Love Delusion - Chapter 3
After coming out of the hospital, his aunt drove him back.
This red Volkswagen Lin Huiyan has been in operation for several years, and follows her to get off work every day. Lin Anran is already familiar with it.
Lin Huiyan got into the driving seat, fastened her seat belt and turned to look at Xiao Ran. He had begun to look out the window quietly before the car started.
The child’s character is too quiet.
Lin Huiyan knew that he was still a little reluctant to come to the counseling center. Every time after coming out of it, Xiao Ran, who was already quiet, became quieter than usual.
Lin Huiyan called him: “Xiao Ran.”
Lin Anran turned back to see her.
His eyes are almond eyes with a little inner pair, and they have been round and shiny since he was a child. The straight eyelashes drooped because they were too long, blocking the eyes a little. After being opened for a long time, people look world-weary and indifferent, without much energy.
“Nothing.” Lin Huiyan smiled: “We are gone.”
Lin Anran could see that her aunt seemed to have been looking for opportunities today to ask him where he went yesterday, but she didn’t ask anything until they left.
He didn’t know what to say at this time, but he didn’t turn his head to look out of the window, but stared dryly at the front windshield, trying not to point the back of his head at people.
Lin Anran is very good at being a human being. He doesn’t know how to greet or talk. He gave up on communicating with people many years ago, so he was often regarded as a freak when he was studying.
Lin Huiyan has a new fragrance in the car, with floral and fruity notes. The smell is not very strong, but Lin Anran sat in the car for a while, and was a little motion sick by the unfamiliar scent.
He had to turn his head and look out the window again, staring at the passing trees.
Xiao Ran is not the kind of rebellious kid, Lin Huiyan feels that yesterday’s events should be important to him.
While driving, she asked him casually, “Xiao Ran, has anything interesting happened recently?”
Lin Anran said: “No…”
“Your cousin wants to go out with you lately. It seems to be watching a movie. I told him, I’ll ask Xiao Ran.”
Lin Anran uncomfortably loosened the seat belt on his shoulders before saying, “Okay.”
Because his aunt mentioned it, he felt that he could not refuse.
Although he only went out to play by saying “have time”, because of this sentence, he has started to feel pressure and anxiety from this moment on.
While driving, my aunt chatted with him from time to time, and asked how he was doing, and if he still had contact with him.
Ting Ting is the only friend left in Lin Anran’s barren social circle. Lin Huiyan has always valued and cared for this single seedling.
The two have known each other since they were in college, and they still keep in touch with each other from time to time.
The main reason is that Tumbling is the work of a publishing house, and from time to time I need to go to Lin Anran to help him draw illustrations.
My aunt takes this friend very seriously. She said to Lin Anran: “You can also invite friends out to get together when you have time. Before you go out, send a message to ask if you are busy lately.”
Lin Anran said yes again.
After he said this good word, the atmosphere in the car was pushed into the cold.
Aunt’s car drove him to the gate of the community, but Lin Anran was not released immediately. She said let Xiaoran wait, and she would go up to his house and sit down in a while.
Lin Anran nodded under Lin Huiyan’s gaze. Lin Huiyan drove the car to the entrance of the parking lot.
Xiaoran is good everywhere, no matter how good he is, and he is kind-hearted. It’s just that he’s too cold-tempered, and he always jumps out word by word. This is very difficult to get along with people, and people who don’t know think he is making a cold face.
Although he has no friends around him, he is actually a very good child. I never say anything when I am wronged.
The house Lin Anran lives in is from his mother before.
Lin Huiyan followed Lin Anran upstairs. She entered the door, first saw two pairs of slippers in the hallway, and then found a pair of cups on the table.
She asked in surprise: “Xiao Ran, your new friend… also lives with you?”
Xiaoran’s personality is so quiet, suddenly one day he announced that a “friend” would be living in the house. Lin Huiyan can’t help but worry.
Lin Anran said yes, and then saw that the smile on her aunt’s face became somewhat reluctant.
After she sat down on the sofa, Lin Anran went to pour a glass of water for her aunt.
He hesitated for a while, but still seriously said to Lin Huiyan worriedly: “He is not a bad person.”
She was dumb for a moment. It’s not a question of good people or bad people. You can’t ask it directly, whether you are a friend or not.
“Well,” Lin Huiyan could only smile: “Aunty believes you.”
Regarding Lin Anran’s new friend, Lin Huiyan only found out through Doctor Zhou last week.
It is a pleasure to have new friends, but Xiao Ran’s performance is a little abnormal.
Doctor Zhou said that Lin Anran showed special protection to this friend, which is a bit abnormal.
Therefore, Doctor Zhou has speculated that this time is different from before, and Xiao Ran himself may be aware of this matter. He knew that his friend was his own fiction.
Lin Huiyan calmed down and asked, “Is he not at home now?”
“Well,” Lin Anran talked a lot, explaining to the mysterious friend: “He is very busy.”
This sentence is light and unconvincing. After Lin Huiyan listened, not only did she not feel relieved, but she became even more worried.
She sighed in her heart, and insisted on telling Lin Anran: “During this period, I have time to have a fun with pounding.”
“Great.”
Lin Huiyan will leave after sitting for a while. Before leaving, she did not forget to tell Lin Anran: “Don’t forget to drink the soup that Auntie made for you.” After thinking about it, she added: “Nothing to call aunt, I like talking with you young people the most.”
Lin Anran nodded.
Lin Huiyan wanted to say something, but looking at Xiao Ran’s faint face, she didn’t say anything.
Watching the elevator doors close little by little before her eyes. Lin Huiyan sighed.
Xiaoran, does he really know that his “friend” is fake?
…
Shang Hao came back late today. It’s nine o’clock, and his person hasn’t appeared yet.
Lin Anran went to take a hot bath. Back in the room, the person fell on the bed.
The news report of yesterday’s press conference has come out. Lin Anran had previously downloaded a software dedicated to watching the daily news in his mobile phone. He was holding the phone and looking at the big picture of the financial page attentively.
The photo was taken from the angle of looking up, and there is only one main character.
The background of the photo is the venue that Lin Anran failed to enter that day. Man in suit and leather shoes stood on the podium. He is strong in this field, and coupled with this upward-looking composition, the whole person looks taller and colder.
Obviously, it was under the ultra-realistic death shots of news reports, but Shang Hao still looks like he has been intensively repaired in the photos, which makes people wonder if he added money later.
But Lin Anran knew that the Shang Hao he saw every day was exactly like this person in the photo.
…It’s like walking directly into his real life from the photo.
Lin Anran looked at her, her eyes darkened.
He looked at the photo for a while, pressed his finger to save, and put the photo in his collection. He clicked into the report again.
It was very long, and Lin Anran read it bit by bit, and in the end Shang Hao’s photo was only the one at the beginning.
Lin Anran also pulled this press release into his favorites, and everyone was a little sleepy.
Shang Hao has not returned today. His body was limp after taking a shower, and he leaned back on the bed, leaving only the sound of his own breathing in the room.
He began to count slowly in his heart.
He thought, Shang Hao returned when he counted to the hundredth.
1,2,3,4,5……
Then Lin Anran counted and blurred her consciousness first.
He fell asleep accidentally.
When she woke up again when she opened her eyes, Lin Anran’s head was heavy, and she felt that the light in the room seemed to dim. He didn’t turn off the lights before going to bed, but the headlights in the room were replaced by bedside lights.
what time is it?
Lin Anran heard the sound of the bathroom door opening outside, knowing that it was Shang Hao coming back, he didn’t rush to get up, closed his eyes sleepily, and wanted to squint for a while.
After the sound of footsteps outside came out of the bathroom, they approached the room. Lin Anran closed his eyes and heard him open the door and enter the room, walking straight to the bed with the sound of footsteps.
This man had a navigation system installed in his body, and as soon as he appeared in the room, he spontaneously and automatically searched for Lin Anran’s person. He had just come out of the bathroom, his short hair was still wet, and the person was already pressing on him.
When Lin Anran was asleep, she was lying on the bed horizontally, with a calf sticking out of the bed. Shang Hao pressed on his body, and the pair of calves that were in the air turned into two pairs.
The mattress under him sank heavily. The other man was tall, and his body was forcibly covered, and Lin Anran underneath was suddenly crushed so that no one could be seen, feeling like he was crushing a mountain.
Shang Hao had just come out of the bathroom, with short hair still wet. Knowing that Lin Anran was awake, he put his head on Lin Anran’s chest, and involuntarily moistened a small piece of his clothes.
The people above were very heavy, and Lin Anran underneath was so tickling that he couldn’t help but laugh.
Shang Hao moved up, burying his face deeply into Lin Anran’s neck and breathing inside. He was buried very deep, and even used his strength to breathe, and there was a cold itch.
Lin Anran couldn’t see his face, only felt that the tip of the opponent’s nose had been pressed hard against his neck, rubbing Lin Anran’s itching, and he was still drilling in restlessly. At the same time, both hands tightened, and Lin Anran’s waist was firmly clamped.
Lin Anran is even more itchy. He couldn’t help laughing, and said to Shang Hao on his body: “We taste the same on our bodies.”
Obviously, I used the same bottle of shower gel. Shang Hao was obsessed with being buried in his body, taking time out by the way, and negating him casually and decisively: “You don’t understand.”
His voice was low, but in an indisputable tone, with a hint of pretentiousness.
Shang Hao casually denied what he said just now, reprimanding Lin Anran painlessly for not knowing how soft he was.
This person’s character and style are so arbitrary, which often reminds Lin Anran of the kind of boss who is good at scolding others as idiots.
“It smells good…” Shang Hao thought about it for a while, then the second half of the sentence slowly disappeared.
He was willing to just suffocate on Ranran at this moment.
Lin Anran’s sleepiness was overwhelmed, and she looked at Shang Hao’s face with a pair of pure black and quiet eyes.
Lin Anran stretched out his hand and slowly touched his soft side face from his rough stubble, feeling the real touch of his hands seriously. From Shang Hao.
“Did you go to the doctor today?” Shang Hao asked him aloud after he had touched him enough.
Lin Anran nodded and said yes.
Shang Hao didn’t speak, but still hugged him tightly.
Lin Anran was surrounded by the warm breath of Shang Hao’s body, and suddenly she didn’t feel so unhappy.