Love You Forever - Chapter 304 Big Mood Swings

Tan Jie moved to the side with a quick hug. Fu Jing stepped forward and hugged me. “Xiao Qing, what’s wrong?”

“I don’t want soup, I don’t want to smell it. Take it, take it all!” I roared, and my emotions suddenly became uncontrollable.

I was not like this before, how can others waste their minds, but I just can’t help it. If the fire doesn’t come out, it will suffocate me to death!

“Okay, no, take it away. I’ll clean this place up right away.” Fu Jing followed me.

He picked up the pieces of the bowl, took the things Tan Jie had brought out, and mopped up the soup stains on the floor.

Tingsheng was scared and cried. He had been crying ever since I broke the soup bowl. Fu jing was busy crying. I was very upset when I heard him. I ordered angrily, “Tan Jie, take the baby away. Keep crying. It’s so annoying.”

“Chen Qing?” There seemed to be a reproach in Tan Jie’s voice.

“Tan Jie, let’s go back with a roar.” Fu Jing’s hand was on his shoulder. The two men looked at each other and Tan Jie took the child away.

All of a sudden, the ward became very quiet, the kind of silence that could be heard even if a needle dropped. Fu Jing went to bed and hugged me. I leaned into his arms, doing nothing, not thinking about anything, not thinking about how long this would last.

I used to live especially formally, being a principled person and doing principled things. Now I don’t want to live like this. I have to be conscientious and moral in everything, but no one else can. Why should I be a serious person? I don’t want to be such a person anymore.

No one can hurt me in the future. Whoever wrongs me, I will retaliate against him a hundred times over, no matter who!

I clenched my fists in secret, and the image of a furious swing surfaced in my mind. She was no longer my friend, she was the murderer of my child! One life for one life, my child is gone, and she can’t have a good life!

After resting for seven days, I was discharged from the hospital.

Fu Jing was back at work, but he still took a lot of time to spend with me. When he wasn’t around, I locked myself in my room and secretly went online to check the abortion surgery. It turned out that the abortion surgery like mine wasn’t a miscarriage at all. It was a plastic baby’s head that was crushed and taken out of my body.

When I saw those introductions and simulated animation videos on the internet, the hatred in my heart grew stronger. A child who had not yet fully formed was crushed by the cold silhouette forceps, and then took them out little by little…

I vomited out with a whoosh, and I couldn’t help but retch at the thought of it.

When Fu Jing was around, I hardly looked at it. Only when he wasn’t around would I secretly look at it. I must make these things imprint in my heart. I want to hate you, hate those who hurt us!

I recovered in two weeks. Wu Ying wouldn’t let me out. I didn’t listen to her. I was too anxious to stay at home.

I asked Fu Jing to help me with chard’s situation. He listened to me very much. The information was very detailed. I wanted it all in there. Looking at the introduction of the basic information, I felt very sad. If I hadn’t been so stupid before, I would have noticed Er De and Master Hu’s relationship a long time ago, and things wouldn’t have ended up like this.

“Xiao Qing, what do you want these for? Don’t worry, I won’t let them go.” Fu Jing said to me.

I didn’t even raise my head, thinking about my plan. “It’s not you, it’s us, it’s us who lost the child, not just you.”

“I don’t want you to be too tired and worried.”

“If you don’t let me worry about it, my time will be spent daydreaming. Why don’t you let me think for myself and do something? Don’t you think so?” I looked up and he had nothing to say.

Fu Jing rubbed my head. “I should be happy to see you through this, but I’m even sadder and more worried.”

I hugged his waist and said, “Don’t worry about me. We’ll punish those bad guys if we work together.”

“Then promise me to be safe and inform me of anything as soon as possible. Don’t take it on yourself.”

I nodded. “Okay, how were you at the hospital that day? Why isn’t Er De here?”

“You called me, and I immediately started looking for someone to locate the address of the phone, and I chased her home. As soon as I rushed over, I saw that you were carried out covered in blood. Later, I sent someone to look for you, and she had already moved away.”

The incident that day was brought up again, and my heart was in turmoil, so I quickly stopped this topic.

“Honey, have you been neglecting my temper lately?” Fu jing said to me in a soft voice.

When I think of Tingsheng, I feel guilty. “Let me adjust. I can’t see Tingsheng now. When I see him, I’ll think of the child who didn’t have the chance to come to the world. I’ll think…”

He would have thought of how he died. I didn’t say that.

“We’re all waiting for you. We’ll give you time to accept it.” Fu Jing hugged me, stroking my hair, stroking my back, so gently that I wouldn’t explode.

The next day, Fu Jing went to work. Tan Jie and I were the only ones at home with the sound of anger. Wu Ying went out to meet his friends.

“Tan Jie, Tingsheng, give me a hug.” I reached out to him.

He looked at me hesitantly.

“Please, Tingsheng is my own son.” I looked at him speechlessly before he gave me the child.

When I smelled Tingsheng, I couldn’t help but hug him tightly. He called for his mother, and my heart melted, and my eyes were wet in an instant.

“Tingsheng, I’m sorry, I’m sorry…”

“Mom won’t cry, won’t cry…” The child wiped my tears and even pouted to kiss me.

I thought about my rejection of him before. I didn’t even want to hug him when he called me mom. Instead, I kept thinking about the child I hadn’t met. I was really wrong! I carried Tingsheng all morning, played with toys, ran with him, and went for a walk.

Tan Jie smiled and said to me, “It’s good to see you like this.”

I curled my lips and didn’t answer.

At noon, we went back to eat. Wu Ying didn’t come back. Fu Jing came back. After eating and resting for a while, Fu Jing left. Tingsheng also took a nap.

“Tan Jie, let’s discuss something.”

“Say it.”

I glanced at him. “In your name, make an appointment with erde.”

He looked at me suspiciously. “What do you want? Beat her up or tie her up? She has a close relationship with Mangzi. The news says she’s Hai Yang’s girlfriend. Can we act like this?”

“Why are you asking someone out? There’s no such nonsense.” My temper flared up.

“Chen Qing, what’s wrong with you?”

I took a deep breath, but my anger was still burning. I took out my cell phone, dialed erd’s number and handed it to him. “Call, call now! Don’t ask so many questions.”

He threw his phone on the sofa. “Let Fu Jing know you’re doing this, and he won’t agree!”