Love Just Begins - C141
As for Gu Ming, if he accepted Lian Ya’s suggestion to help her, he might as well wait for her company to close down and buy them at a low price.
“I beg of you, please help me.” Seeing Gu Ming’s indifferent and indifferent expression, Lian Ya reached out her jade hand and pulled at Gu Ming’s sleeve.
Gu Ming retracted his hand from the table in disgust, the last straw of hope for survival was taken away as well. He felt sad in his heart as tears flowed down his face. When he raised his head and saw the cold eyes of Gu Ming, who was still smiling faintly, and realized that he had lost control of himself, he hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe his tears.
“Woman, I’m not a charity shop owner. Don’t waste your time, just do your best.” After drinking all the coffee in the cup, Gu Ming ignored the miserable Lian Ya and turned to leave.
Only Lian Ya was left sitting alone in a daze, feeling empty and hopeless. The last shred of hope had been shattered.
As Lian Ya said till here, her face was covered in a layer of deep pain. It was easy to imagine how desperate she had been in the past. Looking at the only chance she had, yet unable to convince others, how sad she must have been to see the company fail and yet be unable to do anything.
“Mom, I’m sorry. You’ve suffered so much, but I know nothing about it.” An Shengmei gently embraced Lian Ya from the side and leaned her head on Lian Ya’s shoulder.
“Child, it’s over.” Hearing An Shengmei’s words, Lian Ya regained her senses, gently caressed An Shengmei’s head and said tenderly.
“Actually, we can’t blame Uncle Gu Ming either. You asked him to marry an unfamiliar woman, how could he agree to that? Moreover, he still has a woman he loves.” Stunned for a while, An Shengmei pulled his mother’s hand, and said after pondering a little.
His mother’s hands were rough and full of green cocoons, making him feel as if he had lived through many vicissitudes of life.
“I didn’t blame him then, even though he refused me.” She had no right to ask others to sympathize with her suffering. However, what happened next made her hate Gu Ming for no reason. “Shengmei, you might not be able to imagine that two weeks later, Gu Ming, this man who said that he wouldn’t marry another woman, actually married another woman.”
“Oh, yes. Gu Qingyan’s mother is just Gu Ming’s woman. A gentle and noble smile appeared in front of An Shengmei’s eyes.
“I would never blame him if he married the woman he loved, but the woman who married him never met him.” Lian Ya’s tone was filled with resentment and raised it by a little, “We are both engaged on the same errand, but he rejected me, rejected the offer to save my company. Tell me, how could I not blame him?”
The company that closed down on them had huge debts all over the sky, causing Lian Ya to feel worse than death. Finally, she sold the company, sold the house, sold everything that could be exchanged for money. Lian Ya who paid off all her debts had only one dog left, which followed her and wandered the streets.
“Mom, how did you get through this?” Feeling sorry for her mother’s past, An Shengmei asked while supporting Lian Ya on her shoulder.
“At that time, a man and a dog had been wandering outside for a few days. “I don’t even have money to eat anymore.” Lian Ya tensed up her body and her eyes turned blurry, “At that time, it would also be winter. The weather is so cold, the water in the Fragrant Lake has already turned into ice. After a day of hunger, I sat on the shore of Fragrant Lake, thinking that if I could jump in and get it all over with, that would be pretty good too. ”
“Mother, how could you be so stupid?” An Shengmei cried out in grief, her face was filled with disbelief. In her impression, although her mother was taciturn, she was incredibly strong and would not change her expression in the face of any difficulties.
“Silly child, isn’t mother still alive?” Lian Ya pinched An Shengmei’s nose and laughed, “Your father passed by and picked me up to go home. I followed your father home without a word for the meal. Sometimes, people paid attention to fate! And then, you know, your father and I lived half our lives together. ”
“Then, mother, do you love your father?” So this was how father and mother met! Feeling that the relationship between his mother and father was never warm, An Shengmei became curious.
“Child, how can there be so much love in this world! “It would be great if we could make do with what we have.” After Lian Ya finished speaking, she closed her eyes as if she was tired and fell asleep. It was as if she was meditating on a love that had once stayed in her heart. But An Shengmei knew that his mother’s love was definitely not with her father.
Just like Tan Yizhe, although I have put love on the table, it’s a pity that we can’t be together. As for Gu Qingyan, who is about to get married, do I love him? Why I don’t know my own heart.
How are Tan Yizhe’s injuries? Just as he was about to go over to visit him, Gu Qingyan coincidentally was also injured. Although the doctor had treated the wound and told him that it was fine, but when he thought about the blood that covered the ground, An Shengmei became worried.
Rongmo did not send Gu Qingyan to the proper hospital, but instead sent him back to the Gu Family, so he should be able to get the best care of him. True, he was a young master of a rich family, but why would he like her?
“Mom, are you really against me marrying Gu Qingyan?” An Shengmei softly spat out words, waiting for the answer.
She did not expect that at the door, the hand that Gu Qingyan used to push open the door would suddenly stop, and silently stand at the door. A door blocked off the two’s view, but everyone was diligently waiting for the answer.
“Little Mei, marrying into the Wealthy Class is only half a step. I do not agree.” Lian Ya’s face darkened, and gently caressed An Shengmei’s hair, “You’re not suitable for that kind of deceitful act. You’ll find it novel at the start, but it will slowly become boring, and in the end, you’ll slowly start to hate that kind of life, but at that time, will you still be able to escape?”
An Shengmei was startled, her entire body becoming cold: “Mother, earlier Tan Yizhe, you and father, you risked your life to make me give up, I give up.”
“But I’m still not happy. The current Gu Qingyan, I’m really happy with him. I only have one heart, and I can’t love him again and again. I am so tired, then mother you want me to find a person I do not love, but love me, ordinary ordinary life? If I am able to happily curry favor with you like this, then it would be great if I can forget everything. However, since you let me bear the love others have for me, it is only natural that I … “I can’t do it.”
Lian Ya’s hand that was holding the teacup trembled. How could she not know that An Shengmei was pointing out her situation? Carrying her love for another person, she threw herself into the embrace of another person, naturally bearing that person’s love.
“But I’m doing very well right now.” Lian Ya put down her teacup, her voice stern, “You also wish for your wedding to receive my blessing, right?”
Her mother was threatening her. If she were to marry, then her mother wouldn’t go to the wedding ceremony?!