Lin Shilang Gu (GL) - Chapter 185

Recently, Cheng Guiyuan’s abnormal Qu Xuesong has been seen in his eyes, and it is impossible to be suspicious. But she didn’t ask, one was waiting for her to take the initiative to speak, and the other was that she was afraid that she would say the answer she didn’t want to hear.

A few days ago, she attended an event and met Su Xian from M magazine. Su Xian asked her for dinner when she was free, and the two went together. Su Xian curiously asked about her girlfriend on the table.

Qu Xuesong said: “Her surname is Cheng. You probably know her father. Her father is Cheng Zhenhe from Chimo Media.”

Su Xian frowned for a moment and asked, “Is it Cheng Guiyuan?”

Qu Xuesong was surprised: “Do you really know each other?”

Su Xian said, “I’ve heard of it, but I’m not familiar with it.” She asked strangely, “Why are you with her?”

Qu Xuesong smiled and said, “Why can’t I be with her?” She was not a few years older than Cheng Guiyuan.

Su Xian shook her head and said worriedly, “I didn’t mean that, I mean, I thought you liked mature and stable people. She is young and has such a rich history of relationships, so you won’t be deceived by her, right?”

Qu Xuesong was stunned, and said blankly, “What relationship history?”

Su Xian said, “You don’t know?”

Qu Xuesong didn’t want to show weakness in front of her, so he insisted on a calm tone and said, “I knew a little bit before, so tell me what you know.”

Su Xian said, “Actually, I don’t know very well either.”

Su Xian has a niece who is studying abroad. She happens to be in Cheng Guiyuan’s small circle. Cheng Guiyuan’s “beautiful name” is outside. Her niece is very fond of others. Seeing her, her niece was a little lost. The niece and Su Xian were close, so Su Xian heard the name Cheng Guiyuan from her, but only left an impression. Later, Cheng Guiyuan returned to China and attended various events with Cheng’s father. Su Xian met her twice and matched the person her niece said. She was a second generation who loved to play. people.

Su Xian: “So I’m surprised that you are with her.”

Qu Xuesong’s heart was blocked, but he pretended to be unhappy on his face. He sipped his coffee and said with a light smile, “I’m not happy for people to change their ways. She is very restrained in front of me, and she has never gone out to play again.”

Su Xian smiled: “Then I wish you happiness.”

After returning home, Qu Xuesong didn’t fall asleep all night, thinking over and over again: Cheng Guiyuan lied to her and lied to her that she was the first person she liked. In fact, Qu Xuesong had doubts at the beginning. Cheng Guiyuan was so skilled that she didn’t look like a new lover, but her emotions clouded her mind. Every time she had doubts, she was suppressed by herself. Now that the doubts became true, she was surprised Di was not very angry, the emotions beyond anger were anxiety and panic, and she finally got rid of it.

The straw that she grabbed was forcibly pulled out, and she began to have endless suspicions.

Why did Cheng Guiyuan lie to her? as well as–

Does Cheng Guiyuan really love her?

…

“Tell me, I won’t mention the breakup.” Qu Xuesong’s two hands under the table were twisted together. She wouldn’t mention the breakup, but… Will Cheng Guiyuan mention it? What would she do if she mentioned it?

Cheng Guiyuan’s eyes turned red, and these days her self-blame and guilt had almost overwhelmed her.

“I…” She opened her mouth, her voice hoarse, “I’m sorry.”

Qu Xuesong fell into despair.

Did she really want to break up first?

There are too many things to hide, Cheng Guiyuan doesn’t know where to start, she simply starts from the beginning one by one. She dared not look directly into Qu Xuesong’s eyes, and bowed her head like the prisoner on trial, and began to confess her guilt.

“The night we had **** for the first time, I deliberately calculated you. I gave you the room key in the bathroom that day, just to let you and me have an unusual relationship. You are conservative and have a strong personality. , as long as you have this time, you will definitely not be able to get rid of me. I took advantage of you to drink a lot of alcohol and used aggressive tactics on you, and you really took the bait.”

A trace of confusion flashed in Qu Xuesong’s eyes, and he looked at her silently.

Cheng Guiyuan: “I told you during the day that I was hurt there, and I lied to you. I deliberately made you feel guilty, so that I could not refuse my future requests. That night, I didn’t quarrel with my parents, nor I ran away from home without feeling angry, and wandered at the gate of the community. I was on the bed at home when you and I were on the phone. The scolding of the driver was recorded in advance. You suddenly said on the phone that you wanted to come, and I ran off temporarily. When I went out, I went to that convenience store and drank a lot of alcohol in a hurry, in order to make myself look more miserable, you will sympathize with me.”

Qu Xuesong loosened his twisted fingers, and the corners of his mouth evoked a slight smile.

She couldn’t tell what she felt in her heart, but she felt it was absurd. It turned out that Cheng Guiyuan’s deception was earlier than she thought. What is this? Her relationship was calculated from the beginning, and it was a lie from beginning to end.

Cheng Guiyuan: “I wasn’t drugged that night. I’m afraid you will react. I’m afraid that I won’t be able to keep you, so I can only do the best.”

Qu Xuesong recalled her miraculous behavior, and couldn’t help but ask curiously, “Then you are like that in bed…”

Cheng Guiyuan’s ears turned red, and she said, “I played it.”

Qu Xuesong didn’t know whether to scold her or praise her.

Cheng Guiyuan said, “I’m sorry, I was just confused for a while, and I was afraid of losing you.”

Qu Xuesong corrected her: “You didn’t get me at that time.”

Cheng Guiyuan said, “I have already identified you in my heart.”

Qu Xuesong’s lips moved, but he still spit out the words, and said with a sneer, “You are so shameless.” This is not the little white rabbit who made her hurt and loved and cared for her, but The big bad wolf with its tail hidden, Qu Xuesong couldn’t justify it without stabbing her.

Cheng Guiyuan finally raised her head and looked at her stupidly: “I’m very satisfied if you are still willing to talk to me, and I’m also happy if you scold me.”

Qu Xuesong closed his mouth tightly.

Cheng Guiyuan smiled and continued to explain.

After the beginning, the following things are much easier to talk about, one after another, without reservation.

She hid the deepest and thought it was the most serious, and that was the one—

Cheng Guiyuan finally confessed: “I did have many exes before, but my attitude towards relationships is very serious. It’s because you lied at first, and then you hesitated, so I didn’t dare to say it.

“You are the most special and hardest person I have ever met. If it weren’t for this, I would not be able to walk by your side at all.” Cheng Guiyuan looked at her peaceful brows, and a glimmer of hope rose in her heart. , and immediately confessed his sincerity, “I really love you, I hope you will give me another chance, you can beat me or scold me, don’t want me.”

Qu Xuesong was silent.

Cheng Guiyuan probed: “Sister Qu?”

Qu Xuesong glanced at her, but didn’t speak. His eyes were dark, quiet, and… indifferent.

Cheng Guiyuan said, “Don’t scare me, talk to me.”

Qu Xuesong frowned and said, “I suddenly thought, what do you think every time you call me Sister Qu?”

Cheng Guiyuan panicked and stammered, “What, what are you thinking?”

Qu Xuesong gave a “uh” and said doubtfully, “Do you think, is she really a liar? She believes whatever I say, and is played around like a fool by me?”

Cheng Guiyuan was stunned: “No, why would I think so, I am—”

She closed her eyes subconsciously.

Qu Xuesong picked up the teacup at hand, raised his hand, and splashed the whole cup of tea on her face.

The dark brown tea leaves are stuck on the beautiful woman’s smooth forehead. The tea water flows quickly, down the arc of the face, and drips onto the chin and the ground. It is a very funny scene.

But no one could laugh.

Cheng Guiyuan didn’t wipe it, lowered her head, and said in a harsh voice, “I’m sorry.”

Qu Xuesong’s chest heaved a few times, his eyes widened at the pattern on the ceiling, and it took a long time to gradually calm down.

Qu Xuesong asked her, “What do you think of me?”

Cheng Guiyuan replied, “Take you as—”

Qu Xuesong interrupted her: “Is it your prey? Or your trophy? That’s how you love me?”

Cheng Guiyuan explained palely, and said: “You don’t give me a chance, I’m trying to get close to you…”

Qu Xuesong nodded: “So you can do whatever you can and do everything you can?”

Cheng Guiyuan was discouraged and could not refute.

Qu Xuesong said: “Your love is disgusting.”

Cheng Guiyuan raised her eyes and looked at her in disbelief, her eyes instantly filled with water mist: “Is that what you think of me?”

Qu Xuesong: “It’s not that I miss you that way, it’s a fact.”

Cheng Guiyuan couldn’t hold back her tears, but she quickly wiped it away with the back of her hand and choked, “I’m sorry.”

Qu Xuesong raised his hand to touch her face, but as soon as he moved his finger, he retracted it, hid his hand under the table, looked at her and asked, “You love me, don’t you?”

Cheng Guiyuan nodded vigorously, afraid that it would not be sincere, and said, “Yes.”

Qu Xuesong said blankly, “But I don’t know if I like you or not.”

Cheng Guiyuan suddenly felt an unprecedented panic, which made her even more uncomfortable than Qu Xuesong’s denial of her love just now. She could hardly say a complete sentence, her lips trembled slightly, and she paused several times before spitting out a few words: “You What’s the meaning?”

Qu Xuesong looked at her with sadness: “What I like is the one who can laugh and make trouble, is simple and kind, although he is a little naughty and rascal, and occasionally has a little temper, but his temper is also cute, and he keeps calling my sister. , the girlfriend who needs my love and care, not the strange you in front of me. You constructed an illusory person based on lies, made me fall in love with her, and now kill her with your own hands, you think I can still like you?”

Cheng Guiyuan lost all her strength and slumped back into the seat.

“I don’t know how to face an executioner who killed my girlfriend.” Qu Xuesong raised his hand and pulled out a tissue.

Cheng Guiyuan wiped away the water marks on her face, took the tea leaves from her forehead, and picked up the satchel on the side. The next second, Cheng Guiyuan grabbed her wrist like a dream, and said incoherently, “But that person is also me. Is there any difference between you like her and you like me?”

Qu Xuesong asked calmly, “What do you think?”

Cheng Guiyuan opened her mouth, turned her head sharply, and said loudly, “I can become her again.” She softened, almost begging, “You didn’t mention breaking up.”

“I didn’t mention it, but the person I was with is gone.” Qu Xuesong looked at her hand clasping her wrist coldly, and said, “Miss Cheng, let go.”

Cheng Guiyuan clenched her tightly and refused to let go.

Qu Xuesong broke her fingers apart one by one. She was very strong. Cheng Guiyuan was spoiled, and she was so hurt that she started to cry. Qu Xuesong was cruel, and finally broke her teeth and pulled out her hand. .

Qu Xuesong’s eyes were full of tears, he took a light breath, opened his eyes forcefully, not letting the tears fall out, and said to Cheng Guiyuan, “Miss Cheng, I hope you find the person who really likes you soon, it is I who let you down, very sorry.”

Cheng Guiyuan imagined the scene after she confessed countless times. Qu Xuesong might scold her, beat her, or even leave her, but she never thought that Qu Xuesong would say that she didn’t like her anymore.

Qu Xuesong doesn’t like her anymore, so what’s the point of what she did?

Cheng Guiyuan was a little dazed.

Qu Xuesong left.

Cheng Guiyuan sat alone in the box, the dishes on the table didn’t move, exactly the same as when they came up. After a long time, Cheng Guiyuan took a bowl and a spoon, scooped a bowl of cold crucian carp soup for herself, sipped it, and tasted the taste of tears in the soup.

Qu Xuesong came out of the box and walked in a hurry. The passing waiter opened his mouth: “You…” Without saying any good words, Qu Xuesong had disappeared at the end of the corridor.

Wearing a pair of huge toad mirrors, Qu Xuesong walked to the corner where no one was around, and finally collapsed, facing the corner of the wall, crying silently.

When he woke up the next morning, Qu Xuesong looked in the mirror. His makeup couldn’t hide his red and swollen eyes, so he had no choice but to ask the crew for a day off. She took the mobile phone aside, the contact information and information records about Cheng Guiyuan have been deleted, and no new ones have come in.

She pressed her eyes with an ice towel and leaned against the edge of the bed to empty herself, thinking about nothing.

The phone dinged.

Qu Xuesong put down the towel, turned on the phone and glanced at it, it was Lin Yuewei.

[Two woods: [Share link]]

[Two woods: I’m sorry Teacher Qu [wave the flag.gif]]

Qu Xuesong clicked on the link and found that it was a funny video. Qu Xuesong finished watching the video, did not laugh, sighed, and typed in reply: [I’m fine]

She should have thought that Cheng Guiyuan and Gu Yanqiu are good friends, and Gu Yanqiu is her wife. Lin Yuewei should have known from the beginning that Cheng Guiyuan was lying to her, but this matter was not on Lin Yuewei’s head, Qu Cedar is still clearly distinguished.

It was only at this time that Qu Xuesong remembered that that night more than two months ago, when the four of them ate together, what Gu Yanqiu said had been hinted so long ago, but she didn’t think much about it.

Lin Yuewei: [[Share link] This is more funny]

Qu Xuesong: [I want to listen to cross talk]

Lin Yuewei immediately sent a series of links.

Qu Xuesong: [Finished? so busy today? 】

Lin Yuewei: [No, I fished on the set, and I have to film later]

Lin Yuewei: [[Picture]]

Qu Xuesong clicked on the big picture, it was a pair of costume boots, embroidered with delicate patterns.

Lin Yuewei: [candidly filmed]

Qu Xuesong: [The quality is not bad]

Lin Yuewei: [No, it’s hand-embroidered, you won’t be able to pay for it if it’s worn out]

Qu Xuesong laughed.

Lin Yuewei: [Three-legged toads are hard to find, and there are no two-legged toads, right? I will find them for you later, to ensure that they are reliable, or you can play life and enjoy life is the most important thing]

Qu Xuesong laughed again: [Let’s talk about it, when will you finish it? 】

Lin Yuewei: [I have a week left]

Qu Xuesong: [I still have two weeks, I will invite you to dinner when the time comes]

Lin Yuewei: [Can I bring my family? 】

Qu Xuesong: [You can bring Gu Yanqiu, but no family members’ girlfriends]

Lin Yuewei repented and said: [I didn’t tell you before because I negotiated with her to let her say it herself, sorry]

After reading it, Qu Xuesong deleted her message and said: [I’m going to be busy]

Lin Yuewei sighed and typed: [I’m going to film too, see you after I finish filming]

***

[Big Kite: Confess, you ask Lin Yuewei to comfort her]

Gu Yanqiu looked at the news on the phone, sighed faintly, and informed Lin Yuewei.

Gu Yanqiu made a call, but Cheng Guiyuan didn’t answer.

After calling three times in a row, she didn’t answer, and only replied with one sentence: [You let me calm down for a few days]

After a week of calmness, Gu Yanqiu heard from Cheng’s father that Cheng Guiyuan took a day off and went to work as usual the next day. He didn’t drink, lose his temper, or get hysterical, and he didn’t mention Qu Xuesong in front of him again. Never knew this person.

On the day Lin Yuewei finished his career, he took a photo of Jiugongge and posted it on Weibo. One of them was a photo with Shao Yasi. It was no accident that they were in the same frame again and immediately went on the hot search. The two teams were entangled for a long time. .

Lin Yue returned to Yanning in a gentle breeze, and Gu Yanqiu took care of her. When the two talked about the news on both sides, they never mentioned each other.

No one can be completely fair and impartial, and both have their own positions. Gu Yanqiu knew that it was Cheng Guiyuan who made the mistake first, but she still felt pity for her. Lin Yuewei felt that she deserved it. She knew how difficult it was for Qu Xuesong to let go of the past and accept someone again, but the other party was a complete liar. The truth is put in a lie, and the truth becomes a lie.

The two couldn’t talk about this topic at all, and they would quarrel when they argued, so they simply didn’t mention it.

The second day after Qu Xuesong was finished, Lin Yuewei invited Qu Xuesong to dinner, but did not bring his family. The family is on a business trip, and the family’s best friend is also on a business trip. I heard that they are representing the company to buy the copyright of a novel and interview the author.

Logically, it wasn’t Cheng Guiyuan’s turn to go in person, it would be enough to save face as a marketing manager, but she went anyway. The author was in a small city with beautiful mountains and rivers, and she dropped by to relax.

When Lin Yuewei saw her, he observed Qu Xuesong’s face to see if he had forced a smile or something. Qu Xuesong slapped her on the arm: “If you dare to look at me with such eyes again, be careful I will take care of you. .”

Lin Yuewei shivered.

The meal seemed to be harmonious, but there always seemed to be a thunderstorm buried in it, and the atmosphere on the table could not be let go. Qu Xuesong suddenly put down his chopsticks and put them on the chopstick rest.

Lin Yuewei followed suit: “What’s wrong?”

Qu Xuesong picked up his chopsticks again, sighed, and said, “It’s nothing.”

Lin Yuewei couldn’t take it anymore, and asked cautiously, “Who are you and who, what state are you in now?”

Qu Xuesong said coldly, “I think you have eaten the gall of a bear and a leopard.”

Lin Yuewei went up the donkey, swallowed the bear’s heart, and strengthened his leopard’s guts, and said, “I’m not worried about you. It takes a lot of hard work to fall in love.”

Qu Xuesong put down his chopsticks and clicked his tongue.

Lin Yuewei observed her words, felt that she was not angry, and smiled shyly: “Tell me.”

Qu Xuesong said: “It’s nothing, it’s almost a breakup.”

Lin Yuewei asked, “Then have you come out yet?”

Qu Xuesong glanced at her: “You came out after two weeks of falling in love and breaking up?”

Lin Yuewei: “Didn’t I never break up?”

“Hey!” Qu Xuesong raised his hand to beat her, but Lin Yuesong put his face close, Qu Xuesong patted her face lightly, Lin Yuewei pulled his face back, sat upright, and put a bowl for Qu Xuesong soup.

Qu Xuesong: “Don’t drink.”

Lin Yuewei poured her tea.

Qu Xuesong took a sip and said lightly, “I just don’t understand, why does she have to provoke me?”

Lin Yuewei replied, “Because of love?”

Qu Xuesong sneered.

Although Lin Yuewei was not happy with Cheng Guiyuan because of this, she still had to clarify the issue for her: “She likes you very much. After returning to China, she has been single, so she chases you alone.”

Qu Xuesong raised his eyebrows: “Why, she still wants to chase two at the same time?”

Lin Yuewei: “…I didn’t mean it that way, I just meant that my attitude was quite serious.”

Qu Xuesong asked, “Isn’t she serious about chasing other people?”

Lin Yuewei: “I haven’t seen her chasing people, I don’t know.”

Qu Xuesong said: “She said that she is sincere in every relationship, and she must be sincere when chasing people. The reason why she has been chasing me for so long is because she has never caught up.”

Lin Yuewei was speechless.

Qu Xuesong: “In general, I’m no different from her previous girlfriends. Well, maybe I’m a little older? She hasn’t tasted this one, so I think it’s fresh.”

Qu Xuesong: “I asked someone to inquire about her. Her love history is amazingly rich. It has been since elementary school. She has been a confidante. The shortest three days and the longest one year, she is an indeterminate person. Why are you sure you can promise me the rest of your life?”

Lin Yuewei was persuaded by Qu Xuesong.

If it was her, she certainly couldn’t accept it.

Qu Xuesong: “What’s more, she lied to me. She lied to me about one thing and two things. In the end, except for one thing, she lied to me in everything.”

Qu Xuesong asked, “Should I forgive her?”

Lin Yuewei was out of anger: “Never forgive.”

Qu Xuesong laughed.

She picked up the teacup and replaced the wine with tea: “Come on, take one.”

Lin Yuewei clinks glasses with her: “Cheers.”

Qu Xuesong was drunk and drowsy after drinking tea, with his elbows on the edge of the table, his forehead on it, his eyes closed, his expression painful, and he murmured something in a low voice. Lin Yuewei leaned in and listened.

“Little kite…”

Lin Yuewei sat back in his seat and sent Gu Yanqiu a WeChat message.

Lin Yuewei: [Your big kite is really not human]

Gu Yanqiu: [? ? ? What is my family, what does it have to do with me? Isn’t my family the only one of you? 】

Lin Yuewei: [My heart hurts because of anger]

Gu Yanqiu: [What’s wrong? what are you doing? 】

Lin Yuewei: [Dining with Teacher Qu]

Gu Yanqiu: [What did she say? 】

Lin Yuewei: [Do you want to tip off others again? 】

Gu Yanqiu: [I just ask casually [grievance.jpg]]

Lin Yuewei: [Mr. Qu checked the relationship history of your big kite, you said there were only a dozen, I thought about dozens, maybe a hundred, she thinks your big kite is just a momentary novelty]

Gu Yanqiu: [What I said is what I know, what should I say if I don’t know, and also, if you say it’s not from my family, don’t blame me]

Lin Yuewei: [I’ll take anger at you, she’s not a person, and you’re not a good thing]

Gu Yanqiu: [You have the ability to go home and say this in front of me]

Lin Yuewei: [Don’t dare hahahaha]

Gu Yanqiu really tipped off the news. She called Cheng Guiyuan, but Cheng Guiyuan answered it very quickly this time. “Yo”, she seemed to be in a good mood: “Are busy people free to call me?”

Gu Yanqiu asked, “Where are you?”

Cheng Guiyuan looked up at the night sky and said, “I look at the stars on the mountain.”

Gu Yanqiu asked alertly, “How many people?”

Cheng Guiyuan joked: “Two people, and my girlfriend.”

Gu Yanqiu: “…” She asked seriously, “Have you found someone new again?” Since that was the case, she didn’t need to be busy.

Cheng Guiyuan heard her seriousness, and replied with a serious face: “No, I am alone.”

Gu Yanqiu breathed a sigh of relief: “Pay attention to safety.”

Cheng Guiyuan hummed in a low voice: “It’s okay, it’s just a hill.”

Gu Yanqiu was relieved, and scolded her: “You mouth, can you be a little more careful when you speak, and run the train with your mouth full.”

“But that’s who I am.” Cheng Guiyuan couldn’t bear the sourness in her heart, “That’s why Qu Xuesong doesn’t like me, she only likes the one who can act cute, act good and pretend to be pitiful, I am so rambunctious, I am slick, I speak eloquently, I’m in the middle of the night, and there’s nothing she likes. She also said that I was an executioner, and that if I lost her girlfriend, then my girlfriend is gone. Where can I find her. “

“No,” Gu Yanqiu said helplessly after listening to the voice over there, “Don’t cry, what are you crying about.”

Cheng Guiyuan wiped away her tears: “Don’t make people cry after breaking up.”

Gu Yanqiu: “Okay, then you can cry.”

She thought to herself, don’t you look like the one that Qu Xuesong likes? People have thousands of faces, and the disguised Cheng Guiyuan may not be her real self, but she is too suppressing her nature and has a great deviation in her self-awareness.

After Cheng Guiyuan finished crying, she choked and asked, “What’s the matter with calling me?”

Gu Yanqiu: “My wife and Qu Xuesong were having dinner, and I heard something from her mouth. Do you want to hear it?”

Cheng Guiyuan pretended to be confused: “Who is Qu Xuesong, I don’t know.”

Gu Yanqiu decisively hung up the phone.

Cheng Guiyuan: “…”

She called back and said in a low voice embarrassedly, “What are you doing? Hang up my phone all of a sudden.”

Gu Yanqiu said in disgust, “You feel good.”

Cheng Guiyuan burst out: “I rely on it.”

Gu Yanqiu smiled: “Okay, if you can’t let it go, then admit that you can’t let it go. Is it interesting for you to pretend to me? In a word, should you listen or not?”

Without any hesitation, Cheng Guiyuan responded immediately: “Listen! Listen! What did she say?”

Gu Yanqiu told her what Lin Yuewei said.

Cheng Guiyuan choked with blood in her throat: “I’m still fresh for the moment? I’ve been chasing her for a long time, and I’m willing to do it after we’re together, but I’m still going to lose my hair one by one, and I’m about to get a hair transplant. For the sake of freshness, Is it worth it?”

Gu Yanqiu said coolly: “Am I your girlfriend? Who is it, and who do you prove it to.”

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