Love At First Kiss - 910 They are growing up
“She isn’t mine,” I said.
“It’s yours,” she said, and when Helen grabbed her hair, she said, “no, don’t do it,” and when this has happened, I could see that Janet played more with my beard. When this all was happening, I said, “They are moving a lot.”
“Yes, but soon they will fall asleep,” Sophia said while playing with Helen. When she was doing it, Helen wanted to go to me. While this was happening, Sophia gives her to me, and when I had them in my hands, I started to fear them not go back as I couldn’t, hold them too good not like with sweety boys, which can do it. While this was happening, both of them played with my beard, and while feeling pain coming from me, I don’t want to show anything, but I was in pain. As this was happening, I said, “Let’s talk after they will fall asleep.”
“Ok I will go use the bathroom,” she said, and when I nodded, she walked there. When I looked at them, I walked to the couch, and when I put them there, I could see that they are sitting nicely. When this was happening, I started making funny faces. When this was happening for some time, they laughed. ‘They look sometimes, more than me than Sophia,’ I said to myself while doing it. When this was all happening, at one point Helen, looked around, and when she was doing it, she started crying. As this was happening, I had no idea what is happening, and while Sophia comes inside, I said, “nothing happened.”
“Why is she crying,” she said.
“She was looking for you,” I said, and when she nodded while coming closer to Helen, she stopped crying, and a smile shows up on Sophia’s face. When this has happened, I walked out leaving, them there, and as I walked to the kitchen, I continue making food. When this was happening, I throw it at one point in the oven. When this has happened, I take potatoes, and while having them, I started peeling them. When this was happening, I had done, and when I let it boil, I walked out, and while I had plans to go smoke, I could hear Sophia singing. While hearing her, I walked closer there, and while I looked at her doing it while Helen and Janet were falling asleep, they had done this after some time. When this has happened, I said, “you need to train your Polish more,”.
When I had done this, I started telling her mistakes, and when this has happened, she said, “I will try.”
“Good, now we can talk,” I said, and when she nodded while hearing my words and then, she said, “lets them sleep here peacefully.”
“Yes, tell me why you had come here,” I said, and when she looked at me, she said, “I missed you.”
“I can’t see it,” I said while looking at my eyes.
“Oh trust me, I missed you on the day when I found out that, I’m pregnant and later,” she said, and when I had nothing else to say, I said, “so you should be with your new one.”
“I was drugged,” she said, and when I looked at her, I said, “I don’t trust you and your stupid excuses what it’s some novel or what where drugs are everywhere.”
While hearing me, she looked at my eyes, and while she slowly started crying, I said: “don’t cry, we will make DNA tests, and when they will be mine, I will then think about what later we will do, but for now I can’t.”
When I said the last part, I could see, that she become a little happier, but still, her expression wasn’t so great. While I looked at her, she said, “ok I agree I will try tomorrow to find a good place.”
“Ok,” I said, and when she looked at me, she said, “so what now you have in plans.”
“Now I wanted to smoke and maybe later eat,” I said.
“Oh, can I eat some too,” she asked, and while I looked at her, I said “no.”
“Please,” she said, and while I looked at her tears going down, I said, “ok,” and when this has happened, I walked on the side and when I walked downstairs, I take my phone, and while I choose a sweety number, I started smoking. When I finally called to him, he said, “yes.”
“What the fuck was this,” I asked him.
“What do you mean,” he said, and while hearing him, I said, “you should know what I mean.”
“Oh they are yours,” he said.
“I need tests before something will happen,” I said, and when I hang out, I was done smoking this one, and then I started another one. When this all was happening, I had done them, and then I come back. While coming there, I could see that she is looking at the wall where all signatures and other things I have, and while she saw me, she said, “oh so you collecting them back.”
“Yes,” I said, and when I looked at her for few seconds, I walked out, and when I come to the kitchen, I added salt to the potatoes, and when this has happened, I walked to my room. While being there, I looked at PC, and when once again I started it, I started working on it. Like this, all was happening, I could see a reflection that she is looking at me, but as I said, nothing even look at her, she walked away. While seeing it, I come back to reading the news, and while I was doing it, I could see that time slowly passed, and while now almost thirteen have come, I started feeling a little hungry to eat something. While this was happening, I walked to check on potatoes, and while seeing that it will be soon ready, I started making the sauce.
When this all was happening, I had done with it and while seeing it done smile shows up on my face, and while meat has done, I take it out from the oven, and when I added it to the sauce, I mixed it. When this has happened laugh has come, and when I walked to the living room, I could see that Helen is in Sophia’s arms, and while seeing me, she said, “oh she wakes up.”
“You need something,” I asked her.
“No, nothing is needed, but probably soon Janet will wake up too as I don’t know why they took only forty minute’s sleep,” she said.
“They are growing up, so probably that’s why,” I said.
“Maybe or they just need to go out,” she said.
“So go,” I said.
“I need your help with everything here, and I need to leave few things here,” she said, and when I nodded while hearing her words, I said to myself, ‘why I’m accepting it.’
When I walked to check all in the kitchen if it’s turned off, I helped her take the frame, and when I take beds too, I walked out as I have hopes that if kids fall asleep fast outside and she will eat and go away, I could come back to being like it was earlier.