Love Scourge Nirvana Robbery: A Thousand Lives of Love - Chapter 900
She already knew? She said she didn’t regret it? Ning Lan felt uncomfortable for a while. She stared at the Empress Dowager and was angry. She loosened her grip on the Empress Dowager’s hand and asked, “do you really have no regrets about killing innocent people for the Empress Dowager’s grandmother?”
“I’ve never regretted what I’ve done. Living in this harem… If I want to stand long, if I want to stand high… If I live with respect… It’s impossible to be clean all my life… Even more… It’s impossible… Open and aboveboard… No one can do it. If I don’t fight… I can only fall. Once I fall… It will be the life of the whole family Death and survival. No one can be exceptional… This is the sadness born in this red wall… This… Is not a place to… Feelings and morality… Only the relationship between… And… Being used… Cough… Cough… Cough… ”
Ning Lan stared at the Empress Dowager and couldn’t breathe. She knew in her heart that although the Empress Dowager’s words were cruel, they were an iron reality. However, you can’t be innocent in your life. No one can do it? She doesn’t believe it. She doesn’t believe she can’t live her life in vain.
She believes that being born in the harem will never avoid fighting. She also believes that there is true love where there are people. She believed in Mrs. Jiao he’s feelings for her, the feelings of her mother, Zhuge Qinghuan’s feelings for her, and… Yelv Hanming’s feelings for her. If you don’t believe that there is true love in the world, how can a living person be warm?
“Empress dowager, you are wrong. There is not only a relationship of use or being used between people. There is also true love between people. Love is a relationship between people, not that you don’t believe it doesn’t exist, nor that you say it doesn’t exist without it.”
“Cough… True feelings? True feelings…”
“Lan’er thinks that the Empress Dowager’s grandmother wants to see Lan’er because she wants to tell Lan’er that you are wrong… At least you will regret and blame yourself for killing innocent people… However, it seems that Lan’er thinks too much. Lan’er leaves!” Ning Lan gets up and wants to leave, but is stopped by a series of coughs.
“Cough… Cough… Cough… LAN er… Don’t… Don’t hate sorrow… Sorrow… Home…”
The Empress Dowager left the last sentence and left.
Ning Lan later learned from the father-in-law who served the Empress Dowager that the Empress Dowager’s temperament had changed a lot after her serious illness. She secretly regretted what she had done before. However, even if she is wrong, she will not apologize, because in her life, she has never apologized, let alone admitted her fault to others.