Love Him Secretly Then - Chapter 18
I am very ordinary
He must be a expressionless look, coldly light tear off the page with his information, and then continue to calmly return the book to the master.
Unconsciously scan to the above micro signal, QQ number, Su Ruan suddenly thought, she seems to have no Luhe’s wechat and QQ.
Although they are all in the same class group, they really don’t add friends.
“How’s it going? Which do you think is more handsome? ” Su Ruan is pulled back by song Siqiao’s excited voice.
Su Ruan subconsciously wanted to answer, “Luhe.”
Fortunately, her reason came back in time.
Turn the book to the first page.
Chu city.
Su Ruan thought of the notebook full of the name, looking at the above picture of a young boy playing basketball.
She suddenly thought of the owner of the notebook. She didn’t know what she felt, but she said, “this is OK.”
“This one!” Song Siqiao’s eight trigrams finally have a place to use, immediately give her popular science.
“This is class 11. He is handsome, has a good family background, is tall and perfect. In our Tianhua, he is handsome except for Lu He.”
Song Siqiao held his face in his hands and sighed, “it’s just a pity that he changes his girlfriend too often. It’s said that sometimes he changes his girlfriend in a week.”
“But those girls are just like the concubines waiting to be spoiled in the harem. They all want to fall in love with him.”
Su Ruan some can’t understand those girl’s idea, a week to change a girlfriend, why also rush to fall in love with him?
Think of the owner of the notebook, Su soft suddenly some sympathy for her, like such a person for seven years, how tired.
To have a strong heart to see the boy you like constantly changing objects.
It seems that song Siqiao still has eight trigrams to finish, so he comes here mysteriously.
“There is a girl in class 11 who has been in love with Chu City for several years, and no one knows about it. As a result, a girl in her class accidentally saw her notebook, which is all about her secret love for Chu city.”
“Sorry for that girl, she has become the public enemy of the girls in her class, and she is not to be seen in Chu city.”
Su Ruan stares at the notebook in her hand, her heart trembles.
When the wind blows open the notebook, Su Ruan looks down to pick it up. She doesn’t dare to read it carefully, but her almost unforgettable ability still makes her remember a lot.
“I heard that I couldn’t meet too amazing people when I was young, but Chu City, why did you show up? I always thought that if you didn’t show up in the alley that year, in fact, it was OK.”
“I heard you went out to fight the other day and got caught by the director.”
“I heard that you were hurt and refused to stick band aids. I know you think that band aid is too ugly, so I bought your favorite cartoon band aid and put it in your drawer. You should like it.”
“I saw you stick that band aid. It’s very nice. You probably didn’t know that it was from me.”
“After school today, I saw you hugging a girl. I didn’t know that girl, but I envied that girl. If only the person in your arms was me.”“ Chu Cheng, if I am more beautiful, more daring and better at my grades, will you like me a little bit
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Every word is full of secret love.
She never blamed the boy. She blamed herself for everything.
I’m so ordinary that I can’t fascinate you.
For seven years, Su Ruan didn’t dare to think about it. She buried her love in her heart for seven years. What kind of feeling would it be to watch it grow grey and embroider?
Close to school, Su soft class bell did not ring quietly pack up the bag.
Fortunately, she’s not on duty today.
As soon as the bell rang, Su Ruan immediately ran to class 11 with her schoolbag and notebook in her arms.
When the notebook is returned to the girl, Su Ruan sees that when the girl takes the notebook from her hand, her face turns pale.
She’s a little bit white.
Zhao Moyan pinched the notebook’s fingers a little tight, and the joints were a little white.
This is her performance when she is nervous. When she is nervous, she is used to pinching things. If she has nothing in her hand, she will probably pinch the corners of her clothes.
Without waiting for Su Ruan’s scorn and sarcasm, Zhao Moyan was relieved and wanted to leave with his head down.
She left, and Su Ruan, of course, wanted to leave.
When they went down the stairs one after the other, Su Ruan still couldn’t hold back her apology for a long time. “I’m sorry, I accidentally saw a little of the content in your notebook.”
Whether intentionally or unintentionally, she should always apologize. After all, her first reaction when she saw it at that time was not to keep her eyes open, but to let herself finish reading the windblown page.
Su Ruan suddenly spurned her curiosity and peeped into other people’s privacy.
Zhao Mo Yan heart inexplicably turned on a sense of astringency, how long, how long did not hear someone apologize to her.
Every day as soon as I step into the school, I hear all the voices mocking her for overstepping her capacity, and the toad wants to eat swan meat.
It’s no wonder others laugh at themselves, isn’t it?
She’s a toad. She wants to eat a swan.
Push open the door, the kitchen wafted out the smell of food, the mother leaned out of the kitchen, “Xiao Yan came back, wash hands ready to eat.”
“Well.” Should be a, Zhao Moyan obedient to wash his hands.
He helped his mother to bring the food to the table, just as his father opened the door and came in.
His mother took him over and put on his dusty overalls for a whole day, hanging them on the hanger behind the door.
A family sitting together, should be happy, but the atmosphere is particularly cool.
Zhao’s father and Zhao’s mother looked at each other and sighed. Their daughter was also very lively and clever when she was a child. But it seems that since she was in high school, she has become silent, and no longer has her old vitality.
At the beginning, they were also worried that she had conflicts with her classmates at school, but they also talked with her head teacher and asked her classmates, but they didn’t find any classmates had conflicts with her.
This girl is also a character who can hold things back. When she asked her, she also said that she was OK. Besides her eccentric personality, her grades did not decline, but she worked harder in her study.
After a while, the couple changed their character when their daughter entered puberty ahead of time.
After taking a bath, Zhao Moyan sat at his desk and took out some old laptops from the drawer.
This computer was the neighbor’s little brother who was admitted to the University and eliminated some old laptops. Then she bought it with her pocket money without telling her parents.
Zhao Moyan is an Internet author. He started to write in the first semester of senior high school, and now he has finished several books.
The popularity is pretty good.
But she has a habit of writing, and her readers also find that in every book, there is a character named Chu Cheng.
Here is a reader’s comment, “this Chu city should be the author’s big sweetheart, otherwise how can every book have it, and it’s perfect like a God.”
Zhao Mo Yan a smile, rare reply, “is a sweetheart, but also can’t get people.”
She didn’t say a word when the audience burst.
After the update, Zhao Moyan turns off the computer.
Pick up the book to read, she has formed the habit of reading every night to 11 o’clock at the earliest.
Now in senior three, she learned one or two in the morning every night.
She makes great efforts to make herself excellent and busy. She can’t spare time to think about him.
Sometimes she would wonder if she would be better, and he would hear her name from others.
There’s a little bit of curiosity about her.
But she was born to be a stupid person. They say that stupid birds fly first. She has been flying so long in advance, but she hasn’t improved at all.
In the early hours of every day, although her grades are not bad, they are not so good that he can hear and see her name.
Zhao Moyan knows that today’s girl is Su Ruan. She saw her picture in the result column of the last monthly exam, and won the first prize
It’s a boy named Lu He.
Zhao Mo Yan’s achievement is a few behind them, which seems to be arrogant and unremarkable.
Slender fingertips holding a pen to write down the girl’s mind.
What it’s like to love someone secretly is like eating a sour lemon and shaking all over your body, but you still have to be indifferent and can’t show the slightest bit.
Because this is the lemon you stole.
No one forces you to eat.
Chu City, too sour, can you give me a sugar, so I can be full of blood resurrection, and can be full of hope to joy
I love you. Zhao Moyan, who had slept in the past, had a dream.
It’s the same old alley, the same young man with a Dogtail in his mouth.
But what he said lingered in Zhao Mo Yan’s heart for many years.
“Would you like some face? Such a big man bullies little girls and robs them? ”
Zhao Mo Yan remember clearly, his voice with ridicule, “is not I say, robbery also depends on the object, on this shriveled vegetable like little girl, looking at or a poor guy, what do you rob?”
“Robbery? What’s wrong with you
Zhao Mo Yan can hear the scorn in his tone at that time, but she can’t extricate herself.
The two ruffians were really shaken by him, and they kicked her a few feet and walked to Chu city.
“Boy, it’s none of your business. Do you know the consequences of meddling?” With a fierce tone, Zhao Mo Yan shrinks his neck in fright.
But it seems that Chu city is not afraid. He doesn’t seem to want to save Zhao Mo Yan. He shrugs dangerously, “it’s just a kind reminder. You can do it at will.”
Little ruffian was swept away by him, how can he let him go so easily? Zhao Moyan remembers that the mighty little overlord was beaten black and blue that night.
But Zhao Mo Yan still didn’t think that he was trying to save her. After all, it was a big fart. Do you know what hero saving beauty is.
Moreover, his casual attitude seems to be reminding the ruffians that I just see that you are stupid and rob such a poor man who seems to have nothing. I can’t go on looking and give advice.
It’s just a coincidence to be beaten.
But fortunately, it’s common for Chu city to be beaten. It’s strange that there was no electric wound on his face that day.
The girl who fell asleep on the desk hooked her lips, took off the pair of glasses that looked like beer bottles, and the thick and rigid bangs were clipped up with hairpins for the convenience of reading.
Show white face and pink doodle tiny hook of red lips.
It’s a good dream. If only I could dream about him once a day.