back quickly!”
Illya became nervous, but she understood how powerful her power was when she was out of control.
If left unchecked, it might kill everyone.
“Even if I go back to Illya, can I control my uncontrollable body?” Genji shook his head gently and gently rubbed Illya’s head, “What you should think about now is to find out how to… control yourself.”
“…”
Illya’s delicate little face showed frustration. She didn’t have the confidence to control her out-of-control self. It was extremely difficult to suppress in a short time.
So, she looked up at the gentle woman in front of her and asked.
“Excuse me… Root type adults, how can I control myself?”
“Um… what are you talking about?”
The root style seems to have not been heard clearly, and she tilted her head with some doubts, but Xiao Yingying’s expression was telling that she understood it very well.
It’s just that he deliberately pretended not to hear clearly.
“…”
see. Ilya seemed to understand something, her delicate little face blushed slightly, and she raised her hand to grab the root-style cuff.
“That…root type mother, what should I do?”
“Mmmm, if you want to control yourself, you must have a corresponding degree of belief.” The root type seemed to hear clearly this time, and gave the answer with a smile, “To establish a strong enough outlook on life, world outlook, and values, And if you implement it, you will be able to control your out-of-control self.”
“Root-type mother, how can I have a solid three views?”
Like a good student, Illya raised her hand and asked obediently. These are really complicated for her. In essence, she is still a primary school student, and she is still in the stage of understanding the world.
“Then take Gilgamesh as an example, although he is arrogant, self-reliant, self-confidence…too strong.” Genji smiled and explained to Illya softly, “But, these are all his thoughts on The knowledge and thinking of the world, and the character born from it, the owner belongs to his own set of self-consistent logic, and he will not feel confused or hesitant about it, which is almost the same level.”
“…”
Illya nodded lightly, then made up her mind to imitate Gilgamesh’s behavior, and found that she couldn’t do it at all.
“Then… Root Mom, are there any other examples?”
She raised her hand and asked again.
Originally, she didn’t know much about Gilgamesh’s personality. Most of the time, she was ordered by Gilgamesh to do some chores. She spent very little time together. She wanted to learn about Gilgamesh’s thoughts and three views.
At most, you can only learn… superficially.
“…There are many examples, such as your orange mother.” Gengen chuckled, and then warned Illya, “Don’t think about imitating others to get through the impulse of origin, you are yourself after all, you can learn, However, it cannot be imitated.”
“Then I feel… I can’t suppress my out-of-control self.”
Illya showed a mourning expression. She was a primary school student. She had never thought about these things. The logic of her actions was more based on her inner impulses. As for her thoughts… there were really not many.
“Yes, as long as…remember everything about yourself.” Genggen rubbed Illya’s head, gently inducing, “The answer must be hidden in Illya’s heart, it’s just that Illya didn’t deliberately before. Just dig it out.”
“…”
Chapter 624 Unexpected Development
“…The answer hidden in the ‘heart’?”
In the sea of flowers, Ilya was lying down with big characters, staring at the sky with empty eyes, and vigorously flipping through her memories.
However, there was no… any clue.
“Illya, you know… why did you lose control?”
Genji, who was sitting on the side, asked a question, and when Illya cast a suspicious look, she smiled and told the answer.
“If Ilya has been trained by a professional magician, she will know a concept called ‘origin’. If a person has the concept of a past life, then he should also have a past life in his previous life, until the original source of everything, then is where the concept of ‘origin’ comes from.”
“The so-called impulse is actually accumulated from the origin, and its power is beyond imagination. The character, destiny, and talent of human beings are actually related to the origin.”
“People who have the origin of ‘sword’ are born with excellent swordsmanship skills, those who have the origin of ‘**’ are born more lustful than others, and those who have the origin of ‘genius’ are born to promote the development of the times , people will make different choices and development in the direction of origin.”
“Once human beings awaken to their origin, the power of direction accumulated from the very beginning will undoubtedly easily drown the fragile personality built up in the short life of human beings.”
“Unless someone’s origin happens to be the first, or has a strong enough personality to resist the urge to originate.”
“…”
Illya listened patiently and understood why she lost control, but when she understood the concept, she couldn’t help but complain.
“It feels even more impossible. How did Mama Orange do such a thing?”
When I was amazed at the will of my orange mother, I also deeply understood the difficulty of things.
I want to use the personality built up in my short life to fight the directionality accumulated from one lifetime to another.
The difficulty is like… using a toothpick to pry a huge rock.
“Human feelings are strong and fragile.” A moving smile appeared in the root style, “Don’t worry… Find out the answer carefully from the heart.”
In fact, she didn’t think that Illya could use her short, immature life to suppress the origin and bring directionality.
However, as long as Illya can know, the most powerful feeling in her heart will briefly suppress the urge to originate direction.
Then, sooner or later, Illya will be able to gradually suppress the impulse of origin.
Thoroughly… master the power of the tree of life.
“……I see.”
Somewhat distressed, Illya continued to ponder deeply, and vaguely seemed to understand… how to resist the impulse of origin.
In fact, think carefully about why she was able to maintain her own will when she deeply liberated the power of the tree of life for a short period of time.
There’s only one reason to worry about losing control and hurting family and friends.
Yep, that’s the reason.
Therefore, after she found out that her family and friends had left, she was directly engulfed by the impulse of origin and lost her self-consciousness.
If family and friends are still nearby at that time.
Then she felt like she could hold on for a while.
“…”
Gengyuan smiled and glanced at it, somewhat clearing her mind, Illya, and immediately raised her hand and waved it gently in the void.
A picture was projected, which was from another world, about Aozaki Orange and Nephthys chatting.
This is what she has always done.
For her who knows everything, observing the “unknown” Aozaki orange is her favorite thing to do.
Of course, now for her who has broken through the root cause and omniscience, she can actually get more ‘unknown’ intelligence.
However, the feelings in her heart still made her choose to observe oranges.
Of course, among them, there are also concerns about the danger of oranges.
“Root-style mother, that…is that Orange Mama?” Illya didn’t know when she came to her senses, her delicate little face was extremely excited, “Didn’t you say that Orange Mama has already gone…isn’t she out of reach?!”
“I just happened to be able to reach the place where the oranges are.” Genji smiled a little naughty, and put his slender hands on his chest lightly, “Also, I actually sent the oranges over there.”
“Then… can you send me there?!”
Illya’s red eyes shone with hope. If the journey of the singularity adventure was included, in fact, she hadn’t seen Mama Orange for a long time.
“Want to… see oranges?” A sly smile appeared on the beautiful face of the root style, “There is no problem with this, but, is Ilya really mentally prepared?”
“Is there any danger?!” Illya’s face was a little nervous, she swallowed and asked, “If I go, it will cause a lot of trouble to Orange Mama.”
She has already made a decision in her heart, as long as the root style says that there will be some trouble, then she will give up the idea of going to another world to find the orange mother.
Although Mama Orange seems to be living a stable life now.
However, he might have experienced countless risks in another world, and if he had gone in the past, he might have caused Mama Orange annoyance.
For example, being caught by an enemy… Threatening or something.
“There won’t be any danger.” Genji shook his head gently, showing a smile, “It may make your orange mother unable to continue making troubles in another world, so you can only go home early.”
Originally, Cheng Zi should have become a Demon God and go home, but now, he has not been able to become a Demon God and continues to play in another world.
Therefore, Illya will not be in danger even in the past.
At most, Aozaki Chengzi became a Demon God earlier, and then went home earlier, and the rest of the impact was not much.
No, there may still be some impact.
That’s Orange… I don’t have time to go to attack another Demon God, so I can only stop at Nephthys.
“Then wait… I’ll ask you to pass this singularity.” Illya stood up and bowed, “Please let me go back, I already have some… understanding on how to resist the impulse of origin.”
“Don’t worry, this is the outside of time.” Gengen shook his head slightly and explained gently, “Even if you go to find oranges first, it will be a moment for the outside world, and it will not delay you in saving the world.”
“Really?”
Illya’s little face showed a surprised expression. If she could go to find Mama Orange first, then she would return to the singularity point… Wouldn’t it be slaughter.
No matter what the problem is, it can be… easily solved.
“Ok.”
The root type nodded lightly in recognition.
“Then please make sure to let me find Mama Orange first!”
Illya made the choice without hesitation. After all, as a young child, it is impossible to say that she does not want to see her mother.
“sure”
Root-style pursed lips and smiled.
“Chengzi, she will be very surprised to see her beloved daughter come to her.”