Love Delusion - Chapter 46
Shang Hao fell into the mortal world from a height overlooking him, and became a person who sat on an equal footing with him, Lin Anran was really not used to it.
Once tonight, Lin Anran inadvertently passed by him. At that time, Mr. Shang was just about to step into the bathroom to take a bath, but when he saw Lin An, he retreated again and looked at him waiting in the same place. .
Lin Anran stopped and realized that he didn’t dare to wash first, giving Lin Anran the priority of the bathroom.
Lin Anran hurriedly waved his hand and said no, let him wash it whatever he wanted.
After Lin Anran promised that even if he used the bathroom first, he would not break up with him, Shang Hao was willing to raise his leg to go in.
Even before the usual hug for Yulian, Shang Hao calmly asked if he could hug him.
Although he couldn’t adapt quickly for the time being, no matter when the Chief Commercial Officer was the Chief Commercial Officer, the aura on his body was not dimmed by Lin Anran.
He still respects and loves the tall and stalwart Chief Commercial Officer, and he takes care of the person in front of him as a temporarily sick Chief Commercial Officer.
So it’s time for bed at night. After the light was turned off in the room, only Lin Anran’s head protruded above the quilt on the bed, and the bulging mass in the quilt was not small.
Lin Anran was still holding a person under the quilt. He devoted himself to putting President Shang’s head in his arms, giving him the guardian of love.
The man was born much taller than Lin Anran. He was buried in Lin Anran’s arms, and when Lin Anran was used as a pillow, Lin Anran, who was hugged by him and locked his legs, had a kind of octopus **** in layers. , Uh, the suffocation of love.
Faced with the situation of the general manager, Lin Anran was helpless. But in retrospect, when he was worried about Shang Hao’s love or not, he wouldn’t
Maybe everyone has their own way of inferiority. General Shang’s inferiority complex is to find opportunities for physical contact from all angles and angles.
Lin Anran, who was blinded by the lard of love, said so confidently.
Lin Anran quietly opened the quilt, only recognizing a head on his chest, and asked him softly, “Is it stuffy?”
You can’t speak loudly. The current manager is very fragile. Just now, I asked Lin Anran if he could not go to work tomorrow. Lin Anran coaxed him nervously for a long time, and finally coaxed him well.
Hearing Lin Anran’s question, the head on his chest shook his head silently. Lin Anran’s arms around his waist became tighter.
Lin Anran had to re-cover the quilt, revealing a little airy space, and patted Mr. Shang’s hand lightly.
He understands Shang Hao very well, and feels a sense of sympathy for the hurt at this time. Because people like them have a high threshold for a sense of security, they need a lot of attention.
Lin Anran deliberately woke up early the next day and made his only good sandwiches for the two, cheering for a new day for President Shang.
Shang Hao got up a while late. His people are washing in the bathroom. Lin Anran wanted to ask him what kind of vegetable leaves he wanted to put today. He just walked to the door and glanced sideways at Shang Hao who was brushing his teeth.
This look made Lin Anran dream back to the past, and stared at the door to judge whether this person is now an inferiority businessman or a conceited businessman.
It is this kind of eyes that unintentionally carry a look of overlooking, this is the natural high aura of Shang Hao.
For a moment he forgot what he wanted to ask. Chief Shang estimated that he hadn’t woken up yet, but he quickly reacted, withdrawing his gaze, and silently lowered his head, revealing the sorrow that made it hard not to heal.
Lin Anran hurried over and hugged the sad big man comfortingly.
He tried his best to straighten his back and pressed the tall Shang Hao’s head against his shoulders, giving him a strong sense of security.
It stands to reason that Lin Anran’s purely passive character is not suitable for such active kisses and hugs, but because Shang Hao is usually hugged and sucked, Lin Anran’s ability to withstand physical contact has already been exercised invisibly. Out.
Hugs and hugs are already commonplace. Let alone hug the sad businessman at this moment.
Shang Hao bent over, he opened a pair of dark and deep eyes on Lin Anran’s shoulders, and closed them again, hiding a little satisfaction in his eyes.
If Lin Anran paused for a moment to give undivided consolation at this moment, and glanced at Shang Hao’s expression, he might reasonably suspect that Mr. Shang’s inferiority complex was not authentic.
However, he did not. The big tall man in his arms seemed to move unintentionally, and Lin Anran quickly comforted his waist and hugged him tighter.
Shang Hao’s learning is still only fur. People who are really inferior will not talk about inferiority all day. It can be said that they can well reflect the nature of acting.
Lin Anran is at home today
He had never thought that Shang Hao would have an inferiority complex one day. But I have to say that the current situation in front of him invisibly shortened the distance between him and Shang Hao.
For example, he usually doesn’t dare to look directly into Mr. Shang’s eyes subconsciously, but Lin Anran tried to overcome it yesterday when he wanted to look away.
If you can’t hold on to look away and don’t look at him, Mr. Shang will think more about it. To put it bluntly, he didn’t feel how majestic or terrifying the current Shang Hao was, because Lin Anran knew he needed himself.
Also, he was forced to be the one who was hugged before, and he never had the opportunity to enjoy his boyfriend’s body.
Now he himself has the initiative to enjoy male sex. If you want to kiss, you can hug as you want, and you can hold it with one hand. Lin Anran has never been so arrogant in his life.
I should say, the boyfriend’s body is really good to touch.
That’s cool.
Lin Anran has been waiting for Shang Hao to return home from get off work today. As soon as Shang Hao opened the door, he saw Lin Anran’s people standing in front of him to greet him.
“You are back.” Lin Anran stepped forward.
Shang Hao didn’t think about how to answer humblely for the time being, he lowered his head.
He almost didn’t feel bad for Lin Anran, who was observing his expression.
This was another sticky hug. Lin Anran hugged the inferior business manager, thinking that this would not be a solution. If his boyfriend kept inferiority, he would be bullied at the company.
He asked Mr. Shang: “Do you feel better today than yesterday?”
Shang Hao thought for a while, he shook his head.
He asked Lin Anran back: “I told you that I love you for so long, didn’t it have no effect?”
Lin Anran thought about it the other way around. He was so reasonable, and it was so inspiring. For the first time in her life, Lin Anran realized that she, who had never wanted to cause trouble to others, turned out to be so difficult.
But… But it’s hard not to believe that Shang Hao just loves his body!
Where is he? He is cowardly and useless, he can’t speak, and…
Shang Hao laughed at himself in his arms: “I am really useless. I am arrogant and don’t care about other people’s feelings. After having been together for so long, I still can’t make you believe me. I must be a failure, right?”
Lin Anran was awakened:!
No! Cheer up, Mr. Shang! He and Mr. Shang should cheer up!
As an exchange of experiences between patients, he thought and thought about it and decided to tell President Shang the story of Lin Anran before.
“I used to go to the exhibition hall to see you by myself.”
Before, Lin Anran would not go out except to see a psychiatrist. At that time, he thought he was living with the imaginary Shang Hao, so he secretly followed and collected Shang Hao’s news. It was hard to find out that Shang Hao had made a public appearance. He summoned the courage to go out alone and took the subway to the exhibition hall to see him.
did not see. Under the gaze of the weird man from the security guard downstairs, he stood there for an afternoon without even seeing Shang Hao’s shadow.
After the end, he returned to the same place alone.
Lin Anran still has many such deeds. For example, he stupidly went to write a letter to the suggestion box downstairs of Tianneng Group, hoping that Shang Hao himself could read his letter.
He never told Shang Hao about the details of these things Lin Anran did. As if it was something that passed away in the past.
Those thoughts that once had no owner were buried in the past time, and also the sadness and loneliness at that time were sealed together. They were all put on the shelf. After a long period of time, it fell to dust, and no one cared about it afterwards.
At a certain moment, I was lucky enough to be brought up again. I remembered one thing and got involved in the second one. The dust all fell sternly, one after another, like the late stars, all scrambling to one person. Pour away.
Obviously these many stars have once shining so scorchingly for a person.
“But you hug me every day when you get home. I was very happy at that time, so I forgot everything.”
“So I also hug you now.”
“Get well soon.”
Lin Anran told stories intermittently. That night, Shang Hao stopped talking while listening, and gently touched Lin Anran’s face with one hand restrained. They hugged for a long time.
…
The next day was when Lin Anran went to the psychological counseling center.
This should be the first time he has been so active to see Teacher Zhou. Sitting in the consultation room, Lin Anran asked Teacher Zhou a question very seriously: “Mr. Zhou, I have a friend…I want to know how to help him overcome his inferiority complex.”
That’s the case. It’s really inconvenient to disclose the identity information of President Shang, and Lin Anran kindly coded him. Because Teacher Zhou is a professional, he hopes to get more constructive suggestions from her.
Teacher Zhou was stunned when she heard this question, and then a gratified smile slowly appeared on her face, looking at Lin Anran with a smile.
“A positive attitude to face problems is more important than anything else. Your friend can finally be confident about his own shortcomings. I am very happy for your friend.”
“An Ran, you have been improving recently.”
Lin Anran was taken aback, he understood but he was taken aback. No, why use “finally”?
He sat up and explained to Teacher Zhou: “No, I really have a friend…”
Teacher Zhou continued to smile: “Yes, I believe in you.”
Countless small question marks appeared above Lin Anran’s head. No, he thinks that others have always coded like this. Why doesn’t it work when he arrives? Did he fail to keep up?
Which step is it? ?
Doctor Zhou looked at him with a smile.
She may not be sure about others, but she still doesn’t know Lin Anran’s condition—An Ran, where is his friend from?
There seems to be one, but that friend Lin Anran doesn’t have much contact with him, so there should be no trouble in this regard.
She is pleased that An Ran has been able to find a solution to the problem on his own, and believes that he will definitely get better and better.
Lin Anran snapped his head. What is going wrong?
Tomorrow, I will continue to go with relatives. I am too busy. Recently, I have to change my friends the next day. I wish you all good luck and prosperity in the Year of the Ox!