Little Jiaojiao is the White Moonlight of the Paranoid Young Marshal - Chapter 19

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“Didn’t you say you have nothing?” Yao Zhi’s voice was very soft.

“I will have it, I will have it, I, I…” Shen Xu was so anxious that he couldn’t speak clearly, “I have money now, I have two stores, I am in Guangdong, I have both, and ammunition, and …”

“Didn’t you say that you are disabled and useless?” Yao Zhi interrupted him, “Don’t you still refuse to kiss me? I can give kisses to others too.”

“I didn’t…you are mine, Zhizhi, let’s stop losing our temper, brother Shen, please, please.” Shen Xu tried to lean forward, but Yao Zhi’s words made him flustered, wrenched and trembling.

But Yao Zhi took a step back: “You are disabled.”

“I’m not…I didn’t…” Shen Xu’s eyes were all red, he wanted to lean into her eagerly, but Yao Zhi just backed away. Shen Xu felt desperate, he couldn’t break up, how could he live, how could he live without Zhizhi?

“Daddy gave me a blind date recently. I like that person very much.” Yao Zhi turned her head, unable to bear to see him almost insane.

“Zhizhi!” Shen Xu’s voice trembled violently, and this sentence really made him fall into an ice cellar, “You like someone else, don’t you, you don’t want me anymore…”

Yao Zhi’s tears fell, she closed her eyes, and continued to say cruelly: “I can let him kiss, I…”

Before she finished speaking, her wrist was suddenly pulled violently, she was forced to fall on Shen Xu’s body, her knee hit his stomach, she knelt on his waist, and Shen Xu’s wet and urgent kiss crushed her lips , he was trembling, holding her tightly tightly, sobbing and crying with a lump in his throat, hot tears fell down like desperately, and all flowed on her face.

“Zhizhi, stick out your tongue…” Shen Xu begged her, “Put out your tongue, and kiss me too, kiss me, okay…”

Yao Zhi tilted her head, trying to avoid it. Shen Xu felt her movements a little bit, and as if he was crazy, he pressed the back of her head and kissed her again.

“Don’t ignore me…”

Shen Xu’s face was full of tears: “I don’t want you to kiss others, only me…”

Yao Zhi was tightly held in his arms, he was so strong that she ached from his embrace.

For a full ten minutes, Shen Xu didn’t even care that someone might be passing by, and he didn’t even dare to let go.

“You didn’t want me first.” Yao Zhi looked at him like this, her eyes were sore, her lips were numb, but she still couldn’t help it and cried too.

Shen Xu hugged her in his arms, and with a hoarse voice, admitted his mistake: “It’s all my fault, it’s all my fault…”

He thought he was great and thought about letting her go out for her own good, but he never thought about how a person like him would be willing to let go if he hugged the god.

How could he give up the gods to others? How can… give someone a kiss?

Just thinking about it made Shen Xu go crazy.

He can’t live without Zhizhi.

He wants to hug her.

He wanted to hold her face and kiss her.

He wants to be with her.

To marry her, to be with her, to sleep in the same bed, to wake up in the morning and see her.

He wanted to hold her hand and introduce to everyone, this is my wife, and Yao Zhi is Shen Xu’s wife.

The little girl is so delicate, he has to coax her, love her, go out to play with her, want to play hooligans with her, and want to be with her all his life.

How could Shen Xu live without Yao Zhi?

The hot and affectionate kiss was rampant, and Shen Xu didn’t want to think about anything.

He is not a saint, he only wants Yao Zhi, he only wants Zhi Zhi.

“…Don’t be angry with Brother Shen, I beg you, Zhizhi.” Shen Xu begged her again in a low voice, and he looked at Yao Zhi with fear and powerlessness.

What else could he do? If she doesn’t want him anymore, if she gives up, what else can he do? He has nothing but her, so he can only beg her like this.

“Zhizhi, don’t you want Shen Xu…” Shen Xu loves you so much.

Yao Zhi was sobbing, the ring on Shen Xu’s neck and nose was red from crying, she finally softened her voice: “Shen Xu, I want my ring.”

Shen Xu’s lips trembled a few times: “Zhizhi…”

“I want my ring…” Yao Zhi’s tears were still streaming down, “Give me the ring, and I will spend the rest of my life with you.”

Shen Xu seemed to wake up from a dream, he pressed Yao Zhi: “Okay, ring, elder brother Shen will give you the ring…” He gasped for breath, and hurriedly searched for the two rings on his body.

But since the two separated last time, he has been dead like he doesn’t know the day and night, and he can’t find the ring. Shen Xu’s mind is blank. When the Shanghai breeze blows, he just feels powerless.

The last hope to hold on to was gone.

…

His ring, gone.

“It must have fallen somewhere.” Shen Xu stared at Yao Zhi with scarlet eyes, “I can get it back, I can—”

Yao Zhi held his face: “Shen Xu, I want my ring, and I want to be with you.”

Shen Xu couldn’t take it anymore, and kissed her eyes, with the tip of his tongue hooking her tears.

He hugged her, his voice low and hoarse.

“Okay… let’s go find the ring.”

Holding his girl in his arms, he used the last little money he hastily brought with him to book a train ticket, a first-class ticket, and bought food for the little girl. He put the luggage on his lap, went back to Shanghai, and looked for the pair of rings.

During the eight-hour drive, Shen Xu was not willing to let go. He squeezed the little girl’s hand, looked at her pretty face and crescent eyes, and kissed her over and over again.

— all his.

—It’s all continuous.

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When Shen Xu led Yao Zhi to his temporary room, Zhao Yue was relieved to see the two of them.

Although Shen Xu’s face was slightly pale and his eye bags were swollen, he looked at least in good spirits. He held the girl carefully and said to her, “I’m going to find the ring, and you can wait for me here, okay?”

“Take a rest.” Yao Zhi looked at him so distressed, “It’s very late, and you haven’t slept just now.”

Shen Xu didn’t dare to sleep in the car, and now she is really haggard, she said: “I’ll wait for you, let’s find the ring together later.”

Shen Xu shook his head, handed her over to Zhao Yue, and hurried out the door.

It was already past nine o’clock in the evening, Shen Xu went out with a flashlight, Yao Zhi sat down in the room and waited for him.

From home to the hospital, from the hospital to the Lido, from the Lido to the restaurant, Shen Xu ran all the places he visited these days, but he couldn’t find the two rings.

Shen Xu was short of breath and desperate. He thought, why not buy another pair, but his pair was custom-made, with his and Zhizhi’s names engraved on it, and it was too late to remake it…

Shen Xu was alone on the side of the road holding a flashlight, staring blankly at the darkness ahead.

The wind seemed to pass by his ear and howl, the sweat on his forehead was dripping down drop by drop, he was covered in moonlight, and his whole body was pale.

After being in a daze for a long time, a rickshaw suddenly came by the side of the road and yelled at him, “Sir, do you want to take a car?”

His fingers trembled, his eyes flickered, looking at the rickshaw, he suddenly remembered a place.

“Sit.” Shen Xu spit out a word.

When he arrived at the place, Shen Xu paid the bill with the jade ornaments on his waist. There was grass at this intersection, and he let himself fall from the wheelchair, dragging his disabled legs to rummage on the ground with a flashlight.

Turning over bit by bit, it was late at night, Shen Xu was biting the flashlight in his mouth, the corners of his lips were numb and painful, he was concentrating, the clothes on his back reflected a dark color of sweat.

It wasn’t until he pushed aside a piece of grass that he finally saw the two rings that were stained with dust and mud, but they were close together.

Shen Xu gasped, and the flashlight fell to the ground. He picked up the pair of rings, blew them off cherishingly, and covered his chest with tears running down his face.

In the dark night, the diamond ring was shining, and Shen Xu slightly closed his eyes.

— This is what Zhizhi promised him for the rest of his life.

is a lifetime.

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